In the end, we all cried

Chapter 176·Escape

It hurts, my whole body hurts.

The sleeping self was awakened by the pain, but when she opened her eyes, she was a little limp and weak.I wanted to get up, but I gasped suddenly, it hurt, it hurt.

The madness of last night still remained in the room, and the mess on the ground reminded me of what happened last night. It was the first indulgence in 27 years, but I had no regrets.

After all, it is your choice, and you have to bear it no matter what.The quilt beside him was already cold, and it could be seen that Lu Yu had been up for a long time, and he didn't know how he would react.

The marks on my body in the bathroom mirror, the blue and purple imprints hit my heart one after another, reminding me of last night.I scrubbed vigorously, but nothing happened.Fortunately, it is early spring, and they are still wearing long clothes and trousers. Otherwise, what should we do in such a scene.

He opened the door and went out, only to find that Lu Yu was sitting on the sofa with his head in his arms, looking remorseful and annoyed.

Looking at him like this, my heart sank, is he regretting it?

Walking out with his waist supported, the sound of shoes "tapping and tapping" on the ground made Lu Yu, who was bowing his head, startled, and then slowly raised his head.

The four eyes meet, but the deer-like eyes are full of dodge at the moment.Such him made my heart sink, whether it was wrong last night.

Because it just rained last night, the sky is still a bit gloomy at the moment.The clock on the wall showed twelve minutes past ten, and the moment that should have been bright was now gray.Just like our current situation, we are trapped in the fog and cannot get out.

I looked at Lu Yu's eyes flickering for a moment, but at the next moment, Lu Yu, who was looking up, quickly lowered his head and brushed his face, and said "I'm sorry" and "I'm sorry" in a trembling voice.

Looking at him who blamed himself, I opened my mouth several times but found that I couldn't say anything.If I was willing at the time, would he think that I was not self-respecting or self-loving, and would he think that I was very casual.

It is precisely because of love that there are more and more scruples.It was the first time that I was so helpless when I faced the person in front of me, and I still didn't know how the other person felt towards you, whether it was family affection, or... love.

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The next few days are very busy, in fact, I don't know what I am busy with, anyway, I don't even have time to think, and I haven't seen Lu Yu again these days.I know he is avoiding me.

Special assistant Sun is taking his place in the meeting now, and it is also said that he is on a business trip for the past few days.But I know he is just avoiding me, because he doesn't know how to face me, how to make up for me.But he doesn't know, I don't regret it, and I don't blame him, because I did it willingly.

In fact, there is nothing to be busy these days. All the busyness is just my own excuses. He is avoiding me and also avoiding.Escape from emotion, from that night.

Today is Thursday, five days have passed since that day, but I always feel a little dazed.The relationship between us was originally ambiguous, but I didn't know what it was before, but now I know, it's love, my love for him Lu Yu.

All dependence on him comes from the feelings in my heart, and all the differences are not without reason, all because of "love".

It hurts, but it also helps.

Annoyed, he dropped the document in his hand and leaned back, then rubbed his temples on his forehead again and again. His head felt a little uncomfortable. This was the result of having trouble with himself these past few days.

It's all about yourself, it's all about yourself.

(End of this chapter)