female catcher

Chapter 239

Now, even Jiang Xiyuan has left Xijing, but I am still here.

I don't have to stay in Xijing, but I still seldom think about my future as before.Unlike the past, I now have a past to recall.There is still a bit of Jinse in Xijing.

I have known Su Zhen for many years, and he is the only one who knows about Jinse and I.Our relationship is that of monarch and subject, but it is also a little bit like friends.He punished me once for the girl he loved.Just once, it's a small punishment.He is angry.

I don't have any complaints, because I may have really made him suffer.

Later he said to me that he knew why I did it, "It's been many years, Min Feng, you know she's gone. There won't be another her in this world."

I want to say that love is a very mysterious thing, you don't know when it appears and when it disappears.Often you can't get what you want, but when you can't, you want to give up, but you can't let go.

Although I can't explain love, I'm sure that Jinse when Jingde was 13 years old couldn't possibly fall in love with Emperor Jingde, a man who was nearly 20 years older than her and whom she had never even met face to face.

"You don't want to enter the palace?" I asked Jinse that night.

Jinse shook her head desperately, "I don't want to, I don't want to at all."

"Then I'll take you away, back to Mifeng Mountain."

She looked at me for a while, with hope or hesitation in her eyes, a little light.I took her hand, but she held it even harder in her palm.

I thought she was willing to go with me, but in the end she shook her head.The light in the eyes condensed down, like the first melting snow on the top of Mifeng Mountain, but it was not sweet.

"I don't want to enter the palace. I want to go to Mifeng Mountain. I want to see the sea of ​​flowers. I want to play the piano for you." She was still shaking her head while talking.

She said she couldn't afford it, she couldn't.It's that sentence again, but that's reality.Even the master who is far away on Mount Mifeng can't bear it, let alone a woman in a deep house.

She said that her family might have planned to send her to the palace long ago, so they sent her to Mifeng Mountain for medical treatment.She thought it would be freedom, but it turned out that it was just going out with the bird cage in order to send her to another cage.She saw the sky, but couldn't fly into it.

"Brother Min Feng, why are you here?"

"I miss you."

She said, Brother Min Feng, let's go.When I stood still, she hugged me again, buried her head in my heart, and wet my skirt.

Although I swear, if she wants to, I will take her away.But the reality is that she wants to, but can't leave.

The next day, I bought a horse with all the money I had on me, ran to the beach without sleep, and brought back to her the most beautiful shell on the beach, as well as a bag of sea water.

"Jinse, the sea is very big, much bigger than the sea of ​​flowers. It is blue, as blue as the sky, and I saw the moon on the sea, which is very beautiful." I told Jinsehai the same way I told Jinse about the village. What it looks like, I try my best to describe it beautifully.She held the shell tightly and listened as carefully as before.

"Jinse, I want to take you to the beach. It's far away, just you and me."

She lowered her eyes lightly, dipped a little bit of sea water into her mouth with her little finger, sipped it and then smiled, "It's salty and bitter."

There is nothing I can do.I can't make her stop crying, I can't make her not care about her family, and I can't turn the love between two people into a hand in hand.

I have thought about it countless times, why should I care about what she cares about?I just like her, what does her family have to do with me, what do their life and death have to do with me?

But the reality tells me that no one in the world is really free from scruples and concerns, even a person like me who has no father and no mother has a teacher, not to mention I have Jinse.She is my concern, and her concern becomes mine.

On the day she entered the palace, there was continuous autumn rain in Xijing, which was not a good weather.But I don't believe in gods and Buddhas, so I don't think about whether such a day is showing something in the dark.

I stood in the rain looking at her little sedan chair, and followed her, jumping from one roof to another.I grabbed a blade of grass and pressed it to my lips, and blew that not very pleasant tune, just like sending her away every time.

I came to Xijing with joy and hope, but let me watch the girl I like enter the palace in the autumn rain.

Maybe this is the original intention of fate, and I misunderstood.I came not to get together, but to separate.

I stayed in Xijing penniless. I did physical labor, and I also served as a nursing home for others with my martial arts skills. I made many friends in the world.At the fringe and bottom of this society, I have seen all kinds of things in the world and understood many things.

I'm popular, probably because I never ask for anything.Some people say that I am very mysterious. They don't know where I come from, where I will go, and why I wander in Xijing.

"Min Feng, the world is huge, why stick to one city with your abilities?"

"How big is it?" I asked him.

He's a little stuck.People in the world always talk about how big the world is, but he may just be used to saying that, without thinking deeply about it.But I have seen the mountains, I have seen the sea, and I have traveled a long way to come here.My heart is here, what does heaven and earth have to do with me?
I often go to the palace.

The seemingly tall and thick city walls and the seemingly heavily guarded barriers are no obstacle to me at all.It took me a little while to find where Jinse lives, but that's about it.

I just miss her, stay very close to her, occasionally see her figure reflected on the light yellow window paper, and occasionally hear her playing the piano, this miss will be better.

It was during this time that Su Zhen and I met.Speaking of which, I was meddling in my own business. I originally sneaked into the palace, but I also helped the guards in the palace catch another person who sneaked into the palace.The difference is, that's an assassin, and I'm just a passerby.

Su Zhen was only nine years old at that time, and his kung fu was still not good enough. It would be useless for a child to face an adult, even if he was a martial arts prodigy.I rescued him, but I was almost taken as an associate of the assassin.

"He's my bodyguard." Su Zhen grabbed my arm, his hands trembling slightly, but he calmly helped me out, and he was very mature in blasting away those bodyguards.I think we're done, I saved him, he helped me.

But he didn't let me go, he asked who I was and why I was in the palace.

"I'm here to visit a friend."

At that time, he was still very fond of laughing, his black agate-like eyes rolled around, and he looked very sly, "Your friend is the concubine of the emperor, right?"

I wanted to say no, but I didn't know how to make up this lie, so I remained silent for a while.He patted my arm like an adult, "Don't try to deny it. You are not a thieves at first glance, and the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water. It's okay to meet each other happily or not. Usually only men see women secretly It will be like this when Xingyue meets and chats to comfort lovesickness."

He looked at me and smiled, which made me lose my temper, and I wanted to leave when I got up.

"If you leave, I'll have someone arrest you, along with your friends. I saw you coming from the north, and there aren't many concubines over there." He folded his arms and looked at me, "Stealing a concubine is decapitating mortal sin to your friend, too."

"So?" I asked him.

"I'll keep the secret for you, and I'll give you the convenience of being able to enter and leave the palace freely." He walked up to me, looked up at me, and said with a smile, "You promise me one condition."

Su Zhen's condition is very simple, like every little boy, he admires those who are stronger than him.At that time, he thought I was very powerful, so he asked me to be his bodyguard and teach him Kung Fu.

The reward is generous and the palace is free, so I have no reason not to agree.

"My name is Su Zhen, and I am the Fifth Prince." He briefly introduced himself.

"Min Feng." I was simpler than him.

Soon, Su Zhen knew who my friend was because Jin Se saw me.She couldn't hide her surprised expression at all, not even her tears.

She is no longer a little girl, wearing a simple and delicate skirt and short jacket, with a thin layer of makeup, she looks a lot more mature.It's just that she's thinner, and her brows are slightly frowned as if habitually, making her feel tender and even pitiful.

"Brother Min Feng? Why are you here?" She pushed aside the maid beside her and asked me urgently in a low voice.

I didn't want to waste time explaining the ins and outs, I just said: "I miss you very much."

Like that night, Jinse said, Brother Min Feng, why did you come?

Although I have seen all kinds of things in the world, what I think is still so simple.Just like when I told my master that I was going down the mountain, I said to her, "If you can't get out, I'll come in."

"What's the use," she said.

"It doesn't work, but I just miss you." I said

Su Zhen doesn't quite agree with my approach, I think he's a bit of a good boy, he traded me for entering the palace to be his bodyguard, and he also learned the skills of a teacher from me, but he wants to treat me the other way around Shake your head.

"She can't forget you until she gives up. If she forgets you, you will give up. The world is so big, if I were you, I would never trap myself in the palace."

I still asked, "How big is it?"

"As big as you want." He answered me without hesitation, and finally said lightly: "Unfortunately, I'm not you." His tone was very similar to what Jinse said when he was in Huahai.

My world is not big, a mountain of Mifeng, a sea of ​​flowers, a small stream, and a cave.I shared my world with Jinse, and she became my world, which made me stubbornly unwilling to leave her.

Su Zhen always had a narrow-minded demeanor, asking me to deliver something to Jinse, or take me to the imperial garden, so as to create a chance to meet Jinse by chance.

I saw her well, talked to her a few words, saw her smile at me, I felt very happy.She is a jinse in the palace, but when she faces me, she is still 'my jinse'.The little girl who walked into a sea of ​​flowers and startled the flowers and butterflies.

I asked Su Zhen why he would help me keep this secret, after all Jinse is his father's imperial concubine.Su Zhen smiled nonchalantly and said, "Father has so many women, she is the only one missing, but you only have her."

"If I have the ability in the future, I will let her go and let you take her away." He said.

I smiled.

"Oh, can you laugh too?" He stared at my face, and said again: "Although I think you are wrong. She entered the palace and became a concubine, and it is wrong for you to like her. Since it is wrong, why not How about letting go?"

"It's not wrong." I answered him.

To this day, I don't think it's wrong to like her, even if everything between us has become the past, there will never be a future again.I don't even know if I have ever owned a zither, and what is called possession.

She is in my heart, I let go, but she is still in my heart.

She is no longer in this world, but she is still in my heart.

(End of this chapter)