Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 168 You are going to give up on me, aren't you?
When I used to watch promotional videos like staying away from drugs, I always thought confidently that if I unfortunately become addicted to drugs, I will definitely be able to quit with my willpower.

Now, I find that I was wrong, and, very wrong.

Back then, China's national gate was opened by opium, a drug. A nation cannot resist the invasion of drugs, let alone a single person?
With each addiction, my willpower drops by a notch.

From the beginning I thought I would definitely quit, and in the middle I thought that it would be better to die than to live in such pain. However, at this time, my whole body has fallen.

Fang Ziqing brainwashed me and told me that I have not been taking drugs for a long time, that the addiction is not serious, and that it will be fine if I persist a few more times.

Tell me, I am Xu Nanfeng, I am a person with status and status, and I will have a good life in the future, can't it just be ruined by this?

He said: "If you give up, don't you just take advantage of those who harmed you? Don't you want to take revenge on Lu Tianyu for hurting you? You are not alive, how can you take revenge?"

Similarly, I also tried every means to brainwash him. You have money, so what if you buy me drugs for a lifetime with your money?

You have this ability, don't you like me?Didn't you keep saying that you wanted to marry me?As long as you buy me drugs, as long as you don't make me suffer so much, I will love you.

I have never really taken drugs. My understanding of drugs comes from some promotional videos and film and television works. I think, as long as I take a sip, the pain in this body will disappear.

To bear it once, it feels like life is worse than death.

When it's time to bear the second time, I don't have the courage to face it again.

We are fighting wits and courage in the process of brainwashing each other, what ideals and dreams, what fame and fortune, relatives, lovers, friends, fame, dignity, everything, love or hate, in my place, all It's pointless.

All I want is to take off this "addiction" suit I'm wearing.

But to be precise, drug addiction is not a piece of clothing, but a piece of skin that is connected with my flesh and blood. I finally understand Tian Qi's hatred.

Perhaps, he also tried to quit drugs, but because it was too uncomfortable, he chose to surrender.

He is the son carefully trained by Lu Zheng, and he is the chairman of the Lu Group. Yes, his reputation is indeed not very good, the relationship between men and women is chaotic, and he does not have principles and rules. However, Lu Tianyu and Fang Ziqing have given him his ability to do things. Highly rated.

He should have a good future, but because of this thing, he was ruined and almost lost everything.

"Ziqing, your eyes..."

I saw that Fang Ziqing's eye circles were green, and I thought it must have been when I was addicted to drugs. At that time, I was unconscious.

I will mess around, I saw Fang Ziqing's exhaustion and vicissitudes, I think not only I can't hold on anymore, he can't hold on anymore either.

I feel a little distressed!This is all for me?I can't repay this kind of kindness, so I apologized: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, and I didn't do it on purpose."

Most of the few waking hours I spent was crying.

Fang Ziqing shook his head and said, "It's okay, I'm okay, Nanfeng, if you persist for a while, we will win soon, and when the time comes, I will give you the whole world."

I cried and said, "You better let me out! You let me fend for myself, I don't want to implicate you, I don't want to implicate you."

"Don't be silly. As long as I, Fang Ziqing, live for one day, I will not let Xu Nanfeng fend for himself. I will save you. No matter what difficulties you encounter, I will save you."

He patted me on the shoulder and said, "Okay! Go take a bath, I'll make porridge for you, eat something, sleep well, and nourish your energy, it will be easier next time."

He fed me seafood porridge and comforted me, "Look, it's much better! We can finish a bowl of porridge now, and we will quit soon."

I nodded and said, "Yeah!"

The tears flowed down involuntarily, and he wiped them heavily for me and said: "Don't cry easily, I will feel distressed, get well soon, and I will give thousands of times to all those who have hurt you You got it back.

Don't despair, even if you lose everything, you still have me, even if you don't like me at all, I will treat you like this, because it is not easy for me, Fang Ziqing, to meet a woman who makes my heart beat. "

The more he said, the more I wanted to cry. Has no man ever treated me so well?
When my body is violated, everything becomes a thing outside of me. It is my luck that a man will not give up or abandon me in my situation.

He wiped my tears for me, but he was about to cry himself. He grinned and said: "Don't be under psychological pressure. When you can't catch it, my heart suddenly jumps for other women, so you have to cherish it." I am good to you now, I don't ask you for anything now, I just hope you can work harder and persevere..."

I cried and said, "I insist, I will definitely persist, I will never say discouraged words again, I will never beg you to let me out, and I will never beg you to buy me drugs again."

He was very relieved to hear me say that, nodded heavily and said: "That's right, go to sleep! I'll just sleep outside the door, call me if you feel uncomfortable, I will guard you and always guard you. "

He helped me lie down, tucked me in, he smiled at me, and I thought, if I ever get better, I will, I will try to love him.

When a person is vulnerable, the psychological defense line will be very low, including the line of love.

Perhaps, at this time, I can only be grateful to Fang Ziqing, but even for this gratitude, as long as he does not fail me, I will not fail him.

I can be sober for a day or two after a drug addiction attack, but I have already fallen psychologically, and I am afraid of doing something by myself, so even if I am sober, I will not go out of this door.

Fang Ziqing said to me: "Nanfeng, something urgent happened in the company, I have to go, it's only an hour, can you?"

I shook my head and said, "I, I don't know..."

Simply, I made sure: "I can't, Ziqing, don't leave. What if I become addicted to drugs if you leave?"

"It's about a large-scale cooperation project. I have to go over and talk to the other company in person. Soon! Or, I'll invite someone to accompany you, okay?"

I didn't believe it: "You gave up on me, didn't you? You didn't care about me, did you?"

"No, no, why would I ignore you? Half an hour, okay?"

I shook my head and said, "No, no, I can't take it, I won't take it..."

I gasped heavily, touched the clear snot coming out of my nose, and said with fear: "It's over, it's over, I seem to be committing another crime, hurry up and tie me up, tie me up..."

I felt like my nerves were collapsing, Fang Ziqing said helplessly: "Nanfeng, don't be like this, don't be afraid, you can't be afraid of that kind of thing, you have to be confident."

I didn't cry, I didn't laugh, I said: "Either, or else, we won't quit...".

"Why do you say this again? Didn't we agree? Just hold on for a few more days, okay, okay, I promise you, I won't talk about it, go to his ghost business, I don't want it, I'll be with you You, I will always be with you, don't be afraid, I won't leave..."

Every time I listen to him say these words, I seem to wake up a little bit. I have already dragged him down like this. How can I still have the heart to affect his business?

If it wasn't a particularly important matter, I don't think he would say that he would leave. He has been with me for a whole month and hasn't left this door.

I nodded and said, "I won't say anything discouraged, I, I...how about you give me sleeping pills! I won't be afraid when I fall asleep, you go, you go, I don't want to delay you..."

I am in pain, but I feel that he is in more pain than me, but he is not me, he can't understand the feeling of being tortured by drug addiction.

He can't help me quit, and he can't feel bad for me. I am helpless, and he is also very distressed.

He nodded and said, "Okay! I'll watch you fall asleep. If I leave again, I will lock the door behind you. You can sleep peacefully. When you wake up, you will definitely see me."

I don't know how long I slept. I was woken up by the crackling sound. I don't know if the next door was being renovated or something. I felt like I heard the sound of a chainsaw.

I got up from the bed, went out of the bedroom, and when I got to the living room, I saw someone sawing the door with a chainsaw.
The door was kicked open by someone, and the whole door fell down at my feet completely, and it exploded like a thunderbolt. I was so scared that I didn't know how to be afraid, and I was stunned .

"Who are you?" asked the oncoming woman.

She pressed on me step by step, I backed up again and again, my eyes were blurred, just like that, I couldn't see who it was?

She laughed and said, "Fang Ziqing's taste is getting more and more intriguing. Ha, with this malnourished appearance, how dare you rob Mingxin of a man?"

I said confusedly: "Ming, Miss Ming..."

She approached me, and I finally understood that it was Mingxin.

She was also surprised and said: "You, you are that Xu Nanfeng, Lu Tianyu's woman? Ha, Lu Tianyu is looking for you all over the world, and you are with Fang Ziqing? How unreasonable..."

She slapped me hard and scolded: "You bastard, you have been married to Lu Tianyu for less than a year, yet you stole a guy from him? It's not good to steal from whom. How dare you steal Fang Ziqing? How dare you steal Fang Ziqing? Are you tired?"

I had no strength, and I couldn't resist, I ran around the house like a frightened rabbit, shouting: "Don't hit me, don't hit me..."

"Miss, I don't think it's right. Otherwise, we'd better go first. Otherwise, it will ruin Fang Dong's affairs. I'm afraid he will blame you."

The bodyguard next to her reminded that Mingxin didn't take it seriously, and said arrogantly: "I'm still afraid of him? Well, I don't think she's right, oh, yes, something is wrong with her brain! Someone, take advantage of Fang Ziqing's absence, take her away." Find a place where no one is around and throw it away, and let her fend for herself!"

"No, it's not good! Fang Dong locked her here, there must be Fang Dong's reason, since it is such a person, why do you bother? In short, she can't threaten you."

Mingxin nodded and said: "You're right, but I've always been unhappy with this woman. In short, she's already like this, so it doesn't matter if she's alive or dead? It's just enough to make Lu Tianyu feel bad, He Le Instead of?"

(End of this chapter)