The princess of Huanghuo loves farming

Chapter 239 The Last Hug, Meng Qiu's Death

After the flood problem in the Weishui area was resolved, Huangfu City led the crowd back to the capital, while Feng Yunkai, Meng Qiu was finally brought back to Fengzhuang by her.However, for the sake of confidentiality, she and Luo Lingqi did not tell anyone that the person brought back this time was Meng Qiu.

With Meng Qiu's current appearance, except for Feng Yunkai, no one could recognize him at first sight.After all, Meng Qiu was once a handsome man, who would have thought that such a useless person would be Meng Qiu?
Feng Yunkai didn't explain anything to Tang Qing and the others, but only asked Tang Qing to find a trustworthy and kind-hearted servant to take care of Meng Qiu's daily life.The reason why they don't want maids to take care of Meng Qiu is because they are afraid that girls who are timid will be frightened by seeing Meng Qiu's appearance, which will cause Meng Qiu's psychological burden.

After simple arrangements, Feng Yunkai went to see Meng Qiu.This time, she went to see Meng Qiu alone, and she had already returned to Fengzhuang, so she didn't have to worry about rumors.

Meng Qiu's injury has healed a lot, except for those irreparable injuries, his body no longer feels pain.The doctor in Yucheng still has some real talents.

Feng Yunkai knocked lightly on the door, and said in a low voice: "It's me." Then, she pushed open the door and walked in.

The moment the door was closed, Meng Qiu's body trembled slightly, and then he turned his head to 'look' at the dark inside of the bed.Although he couldn't see and couldn't speak, his hearing was still keen, and he could naturally tell which direction Feng Yunkai's voice came from.

"Meng Qiu, you remember the past, don't you?" This was the first time Feng Yunkai had a heart-to-heart talk with Meng Qiu since he met Meng Qiu again.She couldn't stay and take care of him, she felt very sorry, but she was already a wife, and some things had to be considered.For example... the mood of her husband.

Naturally, Meng Qiu couldn't and couldn't answer her, and he still maintained that posture, but only he himself understood that he answered her in his heart—yes, he remembered it, how he regarded her as the only one in his life. Sunshine, remembering that he would rather give up his life for her, and remembering the most beautiful and peaceful time in his life in Min County, because there were only him and her at that time.

Just because he remembered, he would rather die than do anything to hurt her.However, just because he remembered the past, he was extremely eager to 'see' her again before he died.

Even though he couldn't see her, couldn't touch her, his heart could feel her, his ears could hear her voice, and his nose could smell her unique breath.

Feng Yunkai didn't know that Meng Qiu was just waiting to die, so she confessed her identity: "Meng Qiu, there is one thing that I must tell you truthfully, otherwise, I will have a bad conscience for the rest of my life. Feng Yunkai, your childhood sweetheart who grew up, I... I am an imposter."

After finishing speaking, she was a little apprehensive, she didn't tell anyone about this except Luo Lingqi, and Meng Qiu was the second person who knew her identity.The reason why she decided to tell Meng Qiu was because she didn't want Meng Qiu to treat her as the Feng Yunkai he loved.

Only this person in front of her knew the original Feng Yunkai, and because he didn't want to confront her, he sacrificed for her so far, she couldn't bear it and couldn't lie to him anymore.Even if he feels that what he has done is not worth it, and even hates her, she doesn't want him to live in a lie.

And the most important reason is that she can't respond to his love, her heart has already been given to her husband, since she can't respond, it's better to let him stop living in this torment.

However, after listening to her words, Meng Qiu remained calm after a slight tremor at first, as if this matter didn't mean much to him.

"I..." Seeing that he didn't respond, Feng Yunkai didn't know how to continue. After hesitating for a while, she said again: "I'm sorry, I just hope I can make you up, don't worry , I will go to Shangguan Liuyun in a few days, he has excellent medical skills, and he will definitely have a way to cure you."

At this time, Meng Qiu finally had a reaction - he shook his head lightly.

"You... don't want Shangguan Liuyun to heal you?" Feng Yunkai was slightly surprised, did he intend to live like this for the rest of his life?
Meng Qiu nodded, then turned around suddenly, facing Feng Yunkai with that broken face.The skin around his eyes trembled slightly, which made him seem to be 'watching' Feng Yunkai.

I... want to hug you...

Feng Yunkai looked at the mutilated lips, wriggling one after another, but she 'heard' his words clearly.

After hesitating for a moment, Feng Yunkai sat on the edge of the bed, and took the lead in reaching out to hug him tightly.She was not the woman he loved, but this body belonged to that woman, and she owed him this hug.She also knew that he was quite fragile now and needed someone to give him some encouragement.

Although Meng Qiu's tendon in his hand was broken, it was just that he couldn't exert force on his wrist, so he opened his arms and hugged the woman in front of him with a little force.

At that moment, Meng Qiu felt that he wanted to cry, even though a man would not cry easily...

He didn't know that she was not the original Feng Yunkai, but he knew very well who the person he loved was.In the past, he only loved this neighbor as a younger sister, but when she changed significantly, he found that he began to treat her as a woman.

That's why he was able to block the knife for her during the civil unrest. At that time, he thought: maybe it is luckier to die for her than to be under the control of the organization for a lifetime.Knowing that she doesn't love him, but if he can at least leave a trace in her heart, then his life will not be in vain...

After Meng Qiu's shoulders trembled slightly for a while, he finally let go of the woman in his arms.He thought that if he could hug her like this once, he would die without regret.

He pushed her with a weak wrist, his lips squirmed: I'm tired...

"Okay, I'll come see you again in a few days. You have to take good care of your body, eat three meals on time, and don't give up on yourself, you know?" Feng Yun opened his hands and smiled at him, although he knew he couldn't see it.

Meng Qiu hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.

If Feng Yunkai could notice some of Meng Qiu's abnormalities a little bit, there would be no regrets.Unfortunately, she only thought that she had comforted Meng Qiu, so she left happily.

After Feng Yun drove away, Meng Qiu just sat there blankly, reminiscing about that tender hug just now.Perhaps, for the woman, this was just a way to comfort and encourage him, but for him, this life has no regrets...

As the sky was getting dark, Meng Qiu didn't move at all. He didn't open his mouth obediently until the servants brought the food and fed him respectfully, and ate it mouthful.

The servant who fed the meal was a little surprised. Before, this young man was not so obedient. He just ignored him. After he left, he struggled to eat by himself. This is really a bit strange.Could it be that you have already figured it out?

However, he is only responsible for the son's daily life, and he dare not take care of other things.

Not long after, Meng Qiu shook his head, indicating that he was full, and the servant cleaned up the dishes and retreated.

It was getting darker and darker, Meng Qiu sat still for a while, and finally there was a movement - he reached into his arms with a trembling and feeble wrist and 'touched' something.

There was no candle in the room, and it made no difference to Meng Qiu whether to light a candle or not.But through the moonlight, he could clearly see that what he 'touched' was a pill bigger than soybeans!
All I saw was that Meng Qiu pulled an extremely ugly smile, picked up the pill with both wrists, and fed it into his mouth slowly, slowly...

After swallowing the pill, Meng Qiu lay down quietly.

When the pain in his internal organs began to erode his body, he didn't show any pain.He felt that his heart was full of peace and tranquility. Except for the one year with Yunkai in his life, he had never felt so relaxed for a moment...

Yunkai, goodbye...

I know you want to save me and take care of me, but I have become a useless person, useless to you, and will bring disaster to you because of my identity as a spy. I will not do anything to hurt you, so , only if I die, you will not be criticized...

I am very happy that you recognized me at the first sight, but I am not happy to meet Luo Lingqi.Forgive my little selfishness,
I know that you have married Luo Lingqi, and when you got married that day, I watched from afar in the crowd.Seeing that you are dressed in fine clothes, Luo Lingqi treats you like a treasure, although I am jealous, I am also gratified.However, since you are already a wife, you can't be by the side of a useless person like me, so I don't want to stay in this Fengzhuang, lonely, counting the days when you will come...

I took away the last bit of hope from the emperor, the last list simply does not exist.I never thought of telling the emperor the last secret, because I hate it too. If he hadn't teamed up with Huangfu Jing, at least I could still watch you secretly, and it wouldn't be like this... where I can only hear your voice .So, my soul will watch him get knocked down, knocked down by that secret.

Yunkai, don't be sad for me, because I am very happy that before I die, I can still hug you - this is something I have always wanted to do, but have never dared to do.

Clouds open, take care...

The last trace of consciousness was lost, and Meng Qiu's weak breathing stopped abruptly...

A group of crows suddenly screamed crazily in Lingyuan, awakening Feng Yunkai who was sleeping!She turned over and sat up, and yelled, "Meng Qiu!"

Luo Lingqi was startled awake by her, and when she heard the name she called out, her face darkened for the most part.But because of Meng Qiu's current situation, he didn't say anything, he just patted her on the back lightly.

Feng Yun turned her head happily, opened her eyes wide, and said in panic, "Luo! Something happened to Meng Qiu!"

Luo Lingqi frowned and didn't speak.

"Luo, accompany me to Fengzhuang, I beg you..." Feng Yunkai burst into tears for no reason, and they flooded into tears all at once.She couldn't explain where the sadness in her heart came from, but she was so sure that something happened to Meng Qiu.

Faced with Feng Yunkai's tears and pleas, Luo Lingqi had no resistance at all, immediately got dressed and got out of bed, hugged Feng Yunkai and flew towards Fengzhuang.

(End of this chapter)