Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 215 Happiness is earned by oneself

The past is unbearable, and my mother burst into tears after she finished speaking. Standing on the moral standard, elope with a married man, it should indeed be condemned.

But as a woman who didn't know anything, she ruined the fate of the whole family and her entire life, was the price too cruel?
I wiped her tears gently with a silk scarf and asked, "Mom, why did you insist on giving birth to me? That man lied to you so much, why did you still give birth to him?"

"Fool, if I didn't give birth to you, wouldn't this world be without you?"

"If my existence made my mother's life so hard, I would rather this world be without me."

My mother gently stroked my hair and said: "Fool, you are the flesh and blood on my body. If there is you in this world, I am willing to bear all the suffering. It's just that my mother is so useless. I have no ability to protect you and let you eat I have suffered so much and suffered so much.”

It’s been a long, long time since I’ve felt the feeling of being cared for by my mother. It’s been a long time since I’ve seen this feeling. I feel so happy!
"Mom..." I cried and asked, "Mom, do you think it's because I don't want that child that she will die as soon as she is born?"

That was the biggest pain in my life, and I can't forget it.

My mother hugged me even tighter and said: "This is fate, it's okay, at least my daughter will not suffer again for the pain I have endured, and I can see that Fang Dong is really serious to you." It's good, after marrying him, let's live a good life, everything will be fine, the days are always getting better, remember? This is what my mother loved to say when you were young. "

yes!The days are always getting better!
I asked with some doubts: "Then, will you go back to him?"

My mother shook her head with certainty and said: "After so many years, he is no longer the charming Teacher Lu in my eyes, and I am no longer that ignorant Wan'er... But, if you want to recognize him, you Just admit it! Mom doesn't stop you."

I also shook my head and said: "I don't admit it! If it wasn't because Mo entered the Lu family by accident all the way, I would never have stepped into the Lu family in my life, and this misplaced life should be back on track. .

In the past, you raised my uncle and me alone. Now my uncle and I will definitely be able to support you and Yinger together. We don’t rely on anyone, we live on our own, and the days will always get better and better. "

Mother's physical condition is actually very good, it's just a depression in her heart. Now that her heart knot is opened, her body will naturally be fine.

I took her home, Xiao Le came to visit her, she still remembers saying: "Mi Xiao Le! I remember, our family Nanfeng took you home for dinner, you thought Shang Liang was Nanfeng's elder brother What? Say I'm so young..."

Xiao Le said cheerfully, "Auntie, you are still very young now."

After dinner, Xiao Le and I were talking on the balcony. I looked at the street view downstairs and asked, "You are a well-known anchor now, are you busy?"

She nodded and said, "Yes!"

"What's the matter? You don't feel very happy?"

Xiao Le has become more beautiful in the past two years. Because there are too many things, I haven't looked at her carefully. It feels like I haven't talked to her so closely for a long time.

She looked up at me and asked, "You, don't you know?"

Her eyes were very tender, as if they were radiating light. I said, "Are you talking about Fang Ziqing's marriage to Mingxin?"

She was surprised: "You, you know?"

I nodded heavily, and she grabbed my shoulders and asked: "Then, what should I do? Are you just watching them get married? You, what should you do?"

I said softly: "Ziqing said that he would divorce her after we got married. This is Mingxin's condition for him. In this way, Mingxin will never appear in front of us again. I will become Qiqi's mother."

Xiao Le shook me very hard and said: "Do you believe this? Nanfeng, wake me up? Are you still the Xu Nanfeng I know? The Xu Nanfeng I know is not so cowardly. From the male god you like, to the person who has everything.

What's the matter with you now?If Lu Tianyu back then hadn't been for my help, would he have disclosed his relationship with you and given you such a grand wedding?Now Fang Ziqing, are you going to let him go like this? "

I shook my head, not knowing what to tell her?
She shouted: "What do you mean by shaking your head? You think of a way to fight for it? What is it to have a child? Don't you know how to have one? The Ming family has gone bankrupt, and she has no ability to fight with you. Where is Miss Fang?" Don't worry too much, she is a daughter after all, and she will marry into someone else's family sooner or later.

Have you thought of a way?If Fang Dong can't coax women, why did he go through so many assistants, and finally he took them all down?Happiness is won by yourself, not by others. The wicked will not show mercy to you because of your concession, they will only make progress. "

She was shaking so badly that I was a little dizzy, so I pushed her hands away and said, "I mean, I told you on purpose that I was married to Lu Tianyu, I know you want to be famous, I hope Expose this matter through your mouth, I hope to use the power of public opinion to force him to admit my facts..."

Xiao Le was a little shocked, and I apologized and said: "I'm sorry, Xiao Le, actually, the reason why I went to work for the BBC was to put pressure on Lu Tianyu. Actually, when I saw that news, I thought of You, I thought you were the one who went to the shopping mall to interview, and I wanted to work for the BBC through you, but I didn't expect that I would know Fang Ziqing..."

If I had known that such a day would come, I would never have agreed to Lu Tianyu's marriage proposal. I should just be his lover, at least in exchange for medical expenses and his protection for me.

Xiao Le looked at me with wide eyes, and I said helplessly: "I have fought for it, I have been working hard to fight for it, but in the end? I have won the scars all over my body, and I am no longer afraid of men. If I have any fantasies, I will accept whatever Fang Ziqing offers me? If he doesn’t give me anything, I will take nothing.

He is now going to marry Mingxin because of the child, what can I do?So what if you marry him?Fang Ziyi has a deep misunderstanding of me now, and she likes Qiqi so much, if Qiqi's parents can't be together because of me, do you think my life will be easier when I come to Fang's house?
The more I live, the more I understand that I can't take fate too seriously, otherwise there will only be endless pain. The only thing I can do now is to live well.

When my mother's health improves a little bit, I will go out to work again, no matter how much money I earn, as long as I can get enough food and clothing!Nothing is more important than living together as a family. "

Xiao Le seemed to be able to understand my feelings, and immediately hugged me and said, "Yeah, I also found out that I really can't be true to fate. I want so little, so little, but what is the result?" I can't get it, God gives me a little hope from time to time, but after a while, it makes me despair, Nanfeng, I feel more uncomfortable than you."

She was crying, and I hurriedly asked, "Xiao Le, what's the matter? What happened?"

"The guy I like says he doesn't need me anymore..."

As she spoke, she cried even more fiercely, tears almost wet my shoulders.

She didn't go home at night and stayed here for the night. At night, we still fell asleep and chatted as before.

I asked, "What's the matter? Didn't you say we're together?"

"No, never, I have never confessed, I am very afraid, this confession, even friends can't do it?"

"If you don't confess, how do you know that people don't like you? Maybe they like you?"

It's been two or three years since I knew she had a crush, right?Haven't confessed yet?
"I know, because he always said in front of me who is the woman he likes? If the woman is happy, he will be happy, if that woman is sad, he will be sad, but what about me?
I am happy when he is happy, and I am sad when he is sad. He always longs for that woman to look back at him, but why can't he look back at me? "

Secret love is the hardest, so why do you want to have a crush?Tell him directly, if you succeed, if you don't succeed, you won't succeed. Maybe don't refuse too many times, and you won't like it?

I asked curiously: "Who is it that makes you love so painfully? Is it better than Mr. Chu? I think you might as well give up, and Mr. Chu is fine. You are not young anymore. If you delay any longer, your parents Should you be in a hurry, too?"

She said angrily: "Are you in a hurry? They can't wait to pull a man from the street for me now. During the Chinese New Year, they got me drunk. Fortunately, that man was timid and didn't dare to touch me, otherwise I, I lost my virginity!

In their eyes, I am now simply a disgrace?My mother said that she lost all her face to me. She said that the neighbors and neighbors who were younger than her became grandma and grandma. She hugged her grandson all day long. When she said it, she burst into tears. When I was born, why didn't I throw it into the water tank and drown? "

I said, "It's not that exaggerated, is it?"

"Hehe, it's more than that!"

"Then Mr. Chu will get it." I always thought they were a match made in heaven.

Xiao Le said unhappily: "Hey, let me ask, why in your eyes, is Mr. Chu my spare tire? Is it something I can get if I want it?"

I said, "Master Chu is such a nice person, but now he has no one he likes. If you say you want to be his girlfriend, he will be very happy."

Xiao Le let out a "hehe" and said, "If you dare, he is the garbage collection station!"

"Speechless... You two have known each other for so many years, and your friendship is so good. The so-called long-term love, maybe you like each other, but you don't even know it?
That man of yours, it’s fine if you don’t want it, one person is used to the kindness that another person gives silently, he will become addicted, he will enjoy your kindness to him, and thus turn a blind eye to your friendship.

It's better to let go, men are cheap bones, the more nice you are to him, the more indifferent he will be, and if you are not nice to him another day, he will feel uncomfortable. "

I have a deep understanding of this...

(End of this chapter)