Heartfelt Love: A Tsundere President's Pillow Pet

Chapter 337 Don't Get Married
"No!" Xiang Lengyuan shook her head, smiled and looked at Liu Yanzhi carefully, "You should go back to sleep quickly, after all, you haven't rested for a long time!"

"But..." Before Liu Yanzhi could finish speaking, the chat room had already been shut down fiercely, "But aren't we going to get married? Don't we even give this chance?"

Turning around and preparing to leave, Liu Yanzhi suddenly understood something. He looked back at Xiang Lengyuan's house, and slowly turned back with disappointed eyes, "Even if you are really using me, I am willing, After all, this kind of exploitation is sweet and happy."

The moment the door closed, Xiang Lengyuan suddenly collapsed on the ground.She really didn't expect that she would make such a decision, and she also saw Gu Xi's disappointed look. It stands to reason that she really hurt Gu Xi, but why did she feel like she was cut by a knife? How do you feel?

You can't just sit on the ground like this, Xiang Lengyuan knows her character, once she sits like this, she will be immersed in sadness in the future.What she is doing now should not be sad, but happy, and should be enjoying the taste of victory.

So, Xiang Lengyuan hurried to her pillow, picked up her favorite poetry collection, and began to read it slowly and word by word: "From tomorrow on, I will be a happy person who feeds horses, chops firewood, and travels around the world." ;From tomorrow, I will care about food and vegetables. I have a house, facing the sea, with spring flowers blooming; From tomorrow, I will write to each relative to tell them my happiness; I will tell everyone what the happy lightning told me Give each river and each mountain a warm name. Stranger, I wish you well. May you have a bright future. May your lover be married. May you be happy in this world. I only want to face the sea. Spring is warm and flowers are blooming..."

Why did my tears keep dripping down like golden peas falling on the plate, until the pages were completely wet, Xiang Leng Yuan still couldn't help wanting to cry.

This method really didn’t work, so Xiang Leng Yuan quickly threw it into the collection of poems. She turned on the radio again, and once again began to recite at the right time, “If you want to remove stains, blacken the surroundings. Some people may not be sincere. They want to bully you, but they have to bully you. And some people, they don’t want to bully you, but if they defend you, they will be bullied too. So they can only follow the strongest and bully the weakest. The villain in this world, if you don't provoke him, he will come to bully you. Instead, let's act first.

——I long to be collected all my life, to be properly placed, to be carefully preserved, so that I won't be surprised, I won't suffer, I won't be wandering around, and I won't have any branches to rely on.But I know that he will never come.No one loves me, I love myself..."

What kind of mess is this? It's obviously a kind of want to get rid of and change the mood. Now it's good, the more I listen to it, the more I feel that I am the most pitiful person in the world, and those things are an intolerable thing to me. things.

Xiang Lengyuan quickly turned off the radio, and started to come to the record again, turned on the record and played music, and he began to dance alone.

She danced her body, closed her eyes, twirled, jumped, twisted her body hard, and finally stretched out her hand, only to realize that there was so much emptiness between her fingers.

"It seems that I really don't love Liu Yanzhi. If I do, shouldn't I think about him well at this time, and shouldn't feel how uncomfortable it is for me to hurt Gu Xi. Why do I feel uncomfortable? , why do I have a feeling of regret, do these all mean that I have betrayed myself?"

Xiang Lengyuan realized that she was going crazy, but she continued to dance uncontrollably.Always at the most uncomfortable time, time is as slow as an old snail, and it seems that every second has to be broken into several parts to solve it, which makes this painful feeling suddenly uncomfortable.

"No, I can't do this, I have to release myself." Xiang Lengyuan was already cramping from exhaustion, but her brain was still spinning densely. What she could feel was that her heart was always blocked and uncomfortable. It is impossible to get the desired relief at home.

So, Xiang Leng Yuan pulled out her own fur and put it on, and walked straight out of the house.There was no one on the road, and it was already midnight at this time, almost no one was wandering around in the community, except Xiang Lengyuan.

For some reason, Xiang Lengyuan felt that she was a walking corpse, no matter how she dealt with herself, that kind of pity and suffering was always like a gushing spring, making her feel terrified.

However, this winter seems to pass too slowly.Xiang Lengyuan sighed deeply, she herself didn't know what an unacceptable confidence was, and she didn't know what was the happiness she wanted, since she had made a decision, she had to implement it, this is what she wanted be happy!

"The moment I met you again, I knew that everything had changed. My ever-changing world, I have only to say goodbye again. Just like the sunset in the sky, it keeps burning and extinguishing. Silent, I am silent I didn't say a word, just looked at you quietly. I suddenly forgot the way I came, it disappeared like lightning..."

This is Xu Wei's "shining moment". Xiang Lengyuan is familiar with almost all of Xu Wei's songs, but this time, the voice is so similar, and this kind of a cappella cannot be imitated by ordinary people.

Walking towards the direction of the voice, Xiang Leng Yuan still couldn't control her curiosity.It was already so late, for a woman, the more curious and dangerous she was, the closer she would be.

But when Xiang Lengyuan walked over following the sound, she realized that the person sitting in the pavilion was not someone else, but Gu Xi who was holding a wine bottle and kept pouring herself wine.

I really didn't expect this man to be here.Originally, he thought that Gu Xi would resolutely choose to go home if he stimulated him like that, and would never pay attention to him again, but now it seems that he still underestimated this man.

Being able to stay in the garden all the time shows that this man is really sad.Being able to hurt alone because of this incident also shows that he really has feelings for Xiang Lengyuan.Maybe there is not much reason and arrogance in this world to solve these things, but most of the time, these things are just coincidences.

Xiang Lengyuan wanted to leave, at least at this time she chose to leave.She really didn't want to see Gu Xi like this. For her, Gu Xi was the last person she should care about, so going forward like this would definitely cause Gu Xi to pester her a lot.

But, she really doesn't want to.The body is my own, and the mind is also my own, but why can't I just make a decision for myself and stop entangled with this man?

Xiang Lengyuan suddenly felt that she was really spineless. Although she thought so in her heart and mind, she still had no choice but to move forward.

"Leng Yuan, how could you treat me like this? I'm just angry. I can't see you being nice to other men. I can't just see you loving me while still flirting with other men. Don’t be angry about the matter, okay, I’m not careful enough, I didn’t know you liked Xu Wei’s song until today, I’ll sing it to you, do you know? I also like Xu Wei’s song..."

Xiang Lengyuan walked on the stone steps, and before she could go all the way up, she heard Gu Xi muttering to herself, "How can this burning heart be exhausted and disappear into mediocrity like this? You decide Just leave the city and the girl you have loved so much for so many years. You have been running for so many years, and seeing tomorrow is still illusory. The pure ideal in the face of survival is so fragile. Standing in this bustling street You can't find the direction you should go. Standing on this bustling street, you feel panic like never before..."

Listening to this drunken song, Xiang Lengyuan suddenly felt that she was that silly child who didn't know right and wrong, and it was a kind of torture for her to keep on being so fearful and stubborn.

"Whether you really want to marry Liu Yanzhi or not, I won't accept it. I know you like me, otherwise you won't either... So what I have always believed is that you have been waiting for me to propose to you. No? You must have waited anxiously before you told Liu Yanzhi that you were going to get married in front of me. You don’t know that I’ve chosen all the rings. I really want to take you there one day. You like me. I'll buy it for you. But I shouldn't think that way, I should buy it first and bring it to you, so how can that bastard Liu Yanzhi have a chance!"

After hearing these words, Xiang Lengyuan suddenly wanted to laugh. She really didn't know what kind of mentality she was in to laugh, but listening to Gu Xi singing and talking at the same time, she felt that this scene was quite funny.

All of a sudden, the discomfort in her heart radiated out like water vapor.When she slowly walked up to the center of the pavilion, Gu Xi was still singing with her eyes closed, "I used to be a lonely bird, floating in the distant sky. Now I have been flying for too long before I realize that you are spring. I waved my wings vigorously, and began to look for the direction of home. I waved my wings vigorously, and melted into the wide sky. Turned into your blooming sunset, crossed thousands of distant mountains and rivers, and came to your lonely balcony, warming your pain My heart. I am the sunset that blooms for you, crossing thousands of mountains and rivers far away, and coming to your lonely balcony, to warm your aching heart for me..."

"The direction you are singing is really not very pleasant, you know? The melody of this song is not like this, you are singing out of tune!" Xiang Lengyuan stood straight in the center of the pavilion, there were no lights at night, only bushes The dark light in the room slowly shines in the light, which is illusory like a dream.

(End of this chapter)