Chapter 186 She Was Wrong (2)
After finishing speaking, she broke free from Tezuka Ayana's arm, and bowed deeply to the elders in the family, "Let me go first."

"Aoba—"

Ayana Tezuka hurriedly called her, but she quickly left without looking back.

"What's the matter?" Ayana Tezuka was even more puzzled, "I pressed her too hard this morning? So it caused a backlash?"

"That child is not that kind of person." Tezuka Kuniharu shook his head and said firmly, "It has nothing to do with you."

Tezuka Kuniichi stood up, "The child can handle his own affairs by himself, let's go to dinner first."

Ayana Tezuka sat down by the phone, "Father, go and use it first, I'll call Kunimitsu first."

He may not be able to solve Qingye's situation, but he must always understand her mood swings.Otherwise, no matter how deep the relationship is, it will be defeated by time and space.

Koizumi Aoba drove all the way south, and a day of self-examination still failed to resolve the magma-like hot and churning emotions in her heart.

If you don't like it, turn around and leave?
From the moment the Education Department left, these words echoed in her mind.

Although Ishida Tetsuichi's words were a little heavy, he was right.

In order to accompany Xiao Zhi to the UK, she has a good reason, and she is unwilling to solicit sympathy votes from her superiors. With a resolute back, she thinks that she is a famous teacher, and it is unforgivable if her superiors do not support her.However, on the other hand, did her attitude of refusing to communicate also affect the possible turning point of the matter?
Before the first exhibition, she went to the Department of Education to solicit sponsorship, but when she got rejected, she turned around and left without asking much.Later, when she became famous, the Department of Education asked her to help teach classes in other orphanages. She didn't explain and turned around and got into the car of the Calligraphy Association who came to pick her up to give lectures.Now, she thinks, the high-ranking attitude of the Education Department is wrong, so isn't her refusal to communicate wrong?

Taking over the Hamasaki Gallery as a young girl, she cut down those old people who could not follow the reform without mercy, and never turned back to the old employees who were chasing after them.However, she now thinks that those people have worked hard without credit, and she can definitely find another position that suits them, instead of driving them all away and resolutely rejecting their chance to contribute to the orphanage again.

Is her once proud and straightforward way of doing things also an illusion of blind self-persistence?

The bitter cold wind blows in from the car window she deliberately opened, and she doesn't feel cold.

In official affairs, she had to admit that she had handled it improperly, it didn't matter, the matter was not done, she could change it.

But what about private matters?

Her uncontrolled memories automatically go back to the previous life.

Every year he spends his birthday with the official online fan club, she doesn't bother to surround him with a group of crazy fans, so every time he rejects his proposal to invite her to go with him.Therefore, every time the official birthday commemorative photo is released, Chitose Miyuki will appear with him in a matching dress.She became mad with jealousy, but still arrogantly refused until the next birthday came.

Every year on their wedding anniversary, no matter where he is, he will send a bouquet of roses and a loose diamond.When he asked her if she had any additional requests on the phone, she gently replied "no", while lowering her head and putting the loose diamonds together with the box into the drawer, and did not open it again.

She thinks she is considerate, thinks that the overall situation is the most important thing, and ignores all her little thoughts on her own initiative.

Thinking about it now, after ten years of marriage, is she also blindly rejecting her husband's friendly communication?
It is a fact that they have no relationship basis and they were ordered to get married. It is also a fact that his career is so prosperous that he does not have much personal time to take care of his relationship. It is also a fact that she thinks that everything is for his good and she gave up emotional communication.

On August [-]th of that year, she was so irritated that she turned away without asking why and then passed away in a car accident. Could it be that she was too reckless and did something wrong?

The car was parked by the sea in Kanagawa.

Koizumi Aoba stumbled out of the car and threw herself on the beach.

In the memory, that person didn't seem to say a word, and the palms stroking Chitose Miyuki seemed to be at an appropriate distance.

From the beginning to the end, what she heard and saw with her own eyes was Chitose Miyuki's performance alone.However, she chose a road of no return without asking why and without waiting for an explanation.

Maybe the truth of the matter has no way to verify, but she must be wrong for refusing to communicate!

It even hurt her unborn baby!

Koizumi Aoba's crying tears fell on the beach, dripping into pits.

Only now did she remember that after ten years of marriage, Chitose Miyuki changed her name to sister-in-law at his insistence except for the first time she called her sister.

When Chitose Miyuki visited their wedding room, he called his mother who came to the kitchen to accompany her, and then went to the kitchen to accompany her.

Chitose Miyuki came to Tokyo to stay at his house, and instead of choosing a large guest room on the second floor, he arranged her in a small guest room on the first floor, because their wedding room was on the second floor.

Chitose Miyuki was talking with him about tennis in the living room, she was about to leave after serving fruit, he held her hand to let her sit with him, even though she kept her head down and never interjected, she didn't let go.

Koizumi Aoba caressed his right hand with his left hand, why did she forget the temperature of his palm?

After ten years of marriage, they get together less and leave more, and the two of them seldom talk. When they can sit together, his left hand is always inseparable from her right hand.

This is true for accompanying guests in the living room, recording programs on the radio, official gatherings, and going to bed at night.

How could she just remember that he never said he loved her, and forget everything he could give?
Koizumi Aoba formed fists with both hands and hammered on the beach.

It's her fault!

It was her fault that she lost her baby!
This time, who can give her a chance to change?
Ringing, ringing, the phone in the coat pocket rang.

She imagined that if it was God, she would pick it up!Let's see if I can ask for a new grace!

The noise stopped.

She is sad, see, no one will give her a chance to hesitate.

The noise started again.

She got up and knelt down, praying in her heart, if God had mercy, please come and wait for 3 minutes.

(End of this chapter)

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