The concubine Jinghua first-class poisonous concubine

Chapter 1027 His Stubbornness
Du Yuanxiu sighed and looked at the man in front of him, his eyes were full of nostalgia, recalling that not long ago, he was so energetic and handsome, now he looks like an emperor, and time has changed a lot on his face Taste, but she understood that in his heart, some things would never change.

She slowly sat down beside the couch, her gaze was so affectionate, but her expression was extremely struggling, she reached out to touch his face, but she retracted the moment she touched it, that kind of sad fear made her whole body It was cold, and she could only hide the trembling by squeezing her hand tightly.

For so many years, except for that night when she was pregnant with the prince, their husband and wife have been described as fake, and they even rarely met each other.

Du Yuanxiu knew that Dongfang Xu hated her and hated her for tarnishing the loyal relationship between him and the Imperial Physician. Du Yuanxiu felt guilty, but she didn't want all of this. If she had a choice at that time, perhaps, she really He would not let himself leave such unbearable memories in his heart.

For Du Yuanxiu, as long as she can guard him and guard him quietly, she never expected what he would do to her, and she never thought of destroying anything, but in the end, the relationship between them became The current situation.

This kind of indifference and alienation may be a kind of punishment for her, but the prince of the two of them is so smart, and every time she sees that little face that is very similar to him, she feels that this is what God gave her. The most precious gift, so if she really wanted to take this gift back, she would rather exchange it with her own life.

But always all this...

"Your Majesty, you... must be in pain, right?" Du Yuanxiu's expression was extremely bitter, her dignified and beautiful face was full of helpless pain, and a thin mist appeared in her eyes, but even so, she still loved this man deeply .

Shaking her head, Du Yuanxiu felt that she was really stupid. She clearly saw Dongfang Xu's efforts for Yun Shu, but he never changed from the beginning to the end, even though he did recruit many women who looked similar to the Imperial Physician afterwards. To relieve the pain of lovesickness, but she understands that it is all out of love.

Because the love is too deep, so when I look back, I have become crazy. In order to achieve the goal, even at any cost, why not the original self?

But it must be a lie to say that she doesn't hate Yun Shu, that woman has occupied the heart of the man she loves, that lonely and beautiful woman has destroyed the happiness that was within reach, but what's more, she hates Yun Shu. He hated himself for being incompetent, unable to replace the Imperial Physician's position in the emperor's heart, hated for so many years, but still couldn't occupy the slightest bit of weight in his heart.

Du Yuanxiu sighed softly, with mixed emotions in her heart, she wished that the man in front of her would look at her more, but this seemed to be just an extravagant wish, no matter how much she asked for it, she couldn't ask for it...

On the bed, Dongfang Xu hummed softly, while Du Yuanxiu at the side quickly regained his senses, and secretly calmed down the turbulent feelings in his heart. No matter what, she is always by his side now.

She turned around and picked up a warm handkerchief from the copper basin at the side, and gently wiped his forehead. She was careful not to use too much force, but at this moment, she realized that she hadn't been this close for a long time. have observed him.

He is still as handsome as in memory, but now he has retreated from his frivolousness but has become more and more calm, but his frowning expression is so tired...

She couldn't help stretching out her fingers to caress his outline. She wanted to engrave this face deeply into her heart. In an instant, a thought came to her mind. It would be great if time could stop here. ?Just let her quietly accompany him and look at his sleeping face, and let everything in the past sink into the darkness like a dream.

If this is really possible, Du Yuanxiu thinks that even ten years of life would be worth it...

But after only a few breaths, she couldn't help but chuckled again, she didn't know when, she also became such a villain!
Maybe that's why she suddenly understood Dongfang Xu's crazy mood. Even though the common people scolded the young emperor for deceiving the country because of his beauty, all this was a manifestation of His Majesty's infatuation.

He has fallen in love to the point of madness, just like her, only the woman he loves deeply, not her...

So, she can understand, really, and sometimes she even hopes that the Imperial Physician can really come back to save this man, and stop him from being tortured mentally.Although she knew that after the Imperial Physician came back, there would be endless troubles, but she just wanted to see His Majesty's heartfelt smile again, and hoped that God could return that hearty man...

At this time, Dongfang Xu on the couch woke up faintly. After the chaos in his dark eyes faded, he saw the woman beside the couch clearly.

The handsome facial features turned cold for a moment, and his eyes sank, "Why are you here?"

Du Yuanxiu hurriedly came back to her senses, and nervously hid her nostalgia on her face, sometimes sweet dreams always wake up so quickly.

"Say! Who told you to come here!" The displeasure in Dongfang Xu's eyes became more and more obvious with Du Yuanxiu's movements.

Du Yuanxiu's fingers were a little cold. After pursing his lips and looking at him, he explained softly, "The concubine heard that His Majesty fainted, so she came here. The imperial doctor just said that His Majesty was too tired..."

Dongfang Xu snorted coldly when he heard the words, with a slight disgust in his eyes, he immediately turned over and lay down on the bed, "I'm fine, you go back."

Seeing the man walking forward without looking back, Du Yuanxiu frowned, and then followed, "Where is Your Majesty going?"

"Where am I going, do I still need to report to you?" That cold and distant tone as always made people feel chills in their hearts, but Du Yuanxiu was used to all this, even if her heart ached, she could bear it all.

But at this moment, Dongfang Xu's body swayed, and his steps floated up. Du Yuanxiu was startled, and hurried forward to support him, but the moment he touched her, he pushed her away indifferently, "No touch me!"

Du Yuanxiu froze in place, as if someone had poured cold water on her head, but she still insisted on supporting the shaking man, "Your Majesty, the imperial doctors said that you should rest more and stop working hard!"

But Dongfang Xu obviously didn't appreciate it, and still coldly withdrew his hand, "I have my own measure!"

This time, Du Yuanxiu did not insist anymore, but she still gently reminded, "Your Majesty! If Chen Kingdom does not have you, then..."

"Shut up!" Dongfang Xu shouted coldly, the gloomy tone made Du Yuanxiu startled at this moment.

After a while, the man turned his head and looked at that dignified face with cold eyes. The coldness that repelled people thousands of miles away made the whole hall feel like a cold wind blowing, and he opened his mouth after a long time. , with a somewhat aggressive attitude, "You don't need to worry about my affairs!"

Du Yuanxiu lowered his eyes slowly, silently accepted everything he gave, and bowed lightly, "I understand."

I understand, she has always understood...

Looking at the back figure that was slowly leaving, Dongfang Xu frowned slightly.

No matter how long it has passed, he has never had any good feelings for this woman, even if she has given birth to a prince for him.

But maybe, Dongfang Xu understood that the moment he saw Du Yuanxiu, he would remember that he had ruined this woman's life.

In the past, he only knew that this woman was imposed on him by his mother, and she was the one who hindered him and Yun Shu, but after all these years, Dongfang Xu didn't miss Du Yuanxiu's forbearance and compromise.

The more so, the more he felt ashamed of her!But he didn't want to admit the guilt.

Because he couldn't give her anything except guilt.

I would rather ruthlessly order her to leave like today, I just hope that hatred for me can be buried in her heart, at least, it won't be as painful as me.

Time can slowly shift a person's state of mind, and so does Dongfang Xu.

He knew that he loved Yunshu to the point of madness, and he could understand Du Yuanxiu's situation somewhat.

This is also one of the reasons why he is unwilling to contact Du Yuanxiu, because Dongfang Xu understands whether he will be the same as Yunshu at this moment.

Dongfang Xu has been unwilling to believe that Yun Shu already has a sweetheart.With her temperament, she might never be able to accept herself, right?It was as if he could never accept Du Yuanxiu.

Seeing her reminded Dongfang Xu of himself, the two are so similar...

But Dongfang Xu understood that Du Yuanxiu might be in more pain than himself.

During the years of losing Yunshu, Dongfang Xu was still able to deceive himself that she was just trapped in a certain place and couldn't come back, but Du Yuanxiu wanted to watch him helplessly, going crazy for other women.

The emperor slowly closed his eyes, he would never repay what he owed Du Yuanxiu.Instead of this, let her hate herself even more, perhaps to make this restless heart a little more at ease.

Inside the heavy palace walls, it was as quiet as before. The patrolling guards kept moving around, with unusually serious faces. Suddenly, the wind blew up, startling a large number of birds, and their singing resounded throughout the palace.

At this time, Dongfang Xu was reviewing the memorial in the study room. His face was pale, his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat, his lips were tightly pressed into a frosty white line, and the brush in his hand was shaking slightly, as if he would be at any moment. Falling, but compared to his weakness, the eyes looking at the memorial are colder and colder.

The national treasury is empty, the people are hindered in paying taxes, the supply of front-line soldiers is insufficient, and the people in many places are rioting.

He knew very well in his heart that the survival of the Chen Kingdom was at stake, but he couldn't do it, no matter what, if he had to stop fighting against the Yi Kingdom and give up looking for Yunshu.He doesn't believe that there is only such a way now, and there must be other ways to achieve both.

(End of this chapter)