The gangster prince fell in love with me

Chapter 119 Heartache so hard to breathe①
I didn't see Wen Yuxuan again for a month. I became more and more haggard every day. My originally fair and bright skin gradually became dull. I couldn't eat every day, so I became thinner every day.

He Lili always told me some great truths, telling me how normal it is in life to break up and break up.

However, no one will understand the feeling of losing love like life.

Once we were kidnapped by bad guys, we thought we would die on the high seas, but he dragged me to swim so far, supported me and encouraged me, and finally we were saved.

Once, I thought he would be with Ouyang Feifei forever, the painful feeling of dying, so hard to survive, I thought we survived everything, and the rest is only happiness.

How could those bits and pieces of memories, that unswerving thing called first love until death, be easily erased from my heart?

I love him so much, but he doesn't believe in me, but wants to believe in his little mother.

Why?We love so deeply, yet he wants to doubt me?
I feel distressed, as if being torn apart by a knife, I don't know if other people lose their feelings like me, it hurts so much.

Losing Wen Yuxuan is like losing sunshine in my whole life.

I didn't know until this moment that love is so sweet, but it can also be so cruel.

All words are empty, only the pain in my heart seems to be the most real.

I have a notebook, which records all the happy memories between me and Wen Yuxuan. I originally wanted to give it to Wen Yuxuan on our wedding day. We will also grow old. I want to sit with him on a bench in the park and count our happy memories. memory.

How grateful I was to God for allowing me to meet the person I want to hold hands with in my life at the wonderful age of 17.

But why all these good things are now destroyed like a mirage?
He Lili and I went to KTV, and I sang hoarsely, I will love you even if you die, and my voice became hoarse at the end, I drank the Volga with ice cubes, and gradually became dizzy, but the tears could not stop The living fell down, rushing down like a torrential river.

(End of this chapter)