In the end, we all cried

93 Chapter 94

Chinese New Year is supposed to be a time for the whole family to get together and have fun, but I have no home in my heart, so I don't have much expectations for this year.

Years ago when I woke up my mom would hang my new clothes by the bed so I could put them on when I woke up.But this year I had to hang up my clothes the night before, without my mother, I had to do everything by myself.

You have to be happy during the Chinese New Year, at least you can't cry.

This year's New Year's clothes are prepared by Lu Yu for me. An extended version of light gray down jacket, a pair of leggings, and a pair of black Dickies Martin boots, which complement my special youth and vitality.

I have to say that Lu Yu's vision is quite good, but for some reason, the size is just right.

After putting it on, I looked at my phone. It was 6:37, which was earlier than when I was working.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Lu Yu coming out. The Korean style black denim jacket was decorated with casual hip-hop prints, paired with a low-key gray T-shirt and classic jeans, showing a denim-style fashion sense.

It's really capricious.

Seeing him, I took care of him lightly, "Happy? new? year!".Seeing me, Lu Yu seemed to have something going on in his mouth, but in the end he just said "Happy? new? year!"

Only one sentence, but it caused the embarrassment between us.

Is it because our relationship has returned to the original point again? No, it should be said that it is even worse than the original point.

It seems that Lu Yu's silent look has stayed in my mind since that hospitalization, and I still feel a little distressed when I think of it.

Maybe the current Lu Yu is his true nature, no wonder others are afraid of him, it should be said that he doesn't trust others.

I don't believe in everything, so I reject people thousands of miles away, wrap myself up just to avoid getting hurt, and treat me coldly to prevent myself from hurting him again.

So was it my fault for getting mad at him many times before?
Does he, like me, have an unknown side?So what is it?
We went downstairs one after the other. Lu Qing was the only one in the hall who was setting the dining table. I didn't see Lu Yu, but it's normal that he couldn't see it because he was too busy.

Lu Qing is wearing a beige mink fur coat, she looks virtuous, but it makes me sick.

Seeing us going downstairs, Lu Qing hurriedly smiled and said "Happy New Year"

Lu Yu went over to take over the work in Lu Qing's hands and responded, "Mom, Happy New Year." Lu Qing patted his shoulder and smiled gratifiedly.

And I didn't speak from the beginning to the end, after all, I don't want her to be happy.

The interaction between their mother and child is particularly glaring to me, and I can't wait to tear up their disguise right now to vent my hatred.

Looking at them, my heart hurts like a knife pierced in, it's a physical and mental pain.

Why can they be together every day, but I can only be separated from my mother forever, oh, it's really unfair.

I felt a little depressed all of a sudden, so I got up and walked outside.

I can't bear their joy.

Watching me go out, Lu Yu hurriedly asked, "Where are you going?"

I didn't speak, just walked straight out, where to?I don't know, I just don't want to stay here anymore.

Out of sight, at least not uncomfortable.

As soon as I walked out of the gate, I saw Lu Yu came back, wearing a black suit, but for some reason, he looked a little old.Looking at his back, my eyes filled with tears unstoppable.

After all, you are my father, no matter what, I can't get rid of it.

(End of this chapter)