Wife Kim An

Chapter 157

"Zhengjun, you're back..." Dong'er cried out, and rushed towards Shen Junyi, tugging at his clothes and said, "Dong'er is worried about you to death, afraid that something will happen to you and the Patriarch."

Seeing that Shen Junyi's face was a little gloomy, Song Xiao quickly pulled Dong'er away and explained: "Dong'er, Mr. Shen is no longer my rightful husband, and can no longer be called Zhengjun." Now it's not appropriate to call Junyi anymore, A man's name can only be called by close people.After being beaten back to his original form, he could only call Mr. Shen, and Song Xiao felt quite depressed.

As soon as Song Xiao finished speaking, Shen Junyi's face became even more gloomy. He bit his lip, chewing on her words resentfully.

Mr. Shen...

Not a real husband...

Isn't she drawing a line with him in public!

Shen Junyi didn't know why hearing these words was so harsh, it was clearly the end of his own making, but his heart was stabbing.

"How could it be..." Dong'er murmured in a low voice, with tears in her eyes, "Patriarch, can I continue to follow you, Young Master?"

"Okay, you still serve him, now clean up Lan Yuan."

After Song Xiao finished giving instructions, he said cautiously to Shen Junyi, "Mr. Shen, recently you will live in Lan Yuan temporarily, which is the courtyard you used to live in."

Since they divorced, the two of them lived in the same room again, which would be very bad for Shen Junyi's reputation.In fact, Song Xiaocai didn't care about his reputation, after all Shen Junyi would be hers sooner or later, she made this decision just to give him a quiet place to rest.Because the Song family has a lot of miscellaneous things recently, and the store is about to reopen, she may not go to bed very late, and may even talk to the shopkeeper about some things at night.Shen Junyi had just recovered from a serious illness and needed rest.And Lanyuan is quiet, and it is also the place where Shen Junyi once lived, so he probably won't feel uncomfortable.

There was another meaning in her heart, the two of them had nothing to do with each other now, she had to tie him by her side to prevent him from running away with others, so she asked Dong'er to clean up Lanyuan before asking Shen Junyi for advice... …

However, Song Xiao's considerate thought had another meaning in the other party's ears.That is, Song Xiao not only draws a clear line with him now, but also doesn't even want to live in the same room with him, and doesn't want to see him again.

Shen Junyi bit his lip, sulked, and left with a flick of his sleeve.Song Xiao was left in a daze.

But Song Xiao didn't catch up, because she still has more things to do now.

Shen Junyi lay on the bed blankly, the cold bed made him feel very uncomfortable, obviously he had slept on this bed for two years...

He stared blankly out of the window until the next morning, but there was still no figure he expected to come.

Shen Junyi must have stayed up all night worrying, and Song Xiao was so busy there that he stayed up all night.She sighed to herself, only when she took over by herself did she realize how well Shen Junyi had managed the house.But I was in a hurry all night.I want to find him, but I don't want to disturb his rest.He must have been exhausted lately.

While doing things, Song Xiao wondered if Shen Junyi had already fallen asleep... Well, I really want to hug him to sleep... It's warm, nestled in his arms.

After a night of insomnia, Shen Junyi had heavy dark circles under his eyes, and he looked rather haggard.

Looking at his dark yellow face in the mirror, Shen Junyi thought of Su Ye's beautiful and monstrous face, and his heart was bubbling with jealousy.

"Homeowner."

Shen Junyi's eyelids twitched, and he quickly took out powder and smeared it on his face to cover up his dark yellow complexion, and then picked out a white dress, because Song Xiao once praised him as the most beautiful in white clothes.

Then, he walked out the door and looked at Song Xiao eagerly, thinking that Song Xiao would say something to him, but she smiled and passed him by, saying only: "Good morning."

It's no longer good morning, Junyi.

But good morning.

He muffled, "Where did you go so early?"

"Go to the palace to treat the old lady, and accompany Susu by the way." Song Xiao turned back and gave a smile, "Should be back soon."

However, Shen Junyi waited until night.

"You, have you eaten yet..." Shen Junyi asked anxiously when his eyes lit up when Song Xiao came back.

"Well, I ate it in the palace." Song Xiao licked his lips contentedly and said, "The food in the palace is really delicious, no wonder Su Ye, a foodie, will stay here."

Not a single word is far from Su Ye.Shen Junyi darkened his expression, and said with a stiff smile, "Mmm."

"My lord, do you want to reheat those dishes?" Now hearing Dong'er call him a lord is very harsh.

Shen Junyi glanced at the dishes he had carefully prepared for Song Xiao, and said lightly, "Let's pour it."

Shen Junyi suddenly remembered a sentence Su Ye once said: "To grasp a person firmly, one must first grasp a person's stomach."

Then he thought, I'm afraid Su Ye has always been the first to reach this point.

Su Ye was good at everything, and Shen Junyi found that he couldn't compare to others in anything.

Shen Junyi carefully decorated himself every day, even changed a piece of clothes every day, and wandered around in front of Song Xiao every day, wanting her to notice him, but she turned a blind eye.She turned a blind eye to him, a living man!
Song Xiao looked very busy, but the most busy time was going to the palace every day.

Does the treatment require a morning plus an afternoon?

After hesitating again and again, Shen Junyi hesitated and asked Bai Zhi.

Bai Zhi glanced at him and said, "Just take a medicine and feel the pulse. How long do you think it will take?"

"Then...why did Song Xiao come back so late..." he asked anxiously.

"Accompanying Su Ye..." Bai Zhi lowered her voice, "These two have been getting tired of it lately. I heard that the Empress intends to betroth the Ninth Prince..."

Shen Junyi was startled, thinking of Song Xiao's late return in the past few days, his heart became more painful.

Finally one day, he ran up to Song Xiao uncontrollably and asked, "Song Xiao, do you hate me?"

hatred?
Song Xiao replied in a daze: "Of course I don't hate." How could she hate? It's too late for love!Hey, did Jun Yi misunderstand something?

Then you still... love me...

Shen Junyi found himself unable to utter these words, or he was just afraid of the answer.He thought with a wry smile, he is such a coward, he would rather pretend that he didn't know than be rejected by Song Xiao.He actually yearns for the days when Song Xiao doted on him.

Shen Junyi hesitated for a moment, and decided to attack from the side, and said: "Song Xiao, you have helped me a lot this time, you are my savior... I... I can... promise you... to repay you Kindness..." Even if the Ninth Prince marries in in the future, he can be a side husband.No, just stay by Song Xiao's side.

Unexpectedly, Song Xiao's face changed, and he suddenly said angrily: "I don't want you to repay your favor! I'm not your benefactor."

Song Xiao realized that her voice was too loud, and under Shen Junyi's panicked expression, she smiled faintly: "Let's just let this matter go, don't mention it..."

What she wants is not repayment, but the willingness of the other party.But the other party just doesn't seem to be enlightened, it used to be, and it is even more so now.Now, just a mere repayment of kindness can make him dedicate his body, so what if the person who helped him was someone else?Would he say the same thing?Hadn't his feelings for her been deep all along?
Thinking of this, Song Xiao's face instantly sank, and she said lightly, "I'm going to the palace."

Song Xiao was sullen in her heart, when did this damned Shen Muzhu understand her heart!
She went to the palace again.

Shen Junyi's face became depressed, and he walked aimlessly on the street.Then, I came to a teahouse to sit down and ordered a pot of wine.

"My lord, seeing that you look tired, I'm afraid you are sick."

An old man stroked his beard and sat beside Shen Junyi, looked at his face and said: "You have a heart disease, I'm afraid it's because of lovesickness. Could you tell me about it?"

I don't know if there is someone to confide in, but after Shen Junyi drank two glasses of wine, the chatterbox suddenly opened up.

"Now she doesn't hate me, doesn't blame me for my betrayal, and doesn't take the initiative to talk to me. She just smiles lightly at me, polite and distant. I don't seem to have left any trace in her heart..."

"I would rather she hate me and vent her dissatisfaction towards me. If she wants to beat me or scold me, I won't fight back. I just don't want her to ignore me..."

"You like her..."

"I don't know... how to call it 'like'. Before, I was with her, I always felt so happy... When she hugged me, I would smile from the bottom of my heart. When she kissed me, my heart Plopping. Sometimes obviously suppressing my feelings, but I still can't help but want to care about her and can't let her go... This... Is this what I like?" Shen Junyi was drunk, his eyes were dimly lit question mark.

The old man muttered: "Isn't this liking?"

"Then, I think, I like Song Xiao... I like it in a suppressed and humble way, pretending not to care, pretending to ignore, but in fact, I like it... No, I love it very much, I love it very much... But, I I have lost the qualification to love her... She and I are already strangers... There will be many, many people around her, but... I will no longer be there. I can no longer take my status as a husband as I used to Standing by her side, holding her hand as a matter of course, kissing her and protecting her as a matter of course. Now, everything is different..."

"It was my own hands that destroyed my happiness...the only happiness..."

"Her current status is just my benefactor, that's all..."

Saying this, Shen Junyi felt a strong sadness in his heart, and his heartache was so painful that he could hardly breathe.In so many years, this was the second time he felt so depressed and wanted to cry. The first time was when he heard the news of his relative's death, and this time he pushed away his own happiness with his own hands.

He lifted the wine on the table and poured it into his mouth frantically, the wine flowed down his neck, soaking his clothes.

Shen Junyi lowered his head, his black hair dangling, he casually threw the wine jug he had finished drinking on the ground, and shouted drunkenly: "One more jug..."

He wants to get drunk, wants to get drunk, so that he can forget everything, sadness and pain, so he can also forget Song Xiao...

"Since you like her, why don't you go for it?"

"Why don't you just tell her that you like her? If you don't make a move, there will be other men around her, and you will have no chance..."

"Then what should I do..." Shen Junyi raised his drunken eyes and asked dimly.

"You have been married for a year, but you don't have physical contact, so why don't you take the initiative? Maybe she thinks you don't want to?"

"I..." Although his face was smudged with alcohol, under the inducement of the other party's words, Shen Junyi's face burned up, and he blushed and stammered, "Master, take the initiative?!"

"Yes, take the initiative." The other party continued to induce.

"Then what should I do..." Shen Junyi asked shyly, his eyes wandering and he didn't dare to look at the other party.

"Well... why don't you just wait on the bed after taking a bath." Seeing that Shen Junyi's face was blushing and he didn't speak, the other party smiled lightly, "Why, don't you dare?"

Yes, he really didn't dare to...

"But if you don't do it, maybe, there is really no chance... What if she really marries the prince?" the other party said lightly.

Shen Junyi quietly looked at the hip flask that Xiao Er brought up, the light and shadow in his dark eyes were changing, he picked up the hip flask, stood up staggeringly, and walked towards the outside of the shop precariously.He was drinking while walking, swaying, drunk, and confused.He is making a determination, and instilling a kind of strength in himself through constant drinking, a kind of courageous strength.

It seems that by being drunk, he has nothing to fear...

In the wine shop, the old man who just had a conversation with Shen Junyi slowly took off his disguise mask, it was Bai Zhi's secretly happy face.

Of course, Bai Zhi would not be so boring as to encourage Shen Junyi to do this, everything depends on someone's careful planning.

Su Ye, who was far away in the palace, suddenly sneezed, and Song Xiao asked with concern from the side: "Susu, what's wrong? But the illness is still not cured?"

"No." He grinned, "Xiaoxiao, you should go home early today, you don't have to accompany me."

"Really all right?" Song Xiao asked suspiciously.

"Really..." Su Ye urged, "Okay, long-winded, let's go!"

Just like that, Song Xiao was kicked out of the palace, and he drove towards the Song Mansion in a carriage wondering.

A few days ago, Su Ye was very clingy, insisting that she stay with her until the evening, and tossing her in various ways, which made her half dead tired when she got home, and she didn't even have the energy to say a word to Jun Yi.Why did she suddenly let her go back so early...

Could it be that he suddenly felt that it was wrong to torment her, so he became kind?
Song Xiao went back to the mansion, went to look for Shen Junyi to change clothes.It has been more than ten days now, it must be enough time for Shen Junyi to be quiet.

She had a crooked idea in her heart, and there was a happy smile on the corner of her mouth when she pushed the door open.But when he raised his head, his whole face twitched.

"Jun, Junyi!" After a daze, he blurted out.

Shen Junyi just took a bath, standing barefoot, with long hair loose, and water droplets hanging from the ink-colored hair, dripping slowly on the ground.He was wearing a white soft satin pajamas, because the clothes were soaked, his smooth skin was looming, the spring was sultry and delicious, and under the transparent clothes, there were two red spots on his chest Song Xiao could see it clearly in her eyes, which almost caused her nose to bleed, and she quickly lowered her head.

Shen Junyi thought that Song Xiao would come back very late, so he waited for her to take a bath, and lay on the bed waiting for her, but she suddenly pushed the door out, and he became cramped for a moment, put a piece of clothing on his body in a panic, and raised his head with a flushed face Looking at him, she saw that she lowered her head and didn't even look at her.

"Sorry, I, I went to the wrong room!"

No, no, no, no, the beauty is out of the bath, and I forcefully barge in, I will definitely be regarded as a peep!

Song Xiao closed her eyes, turned around in a panic, and walked out impatiently.

"Wait, don't go..." Shen Junyi stopped her, bit his lips, and said, "You did not go to the wrong room, I am waiting for you here."

"Let's talk about it tomorrow." Song Xiao didn't dare to turn her head, she was afraid that she would turn into a big bad wolf and pounce on her.

"Not tomorrow, but today." Shen Junyi retorted, looking straight at him with sparks in his eyes.

Uh... You are disheveled now, it's inconvenient...

"Mr. Shen..." Before she could speak, her lips were blocked, and she wrapped her arms around her waist, and the familiar and warm fragrance filled the tip of her nose.Her eyes met Shen Junyi's black pupils directly, watching the light and shadow changes in his eyes seemed to contain infinite emotions and sparks.

"You..." Shen Junyi took a step back, and Song Xiao caressed his lips blankly, with a faint smell of alcohol remaining in his lips and teeth.

Shen Junyi was drinking, he was drunk...

"Xiaoxiao..."

Song Xiao was in a daze, and saw Shen Junyi calling his name softly, while slowly unbuttoning his clothes, and the clothes slipped off slowly, Song Xiao felt that he was going crazy.

Stepping forward, he quickly pulled up the clothes that were about to come off to his waist.

She said earnestly: "Jun Yi, you are drunk...you should go to sleep now..."

At the end, she added: "Sleeping with clothes on..." She was very worried, what if someone else came to pick grass!
However, Song Xiao's hand was held and placed on a warm skin, Shen Junyi's chest.

"Hold me..." Just now, Shen Junyi drank two more jugs of wine to strengthen his courage.

ah? !Song Xiao was dumbfounded!
Oh my god, Shen Junyi's drunkenness is so terrifying, no wonder he didn't want to drink more before!
Song Xiao quickly pushed him away, she didn't want Shen Junyi to be so angry that he wanted to kill him after he woke up...and taking advantage of others' danger is not a gentleman.

"Xiaoxiao, won't you hug me..." Seeing that Song Xiao was about to leave and the lights were dim, Shen Junyi vaguely stretched out his hand to grab Song Xiao, an inexplicable panic suddenly arose in his heart, if Song Xiao really left Is it true that you are gone forever?Are you really going to marry the Ninth Prince?

Shen Junyi bit his lip, feeling very sad.He is like this, why she doesn't even want to look at him, is it true that he has no charm at all?
His heart ached so badly, his eyes were filled with tears, his fingers tremblingly grabbed the corner of Song Xiao's clothes, his clothes were all faded, and he begged for Song Xiao to hug him.

"Xiaoxiao, hug me, please hug me." He was very afraid, afraid that Song Xiao would really forget him after marrying someone else, afraid that Song Xiao would ignore him, and he would really leave her.He wanted to be her man, so she would have no reason to abandon him.

For the first time, Shen Junyi, who had always been aloof, begged in a low voice.

Royal Palace.

"Your Highness, why did you let Miss Song go back so early today?"

The waiter serving the Ninth Prince rubbed Su Ye's shoulder and asked gossip.Because Song Xiao and Su Ye have been getting too close recently, people can't help but wonder whether the good news of the Ninth Prince is coming soon.

"Some people, happiness is clearly within reach, but they always make others sad, so I want to punish him with a small punishment..."

Su Ye suddenly said something, and the waiter was confused for a while.Seeing his slender fingers picking up a piece of pastry and eating it, he suddenly smiled strangely. The smile was obviously beautiful and dazzling, but he had goosebumps, and always felt a gust of wind blowing.

"Your Highness, you smile so treacherously..."

Su Ye turned his head and scolded: "Bah, Your Highness is as beautiful as a flower no matter how I smile!"

He then ordered: "Continue to help His Highness rub shoulders."

(End of this chapter)