marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 134: Absolutely Don't Allow Her to Enter
After a day of tossing around, Mo Wan's last hope was completely shattered. After dragging her tired body back home, Mo Wan couldn't help but took out her mobile phone and dialed the servant:
"Sister-in-law Li, don't talk, listen to me... don't let people know that you are calling me, okay?"

After dialing the phone, like a thief, Mo Wan thoughtfully made the entrustment first.

"it is good….."

After getting the answer, Mo Wan continued, with an excited and hurried voice:

"Sister-in-law Li, is the baby by your side? It's not convenient for me to go back now, but I really miss the baby... Baby, okay? Are you crying? Is he listening?"

"Well, the young master is by my side, don't worry, he is very good, and he is having a good time, but he didn't sleep for a long time after crying last night, and his voice is a bit hoarse, and the young master was so upset The fire...."

"Really? Please cook some pear soup for him to drink, and help me take good care of the child. I will try to solve it as soon as possible... Sister-in-law Li, sorry for the trouble, thank you... I really want to hear his voice, put the phone on Come to his mouth, let me listen, okay?"

Clutching the phone tightly and pricking up her ears, Mo Wan's heart was already wrenched to pieces, begging with words, but as long as she felt the slightest breath and sound of the child, she was excited but also extremely satisfied.

After a while, the voice of a child giggling and coquettishly came from the phone, and her throat felt sore. Holding the phone, Mo Wan cried out excitedly:

"Tianze...be good! It's Mommy, do you remember Mommy?"

The child laughed so happily, Mo Wan was happy but also inexplicably worried, suddenly afraid that the child would forget her, she stroked the phone and made a sound eagerly, wishing she could get into the phone all of a sudden.

Unexpectedly, as soon as her words fell, a child's wailing came from the other end of the phone. In an instant, she was as anxious as an ant on a hot pot, and turned around in circles:
"Baby, what's the matter?! Be good, be good...don't cry..."

"Miss, someone is here, I'm hanging up..."

The beeping sound of the phone hanging up came, and Mo Wan became more and more anxious: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law..."

Calling, Mo Wan also burst into sad tears: Why is the baby crying? !Is it uncomfortable?Still hear her voice and miss her?
Clutching the phone, Mo Wan was also crying, extremely sad.

But seeing the sky getting darker and holding the phone, no matter how anxious Mo Wan was, she didn't dare to dial the phone back, adjusted her mood, and went home.

***
On the other hand, I don’t know that Mo Wan talked with the child on the phone. This day started from stepping into the office. Throughout the morning, Yan Qingyu called the guard at least once an hour, asking if Mo Wan had come back, but the guard’s answer was always the same. :No!

A simple word, Yan Qingyu's face will turn cold once he hears it.In the afternoon, he didn't need to call anymore, but the phone he was staring at never lit up the desired number.

When he walked out of the company, Yan Qingyu was more depressed than ever. Suddenly, the whole sky seemed to turn gray.

Back home early, Yan Qingyu changed his clothes, picked up the child, and sent the servant out.

The baby will be one year old soon, and most of the time, Yiyi is playing by herself, she is really obedient and obedient.Holding the child, seeing the child’s little hands jubilantly grabbing on his clothes, shaking his fleshy body and lying on his shoulders, or looking around, or entertaining himself, from time to time he used his haute couture shirt When wiping his mouth, Yan Qingyu grinned uncomfortably.

This little ancestor is really a headache!
Seeing that the child had a small mouth, and his saliva was dripping happily on his clothes, he tilted his body to avoid the child's sticky face. Searching for tissue boxes.

I don't know if his actions accidentally amused the child. Suddenly, the baby danced excitedly, grinning, and pressed towards him more vigorously, mumbling something in his mouth:
"Well, yeah..."

Seeing the child's eyes narrowed into a line with joy, Yan Qingyu's cold face softened, and then he stretched out his hand awkwardly to block the child's small body:

"Okay...okay...be good, be good, that...don't move, don't move...daddy help you...wipe your mouth..."

After talking a lot awkwardly, his heart beat faster for no reason. Looking at the baby, Yan Qingyu blushed a little at a loss.He coughed lightly and looked away, then turned around and wanted to pull out a tissue on one side, but just as he withdrew his hand, before touching the tissue, suddenly a small cry accompanied by laughter resounded:

"Daddy... yeah..."

Instantly as if struck by lightning, Yan Qingyu raised his head abruptly, and didn't respond for a long time. At this moment, the baby waved his little hand like clapping, giggling and pecking at his face, one by one. , with saliva and a crisp smile.

His face was sticky for a while, and Yan Qingyu raised his hand to wipe it off. His mood was indescribably complicated. Looking at the baby in his arms who didn't know any worries, a strong belief suddenly arose in his heart: he must take good care of him and raise him up. Daddy, hold the best everything in the world in front of him, as long as he is always happy, he is willing to do whatever he wants!

Unconsciously reaching out to wipe away the saliva from the corner of the child's lips, Yan Qingyu leaned over and kissed the baby's forehead:

Is this what being a father feels like?

Thinking about it, the light in Yan Qingyu's eyes suddenly dimmed a bit.Why wasn't his father like this?Ever since he was a child, he has also longed for countless times that he would greet him at the gate of the school, but in his memory, only the housekeeper appeared. Mommy passed away, so he didn't care anymore. It seemed that he had appeared a few times, but He knew it wasn't for him.

Many people say that a wealthy family is like an imperial palace, and patriarchy is so strong, that's why so many women yearn for mothers to be more expensive than their sons, including his mother, who also said the same thing to him, she said, he is hers hope.

He didn't understand the meaning of this sentence before, but slowly, he understood.In her mother's eyes, as long as she has him, she will have more opportunities to meet her father.Unfortunately, the reality is not as she wished.Yan Sijing's favor is far better than him by a thousand times. I don't know if it's because rare things are more precious. In this family, she is more favored than Yan Xincheng, so she is also more arrogant. Perhaps, daughter, Born to be my father's love-man!

In his memory, his mother was a beautiful, gentle, soft-spoken woman who seldom lost her temper. Often times, no matter how wronged she was, she would even cry silently by herself. Tears, he doesn't understand why his father can be so cruel to such a woman who loves him?He couldn't forgive that a man who relied on her mother to grow his wings betrayed her in the end, and let her die with hatred.

Grandpa believes in Buddhism and believes in all causes and effects. He can sigh and forget the past, but he can't!Even if Mommy's death was not directly related to him, he would have to pay half of the responsibility.

He didn't understand, as a father, how could he be so biased?Just because he wasn't born to the woman he loves?That being the case, no matter what the reason was, he shouldn't have married his mommy, let alone let mommy give birth to him!
Holding his son tightly in his arms, Yan Qingyu buried his head in his little neck unconsciously.

He will not let women get pregnant casually, let alone let them give birth to his children casually, but as long as it is his child, he will cherish it like a treasure. From now on, no matter how busy or tired he is, he will personally pick him up and drop him off from school !
His eyes were lightly closed, rubbing against each other slightly, Yan Qingyu's father was full of love, and he couldn't help murmuring:

"Call once...Call again...."

As if feeling his love, the baby grinned happily, swayed and jumped again, babbling non-stop, but he never called the two words he wanted to hear.

Somewhat urgent and impatient, Yan Qingyu turned his baby's head slightly forcefully, stared at him earnestly for a moment, and said earnestly and kindly:
"Hey, call again, Daddy...call me Daddy..."

After waiting for a long time without any movement, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but feel a little discouraged. Just when he was about to give up, there was a slight knock on the door, accompanied by the children's joyful cheers:

"Yeah... Mommy, Mommy... Yay, Mommy..."

His heartbeat accelerated suddenly, Yan Qingyu turned around quickly, only to see a servant appearing at the door:
"Master, dinner is ready..."

A deep sense of loss welled up in his heart, Yan Qingyu suddenly felt like being teased, turned his head and looked at the baby in his arms, only to see him gnawing his fingers and playing silently with an innocent face and no worries, As if everything just now was just his hallucination, Yan Qingyu was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood, and then there was a dense pain in his heart.

This little baby, at a little bit, knows that he loves Mommy and helps Mommy punish him? !

Thinking of Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu's handsome face became stiff again for a moment.

"Master?"

The servant's voice sounded again, and Yan Qingyu suddenly came back to his senses: "Got it!"

After handing the child over to the nanny, Yan Qingyu changed his clothes again before jumping downstairs, but his steps were still heavy.Without her, this family was like a dark prison to him.

Is she really so cruel that she doesn't even care about her children?

He doesn't believe it!Never believe it!
If there is anyone in this world who he doesn't want to play tricks on, it must be her, but at this moment, he has no choice but to do so.Rather than losing forever, he would rather the two be entangled forever.

*****
Sometimes love is like an evenly matched rally. In the end, perhaps no one wins or loses, but during the journey, whoever can persist until the end, often, will become the temporary winner.

After several days in succession, Yan Qingyu and Mo Wan still had no contact at all. Suddenly, the two seemed to return to two parallel lines. When people from the Yan family asked, Yan Qingyu casually said, "We had a quarrel." ’ So I didn’t say a word. In the eyes of the family, some people are happy and some are sad.

However, as time progressed, everyone clearly felt that the atmosphere at home was not right. Although Mo Wan's luggage was not taken away, Yan Qingyu transferred the bodyguards of his private apartment to enter the door, and even issued an order in public:

Without his permission, anyone who dares to let Mo Wan in is against him!
***
I don't know why, Yan Xincheng was very worried about Mo Wan, but before he decided to express something, Yan's mother stopped him first, reminded him to pay attention to his identity, reminded him to think about Yinyin, and warned him more solemnly , for the good of each other, never intervene in anything between Yan Qingyu and Mo Wan.

Although Yan Xincheng was sad, he was really not unscrupulous, he hesitated, and never dared to act.After all, 'It's hard for an upright official to break up housework', even if he has a good relationship with Mo Wan and his status is somewhat awkward, Yinyin also doesn't express anything.Her husband likes other women. Logically speaking, she should hate Mo Wan very much, but she really doesn't. It's just that in her subconscious, she has more selfishness than others. I hope that Mo Wan and Yan Qingyu can achieve a positive result soon.

Even in this family, Yan's father is the head of the household, but he has never had the right to question Yan Qingyu's affairs, because the first sentence Yan Qingyu said to him was: You didn't care about me before, and you don't even have the right to do so in the future. qualifications!

Indeed, in the end, he wanted to control it, but he couldn't control it, and he couldn't control it anymore.Because Yan Qingyu seemed to be a different person overnight. He made a big move in the mall, and the speed of his pouting made him daunting. Many people whom he had been courting for many years but could not make friends with were inexplicably allowed to be at his disposal. At that moment, he All he knew was that his son's wings had hardened, and he suddenly had a deep realization that maybe he had hardened a long time ago, but it was hidden so well that no one ever noticed it, and he understood that he was definitely not Chi of things.

But Yan Qingyu did not disappoint him, it was just his aura, but he could only be proud in his heart.Because even in front of people, the face he can give him is limited, let alone a queen.

***
For several days in a row, because I could learn about the child's situation from the phone every day, and hearing the child's voice was little comfort, Mo Wan's life was much better than imagined.Even though she was looking at plums to quench her thirst, Mo Wan was still very satisfied and happy. She didn't know, let alone imagined, that Yan Qingyu's coldness and persistence had already completely angered Yan Qingyu, and even issued a banning order against her.

After leaving Yan Qingyu, Mo Wan was not as happy as she imagined. All of a sudden, she only felt that there was a saying that was true. Love is like a poppy. Once touched, it is difficult to quit, but it is painful. And happy.For a while, she was in pain when she had to withdraw from this relationship, but she was very unwilling to continue to compromise like this, but she still didn't have a solution for both, and even her options were so limited.

Some people have said that a girl is held in the hands of her parents and doted on like a princess, so that in the future, she will not have to humble herself in front of others and make compromises.Therefore, love can be humble, but it cannot lose itself.

This relationship, no doubt, made her very tangled.At this time, he was more like a lost lamb, unable to find his way at all, so he could only drag... day after day.

She didn't dare to contact there too frequently, and Mo Wan made a fixed call every day. In order to avoid being known by Yan Qingyu, she usually made a call around ten o'clock in the morning. I also type one in the afternoon. Sometimes, unfortunately, the baby falls asleep, and unconsciously, she will be sad all day.

***
This day, when she woke up early in the morning, Mo Wan's eyelids couldn't stop twitching.In addition, I tossed and turned for a long time last night without falling asleep, and there was always an ominous premonition in my heart, but I didn't know if something bad happened or was about to happen.

After washing up, Mo Wan sat by the dressing table and did what he did most often in the past few days - clutching his phone, staring in a daze.

After a long time, his neck was a little sore, and when he came back to his senses, Mo Wan stepped aside, took out the documents he had sent, and began to approve them.After she finished reviewing, signed the opinion, closed the folder, and looked up, only to find that it was already past ten o'clock. She took out her mobile phone, and Mo Wan immediately called the nanny:

"Sister Li, it's me, is the baby asleep?"

Hearing Mo Wan's voice, Aunt Li's heart couldn't help but 'thump'. She raised her eyes to look at the door, then sat down on the sofa inside with the child in her arms, and deliberately lowered her voice:
"Miss Fang's child is fine. I'll take care of you. Don't worry. She has a fever, cough, and may not be feeling well. She has been crying a lot these past few days, and it's very noisy. I was in a hurry yesterday, so I didn't have time to tell you. By the way, and something..."

Because of the agreement with Mo Wan, she deliberately won the time from [-]:[-] am to [-]:[-] am every day. Today, I wanted to tell her about Yan Qingyu's order, but Mrs. Li didn't finish her words. The child in the hospital suddenly coughed again. After a pause, Aunt Li quickly put down the phone, put the child on her lap and stood up, took a tissue to help her wipe it, got up and ran towards the water bottle in a few strides.

As soon as he heard that the child was sick and coughed again, his heart suddenly seemed to be grabbed by something, and Mo Wan stood up from the sofa nervously:

"Sister-in-law Li, what's wrong with the child? Has the fever subsided? Sister-in-law Li..."

Suddenly there was no sound on the other end of the phone, Mo Wan was so anxious that she almost cried, her mind was full of the child's face flushed and uncomfortable, when she got up, Mo Wan grabbed her purse, shouting, Packed up and can't wait to see the kids.

Quickly took back the water bottle, Mrs. Li had fed the child before picking up the phone again: "Miss?"

"Sister Li, how is the child? Is it serious? What's the matter?"

"Miss Fang, don't be anxious or nervous. It's just a slight fever. We have taken turns to wipe the child's body and feed him pear water. We will take his temperature every two hours and keep an eye on him. Can you Take medicine or not take medicine first. If it doesn’t improve, then consider sending him to the hospital and use medicine as an auxiliary treatment. Don’t worry! The baby is fine now. He cried a lot from yesterday afternoon to night. Today he just had a slight cough, and he is obviously better. A lot..."

"That's good, that's good... Mrs. Li, let me hear the child's voice..."

Heaving a sigh of relief, Mo Wan subconsciously loosened the bag in her hand again. After a while, there was a slightly heavy breathing sound and a rougher babbling sound from the other end of the phone. Listening to the sound, Mo Wan couldn't help crying Eyes full:
"Tianze...my child..."

"Cough cough..."

Suddenly, a violent cough sounded again, and Mo Wan's heart that had just been put in half was grabbed again:

"Baby, what's the matter with you? Mrs. Li, Mrs. Li..."

"Miss Fang, wait a moment..."

On the other end of the phone, without hesitation, Mrs. Li put down the phone again, picked up the water bottle, hugged the child and stood up, until the child's cough stopped, she picked up the phone again that had been yelling in worry, and hadn't Before she had time to speak, the phone was suddenly snatched away, she turned around, and suddenly met Yan Qingyu's face as cold as Yan Luo, Aunt Li was stunned in shock, motionless as if someone had stabbed her blood in an instant.

But at this moment, a woman's urgent call was clearly heard on the phone:

"Sister Li, are you still there? Why is there no sound? You talk, why is the child coughing so badly? What's the matter?"

Listening to the familiar voice, Yan Qingyu's face was extremely gloomy for a while, staring at the nanny who was holding the child in front of him, he waved his hand and pressed the hang up button.

No wonder she has been ignoring her for so many days. It turns out that she knows the child's situation very well, and she still talks on the phone every day!If it wasn't because he was worried about the child's condition, he ran back worryingly, and even invited a doctor by the way, he doesn't know how long he would be kept secret!It's really day and night defense, it's hard to guard against house thieves!He endured the pain on the front line, but he didn't expect his backyard to catch fire first!

Throwing down the phone, Yan Qingyu snatched the child from the nanny's arms. At this moment, the familiar ringtone of the phone rang again, and he frowned. He wanted to fire the nanny directly, but after thinking about it, Yan Qingyu changed his mind again. :
"Get out, the child doesn't need you to take care of her in the future! If you dare to answer her phone again and talk nonsense, just pack up and leave!"

"Thank you young master, I will... never dare again!" Trembling with fright, it took a long time for the nanny to recover.

"Not going out yet?!"

Opening his mouth, Yan Qingyu's urging voice was obviously impatient.Holding the child, the anger in my heart is still rising!Damn it, there are always so many meddlesome people who will make trouble for him if they have nothing to do!It's not that she's being blind, he and Mo Wan will definitely not be in a stalemate for so long!
"Yes! Thank you, young master!"

Picking up the phone, the servant did not dare to press the answer button again, drooping his head, and hurriedly backed out.

On the other end of the phone, before there was a response, there was a beeping sound of the phone being hung up, and a bad premonition arose in his heart. Mo Wan suddenly seemed like a kite with a broken string, and he was at a loss.

What the hell happened?Why did you hang up her phone all of a sudden?Is it because something happened to the baby that made her too busy to take care of it?inconvenient?Or was it discovered?No, no, it's not yet eleven o'clock, at this time, he won't be going home!Besides, few people stayed in the baby's room for too long, even if they were caught by chance, no one would go to sue Yan Qingyu for so many things!After all, his icy face is always so cold most of the time that people should stay away from it!

Thinking, unbelieving, stayed for a while, and Mo Wan called a few more times.

After finally calling N times but still not getting any response, she began to feel uneasy and couldn't sit still. All kinds of possible conjectures flew through her mind, coupled with worry, she became in a trance.

Could it be... really so unlucky to be caught by Yan Qingyu?If that's the case, wouldn't Mrs. Li...

The more I thought about it, the more flustered I became. I couldn't wait any longer. I was exhausted and worried, so I packed up my things, Mo Wan changed her clothes, and hurried out the door.

***
When he arrived at the gate of Yan's mansion, Mo Wan kept ringing the bell of the side door, but no one came to open the door.

Patting on the iron gate impatiently, Mo Wan kept yelling: "Open the door! Brother Zhang... I am Mo Wan, you let me in, you let me in, I have no malicious intentions, I just want to see the child... "

Talking to herself, Mo Wan couldn't help but burst into tears.

And as soon as she appeared at the door, Yan Qingyu in the room immediately got the notification, his heart was pounding uncontrollably, Yan Qingyu's hands holding the child trembled slightly with excitement, and he didn't speak for a long time. Heiyou's eyes didn't know what he was thinking, and after a while, he murmured:
"Go and call Mrs. Li, you can go down now!"

After a while, Mrs. Li, who had just calmed down a little, ran back to the door tremblingly: "Eldest...Eldest Young Master?!"

"She's at the door, don't you guys know each other very well? You go... Drive her away! Tell her that I won't let her in, and I won't let her see the child, and let her die! Remember?"

After pondering for a while, Yan Qingyu said coldly and decisively, but his handsome and lifeless face remained expressionless.

"Eh?! Yes! Yes! ... I remember!"

Eyes full of astonishment, Mrs. Li couldn't help being taken aback by his cold words.After all, treating a woman or a mother of a child like this is not ordinary cruelty in her opinion.

"Well... let's go!"

Withdrawing his eyes, Yan Qingyu turned his deep eyes back to his precious son in his arms, and the corners of his thin and cold lips were a little stiff.

Turning around, Mrs. Li backed out as quickly as if she was fleeing. After the rustling sound, there was a slight sound of closing the door, and she nodded slightly. Yan Qingyu's lips gently touched the child's forehead. She lifted her foot, and the tall and lonely figure moved aside. The floor-to-ceiling windows went.

***
At the door, Mo Wan slapped the iron door, her hands hurt from knocking, and her voice became a little hoarse, but from the beginning to the end, no one came out. She took out her mobile phone, and Mo Wan just searched for a working phone number. eyes, but saw Mrs. Li coming in a hurry, waving, Mo Wan pressed the hang up button again:
"Sister-in-law Li, sister-in-law Li, quickly open the door for me, let me in, let me see the child..."

Going forward, looking at Mo Wan, who had red eyes and obvious tears on his face, he stretched out his hand through the iron gate. Aunt Li patted her encouragingly. As a mother, she could understand her feelings, but She also has a family to support, and she can't go against her master's wishes:
"Miss Fang, don't be like this! The child is fine and hasn't been crying anymore...Miss Fang, the young master is back..."

Unable to bear to tell her directly, she sighed softly, and Mrs. Li reminded her politely, hoping she would understand and retreat.

"What? Qing..."

Like a bucket of cold water being poured on his head, Mo Wan suddenly understood everything. Sure enough, the worst thing happened.A daze, looking at the servant with a bitter face, a trace of guilt can't help but rush to her heart, she turned her hand, and she held the servant's hand:

"Did he make things difficult for you? Mrs. Li...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...Did he do anything to you?"

Shaking her head lightly, Mrs. Li was very pleased:

"Miss Fang, I know you are a good person... I have been in the Yan family for so long, I know it is not easy for you, but no matter how bad you are in your mood, you have never lost your temper with us, and you are very kind to the servants. Behind our backs, we I really like you very much. But... After all, we are just servants and cannot be the masters... Listen to my advice, go back first, the young master will not let you in..."

"Sister-in-law Li, I really miss my child, please help me, let me take a look at him, just one look..."

I know it's difficult for her, I didn't feel it before, but now I'm at the door, staring at the familiar window edge in the distance, even if it's slightly blurred, she feels heart-piercing pain.

"Miss Fang, it's not that I don't want to help you. I'm really powerless in this matter! Don't do this, the child is fine, be obedient, go home first! It's not that you don't know the young master's temper, he's angry! I won't let you in... go back!"

Couldn't bear to hurt her again, Auntie Li still didn't say what Yan Qingyu wanted her to say, but tried her best to persuade her to leave, her words were caring and tactful.

"Then I won't go in, I'll wait here... Sister-in-law Li, find an empty place to take the child out, let me have a look, just take a look... I won't make things difficult for you, I just want to see him, I haven't seen my son for many days, and he is still sick, I really miss him, worry about him, and I can't sleep because of the thought..."

Humbly begging bitterly, Mo Wan couldn't make a sound.

"Miss Fang, why don't you understand! Let me tell you the truth, the young master doesn't let me get close to the child, even if I want to help you, there's nothing I can do! Don't do this! I don't think you look good. , the baby is taken care of by many people, it will be fine, you can go back!"

"Sister-in-law Li? Yes... I'm sorry, I know I'm causing you trouble! But I really miss my child, what can I do? Or, you let me in secretly... I won't tell others, I won't hurt you Yes, I will sneak a look at the child and leave, I will take a sneak peek..."

Distraught, more and more like grabbing a life-saving straw, Mo Wan kept increasing his strength with his hands, but his words were extremely humble pleadings.At this moment, there was only one thought in her mind, look at the child!The strong motherhood made her lose all reason, and her emotions were a little crazy and difficult to control.

"Miss, why are you so unwilling to give up, just can't understand what I say?! Even if I can let you in regardless of everything, do you really think you can see the young master? Do you know that the young master has already treated you A ban order has been issued, and you are not allowed to step into this gate, let alone me, no one in this family would dare to let you in easily! Even if you are lucky enough to step into this yard, there are more than ten or twenty bodyguards at the door of the inner room If you can’t get in, the young master won’t be able to bring you out! The young master asked me to come out to drive you away! And let me tell you, he won’t let you in, and he won’t let you see the young master. Let you die! Miss Fang, listen to my advice... Stop being persistent, go back! If you can't get in, why don't you go back and think of a way, and when the young master's anger subsides, maybe you still have a chance ..."

(End of this chapter)