I met you in my life

Chapter 17 Goodbye is the ending I don't want to say (2)
After all, Qiu Subai put the phone aside and started tidying up the desk. She was in a bad mood a while ago, and she was always too lazy to take care of the things on the table. Now that she has no appointment, she plans to clean it up. Qiu Subai opened the In the locked drawer, I saw the half pack of Zhongnanhai that was not finished at a glance, and threw it into the trash can without hesitation, and then said to the trash can, "Zhongnanhai, Zhongnanhai, it's not the master that I don't want you, but a certain People say he doesn't like girls smoking!"

But at this moment, Qiu Hena gently knocked on the door of Qiu Su Bai's room, and said outside, "Su Bai, someone is looking for you."

"Hey? Is it a boy or a girl?" Qiu Subai quickly stood up from the chair and opened the door. She thought that if her sister said it was a boy, it must be Qiu Weiwei.

"It's a boy." Qiu Hena said blankly.

Qiu Subai felt strange. Although no one mentioned Su Yi in front of the other party, she and her sister had nothing unpleasant during the winter vacation, and the two of them got along very well. Why did they suddenly...

"...Who is it?" Qiu Subai asked carefully.

"It's Su Yi." Qiu Hena's words were like a basin of cold water, splashing on Qiu Subai's face, and her expression became the same as Qiu Hena's, sinking down, but then Qiu Subai suddenly Thinking of what to do if Qiu Hena misunderstood the relationship between her and Su Yi, she quickly said, "Sister, I have nothing to do with Su Yi."

Qiu Hena walked to the door without saying a word, stopped, and said, "It's okay...we have already broken up."

Qiu Subai was stunned, she didn't know anything about this matter.Just when she was about to say something to Qiu Hena, Qiu Hena returned to the room, Qiu Subai walked to Qiu Hena's door, hesitating whether she should ask her sister clearly, and heard intermittent sobbing inside the door , she withdrew the hand that was about to open the door, and went downstairs quietly.

She thought that even if it was not her own business, she should ask clearly what happened between Su Yi and Qiu Hena.

Su Yi stood in shame at the door of Qiu Subai's house, not daring to come in.

Qiu Subai opened the door, looked at Su Yi's face with some embarrassment, and said, "Come in!"

"No... can you come out... let's talk."

Qiu Subai didn't want to embarrass Su Yi too much, so he nodded and followed Su Yi out. The two walked to a small park not far from home, and found a bench to sit down.

No one spoke, and the atmosphere between the two of them had never been so awkward as it is now.After a while, Qiu Subai lost his composure and asked, "Why did you break up with my sister? If it was because of me, I would never agree to date you just because you broke up with my sister!"

Although he knew that what he said was very hurtful, Qiu Subai knew that he already had a lover, and if Su Yi still had hope, it would be even worse in the future.

"Although it's because of you... But Su Bai, you don't have to feel burdened by it... I know you have a boyfriend, and I never thought that Su Bai would break up with him because of me... But please let me like you You..."

"I'm sorry... I can't agree." Qiu Subai lowered his head and said softly, "Although I used to like brother Su Yi very much... I deliberately didn't call you brother so that you could feel my existence... But, I have been treated as my sister by you for so many years. After you confessed to my sister, from the moment I decided to put away the heart that likes you, I never thought about turning back. If, now, brother Su Yi said Like me, that will make me feel burdened!"

Su Yi thought that Qiu Subai would reject him today, but he never thought that Qiu Subai, who had never called him brother before, would call him brother today. He was speechless and sat there silently. After a while, he said as if mocking himself: "Heh...it seems like what Qiu Weiwei said...I have no right to like you at all...I am indeed a person who doesn't know how to cherish the present and grasp happiness, haha …I chose He Na back then, so what qualifications do I have to beg in front of you now that your heart can return to my side..."

Qiu Subai, who had been silent all this time, heard Su Yi mention Qiu Weiwei's name, and immediately said, "Qiu Weiwei? Did he say it? When did he say it?"

"A few days ago...the last drill before the school math competition."

"Hey? What else did you say?" Qiu Subai suddenly became nervous.

Su Yi said: "No, he didn't say anything... He didn't say anything, just took the necklace... He said he gave it to you."

Qiu Subai suddenly understood the reason why Qiu Weiwei called her repeatedly that day and asked her where the necklace was, so she anxiously took Su Yi's hand and said, "Necklace? My necklace? Why is it with you!"

"On New Year's Eve, at the bar... Somehow your necklace got caught in my sweater sleeve. I wanted to return it to you, but you ran away on the spot... Later I called you, and you No, I think the necklace is broken, so I'll return it to you after it's repaired... I didn't expect to get it after it was repaired, and Qiu Weiwei overheard my conversation with Xiao Shen."

"What's next?" Qiu Subai raised the tone, she stared at Su Yi's face excitedly, Su Yi had never seen her so angry before, and he lowered himself guiltily.

"Say it! Say it quickly!" Qiu Subai shook Su Yi's arm and said.

"Qiu Weiwei didn't even participate in yesterday's competition...the teacher couldn't get in touch with him...I think he might have heard the conversation between Xiao Shen and me, and there was some misunderstanding..." Su Yi said hesitantly, "Yes... I'm sorry..."

However, Qiu Subai didn't want to hear sorry at all. She got up and ran away without even looking back. She ran to the door of Qiu Weiwei's house in one breath. The doorbell was pressed for a long time but no one opened the door.

From morning to afternoon, until Qiu Subai received a call from her parents, she had to go home. In the past seven hours, 32 minutes and 56 seconds, no one answered her calls, and there was no one she was waiting for. Appear.

【5】

The start of school is coming soon, Qiu Subai can only look forward to explaining to him the relationship between her and Su Yi when she sees Qiu Weiwei at school.

However, on the first day of school, her illusion that she could be forgiven with just one explanation was completely shattered after Feng Nan called her to the roof of the teaching building inexplicably.

"Let me tell you, stay away from our family in the future." After Feng Nan said this, Qiu Subai was startled, but she quickly calmed down, looked at Feng Nan and said, "You are here What joke are you talking about? Your Weiwei?"

"Yes! It's our Weiwei! My Qiu Weiwei! Not your Qiu Subai's Qiu Weiwei!"

At first, Qiu Subai thought Feng Nan was talking nonsense, but she noticed that there was a trace of seriousness in Feng Nan's smug expression, so she fell silent for a while, and when she was about to ask Feng Nan, Feng Nan had already spoken by herself.

She said: "Qiu Subai, don't think that as long as you leave your traces everywhere in other people's homes, that person belongs to you. I have already thrown away all the things you used, not even a towel left!"

"You...you went to Qiu Weiwei's house?"

"Sorry, I didn't go to his house, but lived in his house."

Hearing these words from Feng Nan's mouth, Qiu Subai suddenly lost his balance, took a step back, and leaned against the wall, his whole face turned pale.

The roof door also swung in a "squeak" immediately, and closed tightly in an instant.Seeing Feng Nan calling Qiu Subai, the gossiping Aixi also followed to the rooftop. She hid behind the door leading to the rooftop and eavesdropped on the conversation between Feng Nan and Qiu Subai. When Nan said that, she leaned behind the door in shock and patted her chest vigorously. After taking a breath, she hurried downstairs, not knowing why at that moment, she was thinking that all of this must come from Qiu Weiwei. Only when it is confirmed by the mouth can it be considered true.

Aixi ran to the floor where the class was located, and saw Qiu Weiwei who had just come to school in the corridor, she ran over and pulled his clothes, stepped aside, glanced left and right, and said softly: "Feng Nan really loves you Home? What's going on here? You and Su Bai, what happened?"

Qiu Weiwei, who was surprised how did Ai Xi know this, frowned and said, "How did you know?"

"Is this true?"

Seeing that Qiu Weiwei didn't deny it, Aixi's eyes widened twice as wide as before.

Qiu Weiwei put aside Ai Xi's hand, and said casually: "I'm already planning to break up with Qiu Subai, it's normal for Feng Nan to live in, don't tell me who I slept with, who lived in my house, and I still need to be notified Everyone?"

Aixi was so frightened by Qiu Weiwei's sudden change that she couldn't speak. She prevaricated everything she wanted to say. When Qiu Weiwei walked away, Aixi pointed at his back and shouted: "Qiu Weiwei Wei! You are a bastard! If you make Su Bai sad, I will not let you go!"

All the people in the corridor who heard this sentence fixed their eyes on Qiu Weiwei, and various speculations quickly spread among people.

Feng Nan blew past Aixi like a gust of happy wind, ran towards Qiu Weiwei, took his arm, and said with a smile, "Weiwei, did you sleep well last night?"

Qiu Weiwei pushed aside Feng Nan's hand in disgust, and said, "How many times have I told you not to call me that!"

"Got it! Don't yell like that next time!" Feng Nan ignored Qiu Weiwei's indifference, and held his arm more affectionately, as if they were about to announce their relationship at school.

Qiu Weiwei resisted Feng Nan's excessive intimacy, and took a deep breath. The tip of his nose seemed to be poured with acid water, and it spread to his already battered heart little by little. He clenched his hands tightly. Fisting, rattling, blood and tears flowing from the bottom of my heart.

"In this case... what should Su Bai do!" Aixi said sadly as she watched them walking together and stomped her feet angrily.

Standing there, Ai Xi heard the crying behind her, turned her head, and shouted in surprise: "Su Bai..."

Qiu Subai covered her mouth, and in a short period of time, her eyes were already red from crying. Aixi stood there at a loss, trying to persuade her best friend not to be sad, but also wanted to explain that Qiu Weiwei's words just now were all nonsense Yes, the whole world seems to be in chaos in an instant.

Qiu Subai heard the conversation between Ai Xi and Qiu Weiwei just now, she covered her mouth, and squatted down slowly at the stairs, she suddenly felt that the sky became so low, so low, as if it was about to drop It collapsed.

Qiu Subai kept repeating in her mind—the sentence that Feng Nan said triumphantly in her ear on purpose—"See, I didn't lie to you, it's all true".

"This is not true! Absolutely not true! Nonsense! This is all false!" Qiu Subai shook her head desperately, but she didn't know why her head became so heavy, it was as heavy as a jack, and she couldn't bear it .

"Su Bai!" Ai Xi screamed, running towards Qiu Su Bai, dragging her limp body, "Su Bai! What's wrong with you?"

Essie stopped a boy who was going up the stairs and said, "Hey, wait a minute!"

The boy turned his head, his gaze fell on the anxious Aixi, and followed her gaze to Qiu Subai who had his eyes closed but had a painful face. Before Aixi could speak, he walked towards them.

Qiu Weiwei heard Aixi's cry and turned his head to look at the stairs. A tall boy had already picked up Qiu Subai and hurriedly sent him to the infirmary.

Qiu Weiwei wanted to follow, but there was a voice in his heart saying to him: "Leave her alone, she betrayed you, from the moment she betrayed you, her life and death have nothing to do with you! If you want to break up, just Be tough!"

Qiu Weiwei took back the steps he took.

【6】

In order to let Qiu Subai get out of the shadow of broken love quickly, Aixi tried her best, but Qiu Subai was still depressed all day long. Son.

In addition, with Feng Nan's big mouth, the school quickly spread the things that Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei did. It was originally a happy thing born of love, but the version that was circulated became Qiu Subai's. To seduce Qiu Weiwei, it was even rumored that Qiu Subai had an abortion experience.Although Feng Nan did not expose Qiu Subai's name very much, some people noticed it from the relationship between Qiu Subai and Qiu Weiwei.

Several weeks after breaking up with Qiu Weiwei, Qiu Subai suffered from insomnia at night. The exhausted Qiu Subai could no longer find her sense of belonging at school. She started skipping classes. Every day after her parents went to work, she secretly He ran home quickly and lay on the bed to catch up on sleep.

Later, it was Essie who took her into the bar. The first time she entered that colorful world, she learned to numb herself with alcohol.Many times, after her parents were asleep, she sneaked out of the house and went to the bar to drink.Those who got drunk would just find a hotel to stay overnight. At first, their parents thought that Qiu Subai would go to school earlier.

Until one day, when Qiu Subai sneaked downstairs as usual, it happened that his father was hungry. He was groping in the dark, and when he was about to go downstairs for supper, he vigilantly noticed that the door downstairs was slowing down. He closed it slowly, thinking that the house had been burglarized, so he woke everyone up, only to find that Qiu Subai's room was empty.

Although her father didn't expose her right away, since that night, he has begun to pay special attention to her every move.After learning what his father said, the mother checked Qiu Subai's room that night. Under her pillow, the mother found a pack of unpacked cigarettes and several lighters.

A few nights later, Qiu Subai was about to sneak to the bar to drink again. After she walked out of the house, her parents followed her secretly in a car, and finally saw Qiu Subai entering the bar. His father was trembling with anger and got out of the car on the spot. Rushing into the bar, he found Qiu Subai in the middle of the crowd.

"Dad..." Qiu Subai looked at his father standing in front of him in astonishment, before he could say a word, he was dragged out of the bar by his father and stuffed into the car.

On the way home, the car was eerily quiet, Qiu Subai looked out of the car window silently, she understood better than anyone else that since she chose love, she was already sorry for the two dear and beloved people in the car, Although sad, Qiu Subai still held back the well-developed tear glands in his eyes and did not cry.

She didn't know if it was because she had cried too much during this time, and she couldn't cry anymore, but the sadness in her heart was even more desperate.

Qiu Su Bai really wished that she could find a hole in the ground for her to go in, and wished that she would lose her memory in an instant, forget the past, forget the present, and she could still love Su Yi as foolishly and innocently as before she met Qiu Weiwei, so that If so, besides the pain of unrequited love, she will not cause other troubles... Thinking about it, those tears that I thought would never flow again poured out of my eyes, and Qiu Subai felt so sad that she was about to die up.

Is this what it feels like to be broken in love? She asked herself in confusion countless times, but she couldn't get an answer.

After returning home, the parents still didn't say anything, and asked Qiu Subai to go back to the room to rest early, and the two of them sat in the living room in silence.

Before Qiu Subai returned to the room, Qiu Hena, who was still asleep, gently opened the door and said to Qiu Subai: "If you can't sleep at night, come and sleep with your sister!"

Qiu Subai was so moved that he didn't know what to say, went back to the room and hugged the pillow, and went to Qiu Hena's room.

Everyone has their own secret deeply buried in their hearts, but on such a moonlit night, everyone will open the closed heart door and can't help talking.

For more than half a year, there has been a gap between Qiu Subai and Qiu Hena because of Su Yi. Qiu Hena has always thought that Qiu Subai still likes Su Yi, but she doesn't say it, but she doesn't like it in her heart.But until tonight Qiu Subai told Qiu Hena what happened in the past six months back and forth, Qiu Hena's soft heart was very sad for her sister's experience.

"Actually... that day... my birthday... I saw it... but it was not then that I realized that the person Su Yi likes is not me, but you... Su Bai, I really hated you at first. When Su Yi and I went on a trip, your name was mentioned the most in his mouth... So, we had a very unpleasant fight, and at that time, I wanted to break up with him..."

"...Sister," Qiu Subai stared at Qiu Hena's gentle and elegant face like a goddess under the bright moonlight, and the sadness welling up in his heart covered the previous guilt.

"Do you know, there is nothing more sad than the person you like...not like yourself, but your beloved sister, hehe..." Qiu Hena smiled reassuringly, touching Qiu Su white hair, said: "But, if Su Yi really likes you, then I will be happy for you, so even if you are together, it doesn't matter, really!"

Qiu Hena said this with certainty, but was blocked by Qiu Subai, "Sister, I said that the reason why I became so embarrassed is not because of Brother Su Yi."

Qiu Hena was taken aback by the word "brother" on Qiu Subai's lips, and said in surprise: "Your name is Brother Su Yi? You never want to call him brother."

Yes.Even Qiu Hena discovered this.

Because I like Su Yi so much, I don't even feel willing to call him my brother.

He is obviously a brother who is two years older than himself, but he can't say anything. He hopes that Su Yi can become his beloved lover, not a so-called brother. If he is a brother, he should only distance the two of them... …

But it's different now, after meeting Qiu Weiwei, everything is different.

Qiu Weiwei is a person who made Qiu Subai lose Su Yi and still feel happy. Although there was sadness, depression, and hesitation in the middle of this love, it is still reluctant to form a whole emotional road Abandoned romance.

Even... like now, separated because of betrayal, but still want to see him.

"The person I like is Qiu Weiwei." Qiu Subai said affirmatively, with a serious and serious expression on her face, but soon this emotion was firmly wrapped in sadness, and she said with a wry smile: "But... I can't love it any more now..."

"Why?" Qiu Hena said confusedly: "If you like it, you should fight for it. There are many things in the world that don't start with success. People have to go through many twists and turns before they can cherish what they almost lost. .”

After talking for a long time, Qiu Hena fell asleep unknowingly because she was too sleepy, but Qiu Subai couldn't fall asleep anyway. She couldn't help but think about Qiu Weiwei, and couldn't help thinking about how to forgive Qiu Weiwei. Betrayal, if you beg him not to break up, can you go back to the past? The crystal tears kept rolling in Qiu Subai's eyes. She didn't want Qiu Hena to worry about her crying after hearing it.

Qiu Subai quietly walked out of the room, the night was so quiet that she was afraid.

(End of this chapter)