hear the voice of the soul

Chapter 200 Unblessed Lovers ([-])
　
　"In order to be with me, he even stopped his favorite equestrian career. Because it is impossible for a racer to stay in one place, and he cannot bear such a 'scandal'. If he wants to stay, he must abandon him His pride, his honor, everything about him, he is an ordinary servant here."

　"He really did it. I am so conflicted, I always want to confess to Anais, but I am sorry for her, I am cowardly, selfish, and I lack courage. I should have told her the truth earlier. However, I kept procrastinating until it was impossible Redeem."

　Listening to Edward's confession, Tang Yumo suddenly thought, in the world of feelings, is it important to come first and then come first?Or is ethics important?No, no, she hates the mistress the most, no matter if it's a female mistress or a male mistress, her novels definitely don't end well.Needless to say, she is a person who loves and hates clearly.

　But in the real world, there are always multiple-choice questions that people can't distinguish between likes and hates.

Sometimes from another perspective, you will find that the person you oppose is not a face-faced and hateful person, and the person you sympathize with is not completely innocent, and the person who cannot make a choice, although it makes the bystanders gnash their teeth, but substitutes himself in that situation. In a general situation, in all fairness, how would you make a choice?
　When people make every choice, it is very difficult, isn't it?

　Do you choose to be loyal to morality, or to be loyal to your heart?
　Tang Yumo fell into painful thought.

　"I don't want to stand on the moral high ground and point out your life self-righteously. It's unfair. But, no matter what, when Anais found you that day. You really shouldn't be so righteous and fierce." Tang Yumo sighed, still unavoidable I feel sorry for Ana.

After all, as women, empathy is more direct.

　"Actually, I didn't say the word "fuck" on purpose that day. I just didn't want her to see us like this. I felt ugly and ashamed."

"The next day Adam and I were going to beg her for forgiveness. But she didn't give me a chance. I know it might be too late to say this now, but if I could turn back time, I would never hurt her like this. Whether it's marriage In this matter, or Adam's matter later, I should make a decisive decision, and I will not make a wrong step, step by step."

　"I thought I would forget it if I hid outside. I found out later that I will never forget it in my life. This is my stain. It has been firmly imprinted on my heart and cannot be washed off."

　"I will be guilty of Anais for the rest of my life, and Adam and I will never be truly happy."

　"So, you don't have to worry, I won't sell the castle anymore. It's not because of the tarot cards or because I'm afraid of the omen of fate. Rather, I really want to stay here to repent. Although, maybe Anais has a soul in heaven , will be even angrier seeing me and Adam. But I still want to stay."

　"If she lingers, let her spirit punish me. I deserve her punishment."

　Tang Yumo was shocked.

　This unblessed relationship is still different in Anais' eyes and in Edward's eyes, and they don't know each other's true intentions.
　She felt that her body was also shaken, and the cold air enveloped her whole body instantly.

　After the two were silent for a long time, Edward said softly, "Let's go, I just prayed for Anais' resting place."

　"Me too." Tang Yumo said.

　Edward gave her a grateful look.

(End of this chapter)