In the end, we all cried

Chapter 192
Shanshan, protecting you is what I want to do most in my life.

You always tell me that you are sorry and that you hated the mistakes before, but you know, I never blamed you.You are never wrong, I would hate myself if I were you.

Your strength is what makes my heart hurt the most. I never rely on anyone, and I always swallow tears of bitterness. Do you know how much I want you to rely on me, just for a while.I am willing to put my shoulders on you, no matter when and where.

You rarely shed tears in front of me, but every time I am at a loss.I think you relax yourself and cry out loud but don't want you to cry. Maybe you don't understand this kind of contradiction in your heart, but you really feel useless every time.

I still remember your kindness to me, your soft heart, every time you keep saying you hate me but every time you can't help caring about me, even just a little bit.You always say that Lu Yu is as strong as a god, but you don't know how much the god-like Lu Yu desires to be stronger and stronger, so as to protect the only light in his heart.

That light is you.Since the first time I saw you when I was a child, I have never forgotten you. I am willing to give up myself just to let you have no worries.

You always say that I am too kind to you, and I can't control my good self.But I want to treat you a little better and make up for the time I didn't treat you well before.You are vulnerable, especially in family relationships.Shanshan, when you were a child, you are the same as when you grew up, very real.You always smile when you treat others, and then say that the mask on your face is too heavy and you can't take it off again, but you don't know that your mask is a disguise for your future.

Fear, you don't believe in others in your heart, even if you don't believe all of me later.Your vision of the world is hopeless. You have seen the dark side of the world since you were a child, which is why you have such an attitude. But this world is not only dark. As the saying goes, where there is darkness, there must be light. This sentence Really, you should think about it more.

You are my light, the only light in my dark age.Later you said I was your light, the dawn of your dark age.This is actually very good, and we can't do without each other.

I remember your smile and your kindness in my heart, my heart is completely occupied by you, and there is no gap in it.

That night, I really thought it was a dream. In the dream, you would laugh and call my name every time, and then disappear when I stretched out my hand.I escape from my fear, I am afraid that you have no family affection for me since then, do you know how I felt when I heard you say you love me, that feeling is a bit like resurrection from the dead.

Shanshan, sometimes I feel that I am useless, unable to protect you, and let you suffer so much harm.Every injury you get seems to be about me, every time.Shao Jingting didn't hurt you but I did.

When you hurt, I will also hurt, and when you laugh, I will also laugh. This kind of you really makes me unable to let go, not even for a moment.

The thing I, Lu Yu, want to do most in my life is to keep you Cheng Yueshan away from lies. Although this will never be possible, I am willing to do my best.

Your curiosity is too great, this is what I am most afraid of. Sure enough, all the truth comes out because of your curiosity. The saying that curiosity killed the cat is really true.

Shanshan, I will not be enough to protect you in the future, how I hope you forget me and start a new life, will you really not be able to live without me, will you have to live again without me? Pretend to be strong.

Shanshan, if there is a next life, I will still love you well, I only hope that you can still be well without me, Shanshan, I love you.

I'm sorry I can't grow old with you,
Goodbye, Shanshan, I failed to love you well in this life, and I will double compensate you in the next life.

I can only say sorry to you like this,

I hope you will be happy without me...

In the next life, I will definitely make up for you the wedding of your dreams, and I will tell the world that I, Lu Yu, love you.

In the next life, I will grow old with you.

From blue silk to white hair.

(End of this chapter)