Idle King's Blind Concubine

Chapter 161 Who is Lying in the Frozen Lake (3)
Nangong Yueli stared at Rong Qingyu's calm expression for a long time before sighing softly.

"You are always so stubborn. I know that you are practicing cold breathing exercise to heal Beichen's Gu poison. But have you ever thought about what will happen to him if you have something to do? Don't you feel that he cares about you now? It is not lower than before. If you have something to do because of him, you should be able to imagine that he will spend his whole life in pain!"

Rong Qingyu's heart trembled when he heard it, but he forced a wry smile and said: "Brother Yueli will be able to give him mysteries when the time comes, wouldn't it be difficult to forget love?"

Nangong Yueli choked at Rong Qingyu's rhetorical question, but looked helplessly at Rong Qingyu in front of her.

"Originally, as the elder of Xuanzong, plus his bloodline, he is also qualified to practice Xuanjiyin to become Xuanzun of Xuanmen! But if Xiangsiyin makes trouble, his path may only have an abyss."

Hearing Rong Qingyu's words, Nangong Yueli couldn't help being startled: "You...know? If that's the case, then you should know where his lovesickness comes from. Even if you don't cure him, he will be fine. Why do you bother?" Toss yourself for a while?"

"It is precisely because I know, and because I understand his heart, that I know that he does not want to take the path of political struggle... If I just sit idly by, he is forced to choose a path he does not want to take for the sake of family affection, and in the end he will still It will be painful! Instead of doing this, it’s better to give him the right to choose freely. Even if he is the one who wants to give up his love in the future, I will have no regrets! In this way, even if I leave one day, brother Yueli won’t have to worry about him as a good brother! "

Hearing Rong Qingyu's words, Nangong Yueli felt that the already calm heart lake suddenly cracked like an ice surface just now.

This girl, with how much she cares about Bei Chen, how can she be so calm?But I asked her why she couldn't calm down?She can do nothing for Beichen, she would rather bear everything by herself, and only hope that the person she loves can be happy.And in order not to worry others, so calm has become a habit!
"You..." Nangong Yueli closed his eyes and hesitated for a long time, but he still had to say: "Do you still remember Yin'er and Wu'er? Do you remember your two children?"

As soon as Nangong Yueli said this, Rong Qingyu felt a huge atrial fibrillation.Yin'er, Wu'er, how could she not remember...how could she not remember?

"You also have to admit that you are not a competent mother!" Every word Nangong Yueli said seemed to be pierced into her heart with a sharp knife. "When you are struggling or have no regrets in your relationship, have you ever thought about those two children who lost their parents at a young age?"

That's right, she's not a good and competent mother, no... Otherwise, when she tested the poison for Beichen, why didn't she think about what would happen to her two children if she failed?
And God, in order to punish her for being selfish, really made her lose everything that year...

"You want me to abolish the cold breath skill for you? Actually, I think it's good for you to be like this now. No one knows how long your marriage will last in this life. Instead of leaving some irresistible regrets and hurts in the future, it's better not to have it. !"

Seeing Rong Qingyu's pale face, almost unable to stand still, Nangong Yueli knew that what he said was too much, but he couldn't help but say so.

Rong Qingyu couldn't answer Nangong Yueli's words, at this moment she only felt a tingling pain in her heart, and her breathing seemed to be choked with sobs.

Remember?How can you not remember?How many times in the past she wanted to ask Nangong Yueli what happened to her and Beichen's child.But a hundred years later, she dared not face that pile of bones.Even if they are a normal hundred years old, she dare not face it... her heart hurts intermittently, because of the guilt of not being able to fulfill her duty as a mother, and the sadness of not being able to protect her.

In fact, there is no need to ask, she already knew where they were going...

Seeing Rong Qingyu's expression, Nangong Yueli couldn't bear it.

Thinking back to the time, that kind of situation...

As a wife and mother who loves her husband-in-law and children deeply, how should she choose?
If you test the poison, the loved one may still have a chance.If you don't try, then you will just watch the person you love die.But once the drug test fails, she may lose more than just the person she loves.She must have considered keeping those two children. She knew that they were not alone, and that there were many uncles who would not sit idly by, and those two children would not suffer in life.

But the original reason is the love that parents can give, and it will always be the regret in the heart of the child, and it is also the guilt and regret in the heart of the parents.If it was not a last resort, how could she be willing to give up her child?

He also knew that she had no choice at the time. The reason why he said that was not to condemn her, but just not to want her to do stupid things again.Tell her not to be so desperate when she loves, to perfect all the way out for the person she loves, but to put herself in the last position, leaving no room for it, never thinking that this will make other people around her who care about her sad sad.

As an older brother, he had seen her for so many years, but he couldn't bear to see her any longer.

I hope these words stimulate her, let her get used to leaving some leeway for herself from now on.

Otherwise, one day when she leaves, he doesn't think she can live well in other worlds by herself.So, what he was worried about was not only Bei Chen, his cousin who was related to him by blood in the previous life, but also his disciple who was related as master and apprentice in this life?

Beichen Liuting was in the dark, so shocked that he couldn't speak, if he didn't know something in advance, he would have thought that she had a child with someone else after hearing Nangong Yueli's words.

But now these past and present life stories are so far away from him, but they are still hurting his heart.

Although Nangong Yueli and Rong Qingyu didn't actually say anything, those images were clearly staged in his mind.You Qi looked at Rong Qingyu's frail body, and he clearly heard her suppressed sobbing.

And from the beginning of knowing him in this life, no matter how deeply he hurt her or how mean he was every time, she has never been so sad.

It can be seen how much she cared about those two children, but they had to bow their heads in the face of an irresistible fate.Regardless of fate, these things that should have been borne by him have always been on her weak shoulders... It was he who failed to protect her well.Regardless of those past lives that he couldn't search for at all, but looking at the present, how could he look at her so sad and indifferent?The hand holding down the bird's head that had been struggling for a long time couldn't help but loosen, and Beichen Liuting's footsteps trembled.

(End of this chapter)