Heartfelt Love: A Tsundere President's Pillow Pet

Chapter 184 Nothing is Impossible
It is already early winter, the air is changing from cold to cold, crystal frost appears on the road from time to time, and the flowers and plants in the flower beds also disappear silently and fragilely.In South Korea, a foreign country, except for the same Asian faces, everything is so strange, it seems to remind you all the time that this is not your world.

Xiang Wan usually doesn't go out when she has nothing to do. Because she doesn't know the language, she feels like birds are singing around her when she goes out, and she can't understand it. This environment isolates her, and she is more like a lonely ghost who doesn't fit in. Wandering on the road, and the scars on his face were so obvious that they had to be covered with bandages, this look was too strange and more likely to attract the attention of others, and those eyes were more like a torment to Xiang Wan now.

But there was one thing that Xiang Wan felt very good about.It's just that whenever she feels depressed and she is surrounded by Koreans, she will swear without any scruples, as if venting all the troubles and dissatisfaction in her heart. This feeling is super refreshing.

For the rest, she prefers to stay by the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, where she silently watches the world of cars and people, without having to think about the troubles in this world. Rest, which is also a veritable retreat.

Of course, there are times when she loses control and is sad.That is, he couldn't get rid of the shadow of Gu Xi in his mind.At this time, she could hear the sound of her heart slowly cracking and shattering, and this pain was often suffocating.If she thought of the scars on her face, she would think of death.

Today, she fell into this vicious circle again.

Xiang Wan thought that she was a person with strong self-control and willpower since she was a child, so she was confident that she could control herself in times of crisis.But today, when she wanted to try her best to restrain herself, she found that she was like a car with brake failure, completely out of control.

The body seemed to be under a spell, wandering around the house looking for the murder weapon.Fearing that she would do something stupid, Liu Yanzhi had already ordered the hotel housekeeper to take away all the sharp weapons that might hurt her, so she shook for a long time and still had no results.

In the end, Xiang Wan found an eyebrow trimming knife in the dressing table.To her, this was like a long-awaited drug, holding it in her hand not only did she not feel afraid, but she was extremely excited and eager.

His hands were shaking non-stop, and his body couldn't help becoming stiff.As if carrying out his own mission, the shining blade walked towards the white wrist very calmly, eagerly looking forward to the fresh blood in the artery, step by step, inch by inch, slowly approaching...

Seeing that it was about to be opened, the hand holding the eyebrow trimming knife was suddenly grabbed by someone, and the blade was slammed to the ground.

Xiang Wan was surprised, his eyes widened, looking for the figure behind him.I guessed right, just as I expected in my heart, at the last moment it was still Liu Yanzhi who grabbed the knife and saved himself.

Before I knew it, there was a trace of disappointment in my heart.

Actually, she understands.What she longed for in her heart was the man who once held her in her arms, Gu Xi.

But now, everything is impossible.

Xiang Wan suddenly felt very hateful.I hate Gu Xi for leaving me, I hate him for abandoning me again for unknown reasons, and I hate even more that I was tricked by someone and still thinking about him...

"Liu Yanzhi, I'm sorry..." Xiang Wan couldn't control the tears in his eyes, and couldn't help crying, "I didn't mean it, I just couldn't control it..."

Liu Yanzhi didn't say anything, and his face was extremely calm. He just gently turned Xiang Wan to face him, reached out to wipe away his tears, and hugged her tightly in his arms.

The chest is so wide that you can hear the heartbeat clearly and feel the comfortable temperature.But Xiang Wan understood that this hug was no longer the hug he had been longing for before, and there was nothing else but comfort.

Therefore, she was more sure of her previous thoughts.

She doesn't love Liu Yanzhi.

Even if she blocked her love for Gu Xi, she would not fall in love with the man in front of her.

But now, it seems too cruel and unfair to him to let him stay by his side so selflessly and without complaint, dedicating everything without asking for anything in return.

"Liu Yanzhi, thank you, but you should..."

Liu Yanzhi suddenly covered Xiang Wan's mouth with his hand, and then quietly pulled it away, leaving a lingering fragrance, "There is nothing that should or should not be, I know what you want to say, and I don't want to hear such things in the future, as long as I am willing, everything should be done."

"But, it's not fair to you!" Xiang Wan gently pushed away that generous chest, tears in his eyes.

Liu Yanzhi smiled, very calmly, "Fairness and injustice don't matter to me, the important thing is that you will be well in the future, and what happened today can't happen again."

Xiang Wan lowered her head in shame, and from the corner of her eye, she glanced at the figure of the man beside her, "I said I didn't do it on purpose, I was really restraining myself, but I just... I just couldn't control it... That kind of thing seems to have a kind of Magic, holding you, it seems that there is light in front of you, it is liberation, I want..."

"Even if you want to, you can't do it. There are cliffs and hell there, not the relief you want!" Liu Yanzhi suddenly became serious, and he grabbed Xiang Wan's shoulders with both hands, so hard that his muscles ached. "You have to know that you can live a good life without these!"

Xiang Wan didn't dare to look into Liu Yanzhi's eyes. Her eyes were so serious that she felt like she was being scorched by fire. She also regretted it in her heart, and she also knew that what she did just now was wrong, and she knew how not to explain too much.

Seeing Xiangwan's guilty and sad face, Liu Yanzhi suddenly smiled gently, crossed his hands on his chest like a big brother comforting a little sister, and his tone became more relaxed, "You know, I have arranged surgery for you, As long as you are obedient and obedient, we will soon return to our beautiful appearance, and no one will care about you at that time, and I also believe that you will be able to live an optimistic life at that time."

These words are like fireworks, the beautiful look stays deep in the bottom of the eyes, brightening the memory.

Xiang Wan raised her head, her expression was filled with joy. Even though she understood that everything was still unknown, that kind of hope was more exciting than the previous uncontrollable.

Although Liu Yanzhi didn't know his plan, Xiang Wan knew it very clearly.

"Really? When will the surgery be done? I'm so looking forward to it!"

Liu Yanzhi was surprised by Xiang Wan's good attitude at this time.He didn't expect that a woman who was easily overwhelmed with life and death would be interested in challenges with unknown prospects, which made him feel incredible.

Women really are strange creatures.

"If you're ready, you can actually do it tomorrow night."

"Really? I'm ready!" Xiang Wan was suddenly very excited, the light in his eyes could surround Liu Yanzhi's whole body, it was extremely bright.

Seeing Xiang Wan like this, Liu Yanzhi smiled from the bottom of his heart, his smile was so sunny and beautiful.

Xiang Wan lowered his head, but he never lost the smile on his face.She understands her excitement, and most of it is because of the revenge plan she has already set up.

The next day came quickly.He was sent to the hospital from early morning till night for examination and preparation.Everything was going on step by step according to the procedure, and Xiang Wan's heart remained surprisingly calm.When he was put on a stretcher in the evening and was about to go to the operating room, Xiang Wan suddenly panicked.

She suddenly realized that she hadn't had time to write a will, and even if she didn't have the chance to write it, she should tell Liu Yanzhi something, so that even if she really lost the chance to leave the operating room, she would not leave permanent regrets.

After all, she still has too many things to do, too many people to care about, and too many things she can't let go of...

When Liu Yanzhi was informed that he wanted to see Xiang Wan, Liu Yanzhi's heart was already in his throat.He didn't have to think hard to guess what Xiang Wan wanted to say.

However, he would not listen.

Walking to Xiang Wan's side, all the bandages on her had been taken off, and the scars on her face were nakedly displayed in front of Liu Yanzhi, piercing his eyes and hurting his heart.

Xiang Wan slowly stretched out her hand, her eyes full of expectation, the moment Liu Yanzhi's hand was held by her, she suddenly became extremely calm, "Liu Yanzhi, you are finally here, I have a lot I want to tell you something, I'm worried that if I don't say it now, I won't have a chance..."

Liu Yanzhi's face twitched uncontrollably a few times, and a trace of deepness flashed across his eyes. He shook off Xiang Wan's hand forcefully, stood there straight and defended, "Don't tell me that, I won't Listen, I won't remember even if you say it."

Xiang Wan was full of surprise, staring at the man in front of him, unable to understand.

Liu Yanzhi suddenly darkened his eyes, pursed his lips tightly, and then turned his head away, "You should be strong, you shouldn't be so careless, even if there is something you can't let go of, please wait until you come out and tell me, now , I don’t have time to wait for you to chatter here.”

"But I... may never come out again..."

Xiang Wan's sadness could easily be brought to Liu Yanzhi, but this time he tried his best not to feel distressed, "If you don't come out, all the consequences will be caused by yourself. If you regret it, you can't rest in peace."

The lights in the hospital are very bright, which makes people's eyes a little hot.Xiang Wan straightened his head, facing the light on the ceiling, and the bright light pierced into his eyes, brightening his pupils.She thought to herself, the light here is so strong, it must be for those who walk alone to illuminate the road ahead, so as not to fall again and get hurt again.

She understood that Liu Yanzhi's seemingly cruel words came from the heart, and she could also understand his good intentions.

Liu Yanzhi wanted to give her hope, let her know that she was not one of those lonely ghosts wandering in the hospital, she still had a lot of people and things she cared about and needed to come back to deal with them again, not just a few simple instructions Hastily.

"All right!"

Xiang Wan remained lying down and did not look at Liu Yanzhi again.She didn't mean to blame him, but she didn't know how to continue this topic at this time.

(End of this chapter)