Boss, please let me go

Chapter 193 About the acquaintance of the two

She is like two extremes. On the surface, it looks like a clean and comfortable living room with warm sunlight, but when you push away from her bedroom, it's like peeking into her heart, which is dark and messy.

Qianjin sat down on the sofa, and Chu Yi, who was next to her, immediately moved her small body to the side, but it's a pity that Qianjin's movements were faster than him, and as soon as she stretched out her arms, she embraced him in her arms, smiling. Looking at him intently, he gritted his teeth and said, "Where are you going?"

Chu Yi covered her face, acting like an innocent victim, "Mom Qianqian must believe me, I didn't mean to sue."

"Pretend, keep pretending." Qianjin rolled his eyes at him, and Chu Yi immediately leaned over courteously, kissed her on the cheek, then put her arms around her neck and said coquettishly, "Mother Qianqian, Xiao Yi loves you the most." is you."

His eyes were shining brightly, as if shattered into the stars all over the sky. Although the small and exquisite facial features hadn't been fully opened, there was a faint shadow of that person.

Especially those eyes, looking at you innocently when you act like a baby, make your heart soften in an instant.

It's been five years, I don't know if he's okay.

Qian Jin looked at him, dazed, and Chu Yi seemed to sense something was wrong with her mother, and couldn't help but tilt her head, "Mom, what's wrong with you?"

"It's nothing, I just thought of something." Qianjin patted his head, and the mother and son sat together, watching cartoons with relish.

Recently, she really thinks of him more and more easily, is it because Xiao Yi looks more and more like him?
Five years ago, Liu Cheng agreed to let her go and sent her to the United States. Since she had betrayed him, she would naturally not accept any funding from him, and completely severed contact with him.

That was the hardest time for her. She didn't like to study when she was in school, but when she really needed to find a job, she realized that basically everything she learned in college was returned to the teachers.

She couldn't find a high-level job, so she could only do some simple jobs to barely support her daily expenses, and Chu Yi's appearance was like a thunderbolt, which turned her life that had finally calmed down, upside down for a while.

She didn't know what to do. If she gave birth to this child, she would have to be responsible to him. Now she couldn't even support herself, so how could she support a child?

She lay tossing and turning in the shabby rental room, unable to sleep all night, thinking all night, still trembling, dialed the number she had memorized by heart.

The moment she dialed out, she held her breath, and every minute and every second of waiting for the answer was so tormented, the call was finally answered, and his slightly hoarse voice came out, "Hello?"

A familiar voice came, and in an instant, tears gushed out like a dam burst. Qianjin tightly covered her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound, but he remained silent as if he could feel her presence. , but did not hang up the phone.

She obviously had so many things she wanted to say, but she didn't know what to say for a moment. She was even a little scared. If Chu Lingxuan knew about the existence of this child, would he really accept him?
She was afraid of hearing a negative answer from him, so she chose to end the call in the end.

She went to the hospital to register alone, and wanted to get rid of the child. Seeing that there were fewer and fewer people in front of her, she became more and more nervous.

One after another, the nurse went in and out, and finally called her name.

She got up, her legs seemed to be injected with lead, and she walked towards the operating room step by step.

The bright shadowless lamp shone on the operating table, reflecting the cold light. Qianjin stroked her lower abdomen with her hands again and again, wondering if this unformed baby would be afraid, but she could almost imagine, When the cold machine entered her body, it would turn into a puddle of blood, leaving no bones left.

And can she really forget about this unformed child and pursue her new life with peace of mind?

No, she couldn't do it, she was only afraid that she would be immersed in nightmares every day, listening to the crying of the child, telling her over and over again, Mom, I'm afraid.

Finally, Qianjin turned around and ran out of the operating room.

She didn't want to kill the child, and she didn't know how to support him with her ability.

That was the first time she had an emotional breakdown after coming to this place. She stayed alone in the park and cried a lot before wiping her tears and walking home step by step.

She is not alone now, even if it is for the baby, she can't toss her body at will. She already has hypoglycemia, plus malnutrition, and her mood swings are too severe. As soon as she walked to the door, her eyes went dark , Lost consciousness.

When she opened her eyes again, she came to a strange place. The room was dark and without sunlight, and there were sundries all over the floor. A small black house for hostages.

"Is anyone there?" She tried to call out.

After a while, the lights were turned on, and a tall woman emerged from the pile of debris, holding a laptop computer in her hand.

"You passed out at my door." She explained simply.

"Thank you." Qianjin thanked her earnestly, because all the floors in the community she lived in had the same structure, and she was in a daze at the time, so it's not surprising that she misidentified the house.

And because the other party spoke Chinese, it inexplicably gave her some intimacy.

"I've seen you, every day alone," she said.

"Because I have no relatives or friends." Qian Jin simply explained.

The two chatted a few more words before she left the room, and when she came in again, she was already carrying a bowl of millet porridge with brown sugar in her hand.

This immediately doubled her goodwill, and the two exchanged names, and they have become acquainted since then.

Especially after learning that Qianjin had a baby, Yin Miaojing and her became closer. If it wasn't for Yin Miaojing's support, she didn't know if she would be able to survive the ten months of labor.

Later, the community here was going to be demolished, so they rented the current house together. Five years later, the two unrelated people depended on each other and supported each other.

Yin Miaojing was originally a fashion designer, but for some reason, she completely abandoned her main business. Although she didn't say anything, Qianjin knew that she loved fashion design, otherwise she wouldn't have kept the house full of it. sundries.

As the two got acquainted, Yin Miaojing began to be casual, often saying inscrutably that she had a fashion eye, and finally contacted her former classmate who had a good career in the United States and led Qianjin to make makeup.

As a little girl who loves beauty, Qian Jin is definitely an expert in makeup, and she is already a senior image consultant.

And Yin Miaojing is still that reclusive look, writing novels at home with a laptop every day, pretending to be literary, and barely supporting herself.

(End of this chapter)