marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 91 She Gives Birth, He Disappears
The soft light in the morning dispelled the darkness little by little, and when Mo Wan woke up the next day, he felt something was wrong all over his body.

Sitting up, with a chill down her spine, the memories of last night rushed into her mind like a mountain, looking at the large and small bruises on her body, pouted, Mo Wan sighed resentfully:

This man is very hot-tempered, really——

A stern man raised his eyes, his pupils dilated, causing her neck to shrink in fright, her small mouth opened in shock, and the quilt in her hand was almost thrown out:
is he still there? !

Seeing that Yan Qingyu has finished dressing up, the black high-end suit is very stylish, the striped fashion shirt is noble and elegant, and it is matched with a solid-color tie, which reduces the evil spirit of the night. What is even more different is that the anger and hostility in his eyes are also He no longer exists. At this moment, he is more like a high-quality and perfect handsome man, mature and stable, and he is completely different from the shady man last night...

Staring blankly at him, Mo Wan's mind froze for a moment.

Did he really have to come back early?

Not a dream!

'why?Is it because of her?Still remember last night, when she went out, he wasn't home yet?What time did he come back? !Is it because he came home late that he was so angry and even did such excessive things to her?Or was it because she saw her with Xincheng?Is he... jealous? '

After thinking about it, she denied her idea again:

'how could be?If it was really for her, why didn't he even call her?What's more, he has other women in his heart, so how could...'

She is too self-indulgent!

After a while, seeing Mo Wan frowning sometimes, sometimes blankly, countless emotions flashed across her face, all of which were complicated and difficult to see through. Glancing at the bruises on her shoulder, Yan Qingyu put a brocade in his hand The box is thrown on the quilt:
"If you feel uncomfortable, rest at home. Don't affect my children. If you are full of sleep, get up and have breakfast! You are not alone now!"

The contemptuous voice was vicious, and it was extremely harsh to listen to. Although Yan Qingyu spoke like a child, Mo Wan could vaguely feel the... caring in his indifference.

Instead of haggling with him, she reached out and grabbed the blue brocade box on the quilt, and Mo Wan muttered half doubtfully:
"what is this…"

"Customer sent... sample!"

Glancing at Mo Wan awkwardly, and casually dropping a sentence, Yan Qingyu turned around and walked towards the door. Before going out, he did not forget to urge again:
"hurry up!"

There was a slight sound of closing the door, but Mo Wan pouted unhappily, and then opened the blue brocade box in a moody manner.

In the next second, a golden doll with green water drop gems hanging on it came into view. Looking at the Libra headdress at the top of the doll's head, Mo Wan's slightly swollen lips couldn't help but grinned wider and wider:

Libra's transit mascot? !

The little golden doll she had her eyes on!
I don't know... Is this a tacit understanding?

I couldn't believe my eyes, the haze in my heart was swept away, and was instantly replaced by endless bright sunshine, Mo Wan smiled and narrowed her eyes.

He didn't want to admit that he was actually conquered by a necklace, but at this moment, Mo Wan was jumping for joy from the bottom of his heart like never before!
Her most wanted gift? !

Touching the golden scale elf, Mo Wan seemed to really feel the blessing of the gods, and even faintly began to believe that she and Yan Qingyu might really have a future.

Of course, what she's more sure of is... this necklace is definitely not a sample!
The mood is better, and it seems that even the body is relaxed, and the marks of different shades on the body become less glaring in an instant.Get up, wash and wash briefly, change clothes, put on a lucky necklace, stroked the golden elf in the collarbone fossa for a long time, Mo Wan walked out with a smile on her face.

******
As soon as he walked out of the bedroom, Yan Xincheng turned around, and saw a familiar figure turning out, greeted him, and followed up with a few strides:

"Mo Wan, good morning! I have good news for you..."

Grabbing Mo Wan's wrist, Yan Xincheng just wanted to tell her that he had worked hard all night and finally ordered the necklace she was looking for, but when he looked up, he saw that there was already a necklace between her neck. The smile on the face was a little stiff for a moment.

"Xincheng? Good morning! What are you going to tell me?"

Greeting him a little cautiously, Mo Wan took advantage of the situation to break free from his pull, and moved her body to one side, creating a distance between the two of them.

Obviously feeling Mo Wan's repulsion, Yan Xincheng abruptly turned the corner when he reached the words on his lips:
"No...nothing!"

Focusing on a little green on her neck, Yan Xincheng was a little dazed, and inadvertently caught the obvious bruises and redness on her neck and lips. Thinking of everything last night, she trembled suddenly and turned to grab her. arm:

"He's back? What did he do to you?"

"He hit you, didn't he?"

There was a pain in his arm, and he was afraid that people would see the two of them tugging and causing unnecessary incidents. After struggling, Mo Wan panicked and wanted to tear off his hand:
"Xincheng, don't be like this! If you have something to say, speak slowly, let me go first... You scratched me and hurt me!"

"Tell me, what did he do to you? Did he bully you again..."

That beast!

The more I looked at it, the more I felt that the scars on Mo Wan's body were abnormal, and even her expression was obviously unnatural. Coupled with her obvious timidity at this moment, even her voice was lowered. Thousands of kinds appeared in Yan Xincheng's mind. The scene where she was hurt and threatened.Unconsciously, he increased the strength of his grip, determined to know what happened!

Yan Qingyu has always had a deep prejudice against him, and he must not let him kill Mo Wan because of himself.

"No, don't do this...Listen to me...you let me go, he didn't bully me, really, things are not what you think..."

Before Mo Wan finished explaining, a cold and displeased voice suddenly sounded: "Let her go!"

Unexpectedly, he just went to the study to answer the phone, and when he came out, he saw such a scene again. Looking at the two of them, the fire in Yan Qingyu's heart flickered.

Staring back at Yan Qingyu, Yan Xincheng clenched his hands a little more:
"I know, since I was a child, you have always disliked me! No matter whether you admit my brother or not, no matter how much you hate me, any grievances, any means, you can attack me! It's a matter between men Son, there is no need to involve a woman! The matter of the Yan family should not involve an outsider! Mo Wan is innocent!"

Shouting, Yan Xincheng's voice was obviously hysterical.This was the first time Mo Wan saw such an uncontrollable distorted expression on Yan Xincheng's face. She always thought that he would not have such a terrifying side!
On the contrary, she believed that it was Yan Qingyu who was as violent as thunder, and her reaction at this time calmly exceeded her expectations:
"You think too highly of yourself! There are many reasons why a man wants a woman...for example, instinct!"

Looking at him provocatively, he walked down the stairs slowly. Yan Qingyu tore off Yan Xincheng's arm and pushed it violently. The next moment, he hugged Mo Wan into his arms and hugged him tightly.

Startled, Mo Wan and Yan Xincheng froze at the same time.

It's hard to tell how much of his words are true or false, but Mo Wan doesn't seem to reject his idea, while Yan Xincheng is indescribably annoyed and frightened.

He was afraid, he was afraid from the bottom of his heart that Yan Qingyu would fall in love with Mo Wan, because it might mean that he would completely lose his beloved woman!If they are only involved because of the child, then everything will be possible. If he approaches Mo Wan because of love or desire, then the chance of him and Mo Wan renewing their relationship is very slim .

After all, no matter in terms of human, financial and material resources, he really has nothing to rival him!Even if all the Yan family except him gave him everything they had, he didn't have the slightest chance of being able to compete with him.

Yan Qingyu is not an ordinary person!He matured earlier than the average person, and those six years older were not in vain!What's more, there is still a living child between them!And the only thing that existed between him and Mo Wan was the nearly platonic friendship of the past four years.

All of this, at this moment, in front of her, is probably not worth mentioning at all.

Obviously feeling the change of Yan Xincheng's mood, Yan Qingyu suddenly felt the pleasure of revenge, and the corner of his lips unconsciously evoked a mocking sneer:

I really didn't expect this woman to have such a big influence on him!

Narrowing his eyes thoughtfully, and glancing at Mo Wan, Yan Qingyu lowered his head and gave her a deep, lingering kiss.Hot lips pressed against her flowery lips, like a bee gnawing on its favorite flower when it saw its favorite flower...

She doesn't want to see such a scene, it will make her feel like a villain who will revenge her kindness!Pursing her lips, Mo Wan subconsciously repelled and resisted.

It's a pity that she forgot what kind of man Yan Qingyu is, and he won't give up until he achieves his goal!Moreover, he does not allow others to refuse, especially hers, in front of Yan Xincheng!Invisibly, her resistance only aggravated Yan Qingyu's demand and punishment for her!
After the long kiss was over, the ambiguous silver thread between the two made people angry and ashamed, but they couldn't help but blush and heartbeat.

Glancing wantonly at Yan Xincheng who was pale beside him, he suddenly increased the strength of his hands, and Yan Qingyu almost half-dragged Mo Wan downstairs.

Behind him, Yan Xincheng looked like a walking corpse, his eyes were loose.

On the other corner of the stairs, Yan Sijing has a green face and fangs, and her facial features are obviously distorted!

*******
In the world, too many things do not depend on people's will.Just like many times, if you don't kill Boren, Boren will die because of you.

In his heart, he did not want to hurt Yan Xincheng, but that day, Mo Wan knew that he was deeply hurt.I always owed him a 'sorry' from the bottom of my heart, but Mo Wan never had a chance to express it to him again.

Because after that day, Yan Xincheng disappeared, and she didn't find out where he went, but only knew that he hadn't come home for a long time.His leaving made her feel a little more guilty, but it calmed down the family, and Yan Qingyu suddenly returned to his old ways, leaving early and returning late every day, and returning home less and less often.

At that moment, Mo Wan knew that all of Yan Qingyu's emotional reactions to her came more from Yan Xincheng, or from this family, or from a man's dignity contest.From the beginning to the end, his love and hatred were truly reflected in her...very little!But her heart was sore, but it suddenly became clear.She doesn't complain, every day, she still happily reads, studies, and works, and prepares various baby items by herself to welcome the arrival of the child.

Perhaps there was too much lack of love since he was a child. Ever since he decided to keep the child, Mo Wan couldn't wait to pour all his love into the unborn baby, wishing he could hold the whole world in front of him right now.

The belly is getting bigger day by day, the weather is getting colder, and Mo Wan has become more and more lazy. Most of the time, he can't move as much as he can.At night, she is still used to surfing the Internet and waiting for Yan Qingyu, but she will not persistently wait until a certain time or when he comes back, as long as she is sleepy, she will fall asleep.She knew that for a few days, Yan Qingyu came back to sleep, even though the two hadn't met each other.

*******
This day, after sleeping all afternoon, at night, Mo Wan was exceptionally energetic. After chatting with friends online for a while, he began to fiddle with his own space.In the past, she didn't like this. At the suggestion of a friend, she originally wanted to create a growth blog for the baby. The baby has not yet arrived, but the blog has become a place for him to occasionally express his emotions.

Not daring to sit still, after a while, Mo Wan turned off the computer, lay back on the bed, first crocheted dolls for a while, then picked up a prenatal education book when she was tired, and muttered softly to read it.

When Yan Qingyu walked into the room, what he saw was such a scene. There was a soft, childish song playing in the room. Mo Wan was holding a book in one hand, and gently stroking her protruding belly with the other. With a soft and loving face, he was muttering something to himself.

For a moment, Yan Qingyu seemed to have returned to the past, the familiar but vague image was also warm as if it was plated with gold, melting his heart and spleen, he stared at her blankly, stunned.

After reading a short story, as soon as Mo Wan put down her notebook, she saw this scene, got up, and walked up with a smile:

"You're back!"

"Um…"

It's been a long time since we saw each other, and the two of them were a little unfamiliar, fixed their eyes on her belly that suddenly bulged like a balloon, and a trace of obvious surprise flashed across Yan Qingyu's face.

After a word, both of them fell silent.After tearing off his suit, Yan Qingyu turned and went into the bathroom.After standing there for a while, with nothing to do, Mo Wan went up to help him organize his clothes and hang them up!
When Yan Qingyu walked out of the bathroom, he saw Mo Wan moving his body with difficulty and clumsy with a big belly. Curiously, he stared blankly for a few more times before walking towards her, carefully supporting her, and walking around Get over the bed and wade back to her seat.

"When is the next pregnancy checkup...?"

Mo Wan was very flattered by Yan Qingyu's rare gentleness and the first initiative to ask, and after a good walk, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth:
"this weekend!"

Women are actually very easy to satisfy, a little love can make them have a bright spring, unfortunately, too many men don't understand, what they want is not the career wealth they worked so hard for, but just this little...sincerity!
Is he going with her?
Her heart beat faster, and Mo Wan was looking forward to it, but Yan Qingyu just let out a light 'um', and then didn't continue, pulled the quilt for her, and lay down on the other side, as if he was afraid of touching her, and even followed her Pulled a certain distance.

After a while, the blurred lights in the bedroom gradually dimmed, and the sound of breathing beside him gradually became even.

Blinking her long eyelashes, staring at the ceiling that flickers brightly and brightly, Mo Wan never felt sleepy, turning her head from time to time to look at the blurred silhouette beside her, feeling a sense of loss in her heart:
Same bed, different dreams, is this what it feels like? !

What is he thinking, why can't she figure it out at all?Will he accompany her to the obstetric examination?Will he marry her in the future?Even for the baby?

Thinking about it, her soft white hands unconsciously touched the guardian elf around her neck, and Mo Wan slowly closed her eyes——

******
The snowy sky seemed to have undergone the most thorough cleaning. The sky was blue and the sun was shining brightly, but it still couldn't get rid of the dry cold of winter.On the weekend of the maternity checkup, Mo Wan was like a sleepy cat, enjoying the comfort of the warm sunlight, obviously staying in bed.

After lunch, he took a nap for a while until he couldn't drag it any longer, then Mo Wan got out of bed and changed his clothes: "Xiaomei!"

"Miss, what are you doing here?"

After entering the door, seeing that Mo Wan was fully dressed and picked up her bag, the servant hurried forward to take it, and helped her to sit on the reclining chair beside her.

"Xiaomei, don't be so nervous! The bag is empty, we should go to the hospital, you should also prepare!"

"Miss, didn't the young master tell you?! It's only one o'clock, and the young master said he would come back and take you there personally at two o'clock! Don't worry, I've packed everything! Miss, are you hungry? Would you like me to help you?" Are you ready for something to eat?"

Replying in surprise, Xiaomei pointed to the transparent convenience bag on the table beside her.

"he wants…"

Looking up, Mo Wan was extremely surprised this time.Twitching the corners of her mouth, suppressing the surprise in her heart, Mo Wan then took a piece of biscuit on the table and gnawed it lightly, then started chatting with the servant, but she couldn't stop muttering in her heart:
'Is he really coming back? ! '

He had imagined it countless times before, but now it was like a dream. Mo Wan was looking forward to it, and he still couldn't believe it.

Sure enough, before two o'clock, Yan Qingyu appeared at the door of the bedroom.In terms of trustworthiness, he is still qualified.

Seeing that everything was ready, he quickly took Mo Wan's hand and walked downstairs.

"Ah!"

At the door, a gust of cold wind blew past, Mo Wan shivered unconsciously, stopped walking, withdrew her hand, pulled up the collar of the soft fur coat, and rubbed her obviously red nose.

Although the sun was shining brightly, the air was still bitingly cold!And she, a tropical animal, can't stand the 'cold' at all!

Turning around and looking at the half of Mo Wan's neck that was exposed, Yan Qingyu frowned lightly, then took off the black mink fur from the collar of his coat, wrapped it around her neck, and tidied it up for her:
"Why are you wearing such a low-necked dress? You don't even know how to wear a scarf?!"

Mo Wan just smiled faintly as the soft warmth pervaded her whole body.She didn't tell him that the reason why she chose the V-neck shirt was to wear the necklace he gave her.

Patiently tidying up the scenery in front of her neck for Mo Wan, capturing a spot of eye-catching green on her neck, Yan Qingyu's hand paused unconsciously, his eyes froze, but the corners of his lips unconsciously moved Raised an arc.

After a while, retracting his hand, Yan Qingyu wrapped her cool little hand completely in his palm, slowed down and led her to the car beside him.

The small movements made Mo Wan feel warm from the heart in an instant. She raised her eyes with a smile and looked at the tall black shadow in front of the wind, as if she had found the safest safe haven. For the first time, Mo Wan had a kind of feeling of happiness.

Opening the car door, Yan Qingyu turned around and took a look at Mo Wan.

Walking forward slowly, before raising her foot, Mo Wan looked back at him meaningfully, without thinking, and seemed to be talking to herself: "Do you know? This is...a season suitable for love!"

"what?!"

Unable to comprehend for a while, Yan Qingyu was obviously in a daze, but he was not sure if he was deaf.

Looking back and smiling, Mo Wan turned around and got into the car without a word.Yan Qingyu didn't delve into it, and Yan Qingyu didn't ask any more questions. It's just that this sentence, like an unsolvable puzzle, was imprinted in his mind unconsciously. He never expected it in his dreams. When the deep meaning of the sentence is reached, it is too late and things have changed.

Closing the door, Yan Qingyu walked around the car and sat on the other side.Along the way, the two didn't talk much, and the occasional eyes met, but they were full of deep affection, one was complicated and difficult to understand, and the other was full of gratification——

This day's prenatal check-up, after entering the hospital, Yan Qingyu made more calls in the lobby, but it was the most memorable day since Mo Wan was pregnant in October. His company, inadvertently careful and considerate, gave It gave her a beautiful memory, and also eliminated most of her endless grievances and resentments.

However, this short period of less than a day easily made up for his countless omissions. Even in the days to come, Mo Wan couldn't help but think of this day, the warm scarf, the generous palm and the A back that people can rely on at ease!
Of course, Yan Qingyu himself never dreamed that this kind of good fruit he planted unintentionally became the biggest capital he could use Yan in the future!
***
Winter went to spring, and ten long months passed in the blink of an eye. After more than ten hours of life-and-death struggle, Mo Wan safely gave birth to a fat boy who looked like he was in the wrong place!
Some people say that childbirth is a catastrophe for women, and it is also a woman's rebirth!The moment he heard the child cry, Mo Wan felt as if he had successfully escaped from the purgatory on earth. The feeling of crying with joy is something that those who have not experienced it can't understand at all!She firmly believes that in the future, nothing in this world will be difficult for her!
The arrival of the little guy brought some joy to the Yan family.

The excitement of Father Yan holding his grandson for the first time is self-evident. Naturally, he loves this cute and lively little grandson in every possible way. The moment the child was born, a gift of 500 million yuan was already on the table. , this child was born with a golden spoon in his mouth!
Looking at the healthy and lovely baby, Mo Wan only felt that her decision was right!For this fragile little life, she is willing to suffer no matter how much she suffers, and accepts no matter how many crimes. At this moment, she only wishes to hold the whole world in front of him, as long as her son is healthy and happy!

******
After staying in the hospital for a week, Mo Wan only saw the two elders of the Yan family, and heard that his grandfather was coming back soon.Xincheng hasn't returned for a long time, she can understand his embarrassment, Yan Sijing has a deep prejudice against her, and she can understand it!But what she couldn't accept was that since she woke up, she hadn't seen Yan Qingyu's figure, and she wasn't even sure if he was by her side when she was giving birth or screaming hysterically.

Seven days passed in a blink of an eye, after packing up her luggage, Mo Wan waited quietly for the car from home with the child in her arms.Looking at Yan's mother who was helping, and looking up at the door from time to time, Mo Wan finally couldn't help it:

"Auntie...Qingyu, will you come? Why do I feel...it seems like I haven't seen him for a long time!"

The hand pulling the zipper visibly trembled, and a look of embarrassment flashed across the woman's face. She turned her head and looked at Mo Wan, but she still smiled a little:
"The bank seems to have a big cooperation project recently, which is very important. Qingyu...has been away on business for many days. However, although he hasn't come back, he keeps calling to ask about you and the baby...We are afraid that it will affect you...so I dare not tell you!"

As a woman and a mother, she knows the hardships of a woman's childbirth, and also understands what a woman desires and needs most at this time.I really can't bear to tell her, in fact, these days, Yan Qingyu has never heard from her at all!Can't get through by phone.

At this moment, Mother Yan still chose to lie in good faith, but her flustered eyes still revealed a little truth.

"Hmm... So that's how it is!"

In fact, from the moment she opened her mouth, Mo Wan knew that she was just comforting herself. She was very clear about the relationship between Yan Qingyu and his family. How could he call back?Who can I call?Although he didn't know why he would do this, Mo Wan still chose to stop in moderation.She didn't want to look like a bitter woman. At this time, she didn't need pity, let alone sympathy, and she didn't want to make this already dilapidated home even more dilapidated.

If grief is unavoidable, she would rather be alone than a whole family!
Heart, like being cut by a poisoned knife, bleeding rushingly!Mo Wan could only comfort herself like this, the pain was only because of the newborn baby in her arms...

Coincidentally, at this moment, the child started to cry and suddenly regained consciousness, Mo Wan immediately held the baby and turned to the side to nurse, while Yan's mother let out a long sigh of relief.

Back at Yan's house, of course, Mo Wan accompanied the baby to the nursery.

When Yan Qingyu reappeared, it was with his grandfather.Seeing the baby, grandpa was so happy that he danced and loved the baby so much that he seemed to be decades younger in an instant.

After living in Yan's house for more than ten days, my grandfather reluctantly went back.

The child was named 'Yan Tianze', which was decided by the grandfather. It was taken from "Yi Lu" Shangtianze, which means, the grace of heaven.

Everyone in the room seemed very happy to see the baby, scrambling to tease it, but Yan Qingyu suddenly seemed like an outsider calmly, and most of the time, he had a deep and thoughtful look, except for himself, probably no one One knows what is going on in his mind!
Vaguely, Mo Wan always felt that when the baby arrived, he was more silent than before!Moreover, he seemed suddenly indifferent to everything.

The sudden gap once made it difficult for her to adapt.

(End of this chapter)