Secretary Jiang, let's talk about love

Chapter 161 The Extra Story of Jiang Beiheng (3)

"Is there no other chance?" Fang Sizhuo choked up, "Is there any other way to make him last longer?"

"To be honest, it's even more painful for him to hold on for a while longer. It's better to let him be relieved earlier." The doctor put the pen aside and sighed: "The pain he is suffering now is far beyond our expectation. What's more After entering the ICU..."

The doctor suddenly stopped talking.

Fang Sizhuo felt regretful watching his face turn from red to white.

"It's a pity that he's still so young."

"What do you think will happen after entering the ICU?"

"ICU delirium certificate." The doctor paused, "He will get ICU delirium certificate."

"What kind of disease is this?" Fang Sizhuo was even more confused when he heard this new symptom, "His stomach cancer can't be cured, so why did he get this disease again?"

"It's not a sudden illness. It's an acute dysfunction of the central nervous system after the patient enters the ICU, which is due to the series of blows that the ICU patient goes through."

"What exactly do you mean?"

"Patients will have hallucinations, and the content is often terrifying. In addition, the patient's memory will also have problems, sleep ability will be reduced, and thinking will be confused." The doctor looked at Fang Sizhuo seriously, as if he had been thinking for a long time .

"Now the patient is suffering. If possible, I hope he can accept euthanasia."

"Euthanasia?" Although Fang Sizhuo didn't want to admit that Jiang Beiheng would leave her one day, she never thought that this day would come so soon.

Both hands began to tremble unconsciously.She clutched the hem of her clothes with all her strength, hoping to give herself a little courage, but tears still flowed down.

"Give me some time, let me communicate with him." Fang Sizhuo blinked his eyes to keep himself from crying, "Can I go in and see him?"

"Yes, but you need to hurry up." The doctor nodded, "I hope you can understand. Right now, death is his best relief."

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Fang Sizhuo didn't remember how he got out of the hospital. She only remembered that Jiang Beiheng was lying on the ICU bed with tubes inserted all over his body.His face was pale and looked as if it would melt into nothingness at the touch of a finger.

The way she looked at him through the glass, she couldn't associate it with the high-spirited young man she saw for the first time.

The high spirits dissipated, leaving only decay and loneliness.

You said that a good person, how could he suddenly become like this.

How can it be.

Fang Sizhuo leaned on the wall and slowly squatted down. Her legs were as heavy as lead, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't move.

The light rain began to fall again. In such a damp and cold country, Fang Sizhuo was drenched in the first rain in a foreign land.

The rain fell into the clothes along the hair, eroding her temperature bit by bit, leaving only cold memories.

"Jiang Beiheng, give me a little more time, okay?"

Jiang Beiheng had already fallen, and she couldn't fall anymore.

Fang Sizhuo supported the wall and stood up again. She went to the road and took a taxi, ran to the hotel to take a hot shower, changed clothes, and finally stayed in the hospital with the necessary daily necessities.

Fang Sizhuo will never forget the days when he lived in the hospital.

Every day when I go to sleep, I hear the painful cries of critically ill patients, and the smell of disinfectant fills my nose.

The walls and ceiling were white, spotless, and filthy.

Especially the pale lamp, which hurt her eyes every day.

She never slept through the whole night, because before dawn, she would be woken up by the doctors and nurses in Chaban and start a new day of torture.

A hell of a life.

She survived.

Just because of a man.

A man she dared to love and hate for the first time.

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Jiang Beiheng woke up after being in a coma for three days.

(End of this chapter)