Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 224 Ziqing, You Are Heartless!
There are some things that you won't understand if you haven't experienced them.

Sometimes I am heartbroken and want to die, but the courage to commit suicide is not always there, and even if I have it, it may not be possible to implement it?
How many times have I tried to commit suicide, but failed.

Thinking, since God has not come to accept me, why should I give up on myself?

Because Liang Daiqing knew that the man she loved was no longer alive, she could die because she had nothing to worry about.

Because Fang Ziqing no longer loves her, Mingxin can die, because she wants to live in his heart forever in such a fierce way.

She wanted to be Mrs. Fang forever. After a grand wedding, she took a leap with her daughter who hadn't had time to see the world properly.

And I, once, I was also abandoned by my beloved, once, I also thought that my beloved was not alive?
I survived!

Because, I still have relatives who need me!

Therefore, there is no way to pay homage to love with death in such a desperate way.

I envy their freedom and ease, and laugh at their ignorance. It is just an act of the weak to escape pain with death. Death will not allow them to achieve their goals.

I watched Fang Ziqing hugging the bloody meat ball and crying loudly, compared to the scene of him taking care of him carefully when Qi Qi was full moon?The contrast between ice and fire, how long have I known him, have I never seen him so sad?

Reminiscent of the pain of losing my child back then, that pain seemed to be experienced again, making me unsteady, so Qiao Chu hurriedly helped me.

This scene left everyone at a loss, as if everyone was broken. After a long time, someone wanted to call an ambulance and go in to see Mingxin's injuries, but it was definitely hopeless.

I couldn't help but want to go up to comfort Fang Ziqing, but I didn't seem to feel that way, a group of people surrounded him, crying loudly...

Fang Ziyi glanced at me fiercely, and shouted bitterly: "Xu Nanfeng...it's you again? Is it because of you again? Are you happy with this result?"

She wished she could rush over and hit me, Qiao Chu hurriedly dragged me into the car, and then took me away.

However, even if my people leave, where is my heart still?

The scene of Mingxin jumping downstairs with Qiqi in her arms, played back in my mind over and over again?

In fact, Mingxin and I are not very familiar. In fact, there is not much grievance between us?

And Qiqi...I suddenly remembered, today is exactly 49 days of her life?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying?

How did I name her that?Why didn't I think about it?

"Nanfeng, are you okay?" Qiao Chu pulled the car over and stopped.

I said, "How did things become like this? She, how could she be like this? Hasn't she already achieved her goal? How did she get to this point? Even if she doesn't want to live, how can she be so tolerant? Even the child , don’t want it anymore?”

She must love Fang Ziqing very much, otherwise she wouldn't have such deep hatred?
"Nanfeng, don't do this, it's not your fault?"

I asked back: "Then whose fault is this? Whose fault? Should I stop this wedding? I know that if Ziqing and Mingxin get married, they will most likely be inseparable? I know this It was Mingxin and Ziyi who co-wrote him, why didn't they stop it?"

I was thinking, if I listen to Tian Qi and stop this wedding, if I don't want to know what happened to those pearls?Will the result not be like this?
"Fang Dong has let down too many women in his life. It may be his retribution to get today's result. It has nothing to do with you. Don't blame yourself too much?"

But, even so, I still feel sad?Especially for that poor kid?

She spent so much effort to give birth to the child, is it just for this day?

When you are strong, you are strong, when you are weak, you are weak, when you are ruthless, you choose to be ruthless?

Emotions that start with a "game" attitude often end up sinking into themselves, and then they cannot extricate themselves.

Fang Ziqing's heart was hard after all, he didn't even look at Mingxin's death, he only cared about his daughter, it is said that he was reluctant to let go after holding the child for several days, the child's blood stained him all over.

He was still yelling "bitch" over and over again, never thinking that the child he regretted so much at this time crawled out of this bitch's belly?

I can't even understand, he and Mingxin even have a child, so don't they have any affection?
Extreme joy begets sorrow!

The BBC website was all black and white, describing the death of Mingxin and her child as an accident.

It is said that Mrs. Fang was facing such a catastrophe as family bankruptcy during her pregnancy, her mood was unstable, and she suffered from severe depression after giving birth. Such a tragic tragedy.

During the day it was still a splendid wedding, but at night it became a funeral. Everything was done for the sake of the child, but in the end the child was gone.

I held back for a few days without going to see him, but later, I still couldn't hold back.

No matter how he treats me?At this time, I don't think I should ignore him.

After the Fang family made arrangements for Mingxin and Qiqi's funeral, Fang Ziyi sent Mingxin's ashes to Los Angeles. Fang Ziqing was alone at home, so I dared to come here.

I lived here for a few days, and the servants knew me, so they took me to Fang Ziqing's room and said, "Sir, he doesn't eat or drink these days, he only drinks and smokes, please help persuade me! "

The servant cautiously opened the door with the spare key, and just opened a crack, a wine bottle was thrown over, Fang Ziqing shouted: "Get out..."

If I didn't hide quickly, I was almost hit. I opened the door and walked in. I saw a room full of wine bottles. I don't know how much he drank.There are red wine and white wine, and there are piles of cigarette butts, and the whole room smells of tobacco and alcohol.

I looked at him lying on the ground, drowsy drunk, the sky was dark, there was something bright red on the white shirt on his body, I don't know if it was the child's blood or the red wine?

I approached and shouted, "Ziqing? Ziqing, are you okay?"

When he heard my voice, he seemed to have a little reaction. He opened his eyes slightly, smiled at me, and shouted with a "huh" smile: "Nanfeng? Nanfeng, is that you?"

"Yes! I am Nanfeng...".

He immediately hugged me, hugged me very tightly, and said, "Nanfeng, give me a baby soon? I want a baby so much now, can you give me a baby?"

I don't even know how I feel when I hear this?
Seeing that I didn't speak, he just took it as my acquiescence, and didn't ask for my consent, so he came over and kissed me directly?
The smell of alcohol and tobacco in my mouth disgusted me very much.

I pushed him away fiercely, and asked, "Fang Ziqing, don't you dislike children? Have you forgotten how you put your foot on Mingxin's stomach? This is the child's fate, otherwise It's long gone."

He didn't give up, and rushed towards me and said: "At that time, I just wanted to have a baby with you, Nanfeng, you can be my woman! Let's have a baby, so that I won't feel so sorry for this child, so I won't be in such pain?"

I found that I didn't understand him at all in the past, and it was even more unexpected that he would have such an idea?Actually want to use one child to replace the existence of another child, so as to reduce his pain and sin?

Normally, if he used force, I would naturally not be able to reject him, but now he is as drunk as mud.

He was about to come and kiss me, and I slapped him hard across the face.

I said: "Fang Ziqing, don't you know what you did wrong until now? You only know that your child is gone. Didn't you see that your newly married wife also died?
Can you really have sex with a woman without any love for it?Don't you have the slightest affection for Mingxin, Anna, and those women you played with before? "

When he heard "Mingxin"'s name, he became angry all of a sudden, and shouted at me: "Don't mention that bitch to me? I agreed to her request, why are you doing this to me? Why? She wants to kill herself Go, why take my child away? My Qiqi..."

I can't see any remorse from him, it is right for Mingxin to take the child, at least it can hurt his heart, if she commits suicide, it might be a good thing for Fang Ziqing, finally no Someone is pestering him?He might even hold a big funeral to calm his heart.

I'm a bit disappointed in him, I don't think I should have come!

He didn't regret the lost life, he just felt sad because of the loss of his precious daughter. If any woman gave him another child at this time, he could let it go.

I said, "Ziqing, you are more ruthless than I imagined."

As I said that, I got up to leave, Fang Ziqing rushed over and hugged me tightly from behind and said, "That's because I gave you all my love for men and women, Nanfeng, you, you do not leave me?"

I feel him crying!He hugged me so tightly that it hurt me so much that I wanted to break free.

I said: "That's not the case, you don't have such a thing at all, you just want to possess me, the Lu Tianyu you mentioned is your imaginary enemy, because I am his woman, so you want to possess his Daughter only.

Ziqing, we can't do it anymore. Waiting to find a new prey, you will find that I, Xu Nanfeng, are not much different from the women you used to be?It's just a prey you Fang Ziqing wants to hunt. "

I tried hard to break his hand, but I didn't have the strength.

He said: "No, that's not the case! I love you. If I didn't love you, how could I let myself live in such pain?"

"If you really loved me, you wouldn't have left me while I was recovering from drugs? If it wasn't for that unknown person who appeared, I might have passed away long ago, Ziqing, you don't know what I went through during those two weeks ? I always thought I was going to die."

He asked me, "Is it true that the time I took care of you is not worth the two weeks that that person took care of you? Without his care, you might die, but without me, wouldn't you have died long ago?" Why do you always have to worry about this problem?"

I managed to break away his hand, looked back at him and said, "That's not the problem, if you didn't care about me at first, I wouldn't blame you at all, because you have no obligation to care about me?

However, you gave me hope and then made me despair, you should understand the torment this kind of feeling brings to people, just like Mingxin gave birth to you Qiqi, and then took her away so resolutely... "

(End of this chapter)