The quilt routine of the almighty queen

Chapter 100 Don't Want To Be That Person
Shi Yuxuan lowered her head again, and said guiltily: "If it wasn't for me that day, you wouldn't have clashed with Chai Shilei. This incident was originally caused by me. Even if they want to scold me, they should scold me instead of letting you replace me be blamed by them."

Xiao Ziyun's expression remained unchanged: "Aren't you worried about losing your role because of this and being hidden by the company? I was hidden by the company for three full years before this. Do you want to follow my old path?"

"This character was originally picked up. If it is lost, it can be regarded as returning it to the original owner. It is fate, and there is nothing to complain about. As for Xuezang, I would not have escaped this road without you, Sister Xiao, and I can't escape now." It’s just going back to that time.”

Shi Yuxuan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief when she said this, as if the boulder that had been pressing on her heart for a long time was finally let go.

"I'm an adult, and I can tell what happened that day is right and wrong. Knowing that you were implicated by me, knowing that the woman was lying, and I was the person involved and the insider, but because I was afraid of being blamed, If you are slandered, you choose to remain silent, I can't do that."

Xiao Ziyun was silent for a long time, and said in a hoarse voice: "It doesn't take a few months for a person like you to be in this circle and be eaten alive."

Shi Yuxuan smiled wryly: "Yeah, maybe I really don't fit in this circle. But I know that since a person is a human being, he must be worthy of his own conscience, otherwise, even I can't face up to myself."

When she posted the clarification post yesterday, it was not so much impulsiveness as it was her last resistance to her current situation.

She obeyed her heart and did what she wanted to do, but the results she got were not satisfactory.

The manager completely annoyed her because of this, and promised to make her regret it.

One can imagine the unfair treatment she may encounter in the future.

Not only that, what she did yesterday, in the eyes of the other actors in the crew, was actually a flattering villain trying to please the superior.

The few actors who greeted her with smiles at first, met her today with all kinds of yin and yang with a nose that is not a nose, and eyes that are not eyes, and their words are sarcasm.

Even after seeing that her manager didn't come with her, they teamed up and occupied several makeup artists in the room, and drove her out of a female lead who played a lot of roles.

Shi Yuxuan was really angry when she was kicked out, but she calmed down now, but she just thought it was funny.

In the final analysis, the reason why they kept silent in yesterday's situation was nothing more than worrying that they were on the wrong team, and instead of gaining popularity, they would cause a commotion.

Now, the matter has been settled, and I regret that I was timid at the time, did not stand in line, and missed such a good opportunity to hug my thigh.

No courage, no responsibility, but want benefits.

Seeing the benefits being obtained by others, I was not happy, so I started to make trouble for the person who might have benefited.

He even deceived himself and put on a tall hat of a righteous man to hide his jealous and distorted heart.

It would be fine if there was only one person who had such an idea, but the frightening thing is that there are still many people who have such an idea.

Surrounded by such a group of people, Shi Yuxuan suddenly panicked, fearing that she would become one of them one day.

Like a mouse hiding in a dark corner, yearning for the light, but gradually being swallowed up by various negative emotions, he became the kind of person he hated the most.

　Good night everyone~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)