Destroyed outside, gold and jade inside

Chapter 103 This is the cruelest
Shen Xinniang looked up at him.

But he was full of joy, and walked out, "I will let you see my patience."

With that said, he lifted the curtain and stepped out.

Dan Xin came in at this moment.

"My lady, my lord has invited back the imperial physician who specializes in treating traumatic injuries. The imperial physician prescribed a few plasters for Zhou's mother, and said that within a month, Zhou's mother will be able to get out of bed!" Dan Xin said happily.

Shen Xinniang let out a light breath, it seems that there are some things that are really hard to refuse?

Su Yi was transferred from the big kitchen to Shen Xinniang's yard that night.

Everyone in the big kitchen congratulated her, saying that she was about to develop.

She herself felt a little uneasy.

Didn't the lady bring Zhou's mother back because she wanted to remember the past?She knows more about the past than Zhou's mother!
Because the lady was angry with her, she said that she is not needed!
If Zhou's mother is gone, the lady will always think of her and let her come back.

When she left at night, she specially sprinkled water in front of Zhou's mother's door.

It was so cold at night that the water would freeze to ice and would not melt even at noon.

The ice did not melt.

Mother Zhou did fall too.

But the result was not as serious as she expected.

Mother Zhou is fine, she just needs to stay in bed.

It's not a good thing for the lady to ask her to go there at this time.

Could it be that his own thoughts have been completely known by the lady?
No, no, no... definitely not...

Su Yi patted her heart and thought, don't scare yourself.

"My lady." Su Yi tried her best to express joy in her tone.

"You want to come back to my side?" Shen Xinniang looked at her and asked.

She had long been used to seeing the lady's dark eyes, but she didn't dare to look at it at this time, "It's the same wherever the servant girl is. It's naturally the best to be able to serve the lady and help the lady by her side."

"You don't want to help me, you just want to make your life better." Shen Xinniang said slowly, "You left Feng's house because you saw that King Qi was highly respected by Feng. You want to come back to me because you saw Dan Xin They are very prestigious in front of the servants in the palace."

Shen Xinniang paused, Su Yi never thought of what she said next.

Even Dan Xin and Jin Xiang looked surprised.

"That night, you came to ask to come back to me. After being rejected, you went to find Shen Wuniang and told her that we were going to the Caotang Academy, and the prince would also go. You were rejected by me, and you could see Shen Wuniang's thoughts on the prince. I want to take the opportunity to sell it to Shen Wuniang to pave the way for the future, but I never thought she would leave the palace so soon."

"So it was you who said this!" Dan Xin pinched his waist, "Listen to the villain in the corner! Despicable!"

On the night Su Yi came to ask his wife to forgive her, she happened to agree to go to thatched cottage academy.

Unexpectedly, she would not let go of such a corner opportunity.

"You have made enough preparations to encourage Zhou's mother to go out in the snow." Shen Xinniang said, "It's just that God won't help you."

Su Yi fell limply to the ground, her complexion turned pale.

"There is nothing wrong with living in this world and seeking a better life." Shen Xinniang looked at Su Yi who was lying limp on the ground, "Originally, I thought that after a year or so, I would let you come back to me .didn't think about it, you can't wait."

Hearing this, Su Yi raised her pale face in a daze, and looked at Shen Xinniang.

"I'm not a magnanimous person," Shen Xinniang said, "I hold grudges very much. But I have been in the palace for so long, and I have never reflected on your betrayal at the beginning. Don't you know why?"

Su Yi shook her head in panic.

"Because you guessed right, I care about my forgotten past, and I want to get those memories back. And you can just help me." Shen Xinniang said slowly.

Su Yi nodded again and again, "Yes, lady... maidservant can..."

"But now is not the time. Wait a year and a half, when the time is right, you don't need to do anything, and I will take you back to my side. Just like Dan Xin and Jin Xiang today." Shen Xinniang sighed softly , "You have to be smart and use your own means, that's all!"

"My lady, don't want it!" Su Yi shook her head again and again, "Young lady, please give this maid one more chance!"

Shen Xinniang looked down at her.

The dark eyes are as bright as stars, but they are boundless.

"Don't these words sound familiar to you?"

Su Yi was taken aback, the last time she begged the lady for forgiveness, she said the same thing, right?

"The first time I said this, it was unbelievable. Then, the second time, it was even more unbelievable."

Shen Xinniang withdrew her gaze from her, "Arrange her to be the third-class maid in the yard."

"Yes, lady!" Dan Xin nodded in response.

"Let's go, what are you still doing here?" Dan Xin said while tugging at Su Yi's shoulders.

Su Yi was taken aback for a moment, as if she didn't understand, "Young lady, don't you sell your maidservant?"

Shen Xinniang had already got up and walked in.

"Let's go, if you talk too much, I'll sell you!" Dan Xin threatened her.

Su Yi quickly stood up.

She thought that she would be like the servant girl who was sold by the lady at Feng's family with just one word.

Never thought that the lady just asked her to be a third-class maid.

Rejoicing in her heart that it hadn't passed yet, Su Yi found out in horror that the fate of the third-class maid was not much different from being sold out.

Even the job of sweeping the courtyard can't be left to her. What she can do, such as pouring night incense and cleaning the house, are dirty jobs that no one wants to do.

Originally thought, as long as she is still in the lady's yard, the lady can see her often, as long as she behaves better, she can always wait for the day when the lady changes her mind.

She confessed her mistakes to her wife, admitting that her previous mistakes were caused by ghosts, and the lady will reuse her again.

Only now do I realize what delusional thinking is.Although she was still in the yard, all the work she did had to be done behind her master's back.

On weekdays, I don't even have a chance to show my face in front of my master.

Not to mention that she can't get close to the master's main room, even the second-class maids in the yard who can't enter the master's main room will look disgusted when they see her.

"Go away, go away, Yexiang stinks to death, stay away from us!"

Seeing her, several second-class maids covered their mouths and noses and said.

Su Yi sniffed herself, it didn't stink...

But the look of contempt on the faces of those second-class maids was more glaring and obvious than the sun shining on the snow.

"Oh, Sister Danxin, let us do this little work, it's up to you!"

Several second-class maids were about to mock her.

Seeing Dan Xin coming out of the kitchen with a food box, he didn't even bother to mock her, and hurried forward to help Dan Xin with her work.

One mouthful of "Sister Danxin" is sweet and greasy.

"Go, hide away! I've smoked the big maid in front of the master, and I can't eat it!" Seeing her eyes fixed on Dan Xin, the servant woman drove her forward with a dark face.

Su Yi didn't move.

That servant woman is not like a servant girl, she only moves her mouth but doesn't move her hands.She stepped forward and pinched the soft flesh of Su Yi's arm.

The strength of his hand was great, and when he dropped it, Su Yi burst into tears.

"What are you doing?! I told..."

"Who are you telling? Who doesn't know that you betrayed the lady's maid? You go tell the lady?!"

The maid's tone was harsher than hers. Seeing the tears in her eyes, she sneered and pushed her to the corner.

Su Yi slid on the corner and sat down.

His face was buried in his knees.

Shen Xinniang's words that day echoed in her ears over and over again, "If you wait patiently for a year and a half and don't need to do anything, I will take you back to my side, just like Dan Xin and Jin Xiang today..."

Just like today's Dan Xin and Jin Xiang, they are trusted by the lady and fawned on by the maids and servants...

If she doesn't pretend to be smart, if she doesn't do anything...

Su Yi thought about it over and over again, feeling the unbearable pain in her heart as if the flesh had been gouged out by a knife.

Although she told herself that what the lady said was probably intended for her.

But the current situation always reminds her uncontrollably.

Comparing the two sides, she felt even more depressed.

I couldn't help but fantasize over and over again, what would be the situation now if she hadn't done these things, without these little tricks...

"Su Yi, it's time to clean the room! Go!" The maid threw the broom head on her body, "I don't get beaten all day with itchy flesh, isn't it itchy, and I'm slacking off here again?!"

The servant girl is slightly fat, she doesn't move fast, but she has a sharp mouth. In the blink of an eye, Su Yi's ancestors are almost being pointed at and scolded all over.

She sniffed and got up quickly.

She knew very well that if she moved more slowly, what was waiting for her was a servant girl's beating.

As soon as she entered the clean room, she vomited for a while.

The clean rooms of the maids were filled with inferior incense, which was mixed with a bad smell, but it was really not very pleasant.

Su Yi held her breath, and tidied up her hands and feet swiftly.

There was slight movement behind him.

Just as she was about to turn her head, someone pushed her shoulder suddenly.

Su Yi's feet slipped, and his hands were pushed into the excrement bucket.

The stench hit my face.

She gagged so loudly that she burst into tears.

The maid who pushed her snorted coldly, "I've become a third-class maid. Who can I show her to be dressed neatly all day long? I can't bear to see you like this! I thought I was the one in front of the previous master. Where's the big maid?! Take good care of your face! Hmph, Virtue! It's more disgusting than this smell!"

The servant woman scolded her again before leaving the clean room shaking her fat buttocks.

Seeing her mess all over, Su Yi cried loudly in the clean room.

I thought it was kindness for the lady to keep her and not sell her.

Only now do I know that the most cruel thing is for a lady to give her hope first, let her see what she wants most, and then completely destroy and smash it in front of her...

"My lady, Zhou's mother said that after using the plaster, she felt much better." Dan Xin looked at Shen Xinniang's new dye and said with a smile.

Shen Xinniang nodded slightly, "It was a man-made disaster, but now that it can be cured, that person's guilt is considered lighter."

Dan Xin thought of the Su Yi she had seen a few days ago, in just a few days, Su Yi seemed to have lost a lot of weight.

She bowed her head and said nothing.

"The orange stuffed crab was cooked yesterday. Prepare a meal and send it to the prince. Thank you for his care. I invited the imperial physician from the palace to see Mother Zhou." Shen Xinniang ordered.

"I'm going now, maidservant." Dan Xin bowed and retreated.

Just met Jin Xiang at the door.

Jin Xiang came in with her head, "Lady, the prince is not at the residence."

(End of this chapter)