In the end, we all cried

Chapter 146 140 Eight·I Can't Do It
I stared blankly at him in the distance in the sun, and when we met again, I was still a little dazed.

Shao Jingting in front of me walked towards me step by step, but I didn't have the consciousness of taking steps, I just stood there blankly and looked at him walking towards me.

Facing the sun, he is as handsome and cool as he was many years ago, but after all, something has changed between us.

Shao Jingting came to my side and stopped. Just as he was about to rub my head with his palm, I subconsciously stepped back and kept a distance from him.And Shao Jingting's hand was raised above in embarrassment, and finally he had to put it down embarrassingly.

I lowered my eyes and stopped looking at him, for fear that I would fall into it again if I was not careful, and then miss my life.

Since when did I become wary of Shao Jingting?Is it a photo?Or the first Cold War?Have it all.Misunderstandings and cold wars again and again have caused us who were originally in love to be divided into fragments.

No matter how strong the relationship is, it is wiped out in disbelief again and again, and then becomes a stranger.

The winter sun is warm, but there is no warmth shining on my body at this time, on the contrary, it is even more desolate.

Shao Jingting looked at me who bowed his head and stepped back from him and said, "Shanshan, are you okay..."

His voice was a little cautious, but also a little trembling, as if he was afraid that he might hurt me again if he was not careful.But Shao Jingting, do you know that during the time when my accident happened, if you didn't show up, you are not qualified to ask this question.How did you feel when you heard what happened to me, and what did you do when you heard that I was still in a coma?

You are my boyfriend and my lover, but you are not there when I need you the most, and you are not there when I am most helpless. Is it because my weight in your heart is not enough?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Shao Jingting tried to pull my hand again, but when I pulled him up, I slammed him away, and the resistance was so great that I didn't even think of it myself.

Looking at me like this, Shao Jingting's eyes were filled with some unknown emotions, but they were quickly sucked in by the whirlpool in his eyes, and there was no trace of them.He tried to pull me again, but I was still avoiding it. After repeated several times, I calmly looked at him without any emotion and said, "Is it interesting?"

yeah, interesting?

Shao Jingting's lips moved several times, but he didn't speak.What do you say?You don't know either.You don't know about the photos, you don't believe everything about me, it's the reason why we are like this, maybe you don't know, but you are also the protagonist in it.

Maybe we can only pass by each other's youth, and we can only have that cherished memory, but we will never have a future, our future.

There was the sound of someone walking behind me, and I looked back, it was Lu Yu.

Seeing Lu Yu was like a life-saving straw, I hurried up to meet him, and then distanced myself from Shao Jingting.

Lu Yu, who saw me in a hurry, asked, "Shanshan, what's wrong?"

I smiled, then shook my head at her.

Lu Yu glanced at Shao Jingting behind him, narrowed his deep eyes slightly, and then looked away without saying anything.

Since that day, I have never called Lu Yu's father again, not only because of my inner conflict, but also because he announced that I was his illegitimate daughter.Even though he has announced to the public that I am Miss Lu for so many years, the words of that middle-aged man that day still linger in my heart.

There was no sound behind me, I knew Shao Jingting was still there, but I didn't have the courage to turn back.

I was afraid that I would forgive him again without the backbone when I saw his appearance, which made me lose my dignity even more.

(End of this chapter)