Her love and hate

Chapter 37 "Gu Sijin, are you worthy?"

"An An!"

Anxious and flustered, Gu Si didn't care whether she liked it or not, he grabbed her and pressed her in a corner, imprisoning her tightly, not giving her any room to escape.

"do not go……"

His eyes were red and his expression was tense. No one had ever seen such a humble Gu Sijin.

He was so afraid that Ji Anan would disappear again.

No one knew how he survived the three years without Ji Anan.

Tasting the sweetness of losing and getting back, he can no longer bear the pain of losing her, that is hell.

"An'an, don't go, don't go, okay?"

The strength of the arm around her waist deepened, and he almost wanted to rub her into the flesh and blood. The foggy eyes under the mask seemed to fluctuate, and it seemed to be an illusion.

Ji Anan raised his hand, untied the ribbon wrapped around his ears, and took off the mask on his face.

The face that Gu Sijin had dreamed about for three whole years appeared in front of his eyes like this, and it was so close.

"An'an..." Everyone said to Gu Sijin, who was steady and deep, but his voice was trembling at this moment, "I'm sorry..."

"Gu Sijin, what are you sorry for?" Compared with Gu Sijin who was on the verge of losing control, Ji Anan was especially calm, "Don't say sorry to me, you are right, you love Ji Shuyan, how can you hurt me because of her? Nothing wrong."

Her tone was very sincere, she was considerate of Gu Sijin every word, how considerate and tolerant.

But Gu Sijin only felt it was extremely harsh, his heart seemed to be pierced by a sharp knife, and the pain was painful, but he had to endure it, and explained in pale words: "An'an, I have never loved her, I only love you !"

"You, love me?" Ji Anan suddenly smiled, "Gu Sijin, do you deserve it?"

"Your love is to ruin my family and help Ji Shuyan set up a trick to send me to prison."

Ji Anan's every word is full of cold mockery: "Gu Sijin, I can't stand your love."

Gu Sijin's thin lips moved, but he couldn't say anything.

Some he didn't do he could explain, but some he couldn't justify at all.

He was wrong.

In the past three years, many things have come to light, which he couldn't see before, but he can see clearly in these three years.

The clearer you are, the more regretful you are.

It turned out that he misunderstood her so deeply, and because of these misunderstandings, he hurt her once.

Even...almost lost her.

"If I said that I didn't help her, would you believe me?" Gu Sijin looked at Ji Anan, he was so close to her, but he couldn't see him in her eyes.

His throat was a little bitter: "I submitted the evidence that you didn't kill anyone, cleared your grievances, and sent Ji Shuyan to prison..."

"Enough." Ji Anan's voice was soft and gentle, but the words he said were so cruel, "I don't want to hear it."

She doesn't want to hear it.

Gu Sijin suddenly wanted to laugh, and pulled the corners of his mouth, unable to bend a decent arc.

Is this retribution?

Three years ago, when she had a fever, she was dizzy and stubbornly wanted to explain to him, but he changed the topic because he didn't want to hear it.

Three years later, it was his turn to explain to her, and she didn't want to hear it either.

But he didn't want to give up.

Gu Sijin looked deeply at Ji An'an, as if he wanted to look her into his heart, his voice was rustling, unable to hide his endless affection: "An'an, I love you."

There was a faint smile on Ji Anan's lips, and his eyes were misty.

"But I don't love you anymore, Gu Sijin."

(End of this chapter)