Heartfelt Love: A Tsundere President's Pillow Pet

Chapter 340 It's not easy for me

I haven't enjoyed the warmth of my family since I was a child.Since I was a child, I have been living a life that others cannot live. My family's situation is not good, so I have to enter a boarding school early.

She finally became a yoga instructor after she grew up, but she was often criticized by others for graduating from an unknown university. However, she loves sports, and her hard work and innate advantages make her a top coach and image spokesperson of the club.

Xiang Lengyuan will never forget that she failed in the college entrance examination because of a high fever and made mistakes, but because her younger brother Xiangnan was a year later than herself, she was afraid that both of them would go to university at the same time, and the family could not afford it, so she went to an unknown university. She has never regretted her original intention, and she hasn't until now.

Although the family once contracted a forest farm and had a prosperous life for a while, due to being deceived, the family fell into an economic crisis and lived on debt for a while. So at that time, I had always assumed the responsibility of supporting the family and supporting my younger brother to study in graduate school.

And her father Xiangjin drank alcohol all day long, and from time to time he would abuse her mother domestically, so she had to leave that family all the time, but she always missed home in her heart.

Finally, she had the opportunity to go to Colombia to study yoga, but in that country, by chance, she met Gu Xi who was escaping from family pressure and troubled by a broken relationship. This was the beginning of her nightmare.

At that time, I was still thinking about love in textbooks. Now that I think about it, I think it is ridiculous, but at that time, it was a kind of comfort, which made Gu Xi not disgusted but impressed.If she could choose, Xiang Leng Yuan would not choose such a thing. If she were herself today, she would not open her heart to a man who is interested in her like a fool.

Gu Xi disappeared after being merciful due to drunkenness.At that time, I was the most painful. Although I didn't know what I was insisting on, Xiang Lengyuan still persisted for two years.

No one would have thought that she and Gu Xi would meet again during a grand reception of VIP customers in the Ju Club, but misunderstandings arose despite the unresolved love.After that, they finally got together, but the good times don't last forever, before he knew his position in that embrace, Gu Xi kicked him out of the Lengyun Villa severely.

She will never forget that rain.When you pour it on your head, you also pour it on your heart.Xiang Lengyuan knew that this was a complete torture.Rather than losing it, she would rather never have it, but God just made herself lose it completely after she got it, no matter whether she wanted it or not, she just robbed everything of herself so indifferently.

Xiang Lengyuan refused to accept it, so she persisted in the rain.She really didn't know what she was waiting for. Could it be that she was waiting for Gu Xi to come out in person to torture herself?It's funny and sad to think about it now.One thing that Xiang Lengyuan was able to understand was that she had to understand if she wanted to leave.

But what are you waiting for?A piece of paper, a piece of toilet paper that was washed away by the rain without a shadow before I could see it clearly, but Xiang Lengyuan could clearly remember that it said "one pen and two clears" written on it!
No matter how Gu Xi explains it now, she has reasons not to believe it. After all, at that time, she used her greatest strength to support herself. After all, what she heard when she was most desperate was "make Gu Xi satisfied". She felt that I can't hear it wrong, even if I only have half life at that time, even if I only know that I have to persevere...

Finally being rescued ashore, Xiang Lengyuan realized that it was Liu Yanzhi who had been watching her in the dark.Although she has no love for him, she can still accept this kind of kindness of saving her life and helping her restore her appearance.

Therefore, she always remembered how Gu Xi pushed herself off the cliff step by step, and how Liu Yanzhi redeemed herself step by step.Even if it's to thank Liu Yanzhi, it's not a big deal to marry him.

Xiang Lengyuan suddenly missed her mother very much.Perhaps when a person is weak, he recalls the closest person.And the person closest to me in this world is my mother.

My mother is also a person who has experienced too many hardships.She will never forget the state of wanting to tear up her father and kill Gu Zongrui after knowing about her mother.I didn't expect that apart from myself, my mother had suffered no less than myself.

Her mother, Cao Liying, used to be the daughter of a declining rich family. She had a relationship with Gu Xi's father, Gu Zongrui, in college. At that time, Gu Zongrui was nothing.And the mother in Ruihai City is famous for her beauty and wealth. Even if Gu Zongrui was replaced at that time, she could find a better life, but the most inappropriate thing is that Yan Yi at that time and Gu Zongrui hooked up with each other, and his mother was stimulated by this, and ran wildly in the white strip until the dark night, only to realize that he didn't know the road he had walked at all.But at that time, she encountered the most indelible injury in her life.

No one thought that her mother's disappearance at this time would cause her parents to be unable to bear the blow, so in the long search, they finally couldn't bear it and passed away, and the family was in trouble, and finally became Gu Zongrui today.

In other words, Gu Xi's mother's original Cao family laid the foundation for him today. From the previous generation, his blood has always had a constant relationship with this man, no matter how he resisted, In the end, I couldn't control it and entered this coma.

This is a kind of fate!

"Would it be easier to cover up the point, would it be more emotional to tilt the point, meeting at night and saying goodbye during the day, so that there is no weakness..." Xiang Lengyuan wanted to cry uncontrollably, but time is an uncontrollable thing, she chose to use Leslie Cheung's "Side" concealed his pain.

Finally adjusted her state, Xiang Lengyuan faced herself in the mirror, her heart was calm, and her face became uncontrollably confident.

When she walked out of the bathroom, Xiang Lengyuan saw Gu Xi on the bed in disbelief. He had been holding his book and reading it attentively.I don't know what Xiang Lengyuan's state of mind is at this time, but to her, everything about herself seems to be an attraction to Gu Xi, and can she accept it?

No, so she quickly came to Gu Xi's side, reached out and snatched the book, "Gu Xi, these things are not suitable for you, and mine is not suitable for you either, should you know what it means not to move around? Here Everything in the house has an owner, shouldn't you ask me carefully before you move it?"

"Me?" Gu Xi was a little at a loss, and slowly stood up from the bed, feeling very embarrassed, "Leng Yuan, I know that I treated you too much just now, don't be angry, okay?"

"Is it just a little?" Xiang Lengyuan's cold face showed obvious unhappiness, and her eyes were also unusually indifferent, "If it's too much to say that you did that, then isn't killing someone a crime?"

"Leng Yuan, don't say that, I'm impulsive, but you must understand me, right?" Xiang Leng Yuan didn't want to give Gu Xi a chance to breathe, she stretched out her hand to push him out.But Gu Xi was also resisting instinctively, and kept discussing with Xiang Lengyuan, "Can you stop doing this, even if you are angry with me, don't marry Liu Yanzhi, okay?"

"Not good!" Xiang Lengyuan pushed Gu Xi out with sharp eyes, "I tell you, not only do I want to marry Liu Yanzhi, we will get married soon, no matter what your attitude is, for me It doesn't matter anymore!"

After speaking, the door slammed shut.

Gu Xi, who was locked out of the door, would not give up at all, so Xiang Lengyuan heard the knock on the door all the time.

How could he care about it, Xiang Leng Yuan turned on the stereo, covered her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear the noise from outside.

"Every time I face you, I dare not look into your eyes. Behind my gentle smile, there are many tears and sadness. No matter how time and space change, how the world changes, your love is always in my heart, do you understand? I I want to surpass this ordinary life, and I am doomed to be temporarily wandering now, unable to stop the fanaticism in my heart, the attachment to the future... Does loving you make me sad, break my heart? But you know that I can't retreat, even if I am pale and haggard , full of scars. ——Xu Wei's "Perseverance".

But no matter how loud the music is, it still can’t match the sound outside. Xiang Lengyuan can only use the old method, take out the poetry collection and read, "Despicable is the passport of the despicable, and noble is the epitaph of the noble. Look, in the The gilded sky is full of curved reflections of the dead. The Ice Age has passed, why is there ice everywhere? The Cape of Good Hope was discovered, why are thousands of sails competing in the Dead Sea? I came to this world with only paper, rope and Figures. To read the voices of those condemned before the trial. Tell you, world, I-don't-believe!"

Bei Dao's "Answer" read a different flavor in Xiang Lengyuan's mouth, and Xiang Lengyuan knew what kind of feeling it was, it was anger mixed with sadness, and heartache mixed with happiness.

Time flies, and finally the most important time is ushered in. The series has its own understanding of whether many things can be forced, just like the kind of consummated love, so for her, as long as it can be done simply , she would rather just make do with it this time.

After all, I am already an age that is no longer young.After all, I also need to give up a lot, such as love.

But on a sunny morning, she was waiting for Liu Yan to come to discuss marriage with her, but Zhu Qianqian came instead.When we met, Zhu Qianqian was always smiling, but for Xiang Lengyuan, this was a bad signal.

She knew that this woman had been secretly liking Liu Yanzhi, but she didn't know if she knew that she and Liu Yanzhi were going to get married.

(End of this chapter)