Hand Medicine Fragrance

Chapter 187
"What are you talking about?" The prince looked sideways at her, "Will you leave after finishing speaking?"

Chai Sujin sighed and nodded again, "Yes, I'll leave after I finish speaking. Brother Xian, as long as you live, we still have hope."

She spoke in a low voice, and after she finished speaking, she suddenly mouthed to the prince.

In such a dimly lit room, if the two of them weren't so close, he wouldn't be able to see her mouth movements clearly.

But she didn't care about the filth on the ground, let alone the rancid smell on his body, she leaned forward, only a fist away from him.

So he could see her mouth shape clearly.

The prince couldn't help but widen his eyes.

Chai Sujin nodded to him, "Is it clear?"

The prince nodded slowly in astonishment.

"I'm leaving." Chai Sujin stood up.

The prince fixed his eyes on her, on her pretty face, "You, you..."

Chai Sujin sighed, "You are suffering, and seeing you suffer, I can't save you, or even help you. My heart is pierced like a knife. I am the one who is willing to suffer all this..."

As she spoke, she sighed and left.

The prince leaned on the wall, stood up staggeringly from the ground, and watched her leave in a daze.

His mouth was slightly opened, his expression was dazed, and a layer of water vapor suddenly floated in his cloudy and bloodshot eyes.

Chai Sujin left the cold palace, and was taken to see Yu Zhende, the current new emperor.

"He doesn't know where the thing you want is." Chai Sujin said with downcast eyes, "Now, he is nothing, instead of torturing him like this, why don't you return him to me, and I will take him and leave the capital , get out of here, so that you don't have to worry about seeing us again."

Yu Zhende sneered, "Annoyed? No, why would I be upset when I see you? Seeing you suffer, seeing you suffer, I am very happy, very happy."

"Really? Are you only happy to see us? Seeing us, you can't really start a new life, you can't really start the life of an emperor. We are always reminding you of the past, the unpleasantness of the past, the past Only by letting go of us and expelling us from the capital can you completely sever ties with the past." Chai Sujin said slowly, her head was lowered, her tone was soft, and her expression was a little slumped.

Yu Zhende looked at her for a long time, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised. After a long silence, he smiled and said: "This is not you, Jin'er. You are a person who never knows how to give up. Now, I am still alive, and your revenge will be paid." Would you give up if you didn’t report? Would you be willing to leave the capital just like that?”

Chai Sujin lowered her head, frowning slightly.

"I don't believe it, Jin'er, what are you planning?" Yu Zhende shook his head, "Don't try to play tricks under my nose, it won't work. I know you better than yourself!"

"When is the time for revenge. I just don't want my life to be immersed in hatred and pain all the time. I don't want to give up. I just want to live in a different way. A different way can make me happier and easier. way." Chai Sujin sighed, "I don't want to be like Brother Zhen, living without freedom and self. Wearing a disguised face, living like..."

"Shut up!"

Yu Zhende shouted angrily.

Chai Sujin raised her head in astonishment, staring at him blankly.

"What right do you have to comment on his life? You don't bear such hatred, so you don't have the right to stand here and speak!" Yu Zhende pointed at her nose and shouted.

"What about now?" Chai Sujin no longer bowed her head, but raised her eyes to look directly at him, "Now my father, my younger brother, my Chai family... and the family of Chai's concubine who died in vain are all on my shoulders Hatred, I face the murderer who caused all this hatred, am I qualified to comment?"

"You, the Chai family, are just self-inflicted!" Yu Zhende snorted coldly, but his expression was clearly a little weak.

"It doesn't matter whether it's self-inflicted or unwarranted victimization." Chai Sujin took a deep breath, "I don't want to pursue it anymore, and I don't care about it anymore. I just want to start a new, easy life. If you agree, I will leave with the crown prince and Brother Zhen, stay away from the capital, and go south, whether it’s back to Fangcheng or to Lingnan, I won’t appear in front of you again.”

Yu Zhende looked at her deeply, "You don't want to fight anymore? Don't you want to take revenge? Don't you want to take back your Chai family's country?"

"It's better than anything else when people are alive and their families can be reunited." Chai Sujin said, "If it's for the sake of power and status, it will be sad that everyone will betray their relatives in the end."

Yu Zhende's face suddenly became very cold, staring at Chai Sujin as if he was about to shoot a cold arrow, "Who are you talking about? Who are you mocking?"

Chai Sujin shook her head, "I'm talking about myself."

Yu Zhende waved his hand, "Let's go, don't enter the palace again, I don't want to see you. If you want the prince to live, unless you hand over what I want!"

"But..." Chai Sujin said anxiously.

"Come on!" Yu Zhende called out loudly.

Immediately, an eunuch entered the palace and dragged Chai Sujin out involuntarily.

"Girl, don't embarrass us, you used to walk in the palace often, you should know the rules." The eunuch blocked her way to rush back.

Chai Sujin frowned at the eunuch.

The eunuch smiled coldly, "If you don't understand the rules, or you must make things difficult for us, then don't blame us for being rude?"

Chai Sujin snorted coldly and had no choice but to walk away.

After boarding the carriage waiting outside the palace gate, the expression of anger, unwillingness and indignation on her face disappeared completely.Calm as if he had never been angry, and returned without disappointment.

When she returned to An Guohou's mansion, when she was stepping on the horse stool and getting out of the carriage, a figure suddenly passed by her and entered through the vertical flower gate.

"Brother Xuan!" Chai Sujin called out.

The figure hesitated for a moment before standing still, then turned around and looked at her with a strange expression.

"I haven't seen you these days, you..."

"Sister is busy, so of course I don't have time to see me. It's okay. Sister, don't worry about me. I'm fine." Brother Xuan said immediately, his eyes wandered around, and he didn't look at her.

Chai Sujin raised her foot and approached Brother Xuan, "Are you worried?"

Brother Xuan quickly shook his head, "No."

"Then why are you panicking?" Chai Sujin asked.

Brother Xuan immediately froze and shook his head again and again, "Why am I panicking? No, sister, aren't you busy? Hurry up and get busy with your business! I'm fine!"

After speaking, he was about to run away.

Chai Sujin grabbed him quickly, "Are you... avoiding me?"

"What did sister say? Why should I hide from you?" Brother Xuan chuckled.

"You went out just now?" Chai Sujin looked him up and down.

Brother Xuan thought for a while before nodding, "Uh, yes, it's a bit boring to be bored in the mansion, so I went out for a walk, and also went to see... our old home."

He lowered his head as he spoke, his mood visibly depressed.

Chai Sujin let go of her hand and stroked the folds of his clothes on his shoulders, "Are you homesick? I think so too. I'll go back with you to have a look when I'm free."

"That's not your home..." Brother Xuan muttered softly.

"What?" Chai Sujin was taken aback.

"When you bought the house, you didn't care about it. You waved your hand and didn't care about anything. You just asked me to be the master. You didn't live there for long. It was my master and us who took care of the house, and we lived in it. Is a house that you haven’t lived in for a few days still considered home to you?” Brother Xuan said very lightly, with his head lowered.

While he was speaking, Chai Sujin couldn't see his expression, but could only hear his extremely low tone.

"Yes, although I haven't lived there for a long time, the place where you live and your relatives is home. Where there are relatives, there is warmth and concern. For me, where you are, that is, there is concern home." Chai Sujin said.

Brother Xuan frowned, and said softly, "Sister is fine, I'm leaving first."

Without waiting for her to respond, he turned and walked away.

Chai Sujin stood at the door of Chuihua, watching Brother Xuan's figure gradually disappearing in sight.

He kept his head down all the way, and the green trees outside the corridor, the delicate and fragrant flowers, and the strangely shaped and interesting stones could not attract his attention.

So, you still say that you have nothing on your mind?
"Brother Xuan has really grown up, and I don't tell my sister anymore when I have something on my mind?" Chai Sujin murmured, and walked towards the main courtyard.

When she returned to the main room, Ruan Qing was guarding the door.

She nodded to Ruan Qing and was about to step into the door.

"Miss Chai." Ruan Qing spoke first, calling her with her arms folded.

Chai Sujin withdrew her steps and stood still.

"If my subordinate remembers correctly, I went to Chai's house that day and asked Dr. Chai to go to the post house to check the pulse of Princess Chu. Is this the first time we met?" Ruan Qing asked.

(End of this chapter)