Feng Gouqing, after abandoning, walk alone in the world

Chapter 576 She is willing at this moment
After coming out of the dungeon, Ji Xun has been silent all the time, the cold air around his body makes people afraid to approach, but Su Mianyue can feel the deep sadness hidden under the cold air.

Silently by Ji Xun's side, Su Mianyue took the opportunity to explain in a low voice that there is no need to disturb Ji Xun for anything today, and that urgent matters can be reported to her first.

The two seemed to be walking in the palace, but in fact they were aimless. The hidden guards followed from a distance so as not to disturb the master by revealing their aura.

Wandering until dark, Ji Xun didn't feel tired, and came to Jiaofang Palace unknowingly, looking at this renovated palace, Ji Xun's eyes gradually turned red, from the initial body trembling, finally depressed I couldn't help choking, showing how sad my heart was.

Su Mianyue has been standing by Ji Xun's side, and after Ji Xun's crying gradually died down, she stepped forward to wrap her arms around his thin waist, put her small face on Ji Xun's chest and whispered: "Ah Yu Don't cry, you still have me, and Xingran, I promise I will never leave you, forever."

"Ah Yue..." Ji Xun said in a trembling voice, and slowly raised his arms to hug Su Mianyue into his arms, "I thought that if I saved Yun Wansheng's dog's life, I might be able to find my father and mother, knowing that they would The chance of being alive is slim but I still can't help but look forward to it, who knows that he died like this, and I will never see my father and mother again."

Burying her head in Su Mianyue's shoulder, Ji Xun whispered something that she had never dared to face, until now Su Mianyue realized why Ji Xun wanted to keep Yun Wansheng alive, not to torture him It makes his life worse than death, but Ji Xun has always had such a glimmer of expectation in his heart, wanting to reunite his family.

Parents are irreplaceable, even the most beloved woman and children, and vice versa. These relationships can be said to be equally important. For those who value feelings, they would rather be the one who has an accident.

Su Mianyue understands this feeling very well. When she couldn't find Biwu and the others, she was terrified, and even hid alone, because she didn't want to hear bad news.

But it may be possible to deceive others for a lifetime, but it is difficult to deceive yourself and others.

Feeling Ji Xun's helplessness, Su Mianyue's heart ached, and it took a long time to suppress the urge to cry with Ji Xun, and said in a low voice as if whispering: "Ah Yu, father and mother must be very pleased You can think about them like this, but you will only make them unable to reincarnate as human beings at ease, is this what you hope to see?"

Ji Xun remained silent, but his body trembled even more.

After Ji Xun's emotions subsided a little, Su Mianyue continued: "Ah Yu, many things are already established facts, no matter how sad we are, we can't change anything, and what we can do is to cherish the present and cherish the people in front of us, This is responsible for oneself and the greatest consolation to the dead. Believe me, the father and mother must not be willing to see their beloved son so sad. Don't let Yun Wansheng and others have the opportunity to laugh at the father and mother when they get there , you are their son and their pride."

After saying this, Su Mianyue stopped talking, giving Ji Xun enough time to calm down.

Su Mianyue knew that Ji Xun would not let go just because of her few words, but now he needs his company and comfort, and this is all she can do.

It took a long time for Ji Xun to let go of Su Mianyue, but instead he took her hand and said in a low voice: "As far as I can remember, father and mother love each other like ordinary couples, and they are lucky to be their sons. I was born in the royal family and I can have a wonderful childhood. Although my father made me the crown prince, he didn't force me to learn how to govern the country all day long, but taught me how to be a benevolent king in a fun way... "

Following Ji Xun's steps into Jiaofang Palace, listening to him talk about those things in his childhood, Su Mianyue could realize how happy Ji Xun was at that time, and this was something she had never had before, including her The affection for the Su family father and son was also because she was moved by the other party's devotion, and a large part of it was responsibility.

The Jiaofang Palace was rebuilt after the fire in the original palace, but it was also refurbished according to the original appearance. It can be said that every plant and tree here can remind Ji Xun of the past.

Even how many blue bricks he was injured when he practiced wrestling, he still remembers clearly, and there is still a smile on the corner of his lips when he recalls the past.

Su Mianyue was silently an audience, the corners of her mouth could not help but twitch, as if she could see Ji Xun running around Jiaofang Palace when he was a teenager, he must be a lovely young lady.

It's just that no matter how good the memories are, there is an end. When Ji Xun finished telling the family's last dinner, his face turned cold, and the murderous aura suddenly permeated his body. Su Mianyue subconsciously held Ji Xun's hand tightly, afraid He will be caught in the memory and cannot extricate himself.

Perhaps because of the pain in his palm, the murderous aura on Ji Xun's body gradually dissipated, but the scarlet in his eyes did not fade away in time, and he stared at a spot with thin lips tightly, refusing to look away, causing Su Mianyue's heart to raise again. stand up.

"It's right there." Ji Xun pointed to the center of the courtyard, the hatred and pain in his eyes were inextricably entangled, "Father died in the arms of the queen mother, and the bright red on the queen mother's body was more dazzling than the sunset. I don't know if the blood is her The one belonged to my father, but the queen mother still had a smile on her face. I knew that my mother saw me, but I couldn't get through with Shaoqiu covering my mouth and being held tightly by my mentor. I shook my head at me, I couldn't hear what my mother said to those people, and then I saw my mother lowered her head, and I was also dragged into the secret passage by my benefactor and my father, and I was escorted by the hidden guards to escape from the capital."

When Ji Xun said these words, his tone was very flat, as if he was telling someone else's story, but the sweat on his palm betrayed his heart.

"I was carried away by the hidden guards. My last memory is the sea of ​​flames in Jiaofang Palace. I don't know how many people were buried in Jiaofang Palace that day. Those two beasts couldn't kill me, so they called themselves the emperor, and I I have been avoiding hunting and killing, and the only belief in living is to come back for revenge, as long as I catch them, I may be able to find my father and mother."

Speaking of which, Ji Xun looked up at the sky, and Su Mianyue looked up just in time to see a line of tears streaming down her face, "Ah Yue, I know I'm deceiving myself, I didn't even dare to ask the hidden guards to check for so many years, because I know they definitely won't Leaving the lives of my father and my mother, even the corpses... Otherwise, they would have used my father and mother to lure me out to kill them."

"Ah Yu..." Su Mianyue whispered distressedly, but couldn't say a word of comfort.

"I know it all, but I would rather live in fantasy all the time, so I gave them a chance to live, and they have been cooperating in deceiving me, but since they lied to me, why don't they continue to live? Don't they Do you really think that death can redeem sins?" Ji Xun suddenly shouted loudly, and sneered: "No, even if I die, I will not let them go, their sins are serious in this life, even if they die ten thousand times It’s not enough to atone for their sins, I want them to pay the price for their mistakes in this life for life after life!”

"Yes, they deserve what they deserve." Su Mianyue said softly, and looked at Ji Xun firmly. At this moment, she is willing to believe in the cycle of life and death, and the cycle of cause and effect, as long as Ji Xun can let go of these obsessions.

(End of this chapter)