when we are in love

Chapter 86

As if in a dream, Qiao Xu closed his eyes again, but even if he repeated this action countless times, the girl sitting beside his bed with her head bowed and peeling apples would never disappear.

"Now that you have the strength to open your eyes and think about other things, it's better to save your strength to eat." When he just woke up in the hospital, Jiang Muxin watched him infuse nutrient solution, making both hands bruised, The nurses could barely find his veins.

She was frightened, but she even forgot to cry, pretending to be so strong.

There used to be such a tall man who lost dozens of catties due to illness, and had to rely on nutrient solution to survive. He was so embarrassed, and he could always see a dead silence in his eyes, without any color, so she How dare you be vulnerable, he only has her left.

"Yeah, now I have to save even my energy." His voice was so hoarse, with self-deprecation.

Jiang Muxin spat at herself, what should I say, what to say!
"I want you to take good care of your body and don't resist the doctor's treatment." Yesterday, she heard from the doctor that his body was already rejecting the medicine, which is not acceptable.

He raised the head of the bed and fed him a few pieces of apples. Seeing that he was in good spirits today, he decided to speak.

"The doctor has already told me that you were able to undergo surgery four years ago, why didn't you do it?" She never mentioned the matter of his departure.

Only when he looked at Jiang Muxin did he feel like he was still alive.

"Silly heart, the risk of surgery is so high. If I had agreed at that time, it would be a big loss if I died on the operating table just in case. How could I have the next four years?" Facing life and death, everyone Will be timid, this reason is so perfect.

Jiang Muxin shook her head and looked at him, "You're not telling the truth." If he was really afraid of death, why would he give up the treatment abroad and return to China just to watch her graduation ceremony.

His skin is now very white, not as healthy as before, but he still held her hand as always, still so generous, "I will forget the past, Xinxin!"

He shouted 'Xinxin', which made Jiang Mu's heart ache. She guessed right, and he was afraid of losing his memory.

"Even if the operation is successful, so what? If I lose my memory, and lose that part of my best memory, it doesn't matter if I'm like a living dead." Qiao Xu said to himself, in fact, the most difficult part The days of chemotherapy are over, what else is unbearable, maybe the next moment she will marry Gu Mingcheng, he should be able to hold back the pain in his heart, and sincerely bless her.

But he couldn't make him forget her, otherwise it would be a different scene four years later.

"What does it matter if you forget the past, we just start over."

How many years can a girl be at her best age, how can he be selfish, delusional that a miracle will happen again, let him live for a few more years?But what about a few years later?

Seeing him deep in thought, Jiang Muxin thought there was a turning point, so he persuaded him again: "Go to Switzerland, the doctors over there are better, shall I accompany you?"

"What if it doesn't work?" Qiao Xu smiled and threw this question to her.

Jiang Muxin had never thought about this question, why would she not think about it, because she didn't dare, she would rather believe in a miracle than believe that he would definitely leave.

In fact, all decisions are made in one thought.

(End of this chapter)