Hand Medicine Fragrance

Chapter 195 Open the skylight
Chai Sujin shook her head quickly, but looked at the servant girl serving outside the door, her words were choked in her throat and could not be uttered.

It's not that she can't trust Brother Xuan, now Brother Xuan has prejudice against her, doesn't believe in her wholeheartedly, and doesn't regard her as her own sister, once her plan leaks out, there is no power to turn her around.

"If I leave the capital, I will definitely take you with me." Chai Sujin said slowly, every word seemed to use great effort.

Brother Xuan laughed immediately, and stopped talking after a while, "You really have made plans to leave Beijing, but you want me to find out from other places."

"Brother Xuan, if you believe me, why do you ask others about me?" Chai Sujin asked sadly with downcast eyes.

"I asked you, I asked you face to face every time, but which time did you tell me frankly? You just prevaricate and perfunctory me." Brother Xuan said with the corner of his mouth hooked.

Chai Sujin looked up at Brother Xuan.

Looking at this former foolish brother who would rather be injured than to stand in front of her and protect her brother regardless.

Looking at this younger brother who used to believe in her no matter what she said, and acted according to her words.

Growing up day by day, she was taller than her bit by bit, and when the tall and long-legged boy grew into a big boy, the distance between them suddenly became far away.

Maybe it wasn't all of a sudden... Today's result, but the reason has been planted long ago, right?

Was it when she planned to enter the Imperial Medical Office without telling him?
Or when she deliberately fell into the hands of the imperial physician Ling without telling him?
Or was it when she intentionally stayed in the palace for the treatment of the Holy Majesty?
……

There are too many opportunities to make siblings more intimate, too many opportunities to explain past and present lives, she has missed them all.

It has been delayed until now, until he learned it from other people, until they are estranged and can no longer see the conviction in each other's eyes.

Is she right?

"I'm sorry Brother Xuan... I didn't mean to hide it from you." Chai Sujin said.

It's just that the more I hide, the more I don't know how to explain it, and there is no way to explain it.

Brother Xuan smiled, "There is no need to explain."

Chai Sujin looked up at him.

"In case I leak the news again." Brother Xuan said.

Chai Sujin shook her head and frowned regretfully, "Brother Xuan..."

"I won't leave the capital with you." Brother Xuan said, "I've already made an agreement with Uncle Ji's family. After you leave the capital, I will live in their house. Although with my current ability, I can't help it. To avenge my parents and grandpa, but I will not give up. I can't forget the Chai family's deep blood feud, and I can't watch my enemy live freely, but remain indifferent."

Chai Sujin pursed her lips and stared at Brother Xuan without saying a word.

"This grudge, now... er, or rather, it has nothing to do with you all this time. You don't have to continue to bear it, or pretend to bear it. I can bear it alone. Before I leave..." Brother Xuan raised his head Glancing at her, "Go and meet Ji's family, that's enough for this... friendship."

"Brother Xuan, you don't have to talk to me like this..."

Before Chai Sujin finished speaking, Brother Xuan stood up immediately.

"It's up to you whether you go or not. I won't force you, and I can't force you. If you go to the family dinner tomorrow night, don't go too late."

Brother Xuan took a deep look at her, and walked away.

Chai Sujin sat for a long time after he left.

Even the tea in hand was cold, so she stood up slowly and returned to Zhao Yuanzhen's room.

"Why do you look devastated? Was the conversation unpleasant?" Zhao Yuanzhen asked.

Chai Sujin glanced at him and took out the needle naan, "Yes, not happy, he didn't regard me as his sister, now, are you happy?"

Zhao Yuanzhen shook his head again and again, "I can't do needles today, can I? How about doing it tomorrow? You are not happy, how can I be happy?"

Chai Sujin looked at the golden needle in his hand, "No, you have to eat food every day, and naturally you have to treat your illness every day. Your injury is not healed yet, so today's needle is indispensable."

Zhao Yuanzhen was expressionless, but there was a helpless smile in his tone, "But why do I feel that you clearly intend to take your resentment on me?"

Chai Sujin smiled slightly, "Then you are really worrying too much. I have always been a doctor's parent to my patients."

Zhao Yuanzhen looked at her incredulously.

"Get down," she said forcefully.

Zhao Yuanzhen had no choice but to lie down as promised.

Chai Sujin immediately twisted the needle into the acupuncture point.

He kept moaning, "It hurts so much today..."

"Illusion." Chai Sujin's face remained unchanged.

The next afternoon, when Chai Sujin came back from the other courtyard, she changed her clothes and sat in the room looking at the window in a daze.It seems to be thinking about things while waiting, and it seems to be just emptying myself.

"Don't go if you don't want to go, who knows what he and Chunlu are muttering about every day." Zhao Yuanzhen put down the letter secretly sent by his old confidant, came to her side, and said while holding her shoulder.

Chai Sujin shook her head, "Go."

"What if he wants to plot against you?" Zhao Yuanzhen reminded.

Chai Sujin looked up at him.

"It's not that I'm a villain, but that it's necessary to be defensive. You also know that he no longer regards you as a sister, so he is not your younger brother." Zhao Yuanzhen said in a low voice.

"No," Chai Sujin shook his head, "Whether he treats me as my sister or not, he is my younger brother. It's not that I don't know that he will plot against me. Chunlu's father and grandfather were punished by you because of a plate of chicken feet. The imperial chef was reduced to a prisoner and had to leave the capital pitifully. Grandpa died of illness on the way, and father was also seriously ill. Uncle sold her as a slave. From a good family of Xiaobiyu, she was reduced to a lowly slave. She hates me for what she should of."

Zhao Yuanzhen frowned, "And this matter, why didn't you say it earlier?"

"If you said it earlier, you would have dealt with Chunlu too." Chai Sujin said.

"Isn't it good to deal with her? Save her from talking nonsense in front of Brother Xuan. Without her instigation, maybe the sibling relationship between you wouldn't be where it is today. You know, it was because of Chunlu in the first place..." Zhao Yuanzhen frowned, "No, I'll ask someone to take down that maid."

"I know," Chai Sujin shook his head and said, "I know it's because of the spring dew. Today there is spring dew between us, and there may be autumn dew in the future. Trust between people, if you rely on a few words from others I will lose my instigation, and if I don't have the ability to distinguish and judge, I will lose this brother sooner or later."

Zhao Yuanzhen stood still with his hands down, looking at her deeply.

"So, I didn't do anything to Chunlu. If he believes in Chunlu and discusses with her to deal with me, then I will suffer. After all, I did occupy her sister's body, and I am not wronged if he takes revenge on me. Chai Sujin got up and said, "I should go."

"Let Ruan Qing follow you?" Zhao Yuanzhen asked uncertainly.

Chai Sujin hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly, "Alright."

Zhao Yuanzhen immediately breathed a sigh of relief, "Come back soon."

Chai Sujin smiled, but the smile was a bit desolate.

She sent someone to find brother Xuan, and prepared a generous gift, and went to Ji's house together.

Brother Xuan was about to ride a horse, but Chai Sujin stood on the horse stool and looked at him and said, "Let's ride in the carriage together. I remember that when we entered the capital together, you sat in the carriage with me. I don't know if there will be such a thing in the future." chance."

Brother Xuan frowned.

Chai Sujin smiled and bent over the carriage.

Brother Xuan hesitated for a moment, threw the whip, and jumped into the car.

Ruan Qing and the guards of the Marquis of Anguo led the way before and after the carriage to escort them.

The carriage swayed slightly, and the window was hung with jasper wind bells, and the jingle jingle was very pleasant.

There is also a wall bottle hanging on the wall of the carriage, and the pure white single-petal jasmine is inserted in the bottle, and the sweet fragrance makes people feel refreshed.

The atmosphere in the carriage seemed to be very good, except for Brother Xuan who had a stiff face and seemed to be in a bad mood.

Chai Sujin opened the small square drawer in the middle, and there was an exquisite snack box in the small drawer.

She opened the box, and immediately a burst of crispy fragrance wafted out, mixed with the fragrance of jasmine, making people even more appetizing.

"The dim sum is still hot. I specially asked the kitchen to make it. It's your favorite flavor. I just don't know if there is a good Chunlu craftsmanship. Speaking of it, I haven't tasted Chunlu's craftsmanship for a long time." Chai Sujin slowly Said slowly.

Brother Xuan immediately turned to look at her, "Do you still want to taste Chunlu's handicraft?"

Chai Sujin smiled and shook her head.

Brother Xuan frowned, "What does this mean?"

"I don't dare to try her craft again." Chai Sujin said slowly.

"Why? What's wrong with her?" Brother Xuan asked, staring at Chai Sujin, ignoring the crispy snacks.

"Brother Xuan, do you believe that no matter who I am, you are my younger brother, which cannot be changed. Because I have the body and face of Chai Concubine, whether you admit it or not, I am your sister." Chai Sujin said, "But in front of some people, I have another identity. Although it is a thing of the past, I cannot escape it."

(End of this chapter)