The Biography of Fangirls and Immortals

Chapter 209 Just For No Regrets
"At that time, if you don't save yourself, you will be condemned by your conscience, and you will be despised by morality, right?" Su Hongyan interrupted what Jun Bubu said, and simply looked him in the eyes, and asked.

Don't you see that he froze in place, unable to speak for a while, because at the moment Su Hongyan asked him this sentence, he also realized the problem.

He loves her, but puts this love on the opposite side of morality.

"Hongyan, I..." Jun Bubu looked at Su Hongyan in a daze, knowing that it was useless to explain, and he didn't want to explain, but he still wanted to say something.

Su Hongyan smiled wryly, and said: "I am doomed to be lonely on the road to cultivating immortals. I am very happy to have such an upright friend like you. You are also a brother and a friend. I always respect you very much, and I will always respect you like an elder brother, like a friend Just as polite."

What she wants to say is self-evident, that is, from now on, you are just my brother and friend, and there will be absolutely no other relationship. I respect you and show loyalty to you, but it is definitely not love.

Don't you see that he is at a loss in his heart, he knows that there are some things that don't need to be said directly, both parties will understand, but he also knows that if some things are not said now, there is really no chance to say them in the future!

"Hongyan, I know what you mean, but I won't accept it. You said above Yunshan that we are destined to meet in the fairyland. I always take it as a promise. I know you have too many scruples and entanglements now. I won't Forcing, I just want to tell you plainly that I am by your side and I protect you, not just because of a friend. I love you." Jun Bubu said in one breath, afraid that if there was a pause, Su Hongyan would not let him Go on, and he didn't have the courage to go on.

Su Hongyan was stunned. She never expected that you, who has been hiding her feelings and knows how to put them back and forth freely, would lose control like this after she uttered decisive words. She admitted that her heart fluttered a little at this moment, and she even felt a little sad and hurt.

She knew that if Jun Bubu didn't care too much about herself, he wouldn't lose control at this time, but even so, even if he cared about her again, in his heart, she would never be able to compete with the word morality.What makes Su Hongyan feel distressed is that he said he loves her, but he still doesn't understand her.

He thought she was stubborn and willful, and she thought she was decisive and ruthless, but he never thought that she was actually a reasonable woman who could even temporarily give up her hatred in order to fulfill his morality.

Su Hongyan turned around, otherwise she would look into his eyes again, because these eyes were so affectionate and persistent, she was afraid of getting lost in such eyes.When she first met him, she regarded him as a god-like existence, with admiration and admiration, she longed to stand at the same height as him, but when she stood at the same height as him one day, she found something has changed.

Bowl.

It's a pity that life can never be just like the first time you see it, it's the same for Murong Fei, it's the same for Jun Bubu, and even for Li Yaoluo.Because she is also constantly changing.She is afraid that one day she will become someone they don't know, and she is afraid of the change of love. If one day she does not love because of the change, then it is better not to mention the word "love" from the beginning.

This is why she was moved by Murong Fei at the beginning, and she even did not hesitate to repay her with her own emotions, because he gave her absolute trust, he made her feel eternal and stable, she used to think that no matter what happened, his love for her Perseverance and love are always the same.

But it turned out that she was still wrong. In the end, he chose the Primal Chaos Qi that could make him powerful between the Primal Chaos Qi and himself, and abandoned his feelings for himself.From that moment she knew she was wrong, nothing is eternal, and she was relieved, at least she had accepted, paid, and disappointed with a clear conscience, even if it had nothing to do with love.

But this time, she couldn't accept Junbu's feelings, because she was no longer the little girl who would accept a person because of being moved, and a love to enter and leave the world of cultivating immortals.She knows what she wants.

Yes, she admits that she is tempted by Junbuyao, she admits that she is vacillating emotionally, will be moved by Li Yaoluo, and will be tempted by Junbuyue, but she knows that the reason why she is like this is because she is not enough. Love, if you really fall in love with someone, you will not be moved by other people, and you will not be tempted by other people.

So she doesn't love him enough, she can't accept the affection he gives.

"I just need you to know. Maybe thousands of years later, when we meet again in the fairy world, you still remember my love for you." Don't you see Su Hongyan's hand suddenly, and solemnly said.

Su Hongyan knew that Jun Bubu had been rigid in etiquette all his life, such a move was extremely daring for him, and what Jun Bubu said seemed to confirm this point: "I have been rigid in ritual all my life, what I practiced and what I did told me that I can't Feel free to hold the hand of any woman, but I am willing to hold your hand, I know you will not accept it, but I am still willing to do this, I only hope that I will have no regrets in this life."

At this moment, Su Hongyan's heart was in a mess, and she wanted to break free from his hand, but she couldn't do it no matter what.

But don't you see that after saying these words, he took the initiative to let go of Su Hongyan's hand, smiled in relief, and said: "It's good that you understand."

"I hid Nangongru in the woods, and now they can't see Nangongru, most of them think she was either bitten to death by a Gu insect, or burned to death by a fire." Don't you see that nothing happened, Said calmly, this made Su Hongyan think that she was hallucinating just now!
If it wasn't for the warmth of his holding her hand, Su Hongyan really thought it was her own nightmare just now to see that scene and hear those words!
This guy really... really has the same temper as Li Yaoluo!

Li Yaoluo's confession last time was also denied afterwards. The speed of these two guys' turning around is really unmatched!
Su Hongyan felt that after staying with these two people for a long time, she had to train her mental quality to be unmatched by anyone else!
Su Hongyan breathed a sigh of relief, thinking, that's okay, this will make getting along a little easier, otherwise she really doesn't know how to deal with it.

She didn't notice that the moment she heard her relax, a trace of loneliness flashed in Jun Bu's eyes.

Don't you know that in Su Hongyan's heart, she doesn't have the feeling of a man and a woman, because if she really treats herself as a man and a man, at the moment when she returns to friendship after confessing her love, she will feel lonely from her heart, not from her heart. Breathe out a relaxed breath.

Put aside the love between children for the time being, because there are more important things waiting for him to do, his uncle is still in the hands of ghosts, he must rescue the uncle, and maintain the Gentleman Hall!
"I have a solution! Really, why didn't I think of it just now!" Jun Bubu suddenly exclaimed, turned and turned back to the woods!

"What's the matter?" Su Hongyan was puzzled, so she could only follow behind Jun Bubu.

Seeing that you kept breaking off the branches, many thin branches were grasped together, and felt that it was enough, so he explained with satisfaction: "The thin branches are easier to burn, and these branches are enough for us to fly to the opposite mountain peak."

"Oh! You're going to use these branches—hey! Why didn't you think of that just now! I'm so stupid! No, no, you're stupid, too!" Su Hongyan couldn't laugh or cry now!
What I cried was why I was so sloppy and stupid, I didn't even think of such a simple method!The laugh is that they finally managed to break through the Gu formation they had ambushed and reached the opposite mountain peak!

"I've been tossing around for a long time, and I'm busy with shopping! Fortunately, it's not too late to realize it now." You can't see him shaking his head again and again, dumbfounded.

To be on the safe side, Su Hongyan decided that it would be safer to hold a handful of long twigs in her hand, so she quickly picked out a handful of slender twigs like you didn't see.

After getting ready, he took a look at Nangongru who was tied to the tree trunk, and knew that she was useless now, but he also knew that she could not be released now, otherwise she would cause trouble for himself, so he had to tie her like this for the time being .

"Go!" Su Hongyan greeted Jun Bubu.

The two jumped up and flew towards the opposite mountain with burning torches.Sure enough, when flying halfway, he heard the sound of "嗞嗞" and asked about the smell of burning Gu worms.

Breaking through the Gu formation easily, and coming to Zhengyangzi, don't you see that he was untying the cane tied to Zhengyangzi's body, and heard Zhengyangzi say in his ear: "Son, don't save me, a gentleman in the future You are in charge of the hall, remember to Everbright Gentleman Hall. After you ascend, hand it over to Buxie."

Didn't you hear that the uncle was explaining the funeral, and said anxiously: "Uncle, what are you talking about! The disciples of Junzitang are waiting for you to go back, you can't give up at this time, we will definitely rescue you back!"

"It's useless. I was poisoned by them. If I don't take the antidote every day, I will be eaten away by the Gu insects and die soon. If you still recognize me as the uncle, give me a good time, don't let them control Me! If they find you, it will be too late!" Zhengyangzi said firmly.

However, as soon as the words fell, it was already too late, the Valley Master Zhong of the Valley of Five Poisons rushed over with his disciples himself!
Didn't you see the cliff behind you, then looked at the opposite mountain, whispered to Su Hongyan: "It seems that Murong Fei and the others haven't come back yet, let's go back to the opposite mountain first, rescue the uncle, and then make plans .”

Su Hongyan nodded, and said softly, "Hurry up, I'll cover you!"

"Together..."

Didn't you see that before you finished speaking, Su Hongyan interrupted: "Stop talking nonsense! Master Chen is important!"

"Thank you, Hongyan!" Jun Bujian expressed his sincere gratitude, then jumped up with Zhengyangzi, and flew to the opposite mountain peak.

But here, Su Hongyan was completely caught in the formation of the Valley of Five Poisons.

(End of this chapter)