The new wife of the diamond favored marriage is on the top

Chapter 209 chapter210: I am willing
"Mother Zhang's cooking is the best." Bao'er muttered, looking at Guan Ruicheng with her neck raised, she really agreed in her heart - even if she could stand on two legs, she would not be able to shake the pot.

"When Mama Zhang was cooking, were you only... so big." Guan Ruicheng made a gesture around his waist with a hand.

"Ah, almost." Bao'er nodded.

"Children always have strength when they look at adults." Guan Ruicheng glanced at her and said with a smile.

"Uh... so now I see that you also feel strong?" Bao'er shrugged, and rocked the wheelchair to the sink to handle other dishes.

"You are not a child now." Guan Ruicheng glanced at her, smiled and shook his head: "Kids only look at right and wrong, while adults pay more attention to pros and cons. For example, your treatment of Qin Muyang is very good."

"Adults... more emphasis on pros and cons..." Pei Baoer lowered her head and thought about this sentence carefully, thinking about Qin Muyang's control, thinking about Xiu Ya's choice between friendship and love...

Sure enough, they all had a choice between pros and cons.I just don't know if they have thought about right or wrong when making such a choice?Have you ever thought that they have also experienced an age together that only emphasizes right and wrong?

"What are you thinking?" Guan Ruicheng turned off the stove and went back. Seeing that the water in the pool was full, he quickly turned off the water with one hand and pulled her away with the other.

"Oh, I want to grow up." Pei Bao'er shook his head, reached out and pulled a towel to wipe his wet legs carelessly, then looked at Guan Ruicheng and asked, "Among the pros and cons, is it right or wrong?"

"Look." Guan Ruicheng reached out to take the towel in her hand, and was about to help her wipe it, but after looking at the towel, he threw it directly into the trash can, turned to look at her, and was speechless for a long time .

"I'll take the dishes out." Pei Bao'er didn't pay attention to Guan Ruicheng's gaze, and after a moment of staring blankly, she carried the plate with one hand and rocked the wheelchair with the other to the door.

"Let me do it." Guan Ruicheng saw that her fingers turning white while holding the plate, knowing that she was struggling, just sighed in her heart, took the plate and said to her: "Take care of the pot."

"Oh, good." Pei Bao'er nodded, turned the wheelchair, held the iron pot in the sink with both hands, added cleaning solution, cleaned it carefully, and then rinsed it with running water for a long time.

"Okay." Guan Ruicheng came in, took an iron pan with one hand and dried it on a small fire, and said to her, "Prepare some ginger and garlic."

"Okay." Pei Bao'er then went to the nearby mess and rummaged through it for a while, then took some ginger and garlic in his hand, then took two plates on his lap, and slowly peeled them off one by one. .

"Are you really used to living here?" Guan Ruicheng couldn't help asking again.

"Grandma's eyes are bad, so I can't put these things in the same place. I plan to make a vegetable rack of different colors in the kitchen when I get more familiar with it, just like the sorting baskets in the laundry room. Grandma can put different dishes in different places."

"Then make grids of different colors on this table, and put them over there..." Bao'er stopped what she was doing, pointed to the place where the dishes were taken just now, and continued: "These small condiments will be placed in categories. Over there, Grandma doesn’t have to look for it when she needs it.”

Pei Bao'er handed the peeled garlic cloves to Guan Ruicheng: "Wash it, I'll cut the ginger." As he spoke, he rolled the wheelchair to the window, took a knife and carefully peeled the ginger, and said, "It's a pity that my legs can't walk. , It’s really inconvenient to use a wheelchair, otherwise I would like to renovate this house.”

"Mr. Guan, have you seen the rocks behind the house? Don't look at the messy rocks. After trimming and adding some plants, it is a natural rock mountain. Then the water channel is connected from the ground, and the water flows along the mountain range day and night. , that's really beautiful."

"The same is true in the front yard. The white fence is not good-looking. It needs to be made into a bamboo fence, and then re-planted with morning glory. In the yard, a set of log tables and chairs will be made. You can see the flowers in spring, the rain in summer, and the fallen leaves in autumn and the snow in winter."

"Of course, there are rhubarb and little black. Without them, the scenery would not be perfect."

Pei Bao'er said with a smile on her face: "However, the workers here are not easy to communicate with, and I'm still learning life skills, so these are things for later."

"The picture is beautiful." Guan Ruicheng glanced at her lightly, and only then did he appreciate her easy going.

When her parents both died, she quickly adapted to the fact that Qin Zhengnan's family was cold-blooded; after the car accident, she also quickly adapted to a life of fear and hiding; Let her stay in the scenery.

in fact……

She never changed.

She may be depressed, but she has never despaired of life. She is like sunshine, trying to shine into all possible gaps, so that life will not be dark at any time.

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Guan Ruicheng moved the dinner to the yard in front of the house.

He was tall and strong, and when all the dishes were placed on the table, he moved the table out steadily by himself, then Bao'er took out the bowls and chopsticks used by the three of them, and Grandma took out three chairs.

In the evening glow, the fragrance of flowers, and the evening wind in the mountains, the three of them ate and chatted, and the bones were thrown directly on the ground, and a flock of chickens immediately rushed to snatch them; the big wolf dog was pacing outside the yard, and occasionally someone passed by. It will also call twice.The real chickens and dogs hear each other, and live in peace.

After dinner, neither Guan Ruicheng nor his mother asked Bo'er to help, but Guan Ruicheng, who was called a guest by Bao'er, not only cleaned up the dinner scene, but also went to clean up the kitchen with his mother.Bao'er, who regarded himself as the master, stayed in the yard to feed the chickens and dogs.It wasn't until Guan Ruicheng came out after finishing his work that he saw Pei Bao'er sitting in a wheelchair, staring at the group of chickens scrambling for food in a daze.

Guan Ruicheng pulled up a chair and sat beside her, until she looked away from the chickens before she said, "Aside from renovating the house, what plans do you have?"

"No." Pei Bao'er shook her head lightly: "I think planning is a useless thing."

"That's right." Guan Ruicheng nodded, "I'll push you out for a walk. You've been here for half a month, and you probably haven't gone further than the vegetable garden."

"Mr. Guan, thank you for coming to see me. You are so busy, so you don't need to accompany me. You have to see the scenery of the village, and there will be opportunities in the future. I am getting more and more proficient in turning this wheelchair." Pei Baoer smiled and shook his head.

"This time I will stay for three or four days." Guan Ruicheng got up and pushed her to go out: "So I came here specially to accompany you today, you don't have to be polite."

"Oh." Pei Bao'er gave a soft 'oh', and looked up at Guan Ruicheng, as if she wanted to say something, but she still didn't say it after thinking about it.Guan Ruicheng glanced at her, and didn't force her to speak, but just pushed her forward slowly, meeting other people's chickens and other people's dogs along the way, feeling free and leisurely.

I also saw children from other people's families holding a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other, leaking rice while eating, and occasionally chickens snatching food from the children's bowls. No one told them that they might be infected with diseases.

The young mother of someone else’s family was sitting in the courtyard and breastfeeding her baby, surrounded by boys who smoked, neither knowing how to avoid them nor putting out their cigarettes.

Pei Bao'er's face turned red all of a sudden, and she turned her head quickly.Looking up at Guan Ruicheng, he was looking at Bao'er meaningfully.

"Hey, you are a teacher, how can you look around." Pei Bao'er accused him straightforwardly.

"I don't want to see it either, but she's there." Guan Ruicheng smiled slightly, pushing her to continue walking.

Pei Bao'er frowned tightly, but couldn't help but look again, the little baby seemed to be eating unsteadily, the little mother had to stand up, coaxing the baby while feeding, and occasionally slipped out, the little mother took it with her hands and stuff it into the baby's mouth.

Even so, she still chatted with a few men next to her, and everyone regarded it as a very normal thing.

Pei Bao'er had a flushed face, but she felt something was wrong in her heart.But with her knowledge, she couldn't tell what was wrong.

The sunset glow is fading, the stars are gradually rising, and the night is just right, but Pei Baoer has no intention of admiring the beautiful scenery of the countryside.

Her heart was far less calm and determined than on the surface.From the moment she saw Guan Ruicheng, two selves were fighting each other in her heart——

One said: Pei Baoer, please take Teacher Guan to take you away, you will be safe by his side;
Another said: Pei Baoer, you are a big trouble, why do you justly ask Teacher Guan to take care of you?You have to learn not to depend on others.

It was not easy for her second self to convince the first self, but after seeing the real living conditions of the residents here, she began to waver again—does her future really belong here?Build a garden, will this place become a paradise?
Doesn't seem to be the case.

The people here are sincere and kind.But also vulgar and ignorant.In the limited number of interactions with the villagers, she even knew that all her encounters in the city were due to fate, and there must be someone who would benefit from it.But here, natural disasters and man-made disasters may sometimes be just for a chicken or an inappropriate sentence.

"Do you know what the meaning of nature is?" Guan Ruicheng pushed Pei Bao'er to the river at the junction of the village and another village and stopped. He found a relatively dry and hygienic place with grass, carried her off the wheelchair and put her on the ground. He sat down beside her.

"What does Teacher Guan want to say?" Pei Bao'er asked softly.

"Nature is to use artificial and scientific methods to allow natural genes to be passed on, instead of allowing them to develop wildly and primitively backward." Guan Ruicheng said: "Everyone of us must look forward and go up in order to influence and change."

"Teacher Guan teaches and educates people, joins the army and serves the country, is it all because he wants to influence and change?" Pei Baoer asked softly.

"Yes." Guan Ruicheng nodded: "When each of us makes a choice, we will subconsciously think whether this choice is what we want and what benefits we have. It seems that we have never thought about the so-called influence or change. That is Because a person's structure and values ​​are already in his heart, there is no need to think about it, and the direction will not be wrong."

"Then am I wrong?" Pei Bao'er looked at him in distress.

"I don't know." Guan Ruicheng looked at her seriously, and said seriously: "Pei Baoer, in this life, we must keep moving forward, do what we want and what we should do, instead of giving up halfway."

"Keep going..." Pei Baoer thought of herself when she was dealing with her parents' funeral, when she was facing amputation, and when she decided to study business.

"Ms. Guan, thank you for taking the time to talk to me about this, I think... think about it more carefully." Pei Baoer whispered.

"You said that you don't even trust me anymore, I'm very sad." Guan Ruicheng said suddenly.

"Huh? Ah... Teacher Guan, I..." Pei Bao'er suddenly raised her head, looked at Guan Ruicheng's calm and gentle gaze, and couldn't help feeling flustered. She stuttered for a long time before regaining her voice, and whispered, "Mr. Guan, isn't it As you think."

"What do I think?" Guan Ruicheng asked.

"Ms. Guan, shouldn't each of us be independent? I don't want to cause you any trouble, I want to take care of my own life." Pei Bao'er's eyes were slightly red, and she said softly—a girl who had never been independent before. , How difficult it must be to make such a decision.

"I don't care about being troubled by you, I am willing to solve all the troubles for you." Guan Ruicheng looked at her seriously.

"I...you..." Pei Bao'er looked at him, and didn't dare to ask what was on her lips——if she thought that way, could she just trouble him as a matter of course?Can she let him see herself peeing her pants like a baby and crawling on the ground without any hindrance?
If it wasn't what she thought, what kind of disappointment would she have to face...

She should not ask.

Pei Bao'er pulled the corner of her mouth reluctantly, and said in a low voice, "Thank you, Teacher Guan, I think...you are a good person."

"Send a good person card?" Guan Ruicheng stretched out his hand to hold her shoulder, and said seriously: "I like you and hope to take care of you. If you want, I hope we will be together when you grow up. If I say this, I don't care. is that clear?"

"I... don't understand." Pei Bao'er felt a surge of anger and blood, and was crushed by Guan Ruicheng's words for a while, but she didn't dare to accept it.

Guan Ruicheng just looked at her distressedly, and gently hugged her into his arms with his hands on her shoulders.He thought, if it was Pei Bao'er in the past, he would definitely jump on tiptoe and kiss his face instead of being so afraid to face it now.

An accident, a pair of legs that can no longer walk, turned this confident girl into a cautious girl.

"Why don't you understand? Because I'm much older than you?" Guan Ruicheng deliberately distorted her meaning.

"Ms. Guan, thank you." Pei Baoer said with a sob, but didn't answer his words - she didn't want to be with him, if he really liked her, she didn't want him to see her without dignity.

"I don't think I need thank you, what do you say." Guan Ruicheng looked at her and said.

"But the only thing I can say to the teacher is thank you." Pei Bao'er plunged into his arms, not daring to keep looking into his eyes—God knows how difficult it is to refuse a confession from someone she likes.

But after Qin Muyang's betrayal, she understood that love and friendship are fragile things. If you don't have the ability to make others love deeply, then don't love, otherwise you will just lose it again one day.

If she was still Pei Bao'er when she was a new student, she would definitely jump up and kiss him until he couldn't breathe.Unfortunately... she is not.

　1.The life in the mountain village seems beautiful, but it is primitive and backward.Although breastfeeding is not something to be ashamed of, just like Adam and Eve, after human beings have civilization, no matter how primitive is recognized, it still needs a fig leaf to cover the body.The countryside described here is simple, but backwardness and uncivilization also exist, and the beauty cannot conceal this reality.

　　2. The purpose of Guan Ruicheng is to take Bao'er to see the backward areas in the countryside, such as education, early marriage, and patriarchy. These are all easy to find examples. He himself did not expect to encounter such a scene, and he was a little out of control , but the goal was achieved.

　　3.Teacher Guan confessed his love, don't say that Teacher Guan only confessed his love to take Bao'er away.In fact, Mr. Guan was already attracted to Bao'er, but he also hesitated. When he was at the border, he thought of Bao'er again and again, and finally Qiao An's feelings made him force himself to face his own feelings: to confirm that he was Love Boa's.

　　
　
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