marriage to pregnancy

Chapter 95 I want revenge
"I can't find you if I have nothing to do? The old lover just came back, and you can't wait to show me face?"

His cold gaze wandered over the stunning beauty below him, but Yan Qingyu looked like a jealous husband, with a blue face and fangs, unable to hide his anger.

"I didn't!" Glaring at each other, Mo Wan was also very upset that he deliberately distorted the facts.

Their eyes met, their faces were almost pressed together, the fiery breath scorched her skin, Yan Qingyu suddenly lowered his body:
"No? Then prove it to me!"

His eyes flashed, and he suddenly demanded unreasonably: "Kiss me!"

Glaring at him like a ghost, Mo Wan felt that he was simply unreasonable, she pursed her lips for a long time speechlessly, and finally turned her head away.Too lazy to pay attention to him, she moved her body, trying to escape from his armpit.

Grabbing her quickly, Yan Qingyu's dark eyes flashed a gloomy coldness:
"Since there is no... why are you avoiding me? Before today, your performance was not like this!"

It's okay if he doesn't mention it, once Mo Wanhuo mentions it, he won't hit each other, remembering the stupidity of the past, the ignorance he has repeatedly teased, Mo Wan hates him and is even more angry with himself, and blurted out without thinking:

"I regret it, can't I? If I go back to a year ago now, I think... my choice will definitely be as you wish!"

"What did you say? Tell me again!"

She teased him until he was half hanging in a bucket of water. Now, he couldn't get up or down, and she actually told him that she regretted it?Did she regret keeping the baby?

The hair exploded in an instant, and the strength in Yan Qingyu's hand suddenly increased a little.

In this world, the most intolerable thing for him is to be defeated by Yan Xincheng, whether it is subjective or objective!

"me…"

Startled by his furious expression, and realizing that her words were exaggerating, Mo Wan suddenly became a little scared, looked straight at him, faltered, and suddenly regretted her quick words, but unfortunately... the water is hard to stop!
"You have no choice!"

After gritting his teeth, Yan Qingyu tore off her clothes.

"Well, don't..."

Their lips and teeth intertwined, and they fought secretly, but in an instant, the two of them twisted into a ball, like vines, becoming tighter and tighter.

When the lingering two separated, Mo Wan's clothes were disheveled, her hair was torn, her body softened, and she almost collapsed to the ground...

Holding her, looking down at the charming woman in his arms, Yan Qingyu felt like he had a deer in his heart, and he couldn't hold it down!

Didn't expect that she, who was in such a mess, would be so lovable? !
The strong impact tested his endurance, but Yan Qingyu remained strong.In the end, she quickly pulled back her clothes almost rudely, and wiped vigorously around her glistening cherry lips a few times. Unfortunately, the more you help, the more blurred red marks become. bigger!

Withdrawing his hand, Yan Qingyu reached out and wiped his lips again, staring at the red mark on his hand, then frowned impatiently:

"Don't wipe this kind of thing in the future! It's so unpalatable!"

He was still full of anger at first, but when he saw the domineering Yan Qingyu staring at his palm with a gloomy and helpless expression, Mo Wan was instantly delighted, and his gloomy mood suddenly brightened.

It turns out that there are still things that can stump him!
At this moment, she felt that the man in front of her was a normal person, with emotions, instead of a cold, omnipotent zombie face forever!
After tidying up his clothes, Mo Wan turned around and picked up her handbag, took out a few convenient makeup remover papers, folded them back again, stood on tiptoes, and carefully helped him wipe off the red marks on his lips. In revenge, she He also deliberately increased the strength in his hands.

As if his acupuncture points were tapped suddenly, Yan Qingyu stood obediently without moving, Ren Mowan's hands fiddled with his face, looking down at the woman in front of him, a soft string in his heart was once again deeply drawn. touched.

He didn't know how long he had been absent-minded, but he came back to his senses again, only to see a small hand still rubbing against the corner of his mouth, and the tingling sensation on his skin... so clear!

Inadvertently, with a drooping eye, he caught the patient smile on the corner of Mo Wan's mouth, and noticed the position where her hand was resting. He suddenly realized that he stretched out his hand to circle her willow waist, and Yan Qingyu hugged her into his arms:
"Have a lot of fun, very proud... huh?!"

"Uh? How can there be? What are you talking about? I...don't understand..."

Blindly pretending to be stupid, but Mo Wan couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth: It's rare to move back [-]%, and I can't admit it even if I kill it!

"Don't understand, do you? Then let me... teach you!"

As if infected with her joy, Yan Qingyu's mood became inexplicably relaxed, he circled her, scratched, bowed his head next to her ear... kissed and bit again.

Like lovers who are passionately in love, completely forgetting about everything, one is playfully playing and the other is avoiding passively, Mo Wan can't help giggling coquettishly.

While flirting, there was a sudden cry of a baby, and the two of them stopped abruptly, regained their senses instantly, and looked at each other shyly. On two people.

"It's all your fault! You woke up the baby!"

Glancing at Yan Qingyu coquettishly, Mo Wan walked around him to the bed with her skirt, picked up the child, and gently rocked it.

For a moment, Yan Qingyu seemed to be struck by lightning, staring blankly at the big and small not far away, his heart was filled to the brim, and an inexplicable emotion was also rapidly expanding. It seemed to overwhelm him instantly.

There are so many women around him that he can't even count them, why does his gaze always stay on her unconsciously?Even restrained for her, changed for her, and...emotions and sorrows for her!
She is beautiful, but not as dazzling as Song Fangfei; she is independent, but not as successful as Song Fangfei; she is gentle, she is cute, she is delicate, she is charming... But these are not special at all, even common to many women around him, And grab a lot!

Is it really just because she is Yan Xincheng's favorite woman?

Asking herself over and over again, Yan Qingyu still couldn't find the answer, and couldn't take her eyes off her.

Going forward, picked up a few wet towels and wiped the corners of his mouth, Yan Qingyu instantly regained his usual condensed expression: "It's time for the banquet to end, pack it up... come down!"

After finishing speaking, he turned indifferently and walked out.

Turning her head suddenly, Mo Wan felt like she had a dream, a beautiful but short-lived dream.After waking up from the dream, everything returned to reality, the cruelty was chilling!
After taking care of herself and adjusting her mood, Mo Wan hugged the child and walked out.For this unexpected episode, both of them chose to ignore it, but they didn't know that both hearts had already been forcibly forgotten and lost their direction.

***
After the banquet, life returned to the right track again, and it was so peaceful that people felt sorry for it, but Mo Wan always had a bad premonition.

Yan Xincheng didn't leave, I don't know whether it was on purpose or not, the time between him and Yan Qingyu was mostly staggered, and there were not many opportunities to meet each other, so they lived in peace.Gradually, the eyes of the family shifted from focusing on the embarrassing relationship between the three to the baby.

As time passed, Mo Wan became more and more confused.The baby changed every day, several times, she wanted to ask Yan Qingyu directly, what was he thinking, did he plan to marry her, and would he give the child an official title?But several times, the words came to her lips, and she really couldn't ask, the shadow in her heart dissipated more and more with the news that Song Fangfei was about to return to China.

This day, when she woke up early in the morning, Mo Wan felt her throat was dry and itchy, so she wanted to go to the kitchen to squeeze a glass of pear juice.

As soon as he walked into the kitchen, he met Yan Xincheng who had already had breakfast.Nodding in a gesture, the two greeted at the same time:

"morning--"

As soon as he opened his mouth, Mo Wan's throat seemed to be scratched again: "Morning...cough cough!"

"What's wrong with you? Your voice is so hoarse? Did you accidentally catch a cold or catch a cold?"

Putting down the briefcase, Yan Xincheng reached out and reached for Mo Wan's forehead.

Subconsciously stepped back, before Mo Wan had time to refuse, another deep and depressed voice rang out hastily:
"Xincheng! What are you doing? It's only been quiet for a few days, and you forget what Mommy said to you? Come out with me!"

Grabbing the briefcase in a hurry, Yan's mother dragged her son out of the kitchen, dragging Yan Xincheng to a remote column far away from the kitchen, and then Yan's mother let go of her son:

"Xincheng, how many times has Mommy told you that even though Mo Wan hasn't entered the house yet, she is already your sister-in-law worthy of the name. Now they even have a son, why don't you always know how to hide it? You still... Do something to her A move?! If your elder brother sees it, I’m afraid it will cause an uproar again! There are so many women in the world, why can’t you let her go?”

Persuading her earnestly, Mother Yan's face was full of worry!What a crime she did!
"Mummy, you are thinking too much! Mo Wan is not feeling well, I just want to see if she has a fever...Mummy, I have really worked hard, I thought about staying away from her, thinking about not seeing her since then, I also tried to leave...but I really can't let it go! I have tried very hard to control myself, do you know how much pain I have! I really love her and care about her! Big brother wants, can give, can't Yes, I gave up... But, Mo Wan, she is human, she used to be my future, the only plan for the rest of my life, I really can't let go..."

Scratching his hair, Yan Xincheng roared uncontrollably, his hurt voice also faintly contained unspeakable anger.

Heartbroken, she hugged her son, and Mother Yan couldn't help but wet her eyes, and patted him on the shoulder comfortingly:

"Mommy knows! Mommy knows! Xincheng, it's Mommy who's sorry for you..."

Her heart was pierced like a knife, and Yan's mother was also uncomfortable. She paused for a moment before continuing:

"Xincheng, you have to think about it. You have a daddy, a mommy, and a sister! How can I put it...you have a relatively complete family, with so many people's selfless love. Compared with many people, you are already very happy In the future... now, your inability to let go is temporary! In the future, you can also have a very happy family, maybe not so loving, but you can also be in love for a long time, no matter how deeply you love, right? But Qingyu... He is a poor child, he has so little! If it wasn’t for me, his mother wouldn’t have died of a sudden illness, and he wouldn’t have become as paranoid as he is today. If he would, we would have to pay half of it. Is it possible that the love of so many people...can't be worth one night? You know, your daddy loves you the most. He once said that in his life, he only made one mistake, but he didn't Regret! You should know how much your daddy longs for Qingyu’s forgiveness. He is old and sentimental, and your daddy is getting older. Do you have the heart to let him be disappointed at this age?! Mommy knows you are working hard...but This path was also chosen by Mo Wan, didn't he? They already have children! There is a world of difference between a woman and a mother! Your relationship is not just two people anymore! These you Have you ever thought about it? If you really love her and care about her, respect her decision! Now, staying away from her is the best way to love her, do you understand?"

"No, I won't leave her! Mommy, you don't understand, if even I leave her, she will really have no friends anymore! Mommy, trust me, I know what I'm doing, I don't I will overstep the rules, and I won’t embarrass you! But, don’t ask me to give up Mo Wan, okay? She is innocent! If she is wrong, it is also because she shouldn’t have a relationship with me! How did big brother treat her , didn’t you see? She is dispensable to big brother, but to me, it’s the whole world! I’ve decided, I’m going to work hard once! I won’t let go!”

Straightening up, Yan Xincheng shouted impulsively, but she was absolutely certain in her heart.

"Heart?!"

"Mummy, don't try to persuade me again! Give me a chance, and give Mo Wan a chance to let her choose, okay?! Don't worry! I have a sense of proportion and I won't mess around! I love her, I just want to Stay by her side, watch her, protect her well... no matter what price you have to pay, no matter how hard it will be..."

After finishing speaking, Yan Xincheng turned around with big strides and went back to the kitchen.

Raising her hand, she sighed heavily, and Mother Yan had no choice but to follow with heavy steps.

Neither of the two paid attention. In the middle of the stairs, a black figure was as stiff as a stone, with layers of haze flashing across his face!

***
Walking into the office with a gloomy face, Yan Qingyu slammed the door. Yan Qingyu's tall body was buried in the black massage chair, his feet were lightly lifted onto the desk, he took out a cigarette, and lit it.

The smoke rings of the mist floated up in circles, and the veins in the palms with distinct knuckles were faintly visible. It is not difficult to see his anger at this time!
In a short while, the closed office was filled with smoke, and a pile of golden cigarette butts appeared in the crystal ashtray on the table.

Squinting her cold eyes, a pale and haggard but loving and gentle beautiful outline was gradually outlined in the fog and haze...

Pausing his hands and staring at that point, some clear clips and dialogues alternately appeared in Yan Qingyu's mind.

'Never give a marriage commitment if you can't be true to your marriage...irresponsible man...not worthy of a family! '

"If it wasn't for me, his mom wouldn't have died of a sudden illness..."

"Your daddy loves you the most... He once said that in his life, he only made one mistake, but he didn't regret it..."

'I love her, I just want to stay with her, watch her, protect her...no matter what the cost, no matter how hard it will be...'

'...'

The red fire light approached the slender fingers little by little, but Yan Qingyu seemed unconscious, his mournful face was dark and gloomy, and his cold eyes were condensed with layers of chill.

'Knowingly is wrong?Still... don't regret it? !No regrets? ! '

With a sudden pinch of his generous palm, Yan Qingyu's suddenly tightened fist was throbbing with blue veins, the red fire light instantly disappeared from his palm, he stood up, punched the table, and waved his hand violently, and in the next second, everything at hand flew away. It went out, and immediately, a crackling sound pierced the sky——

'Haha, don't regret it, do you?Then I will make you feel miserable all your life!Since you love him the most, since he loves that woman so much... don't blame me for being cruel!I'm going to hell, you don't want to be happy, you want to be miserable, everyone come together!I want to see, when your favorite son is suffering in dire straits, will you... regret it?Mommy, I'm sorry, I can't listen to you!I want revenge!I must take revenge!You have given everything to create the Yan family's status today, why should they sit back and enjoy it!You don't have to hate, grandpa can let go, I can't forgive, never!Why does our family live and die, and work hard, but let their family be happy and have no worries about food and clothing?I will never let anyone offend me easily!I will pay back double the pain they put on me...'

Clenching his fists tightly and muttering, Yan Qingyu's red eyes ignited raging flames of passion. At this moment, he has long been blinded by hatred, and he has suppressed the resentment that has been suppressed for decades. At this moment, All... erupt!
He never delved into whether it was right or wrong to do so, and then, for a long period of time, he fell into a twisted and depraved state, unable to extricate himself, but forgot that hatred has always been a double-edged sword.

***
After work this day, Yan Qingyu turned down all the entertainment and went home.

After returning to the room and changing into light clothes, Yan Qingyu walked to the baby room, opened the door, and wandered around for a week, only to see that there were only two nannies looking after the child. After teasing his son for a while, Yan Qingyu inquired seemingly unintentionally:
"Where is the eldest young lady? Why don't you take care of the child in the room? What if the baby is hungry?"

"Back to the young master, Miss Fang may have caught a cold, she has a fever and a cold, and she is afraid of infecting the young master. The driver took her to the hospital for an IV drip. The young master has a special nanny to take care of—"

"Um…"

She's ill?

With a sound of agreement, Yan Qingyu's heart was obviously relieved. After a while, he leaned down again and turned his gaze back to the child, seemingly unintentionally said:

"When you enter the door, you are mine! In the future, remember to change your words!"

Although the child is still young and doesn't know how to speak, when he hears voices and sees colorful things, he will still stare curiously with his big round eyes and move around nimbly, grinning and laughing straight away. Yan Qingyu couldn't help smiling.

Seeing the baby shaking his head, the blue and white wool cap on his head was getting more and more crooked, Yan Qingyu stretched out his hand cautiously, and Yan Qingyu tried to help the baby adjust it clumsily. When he lifted up, he accidentally caught the baby's side sag Yan Qingyu suddenly remembered something, and with a flash of inspiration, Yan Qingyu straightened up:

"Come here! Bring the young lady's luggage back to my room. Since she has a cold, don't take a break. The child will be taken care of by you as much as possible!"

***
When Mo Wan came back from the hospital, he saw that the whole family was in a rare gathering place, and even Yan Qingyu appeared on the stairs.

Fearing that his cold would spread to his family, Mo Wan didn't dare to move too far.After exchanging greetings with everyone, it was time for dinner in a blink of an eye.

The huge dining table was filled with various delicious meat and vegetable dishes. Father Yan sat at the head seat, and the two sides seemed to be clearly divided into two factions. It was rare for a family to gather together, and the crisp sound of bowls and chopsticks was more harmonious. The smiles on the faces of the two elders also increased.

"Cough-cough-"

Feeling discomfort in her throat, Mo Wan covered her mouth and turned her head to cough lightly twice. In an instant, everyone put down their chopsticks.

Father Yan first commanded with concern: "Xiaowan, what's the matter, are you still not feeling well? Come here, pour me a glass of water."

"Thank you, Uncle, for your concern. I'm fine. I've been given a drip, and I'm much better! The doctor said one or two more injections to stabilize it... Let everyone worry!"

"One family, don't speak two languages..."

After the conversation, Mother Yan pushed a plate of light vegetarian food in front of her

Seeing the whole family's eyes fixed on her, Yan Sijing felt unbalanced for a while, put down her chopsticks, sneered bitterly, and deliberately dragged out her voice:

"It's okay, it doesn't affect... You are now a key protection target, who dares to say that you affect it?!"

The implication: Isn’t it just a cold, and you can’t die, so why make such a fuss? !
What she hates the most is that seeing her weak and sickly posture will win the sympathy of men!hypocritical! '

The two elders of the Yan family glanced at each other, but they frowned at the same time and stared at their daughter Yan in warning. On the other side, Yan Xincheng, who was not used to it, defended and said:

"Sister, how do you talk? Mo..."

He almost called out Mo Wan's name directly, and after a pause, Yan Xincheng continued: "She... didn't mean it!"

"Hey, you still know who your sister is! I didn't say anything..."

Muttering dissatisfaction, Yan Sijing turned her head, caught a glimpse of Yan Xincheng's scarf lining her suit, then deliberately waved her hands in disgust, curled her lips and said:
"Where did you get such a scarf? It doesn't look like it's of any brand! I didn't mean you, but our family is also an upper class, with a head and a face. You, pay more attention to taste, okay? It can't be hand-woven, right?" ! What era is it, and there are still people who are foolish enough to waste this effort?"

Suddenly thinking of something, Yan Sijing screamed again: "Hey, you...don't have a girlfriend?!"

As he said that, he was still curious and couldn't help but pull out all the scarves that only partially exposed the edge to find out.In a word, everyone's attention was instantly focused on Yan Xincheng's neck.

Subconsciously, Yan Qingyu also raised his eyes, and suddenly a blue and white intertwined color broke into his eyes, matched with a dark suit, it can't help but make people's eyes shine!
Slightly frowning, he always felt...that color system, that line, he seems to have seen it somewhere before!

"Don't talk nonsense! Don't touch my things!"

Protectively pushing away Yan Sijing's hand, Yan Xincheng gave her a vicious look, wishing she could put a rag on her broken mouth.He saw that it would be hot in the future and he would no longer be able to wear the scarf, so he deliberately took it out to feel it for two days!

I didn't expect Yan Sijing's eyes to be so poisonous, and her mouth to be so cheap!

Did she change, or was he too careless before, why did he feel more and more that his sister... is useless and only sows discord and stirs up trouble, for fear that this home is too quiet!Unexpectedly, she babbled non-stop all night, all about which pot was not opened and which pot was being lifted, and none of the words were pleasant to hear!

I don't know when it started, but in his eyes, this elder sister who was once close to her has only a bunch of problems left!
"A torn scarf, and no one snatched it from you, why are you so nervous!"

Humming softly, Yan Sijing's eyes were still very disdainful.

I don't know when my daughter started to become so mean, I heard her chattering after every meal.Stretching out her hand and tugging at Sijing's arm, Mother Yan glanced at her slightly reproachfully, then gently changed the subject:

"Sijing! How do you talk? Xincheng, the scarf is beautiful and matches your style well... Although this scarf can be seen to be hand-woven, it may not be perfect. If you have such a heart, you should be grateful! You Tell Mommy the truth...do you really have to...have a girlfriend?!"

Looking at her son's caring appearance, Yan's mother cautiously probed, but the deep expectation in her subconscious was true.

"Really? Have you known each other before? Or just made friends? When will it be convenient to take it home for a meal, and introduce it to us by the way?"

Opening his mouth, Father Yan's obviously happy voice was also mixed with clear pampering.

Staring dumbfoundedly at the scarf in front of Yan Xincheng's neck, Mo Wan's palms were sweating in a panic, and the chopsticks almost didn't fall off:

She never expected that a scarf would be so eye-catching, let alone that the moment Yan Xincheng put it on, the whole family was present and poking at it!
In an instant, her already pale face became even more ugly.

And when he heard the whole family surrounded by Yan Xincheng's concerned inquiries, especially Yan's father's obviously different tone, he covered his cold eyes, pursed his thin lips lightly, and tightly clenched Yan Qingyu's drooping hands.

A handsome face flushed instantly, Yan Xincheng faltered in embarrassment:

"Uh...no more, don't get me wrong! It's just a gift from a very nice...ordinary friend!"

As he said that, he still glanced at Mo Wan seemingly absent-mindedly. Although he quickly withdrew, Yan Qingyu caught him straight, and Mo Wan's body, who was already guilty, froze suddenly in fright.

Turning his head, he looked at the woman beside him thoughtfully, and suddenly the hat on the baby's head appeared in his mind, and he narrowed his eyes coldly, but Yan Qingyu's tightly clenched fists loosened.

At this time, Yan Sijing's soft snort sounded again:

"Ordinary friends will personally knit scarves for you? Tsk, you don't even make drafts when you lie! That's true, I wish there were more of these—ordinary friends!"

Breaking through his lies word by word, Yan Sijing also deliberately emphasized the words 'ordinary friends'. Originally, these words were deliberately said to Mo Wan, but without thinking, they hit Yan right at the heart In Qingyu's heart, of course, Mo Wan's face changed, but he suddenly had a clear intuition that 'if you fall into the Yellow River, you will never be able to wash away'.

If he realized something, Yan Qingyu's handsome face suddenly darkened, his black eyes were gloomy, and his expression instantly became a little scary. Sitting beside him, Mo Wan clearly felt the sudden chill on his body, which was icy cold and biting.

The panic in her heart intensified a little bit, twisting her body, she suddenly had the urge to escape, but at this point, if she left the table, wouldn't it be "there is no silver 300 taels here", and she would not call herself?
Heartbroken and dizzy for a while, Mo Wan wished he would fall ill and pass out!

(End of this chapter)