Destroyed outside, gold and jade inside

Chapter 149 Look at my eyes
Shen Xinniang didn't wake up until noon.

Her flawless little face, those eyes, are still - dark and boundless.

Regardless of the pain in her body, she turned over and stood up. With bare feet, she quickly walked to the side of the table, grabbed the diamond-shaped mirror on the table, and took a peek through the mirror.

"He lied to me, he was a liar...a liar..." Shen Xinniang's tone was a little dazed and lost.

Fang Yan frowned, came behind her, and put the dark clothes on her body, wrapping her graceful and fair figure.

Shen Xinniang turned around and looked up at him, "Look at my eyes."

Fang Yan lowered his eyes, and his eyes fixed on her face, "My eyes have not recovered."

Her tone was not as calm and calm as usual, but rather bewildered.

"Yes, but this is also very beautiful." Fang Yan said with difficulty.

"Ziyang Master said that if the seal is broken, my eyes will be restored. My past will also come back." Shen Xinniang said slowly.

Fang Yan held her shoulders and hugged her to his chest.

Shen Xinniang struggled in his arms, forcing him to look into his eyes, "But now, the eyes haven't recovered."

Fang Yan nodded slowly.

"My past has not come back..." Shen Xinniang fell to the ground as if she had lost all her strength.

Fang Yan immediately picked her up, turned around and put her on the bed, "Don't worry, I said, I will help you, let's look for it together, no matter when we find it, as long as you don't give up, we will keep looking, there will always be something found when!"

Shen Xinniang lay expressionless, her dark eyes staring at the top of the bed curtain.

"Aren't you never affected by anything?" Fang Yan asked fondly.

"I will." Shen Xinniang said.

"I'll get it back." Fang Yan stroked the broken hair on her face with slightly thick hands.

"But I, I can't wait, so I look for it slowly." Shen Xinniang's dark eyes were still calm and motionless.

Fang Yan frowned, and said suddenly: "Go to Lingshan, I'll take you there."

Shen Xinniang looked at him sideways, "Don't do this."

"How can you tell me to bear to see you looking lost and desperate?" Fang Yan looked down at her.

Shen Xinniang was silent for a moment, then said slowly, "I'm not desperate, I will find a way."

Her words were not reassuring, and there was still lingering worry on Fang Yan's face.She had already stood up slowly, putting on her clothes one by one.

Fang Yan got up to help, but she didn't refuse, but when she was dressed, her waist and knees were so weak that she couldn't walk.

"Move here." Fang Yan said while hugging her halfway.

Shen Xinniang shook her head, "That yard is good, I'm used to it."

Fang Yan frowned, unwilling to force her any more at this time.

Her sore and weak appearance made him feel distressed, guilty and even blushed. He was carried over in a soft sedan and sent her back to her yard.

"Lady!" Jin Xiang Danxin, when he helped her out of the sedan chair, he was startled by her appearance.

"My lord is too..." Dan Xin opened her mouth wide, "You really don't know how to pity and cherish jade?!"

Jin Xiang tugged her and made her look into the lady's eyes.

Dan Xin froze for a moment, frowned and looked into the lady's eyes.It was still boundless darkness, like a bottomless abyss.

She opened her mouth, but no sound came out again.

"I'm tired, sleep for a while, you guys stay outside." Shen Xinniang lay down on her bed.

The head of the bed was carved with exquisite flowers, which I was used to seeing on weekdays, but looked particularly ugly today.

Master Ziyang's words were vaguely still in her ears, and she believed them to be true, so it turned out that he was just a liar!She claimed to be smart, but was deceived by a Taoist priest!

What should be done, what could be done, was done, but she found nothing back.What was about to come out deep in her heart was always covered by a layer of thick fog, so she couldn't see clearly or touch it.

What happened in the past, and what is the calling for her in her heart?There must be an obsession with her past, so she can't forget it, and she keeps thinking about getting it back.

Now, the only thing left to do is to go to Lingshan.

Fang Yan said, go with her.

What about the young saint?What about the covetous Yu clan?Let the little emperor be completely reduced to Yu Tai's puppet?Let Chao Gang fall into Yu Tai's hands?Let Fang Yan's efforts after his return be in vain?
The destruction of Lingshan, what is the meaning of the catastrophe of Lingshan?After she regains her memory, will she regret it?

Shen Xinniang closed her eyes and shook her head, not letting him go.

The sky outside the house darkened at some point, and Shen Xinniang didn't know when she fell asleep.

"Miss..." Dan Xin called softly, making her struggle to wake up.

"What's the matter?" Her voice was still as light as before.

"It's time for dinner, the nourishing medicinal meal sent by the prince." Dan Xin said softly, "Should the lady eat it now, or sleep later?"

"Get up and go back to sleep, there will be no sleep at night." Shen Xinniang sat up, and Dan Xin hurriedly stepped forward to change her clothes.

"The Qin family sent another letter." Dan Xin whispered.

Shen Xinniang paused.

"It was handed over to Shopkeeper Sun, and Shopkeeper Sun gave it to Lady Ye. Lady Ye entered the mansion today. At that time, Lady was resting, so the servant girl left the letter." Dan Xin said in a low voice.

"Tossing and turning like this?" Shen Xiniang asked.

"Yes, it was said that it was a letter from the Qin family, and it was handed over directly at the door, but it was blocked and could not be handed in, so all the troubles were wasted." Dan Xin explained.

"I see." Shen Xinniang put on her clothes and walked out of the room slowly. The food table outside was indeed filled with nourishing medicinal food, and the evenly cut and beautiful ginseng slices floated in the fine white casserole that was warmed by the small gold charcoal stove. Ups and downs.

"Is the lady eating?" Dan Xin asked.

"What about the letter?" Shen Xiniang looked up at her.

Dan Xin quickly found out the letter sent by the Qin family.

Shen Xiniang opened it and read it in person. The letter was written by Qin Ran himself. The letter said that the Qin family had a caravan to go to Wu Xing. Wu Xing's silk and satin village had new high-quality silk and satin, and his father asked him to go and see it in person.Hearing that Wu Xing is Shen Xinniang's hometown, I asked her if she would like to go together.

This letter was delivered at the right time, just like someone handing you a pillow when you are sleepy.

Shen Xiniang folded up the letterhead, the letter was written by Qin Ran, but the note definitely wasn't Qin Ran's.

"Father, do you think Mrs. Shen will agree? It's been so long since the letter has been delivered, why is there no news about whether it will go or not?" Qin Ran asked while playing with the folding fan in his hand.

Qin Qingshan had an unpredictable expression on his face, "What's the rush, I have to give her time to think about the delivery of the letter."

"Does it take so long to think about whether to go or not?" Qin Ran's eyes were full of anxiety.

"Naturally, it's not a trivial matter. She may not be willing to trust us, she may not have other ways to go to Wu Xing, and she may not need our help." Qin Qingshan said slowly.

Qin Ran straightened his upper body suddenly, and slapped the folding fan on the short table, "Since Dad said so much, it may not be so, so what's the point of sending this letter?"

Qin Qingshan turned his gaze to his son, and sighed softly, "At your age, Dad is as impatient and impatient as you. You need to know that everything is not absolute. We have to wait , is an opportunity other than 'not necessarily'!"

Qin Ran frowned, "How big is the chance?"

"Just wait patiently and you'll know." Qin Qingshan stroked his beard and said with a chuckle.

Qin Ran patted the back of his head while clutching the folding fan, "Waiting again!"

"What happened in the palace last time has already shown that besides us, people from the Yu family are also watching her actions. King Qi guards the capital and cannot leave easily." Yu Tai said slowly, "She My hometown is in the impoverished Ping County, if you want to go back safely, you will need manpower and material resources."

Qin Ran frowned and stroked the fan bone.

"Since we have already inquired and she has not left since she was sent to her hometown, then what she is looking for is probably in Ping County!" Qin Qingshan said, "She must go back, and she must ensure that she will not be in danger." The king of Qi can't protect the left and right, so going with our caravan is naturally the best choice."

Qin Ran frowned, looked down at the folding fan in his hand, finally closed his eyes, and sighed softly, "Listen to your father, wait a little longer."

Shen Xinniang stayed in her courtyard for two days without going anywhere.

Not only the two maids beside her were worried, Shen Siniang was also anxious, and even Su Yi was trying to find out what happened.

But when Shen Xinniang calmly appeared in the courtyard and walked away, her face was calm as usual, her clothes were still the same as before, her long hair was lightly tied behind her head, under the sunshine and the slight spring breeze, she was the same as before no difference.

Fang Yan has been a little bit uninspired these days.

He thought about the events of that night over and over, and even recalled every detail. He couldn't help but think of her charming and enchanting appearance that night every moment, and he didn't want to appear by her side all the time.

Their relationship finally broke through the last layer of barriers, and they will become an even closer family in the future.

But her face and demeanor when she left made him hesitate to look for her again.He didn't even dare to appear in front of her eyes.It seemed that he was afraid that when he met, he would find out that everything was just his imagination, and everything would go back to the original place.

"Your Majesty." A soft voice came from the door.

Fang Yan didn't turn around immediately, but froze, not trusting her keen ears.

After a while, he turned around slowly, "Xin'er."

His tone was full of joy, holding the arhat head walnut in his hand, he strode forward and stood in front of her, "How are you these few days?"

"I'm going to Wu Xing," Shen Xiniang said, "You don't have to worry, I'll be with the Qin family's caravan, and nothing will happen."

(End of this chapter)