The new wife of the diamond favored marriage is on the top

Chapter 243 Chapter 244 Kissed
After Guan Ruicheng carried Pei Bao'er to the co-pilot of the jeep, he went back to the cab and sat down, turned to look at her and said, "First, I hope that the communication between us is candid and there is no misunderstanding. Second, If you want to know anything about me, you should come and ask me directly, instead of just listening to others, and then come to test. I am not afraid of your temptation, but because I don’t know your thoughts, I am worried that your misunderstanding will be deeper .”

"Okay, ask all your questions one by one, and I will answer them all." Guan Ruicheng said in a deep voice.

Pei Baoer's eyes turned and turned on his face, and finally said: "First, no one said anything to me, what I said was the truth, I was dreaming. Second, I didn't test you, I I just care about your emotions, your opinions, and be cautious because of lack of self-confidence."

"I know you don't like my obedient and cautious appearance, but you like Joan's confident and decisive personality. But do you know what I have gone through? I am disabled, I was abandoned, how dare I be confident!" Pei Baoer He spoke very calmly, as calm as Guan Ruicheng, but after he finished speaking, he pushed open the car door and said to Guan Ruicheng with red eyes:

"I know you are very good to me, but you don't understand me. You don't understand why I have low self-esteem, why I have to be careful with everyone around you... So I think we are probably not suitable for marriage now Yes. Anyway, the reason you got married was to take care of me conveniently, anyway, I don't really want to be taken care of by you. "

After Pei Bao'er finished speaking, she stretched out one foot to get out of the car.

"Come back." Guan Ruicheng stretched out his hand to pull her back, turned over to close the car door, and pressed the central lock.

"I don't want to get married anymore, you can't force me." Pei Baoer said sadly.

"One matter is another matter, and the matter of marriage has nothing to do with what I just said." Guan Ruicheng could not argue.

"The reason for getting married is not valid." Pei Bao'er mustered up the courage to look up at him.

"Marriage is because of love and responsibility. This reason is naturally valid. Don't let your thoughts spread too far. Let's not talk about marriage. Let's talk about Qiao An." Guan Ruicheng said lightly.

"I don't listen." Pei Bao'er covered her ears like an ostrich.

"Then tell me about your dream." Guan Ruicheng reached out and pulled her hand down, staring at her so that she had nowhere to escape.

"Don't say it." Pei Bao'er shook her head.

"I admire Joan very much, it's appreciation rather than love." Guan Ruicheng also stopped playing hide-and-seek games with her, suppressed her hands, and used her body to control her whole body on the chair, whether she wanted to or not. If you are willing, tell her everything she doubts.

"Don't listen to what I said! If you say it again, I won't marry you." Pei Bao'er said loudly, leaning her body hard on the back of the chair to distance herself from him.

Just this sentence has already broken her down. From his temper just now and this sentence, she knows that something must have happened.But she didn't want to hear him say it himself.

She is not a brave person, and there are some things she does not want to face.

"I'm not going to say if you're going to keep doubting and thinking wildly." Guan Ruicheng said a little annoyed—to be honest, he really didn't know what to say about his kiss with Joan.

Can she understand that in the rest of their lives, their mutual supportive friendship, the kiss with the awe of life and the joy of living, and the gratitude for her love, without lust, but he never regretted it.

Can she understand that this kind of friendship between men and women, which is bigger than life, actually has nothing to do with love.

And love...sometimes only he can understand it, maybe no one can understand why he fell in love with her, but he knows it himself - the way she sleeps drooling in class, when she calls 'Teacher Guan' in the sun The mischievousness, the weakness when she timidly told him that I don't want to go home, the persistence when she yelled at him not to amputate, each of them touched his heartstrings heavily, and made his heart always feel happy. She moves.

No way, he just fell in love with her like this, he was warm and soft for her for no reason.

But why doesn't she believe it...

"Baby..."

"Forget it, I don't want to know. In the end... anyway, you are still by my side." Pei Bao'er turned away with red eyes.

"I'm by your side because I love you, not for any other reason." Guan Ruicheng said in a deep voice, "I kissed Joan, we almost died at that time, she saved me, we survived the catastrophe, happy There is no other meaning to vent at the extreme."

"En, I got it." Pei Bao'er lowered her head heavily, tears falling down drop by drop.

"Don't over-interpret the behavior of people at the limit of life, you have to trust me, okay?" Guan Ruicheng let go of her hand and took her body into his arms.

"What you said is exactly the same as what I dreamed about." Pei Bao'er looked up at him, choked up and said.

"Is it really a dream?" Guan Ruicheng only felt a headache.

"You don't believe me!" Pei Bao'er looked at him angrily.

"Believe, believe..." Guan Ruicheng said without confidence, and felt powerless in this situation for the first time—this was a phenomenon he couldn't understand.

"Okay, let's drive, I'm tired from crying." Pei Bao'er closed her eyes, sniffed, and said in a low voice.

"Then you sleep for a while." Guan Ruicheng wiped away the tears on her face with his big hands, lowered his head to kiss her lips, but she turned her head away, and couldn't help sighing lowly, rubbing her cheeks vigorously with her big hands After getting your hair done, sit up straight and put on your seat belt, start the car and get on the road again.

Pei Baoer kept turning her head and looked out the car window, wondering what she was thinking. Although she never spoke to Guan Ruicheng, she never mentioned the matter of not getting married.

Guan Ruicheng's car has been driving very smoothly, and there is no visible change in mood.

*
After another 7 hours of continuous driving, Guan Ruicheng parked the car in the service area, helped the sleeping Pei Baoer adjust his sleeping position, then adjusted the seat in the driver's cab, and then took another blanket and lay down.Facing Pei Bao'er's face, he remembered the night he left Beijing, they also slept together in the car all night.

At that time... She trusted herself even more.

Guan Ruicheng sighed helplessly, and gently closed his eyes, although he was extremely tired but not sleepy.

He was thinking about what Pei Baoer said - you are very good to me, but you don't understand me.

He didn't think it was right, he understood her, but he didn't want to deal with her like that.But... In any case, she is herself, and he should understand her way of coping.

"Little girl, you are annoying." Guan Ruicheng opened his eyes, looked at Pei Bao'er who was breathing evenly, smiled dotingly, and fell back to sleep.

*
Along the way afterwards, Pei Bao'er was particularly silent.Guan Ruicheng didn't force her to speak, but just kept an eye on her state, as long as she was in good health, he could only accommodate her temper for the time being.

Pei Bao'er didn't have a big temper, but she didn't know how to face Guan Ruicheng for a while.

Knowing it was one thing, thinking it was one thing, but hearing him say it himself, she was still sad in her heart—and, that time at the border... After that time, he went back to Philadelphia to pick her up.

What exactly do you mean?

She's a little confused.

He admires Joan, he sympathizes with himself, is that so?That's right.

If he wasn't so pitiful, if everything was still the same as two years ago, would he have chosen him...

Pei Bao'er glanced sideways at Guan Ruicheng, sighed heavily in her heart, leaned her head on the chair, closed her eyes and thought slowly.Thinking about all the scenes of them getting along, thinking about the feeling when they first met him and Joan.

At that time, they... were like a pair of lovers, even the temperament and the way of speaking were exactly the same.

So he was the one who felt sorry for himself, and it was Qiao An who made his pity come true. They...are all good people.

*
When I returned to Philadelphia, it was the early morning of the third day.When the car drove into the teacher's building, Cheng Lijin was already waiting for them downstairs.

"Mom, why are you standing outside? It's still winter." Guan Ruicheng parked the car, rolled down the window and greeted Cheng Lijin.

"Mom is excited." Cheng Lijin clapped her hands, ran over quickly, and opened the door of the co-pilot. When she saw Bao'er's red and swollen eyes, she couldn't help but froze on her smiling face: "Rui Cheng bullied you?"

"No, I'm afraid of being close to my hometown." Pei Bao'er said softly.

"That's right, I was quite helpless when I left. A lot of things happened in Philadelphia this year. When you have a rest, go get your certificate back and I'll explain it to you." Cheng Lijin nodded understandingly. , stretched out his hand to support her and asked: "I heard Rui Cheng said that I can go, can I come down by myself now?"

"Yes." Pei Bao'er nodded, clapped her hands on her thigh and calf a few times, and when she didn't feel any numbness, she supported the car with one hand and Cheng Lijin with the other, and jumped out of the car.

"I can dance now, and the recovery is really fast. So I still have to concentrate on my recovery." Cheng Li could not help but be overjoyed to see that she is agile and free from pain—this is the same good news as getting married.

"Yes, you can concentrate wherever the teacher is." Pei Baoer whispered.

"I'm tired all the way. Let's go up quickly. You can rest after taking a shower. I'll send you to the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow." Cheng Lijin nodded, seeing her son's tired face, her heart ached.

"I'll drive it myself, Bao'er is a little shy." Guan Ruicheng smiled, took out the wheelchair from the trunk and opened it, and motioned for Pei Bao'er to sit on it.

"Myself..." Pei Bao'er originally wanted to say that I could walk for a while now, but thinking about what happened while playing in the snow, she didn't dare to be willful.

*
At home, Cheng Lijin had already prepared the change of clothes for the two of them, so after the two of them ate a bowl of wontons, Cheng Lijin packed up the dishes and went back to her bedroom.She knew that Bao'er was somewhat uncomfortable living here for the first time.In addition, I have to face my teacher and mother-in-law, and I am afraid that it will be more like drumming.

So she was quite self-aware and left the space to the young couple.It's just that she has a lot of doubts in her heart - it is obviously a great happy event, but she can't see the joy on the faces of the young couple.

Although Pei Bao'er explained, her relationship with Guan Ruicheng always made people feel a kind of deliberate avoidance.

Is it...

Cheng Lijin had the urge to bring her son in to ask for clarification, but thinking about it, this is a major event in his own life, so he should let him solve it by himself.

So he struggled for a while, restrained himself a lot, and went back to bed and lay down again.

　1. Bao'er is right. Guan Ruicheng treated her well, but she didn't understand her. She didn't consider this issue before the two established a relationship. Many, as a lover and wife, she has more demands on Guan Ruicheng than she did when she was in unrequited love.She has already started to think about the issues of understanding and equality in love.

　　2. Mr. Guan told the truth, but this fact is really not understood by everyone, especially girls in love, it is difficult to accept it.

　　3. Compared with Qin Muyang at the beginning, Bao'er was much more rational and restrained towards Guan Ruicheng. Even though she thought he chose her for some other reason, after she calmed down, she still chose to insist on getting married.This is the price of growth, she is no longer willful, she makes choices that are beneficial to herself when conditions permit.

　　
　
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