The evil king spoils the poisonous concubine

Chapter 202 Make sacrifices
After the queen drank the sober soup, she was completely sober, but in fact, the queen was not drunk, she just wanted to discuss something with Gong Feixue.

After Gong Feixue served her, she sat aside and looked at her: "Auntie feeling better?"

The queen nodded: "Thanks to having you with me, I feel much more refreshed after drinking the hangover soup."

Gong Feixue smiled: "That would be the best."

She took a soft cushion and put it on the queen's waist, saying: "It will be more comfortable to lean on this way."

The queen grabbed her hand with a smile, and said: "You are so kind, I am a little bit reluctant to marry you off."

When Gong Feixue heard the queen mention this, a ripple appeared in her heart.

She sighed.

She wanted to marry Xian Yumo all her life, but Xian Yumo didn't like her, so what could she do.

Since Xian Yumo refused to marry her, she would never marry anyone else.

I would rather not marry than get married!
This is her principle of Gong Feixue.Xian Yumo is the best man in the world, which is enough to be worthy of her. In her eyes, other men always have various shortcomings.Xian Yujing was cynical, Xian Yuyi was too kind to everyone, Xian Yuqing didn't like women at all... Except for Xian Yumo, none of the men in the entire royal family caught her eye.

She also knew that she was the eldest daughter of the Gong family, so she was bound to take care of the entire Gong family, but she couldn't do it if she was asked to marry another man.

"Auntie, don't say these things, Feixue already plans to never marry for the rest of her life."

The queen let out a "hey" and said, "How can it be done? If you don't marry, are you going to be an old lady for the rest of your life?"

Gong Feixue said: "You also know that Feixue only has Brother Mo in her heart, and I will never marry anyone else."

The queen sighed, and said: "If you don't marry, what will the Gong family do? My aunt will die one day, and this Gong family cannot be carried without a woman."

Gong Feixue turned her head away: "Don't daddy and elder brother enjoy themselves in court? What are you afraid of!"

The queen said: "Don't look at your father's prosperity in the court now, do you know that when I married His Majesty, my elder brother was just a fifth-rank official. Although my father held an important position, he Two of Gong's three elder brothers are dudes. They only know how to search for flowers and ask willows all day long, and ignore the family affairs at all. If it weren't for Ben Gong and elder brother to work together to support the whole family, do you think your status today would be even worse than that of the old man? Where is Qin Wanhao going?"

Gong Feixue hates people comparing herself with Qin Wan, but she has to admit that Qin Wan is indeed much better than her in some aspects.

Apart from her background and appearance, she has almost nothing better than Qin Wan.

The queen said: "I know that you have Mo'er in your heart, but when I got married back then, why didn't I have a private life with my cousin? At that time, I had three older sisters who were about the same age and were waiting in the boudoir. They also have their own lovers, do you know why Bengong is the last one to enter the palace?"

Gong Feixue shook his head.

The queen said: "Because among our four sisters, there is always one who will sacrifice for the Gong family. If it is not this palace, it is the other sisters. Instead of letting father be in a dilemma, it is better for this palace to stand up and make a decision on this matter. Father won't be bothered anymore, and the Gong family will be able to turn things around and have power in the hands of the government."

Gong Feixue stared at the queen bewilderedly, and she said again: "The three elder sisters of this palace are also very capable, but if you don't do this by yourself, I really don't feel at ease." She held Gong Fei carefully. Xue's face: "Feixue, you have grown up, and it's time for you to share a little for the family."

What she said was not unreasonable.

The three older sisters of the former empress were all descendants, so she didn't need to sacrifice her own happiness.But she still stood up for the sake of the Gong family.

Now, Daddy's daughter is only her, and she is a direct descendant. If I don't take this responsibility, who else can?

However, Gong Feixue is not a queen after all, and she is not made to be a queen. She is destined to be unable to sacrifice herself for others, let alone sacrifice herself.

She shook her head: "Auntie, don't force me, I really don't want to marry."

The queen looked at Gong Feixue in front of her, couldn't help sighing, and said: "Why can I sacrifice for the Gong family, but you can't?"

Gong Feixue lowered her head: "Because... because Feixue is not you, Feixue can't be that great."

The queen sighed slowly.

She overestimated Gong Feixue too much, Gong Feixue's selfishness was beyond her imagination.

Seeing the queen's disappointed expression, Gong Feixue suddenly thought of Qin Wan, the woman she decided to hate for the rest of her life.

If Qin Wan listened to these words, she would definitely not feel selfish, nor would she feel that it was wrong to do so.

Because she always feels that life is alive, and she shouldn't force herself to do things she doesn't want to do.

Gong Feixue suddenly wished for a moment that she was Qin Wan's niece, at least Qin Wan would not force herself to marry someone she didn't like.

"Auntie, Feixue knows that you must be very disappointed. Feixue promises you that even if Feixue can't marry someone else, she will definitely do her best for the Gong family!"

Her eyes are very firm, and her attitude is very serious. She rarely talks to others in such a tone.

The queen just turned her eyes away: "Feixue, you are not worthy to be the daughter of the Gong family at all."

There were tears in Gong Feixue's eyes, and to be honest, she didn't think there was anything wrong with doing these few sentences.

Why do adults always like to impose things they don't like on children?

Even her father and elder brother didn't force her like this, why did the queen force her like this?
When Gong Feixue left, she met Qin Wan on the road. Seeing her talking and laughing with Xian Yumo, Gong Feixue felt very uncomfortable.

She rushed up to ask her the truth, why she could live such a happy life, but she had to live in pain?
"Feixue, are you alright?"

Gong Feixue was patted from behind, she turned around and saw Xian Yujing standing behind her.

She froze for a moment, then suddenly hugged Xian Yujing: "Brother Jing, they all hate me, and I also feel so selfish!"

Xian Yujing was taken aback by her appearance, quickly helped her out of his arms, and said, "Feixue, what's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Gong Feixue's tears were like pearls with a broken thread, and she couldn't stop: "Brother Jing, am I annoying?"

Seeing her like this, Xian Yujing felt very uncomfortable in his heart, and quickly hugged her into his arms again: "Silly girl, you are not annoying, Brother Jing likes you the most!"

(End of this chapter)