Idle King's Blind Concubine

Chapter 234 If You Don't Come Back
"At the beginning, I didn't think about these issues. Later, when I met Yu'er, you were surprised by the theory of reincarnation. Now, I'm afraid I can't believe it!" Nangong Xixiang smiled slightly, and put Rong Qingyu's slender hand on his lips, tender kisses.

Rong Qingyu's fingertips trembled slightly, feeling a little disappointed in his heart, and said quietly: "What you are most curious about should be why I always think you are reincarnated. But why do you still dream of some strange scenes? There is no feeling of past at all, but I remember everything clearly. The matter of Yin'er is second! I think, if Yin'er is mentioned, those things have to be said."

Nangong Xixiang listened silently, because every word of Rong Qingyu really answered all his questions.

"It stands to reason that a hundred years ago, if I had died and entered reincarnation like... that one, I should have forgotten everything about my past. Perhaps, I would not be here now!"

Nangong Xixiang was quite surprised when he heard this, but nodded and listened quietly.

"It's just because I'm not from this world, so the rules of reincarnation in this world can't completely restrain my soul. However, due to some reasons, I can't go back to the original world. In the end, I can only stay here temporarily, Only by relying on the memories of the past, retaining the knowledge of the previous life, and relying on the knowledge and martial arts of these lifetimes to survive in this society, because the memory of the past is still there, so the person who admires naturally knows that he will be in a certain corner of the world Therefore, the meaning of existence is to find him, or to protect the peace of this country. Even if I don’t meet him in the end, I hope that he will live a healthy life. It is also because I am not from this world, so I shouldn’t be with anyone in this world. I was involved too deeply. However, I was involved in a love debt in this world... And each parallel world has its own laws. My soul from another world broke this law. Born together. And as long as I am still in this world, his soul will be immortal. If I can reunite with my previous lover. He will also be our child again, until our souls are separated in two different worlds... ...Actually, what is a little bit crucial is that if I have no fate with that person, Yin'er probably won't exist anymore. Because of the first anomaly, my life and death book was banned. Except for that person, I am in It's impossible to have an heir with other people!" Rong Qingyu said here, stroking her lower abdomen with one hand, with a gentle and peaceful expression.

Nangong Xixiang was shocked, but he still listened to Rong Qingyu's words calmly.Until she said that her soul was separated in two worlds, she felt a throbbing pain in her heart and a sudden suffocation of her breath.So she didn't fully understand what she said later.

"You'll leave? Yu'er, don't!" Nangong Xixiang grasped Rong Qingyu's hand in panic, his eyes showing fear.

Rong Qingyu heard Nangong Xixiang's terrified words, her heart was filled with bitterness, but she didn't answer his question directly: "Xiang, if your father doesn't let me go, and I kill him to protect myself, what should you do?" What about it?" Rong Qingyu changed the subject, and suddenly asked Nangong Xixiang seriously, "Although we haven't said it directly, you should be more aware of your father's fear of me than I am!"

Nangong Xixiang's eyes hurt when he heard it, although he knew very well that if something happened, no matter if Rong Qingyu fell into his father's hands or Nangong Qiongyu fell into Rong Qingyu's hands, if he , I'm afraid they can't sit idly by and will definitely intercede for that weak one.

Therefore, for a while, he didn't know how to answer Rong Qingyu's question.After a pause, he spoke with difficulty under Rong Qingyu's waiting: "Kaidongchu, if the blue waters cannot accommodate us, the sky and the earth are big, there will always be a place for us to live!" Nangong Xixiang stood up while speaking, He bent over and held Rong Qingyu into his arms.

Hearing such words, Rong Qingyu thought to herself: I hope we can still leave tonight!And in Nangong Xixiang's arms, he finally responded softly: "Okay, then when you come back, let's leave together!"

Nangong Xixiang trembled when she heard this, and originally wanted to dissuade her, but now it seems that she is not willing to leave alone.Now that I think about it, with her current body, it is indeed uneasy to let her go alone first.

After hesitating again and again, in the end, he agreed with her to stay in the palace until he came back.

But she never thought what would happen to her when he was worried about not being around, but she didn't think about it deeply, if he couldn't come back...

"I'll be back soon!" Nangong Xixiang swore.

Rong Qingyu's heart moved slightly when he heard it, and after struggling for a long time, he finally made a decision...

"If you can't come back before dawn, then I won't wait for you anymore!"

Nangong Xixiang was stunned for a moment, not knowing why Rong Qingyu said this, but he felt her tone was calm, and he didn't hear anything else.I just thought that she was afraid that he would be entangled by Nangong Qiongyu, when the time came, she would leave first and wait for him to reunite.

"Alright, if I don't come back in time, we'll meet up in Cangzhou!" When Nangong Xixiang said this, he deliberately broke Zhengrong Qingyu's body so that her face was facing her.

Rong Qingyu looked at him quietly, neither answering nor denying.

Nangong Xixiang thought she was silent, but after all, she felt that something was wrong with her, but she never thought of what she might mean: If you don't come back, we will break up on this level!
It wasn't until Nangong Xixiang left to make arrangements for tonight's plan, and after walking for a while, Rong Qingyu regained his composure.Still a little unsure, she finally said that sentence to him before...

I feel sad for a while, but I know that some things are ultimately in a dilemma. If he can't make a choice, she might as well help him to settle these grievances.

Thinking of this, Rong Qingyu lightly pressed the protruding lower abdomen with one hand, and could still feel the fetal movement inside from time to time.The bottom of her heart that was involved was sweet for a while, and sad for a while.Although she knew that such emotions were not good for the fetus, it was still difficult to suppress.

Taking a deep breath, Rong Qingyu raised his hand and took out a small porcelain bottle from his sleeve, playing with it for a long time.Looking carefully, it was the bottle that Nangong Yueli once gave to her, and she later wanted to transfer it to Nangong Youyun, but was pushed away by Nangong Youyun...

After playing with the little bottle for a long time, Rong Qingyu put the little bottle into his sleeve, walked to the window, and pushed it open.

(End of this chapter)