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Chapter 228 Chapter 229: Concerned about Gains and Losses

"No, I promise you, I will never leave." Guan Ruicheng's heart tightened, and he hugged her tightly with both arms.

Pei Bao'er just put her head on his shoulder and remained silent for a long time.

"Bao'er?" Guan Ruicheng patted her on the back.

"Mr. Guan, don't promise me." Pei Baoer's voice was low, but after she finished speaking, she hugged Guan Ruicheng even tighter.

She has experienced too much loss and disappointment in the past two years. She would rather be afraid, have no hope, and don't want to lose again with hope.Teacher Guan will not leave forever, she cannot fully understand his world.

In his world, she looked at Qiao An and Guan Ruiqing who had the same temperament as him.They have the same rhythm of communication, they can understand even a small movement of each other.

But she can't.

and……

It was Guan Luqiao who used his father, threatened him, and caused death for his parents.To Guan Ruicheng, she was somewhat resentful.

Now she can no longer be as naive as she was to Mu Yang, thinking that nothing will happen if she doesn't care about it, but in fact, she can't - Mu Yang will put herself under house arrest for his father, what about Teacher Guan?That was his own uncle.

Pei Baoer thought a lot, and finally realized that after her parents passed away, she might not have any friends or relatives...

"It's not a promise, it's telling you the truth." Guan Ruicheng supported her shoulders, distanced himself from her, and looked at her straight: "Bao'er, what you don't believe is not the fact that I love you, but the fact that my last name is Guan, it's the relationship between Guan Luqiao and me, isn't it?"

Pei Bao'er bit her lower lip tightly, silently refusing to answer.

"I left Kyoto at the age of 3, and I have nothing to do with the Guan family. Not only Guan Luqiao, but also Guan Luji. My only family member is my mother, and I will have you in the future." Guan Ruicheng said seriously: "Don't be influenced by those irrelevant people judge for yourself."

"I didn't." Pei Bao'er's voice was choked with sobs.

"You have." Guan Ruicheng said in a deep voice, "What did you say after hearing the matter? Thank you?"

Pei Bao'er raised her chin subconsciously, with a stubborn expression on her face.

"You need time to adapt to our relationship. I understand that, and I'm willing to give you time. But if you doubt and shrink back when something happens, it's not good. I talked to you very loudly just now because I was really angry." Guan Ruicheng said in a cold voice.

"I can't make you angry, can I?" Pei Bao'er's voice also cooled down.

"You...you have a problem with your logic." Guan Ruicheng felt powerless like a scholar who met a soldier. He was clearly saying that her attitude was wrong, but she said that she needed her to lie down and be a little flatterer... Her logic...

"Two, first, I love you and hope you are happy. Of course, if you are not happy, you should tell me and we can find a way together. Second, I am very sad about your parents, so I feel sorry for you even more. But I don't because My surname is Guan and I am prepared to take any responsibility for this. Because that person has nothing to do with me."

"If you must have a knot in your heart, you should also think about it from my two sentences, and slowly explain it to yourself." Guan Ruicheng let out a breath before continuing to speak. He gave up talking about emotions and logic with her, and directly said Speak her own opinion and listen to her.

"Okay." Pei Bao'er nodded: "I'll explain it to myself slowly."

"Let's rest." Guan Ruicheng felt powerless, put her back on the wheelchair, and pushed her to the bathroom.

"Aren't you leaving now?" Pei Bao'er turned to look at him.

"No." Guan Ruicheng nodded.

"Oh." Pei Bao'er nodded, and closed the bathroom door behind her back.

Guan Ruicheng really didn't understand this time, whether she wanted to leave now or to stay.This girl... is really stubborn.

Guan Ruicheng sighed, and now he had time to look at the situation of the house after renovation.

The layout of the house was designed by him and Bao'er together, but he didn't have much control over the later things, but Bao'er took care of it by himself.

Guan Ruicheng didn't pay attention to the details, he mainly went to see the situation in the recovery room, and checked the list of equipment saved in the mobile phone one by one, which was complete.

At this time, he thought of the progress of Bao'er's legs, compared to when he was in Philadelphia, it was really a leap forward.He really didn't have much joy about this, but felt sorry for her persistence.

After all, he had seen her face deformed due to the pain during the rehabilitation, and her whole body seemed to be fished out of the water after the rehabilitation.

It's just... She's happy, so let her go, as long as it doesn't hurt her body.

Guan Ruicheng went to the garden after leaving the recovery room.

In the autumn night, the stars shine through the lights, illuminating the flowers in the garden, which looks very prosperous.

Guan Ruicheng's sudden interest grabbed Bao'er's pen and paper on the table, and with a few quick strokes, he drew a design sketch of a necklace.The only element is the fallen leaves with a little crispness in the withered yellow. The stone can be carved into leaf shape with topaz. The shape highlights the slightly upturned arc of the leaf tail, and the details highlight the texture and veins of the leaves.The size is based on the size of the real leaf, suitable for matching with a tube top dress...

"I don't think I've seen you draw a picture before." Qiao An came over, looked at the picture in his hand, and said in a dismayed tone, "Today I really saw you as Teacher Guan, and I feel that you are far away from the army."

"Today's story is indeed sad, but I'm not used to you being so emotional." Guan Ruicheng put the pen on the drawing, squinted at the flowers under the light, and after a little silence, looked back at Qiao An: "I'm worried Elder Qin and Bao'er can't get along."

"No, he just told me about Bao'er's cuteness." Qiao An's eyes flickered slightly, and he asked softly, "What did she tell you?"

"No." Guan Ruicheng shook his head, smiled slightly, and said calmly: "It's good if we can get along, although after tonight, staying in the capital is a little bit reluctant, and this is what she should face."

"She blames you?" Joan couldn't help being surprised.

"Yes." Guan Ruicheng reached out and rubbed his forehead with helplessness.

"You have to suffer." Joan lowered his head and chuckled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"What do you want from me?" Guan Ruicheng asked.

"Your mother asked for a public clarification on the contents of that report letter." Qiao An turned the topic to the main topic.

"The superior is looking for you now?" Guan Ruicheng couldn't help raising his wrist to check the time.

"En. What do you mean?" The smile on Joan's face remained undiminished. This time she seemed determined to just watch.

"I'll see her tomorrow, and she will talk tonight." Guan Ruicheng said with a smile.

"Okay." Joan nodded.Looking up, she saw Pei Bao'er sitting in a wheelchair in the living room, looking out quietly, with a slight frown.

Guan Ruicheng followed her gaze and looked back, and stood up when he saw Bao'er. Just as he was about to speak, Qiao An said first: "I will talk about Bao'er with Mr. Qin again, don't worry."

"Okay." Guan Ruicheng nodded, watched Qiao An leave, then turned and returned to the living room.

"Teacher Cheng is in the capital, go see her tomorrow." Guan Ruicheng pushed Bao'er to the room.

"Okay." Pei Baoer nodded.

"What time do you usually go to bed? Are you still insomnia?" Guan Ruicheng asked her.

"I've been worried about you." Pei Baoer whispered.

"Well, I'll leave when you fall asleep today." Guan Ruicheng nodded, carried her back to the bed, and reached out to turn off the light.He himself was leaning against the bed with half his clothes on, patting her back with his big hands, and said softly, "Go to sleep."

"En." Pei Bao'er responded lightly, subconsciously moved inside.In any case, every time she gets closer to him beyond the limit, she will always blush and her heart will beat, even when he regards kissing her as a daily routine, her heart will still beat faster.

Perhaps as he said, she still needs time to get used to their relationship.Love is not enough for her to have the courage to love with all her strength, all she can do is muster up the courage.

And just when she mustered up her courage, she knew all the reasons why her parents died.Mom and dad would do illegal things for small profits, and being used by others made her uncomfortable. The death of mom and dad happened to be the actions of the family members. She didn't know who else to trust, and she didn't even know whether to stay or not... …But...if she leaves, where can she go...

The night was very quiet, Guan Ruicheng's breath was very clear by her side, and her worries were one after the other, all sad...

"Still can't sleep?" After a long time, Guan Ruicheng knew that Bao'er's breathing was fast and slow and extremely erratic, and knew that she was still not asleep.

"I'm sleeping." Bao'er replied in a low voice.

"If you can't sleep, let's go to sleep." Guan Ruicheng sighed softly, stretched out his hand to help her sit up, let her lean in his arms, and said softly: "Can't sleep, let's talk."

"What are you talking about?" Pei Bao'er looked up at him, not really seeing him in the dark, and feeling the distance even more.

"From childhood to adulthood, how many teachers have you chased after?" Guan Ruicheng asked half-jokingly.

"Hello?" Pei Bao'er raised her head and stared at him in protest.

"No? Can it be deduced that your pursuit is very serious?" Guan Ruicheng looked at her with a smile.

"No... this..." Pei Bao'er was so confused by his theory that he couldn't answer, both yes and no were right.

"So I accept it very seriously." Guan Ruicheng continued.

"No way, you told me the conditions at that time." Pei Bao'er lowered her eyes and hummed softly, recalling that day when the sun was shining brightly and the grass was lush, just like yesterday—everything was so beautiful.

But on the same day, Mom and Dad were pushed down from a tall building.

Pei Bao'er's body couldn't help being stiff, and she closed her eyes. The bright sunlight that day hurt her eyes, and the blood all over the ground made her feel heart-piercing pain.

"Thinking of mom and dad?" Guan Ruicheng asked softly, hugging her tightly.

"En." Pei Bao'er stretched out her arms to encircle him vigorously, as if it would give her a little more sense of security.

"I saw you stop the car and leave that day." Guan Ruicheng said softly.

"When I went back, I saw a lot of people, a lot of blood, and a lot of police." Pei Bao'er buried her head in his arms, and said in a low voice: "I don't believe it's Mom and Dad, I want to go in and have a look, but Mu Yang No."

"The last time I saw my parents was at the funeral parlor. They slept in two big drawers... very quiet, without fear..." Pei Baoer leaned into his arms, talking and stopping paragraphs, and told the paragraphs The pain and injury, fear and dread of the day were expressed bit by bit.

"I don't even know, if I do it all over again, can I survive?" Pei Bao'er raised her head from his arms, there were no tears in her eyes, only deep pain and fear.

"Yes." Guan Ruicheng hugged him tightly, and whispered in her ear: "Of course you can, you have the most tenacious vitality."

"Bao'er, if I do it all over again, I choose to face it with you instead of handing you over to Qin Muyang."

"Bo'er, I want to say sorry to you for the past days."

Pei Baoer twitched the corner of her mouth slightly, and looked at him with a forced smile: "No need, you were still Teacher Ma at that time, and I still had Mu Yang."

"En." Guan Ruicheng didn't explain any more, only he knew - he started liking her on that sunny afternoon, but he himself didn't understand it all the time, and when he understood it later, he hesitated a lot.

until……

Seeing her still showing uncertain eyes in the dark, Guan Ruicheng slowly lowered his head and kissed her gently, and while he was tossing and sucking kisses, he said to her sentence by sentence: "Bao'er, there is no uncertainty between us."

Bao'er let him kiss her and didn't speak.

Guan Ruicheng sighed softly, and could only use a more passionate kiss to dispel her doubts and anxiety.

In his continuous and gentle kisses, all the senses can only feel his breath, his temperature, and his strength, as if...she can feel his love, not pity, not pampering, but love .

But why does he love her...

Pei Baoer sighed under his lips, Guan Ruicheng heard it clearly, and couldn't help frowning, turned over and pressed her under him, wrapping her completely with his body, so that she couldn't feel anything other than his breath and temperature...

*
Finally, she cried out in his kiss: "Teacher Guan..."

"En?" Guan Ruicheng let go and kissed her lips, looking at her deeply.

"I'm really afraid." Pei Bao'er cried and said, "What if you know I'm a big trouble and you don't want me? If you like a healthier girl in the future, what should I do? If you want to do it for Guan Luqiao What should I do? If I can't understand you forever like now..."

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." Guan Ruicheng put his lips on her lips, said, and kissed her: "You just need to believe that I love you, and then you love me with peace of mind, no matter what you do so much, you will be fine." occur."

"I don't know, anyway... Teacher Guan, no matter what happens, you have to tell me in advance, okay? Don't lie to me." Pei Baoer put her arms around his neck, looked at him with wide eyes, and kissed him In between, he said intermittently: "As long as you don't lie to me, I can accept any result."

"My parents are dead, my fiancé has slept with my best friend, my best friend's mother is the murderer... Teacher Guan, there are so many, so many, I can accept them all."

"Okay." Guan Ruicheng raised his head and accepted her request seriously.

"Ms. Guan, I really... only you..." Pei Baoer's nose soured, and she moved her lips to kiss him...

*
She, who had been suffering from insomnia, finally fell asleep in his arms.It's just that her hand tightly grasped his skirt, preventing him from leaving.After she fell asleep, he tried to open her fingers, but she subconsciously arched her body into his arms.Seeing her dependent appearance, Guan Ruicheng felt soft in his heart.After bowing his head and lightly pecking her lips, he gave up the plan of getting up to take a bath, embraced her who was soft as if she had no bones, and fell asleep peacefully.

　1. It really seems unacceptable, and Bao'er, who finally mustered up the courage to love, hesitated again.

　　2. The constant comfort and kisses may really have a soothing effect. Bao'er also feels that she is too pessimistic, but the thorn in her heart cannot be removed by Teacher Guan's promise and confession. Still need more time to run in.

　　3. When Bao'er came out and saw Rui Cheng and Qiao An talking about things in the yard, he thought that he could not fully understand his world, and felt very sad, but he did not have any doubts about their relationship.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)