My wife was reborn before me

Chapter 315 First Love
When she first moved into Aunt Qiong's apartment, one room was ready to be used as a baby room for Yang Yang and Xu Yan.

Although I haven't bought a crib and baby products yet, it's okay to simply tidy up and make Xiao Qiao anxious.

Luo Nan and Qiao Kangyong brought their children to the capital without any preparations. Xu Yan had already brought back some baby supplies.

The rest is waiting for Yang Yang to comfort Hao Zhule at night, and buy the crib back along the way.

"I said little Qiaojiao, didn't you change the diapers before you came here? You can't hold back when you see Aunt Miao." Xu Yan laughed at this little guy who hasn't grown teeth yet. Zhule used to be a virtue.

"Yanyan, have you brought the child's toiletries, why don't you give the child a bath."

"Here, I was just about to ask if you would like to help." Xu Yan took a wet wipe to help Xiao Qiao Jiao finish wiping her butt, just thinking about it.

Little Qiaojiao was indeed making a fuss, and she was a little worried about getting water all over her body when she bathed him alone.

When she was giving Xiao Yu a bath before, she was very obedient, and she was a little worried that she would hurt the child if she couldn't handle it.

It would be much better with Miaoshui by my side.

……

ten minutes later.

There was a small bathtub in the middle of the bathroom, and Xu Yan and Miaoshui moved a small stool to sit beside them, and each of them bathed Xiao Qiaojiao with one hand and one foot.

With Miaoshui here, Xiao Qiaojiao's eyes rolled around, but before she wanted to move her hands and feet, she would sneak a look at her, and found that Miaoshui's eyes were not good, so she could only paw in the warm water quietly.

Xu Yan is glad that Miaoshui came in time, which can be regarded as doing her a big favor.

After looking at Miaoshui's university, she still has a tall and straight figure, which is a bit more feminine than in high school, and she also has some thoughts.

Who will belong to her in the future?

Speaking from the bottom of my heart, abandoning the idea of ​​being jealous of her husband, purely from a woman's point of view, Zhu Le is indeed not suitable for her.

To put it seriously, he is not worthy now.

Judging from the documents that Miaoshui brought back today, no matter where she is in the future, she will be a career-oriented strong woman.

Now Zhu Le, to be honest, except for Li Yaoyao's incident, she has improved a bit, and her mental state is basically the same as when she was in high school.

"Okay, it's almost done... Yanyan, why are you looking at me?"

"Miaoshui, you don't seem to have said what kind of boys you like."

Xu Yan wiped Xiao Qiao Jiao's water stains with her hands, but her eyes kept staring at the girl beside her, with sincere curiosity in her eyes.

Even Miaoshui's eyes, which had always been cold, were a little unnatural, dodging intentionally or unintentionally.

At this moment, little Qiaojiao felt that this woman seemed less scary, and his curiosity was aroused, and his little hand, which was only a few months old, grabbed Miaoshui's little finger.

The little guy who has not felt the troubles of the world has pure and bright eyes.

Looking into his eyes, Miaoshui's heart that is confused about the future and unable to let go of self-esteem seems to have received some indescribable comfort.

"I don't know that kind of boy would be my favorite...but you, a brat, are definitely useless." Miaoshui ignored the caught little finger, and used the other hand to grab a towel to dry Xiao Qiaojiao Drops of water on the body.

The rising water vapor blurred the mirror not far away, and Miaoshui's main zygomatic muscles had pulled up the corners of her mouth unconsciously, and behind the gaze focused on Xiao Qiaojiao, it seemed to be hiding something.

Talking about Xiao Qiaojiao, might it allude to Zhu Le's childishness?

Xu Yan didn't know if her understanding was correct, if it was correct, it meant that Miaoshui still couldn't let go of Zhu Le.

The solution to the problem may become clear.

"Miaoshui, you can actually..."

"Xu Yan, your first love is Yang Yang, right?"

Xu Yan hugged Xiao Qiaojiao to her lap, changed his clothes, and wanted to enlighten Miaoshui casually, but was interrupted by her words, and she was at a loss for words for a while.

Is Yang Yang her first love?

If you count childhood ignorance, of course it is.

But if you don't count the time when you were a child, plus the time when you were confused...

"How should I put it... If you want to count the time, it's naturally that guy, but if you want to talk to him consciously." Xu Yan hugged Xiao Qiaojiao and left the bathroom, stroking his junior with her hands, recalling those dusty things in her eyes past.

After being with Yang Yang, he never asked Xu Yan these things, and she didn't want to recall them either.

In the relationship between men and women, only girls have a lot of entanglements and longings, while a lot of boys like to take things for granted.

Eat a meal, give a gift once, confess once, do a small favor, and you will think that you can almost establish a relationship.

Only after being rejected, they will understand that it is not so simple to be liked by girls.

Because she was afraid of hurting others, she didn't know how to refuse in the past, so she was misunderstood by others, but the injured person became her.

"So what if we have a conscious relationship?" Miaoshui felt unbelievable. The two of them were almost turning into two wicks twisted together in an oil lamp, and there was another story behind it.

"Don't tell anyone other than Yang Yang what I said later." In order to help Miaoshui, Xu Yan didn't care too much, she put Xiao Qiaojiao on the side of the sofa, and put the spoon in front of him in a daze. Leave him alone.

In order to make the story more reasonable, Xu Yan put the events of her previous life in the junior high school.

"You also know that my junior high school was in the village, and the control was not so strict. It was popular for a while..."

Miaoshui just wanted to use the story of Xu Yan and Yang Yang to compare her state of mind when she was confessed by Zhu Le's first text message. She didn't expect to dig such a big melon.

If after seeing the light, it would destroy the relationship between Yang Yang and Xu Yan, and she would have committed a serious crime.

"Wait a minute, you said you can't talk about it except Yang Yang, you mean you can tell Yang Yang? Are you sure?"

"Yang Yang knows it and believes me, but other people who don't know the situation may not be sure. Groundless speculation is the most terrifying, and people's words are terrifying."

"Okay, then you go on, I'll listen."

Xu Yan answered seriously and confidently, Miaoshui felt a little uneasy, but continued to listen.

……

After half an hour.

On the sofa in the living room, little Qiao Jiao fell asleep lying on Xu Yan's lap, with the bowls and spoons that had been eaten but not cleared away beside her.

Xu Yan felt that she had said all she had to say, and picked him up with the clothes Yang Yang left on the sofa, wanting Miaoshui to think for herself and settle the child down first.

Before she could enter the bedroom, Miaoshui stopped her.

"Yanyan, what you said always feels wrong...but I can't put it into words..."

"Eh... what's wrong? It's been too long, did something go wrong?" Xu Yan didn't dare to look back at Miaoshui, she was too guilty.

Forcibly describing the experience of high school and college as junior high school, there must be some differences from the normal situation, but she really tried her best to make it more reasonable.

Miaoshui has never been in a relationship, maybe she can be fooled, but she can't say frankly that she was born again?

In the past relationship, Xu Yan also felt that she was very conservative in getting along with others, and there should be no flaws in changing the time to junior high school.

It's just a guilty conscience, obviously she is enlightening others.

"Even junior high school is too conservative, no kissing, no holding hands, just going out for normal shopping and eating?"

"These are not important. Communication is not the process of cultivating feelings. Feelings are the most important thing."

Even though she was already a housewife with children, Xu Yan was still a little bit aggrieved by Miaoshui.

After hearing Xu Yan's words, Miaoshui didn't feel that he had figured out anything, but felt that he was out of breath.

"Yanyan, I used to feel that you were the most mature person among us. How could you make such a mistake? What kind of love is that?

"No, how could it be a child's play house." Xu Yan felt distressed, and Miaoshui would not think so if she had to focus on high school and college.

"It's just that it's been a long time, so I can't remember exactly, so I just gave a general idea."

Xu Yan's expression was placed in Miaoshui's eyes, causing a sense of irritability in her heart, and her eyes flickered.

"Can't remember?"

"Yes, that's right."

"When was the first time you held hands with the opposite sex, and with whom?"

"That... junior high school New Year's Day show? It seems to be a show, and who doesn't remember."

"..."

"When was the first time you kissed someone of the opposite sex?"

"About... when I was one year old? And Yang Yang, my mother told me this, there should be nothing wrong"

"When was the first time you shared a bed with someone of the opposite sex?"

"It's hard to say. If it's just a few months old, it's better to be with Yang Yang, but I don't remember anything about that time."

As soon as Miao Shui became serious, the initiative to speak was completely out of Xu Yan's place.

After a few words, she realized that she was the one who enlightened Miaoshui, and quickly changed the topic.

"Miaoshui, wait a minute, we're not talking about conscious love, those childhood firsts don't count."

"Really? In addition to holding hands, Yanyan has done a few things with other boys in her previous 'conscious' love."

After talking at night, Miaoshui had already seen through Xu Yan, and once again choked Xu Yan's mouth with one sentence.

Even if Xu Yan wants to refute, her love rhythm is relatively slow, and these things were originally planned to be done later, but when she thinks that Miaoshui will refute with "if you haven't done it, you haven't done it", she doesn't make any more noise.

"Forget it, Yanyan, you have been eaten to death by Yang Yang in this life, it's getting late, I'll go back first." Patting Xu Yan on the shoulder, she opened the door and left after speaking.

Miaoshui wanted to complain to those victims of Xu Yan's emotional journey, but thought that those boys were not without problems, so she didn't say it.

On the way back, seeing the night sky outside the apartment, Miaoshui stopped slowly, letting the moonlight fall on her eyebrows.

If the road of love is destined to be tortuous, then when will her tortuous road come to an end.

Or, she stepped on the wrong path from the beginning, just like Xu Yan before?
(End of this chapter)