Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 266 Why are you doing this to me?

The child is not dead... the child is not dead... the child is not dead...

These five words seemed to have a demonic nature, and they were transmitted to my eardrums from far and near, making me in a trance, and the whole world seemed to disappear, only the voices of my mother and uncle remained.

"If he knew that Nanfeng and his child were still alive, how could he marry another woman? Would he want to watch the two of them separate and marry someone else? Then what if the child is found in the future? ?”

"Then what if the child can't be found all the time? I don't want to give her hope and let her down?"

"So, sister, who did you give the child to at that time? Why did you have to give it away? Can our family still afford to raise a child?"

I don't even know how I got to the door?
"What's the use of blaming me now? How do I know that so many things will happen later?"

I pushed open the door heavily, and my mother and uncle were startled by my sudden appearance. I asked dumbly, "What did you just say?"

"No, didn't you say anything?" Uncle's gesture was like being "caught by a thief", which was a very unashamed and reflexive rebuttal.

I looked at my mother, but she didn't dare to look at me.

I approached and asked, "What the hell were you talking about just now? Are you saying that the child I gave birth to was not dead? Did you give my child to someone else and lie to me that the child is dead?"

When I questioned my teacher, my uncle tugged at my arm and said, "Nanfeng, calm down."

But, at this moment, how could I still be calm?

I yelled at my mother: "Tell me... Is my child still alive? Was it given away by you?"

Mom naturally didn't say it, but I knew it was already a fact, and I didn't even know what my state was like at that time?
I felt that my mind was full of gibberish, and I pointed to my mother and asked, "Why did you do this? Why? Who did you give my child to?"

I felt like I was about to rush over to beat someone, but luckily my uncle stopped me and said, "Xu Nanfeng, is this the way you talk to your mother? Calm down..."

"Nanfeng, mom is thinking about you. You are so young, how will you marry and live after you have a child? Mom doesn't want this to affect your life?"

I cried and asked, "Then why did you give birth to me? Why didn't you give me away? It was the flesh that fell from my body, the flesh and blood that I gave birth to in October. How could you treat me so badly?" ? Why did you do this to me? Why..."

I shouted a few times manically, as if I was experiencing the pain of losing my child again. I regretted my youth and ignorance, and hated my powerlessness. At the moment of losing my child, my natural motherhood was all aroused?

If the child hadn't died, my eyes wouldn't be crying into high myopia; if it wasn't for the death of the child, I wouldn't be so desperate to find Mo Yilu, I wouldn't have run downstairs, and my mother wouldn't have chased me And if there is a car accident, my uncle will not steal for medical expenses, and he will not go to jail...

It turns out that all the misfortunes are caused by ourselves?Obviously there could be a better ending?

"Who did you give my child to?" After crying and shouting, all I want to know is this?I just want to go to my kids right away?

My mother said apologetically, "I'm sorry, Nanfeng, my mother has been in a coma for so many years, and my mother can't find that person, but don't worry, my mother will find it.

Mom has always wanted you to be with me all the way, because I don't want my child to come back without a complete family... ".

I feel very painful, I can't face my mother, I even feel that I hate her in my heart?

But she is my mother, and I have no way to hate him. There is nowhere to vent this emotion in my heart, so I feel very painful.

I said, "A complete family? As soon as she was born, you gave her away. Do you think she is a kitten or a puppy? What right do you have to say that you want to give her a complete family?"

My mother had no way to refute my words. She just cried, and I said, "For my future? What future do I have? You can give up your future for your children? When you come to me, you want me to give up my children for my future?
You are my mother, why do you not understand me so much?If I used the money for your medical treatment to raise my child, I don’t know how happy I would be now? "

As soon as the voice fell, I felt that I was slapped severely, and my uncle said: "Xu Nanfeng, you are going too far."

I covered my face and asked my uncle, "What right do you have to beat me? You don't even know that your wife sold the house? You go and steal, you hand over to me a vegetative state lying in the hospital, and put away such a pile of debts. Give me all the medical expenses? Are you still beating me here?"

I feel so wronged, I feel like a corrupt skeleton, maintaining a certain posture in a peaceful world, but as long as someone touches it lightly, it will fall apart, and I am falling apart now.

"Nanfeng, don't be like this..." Mom cried worse than me.

I looked at them and said, "If I had known this, you might as well have sent me back to the Lu family as soon as I was born. Du Qingluo is also very kind to Tianya. At least I don't have to bear those gossips. I won't be without a father. At least I will pay you a thousand dollars." Living as a young lady, my parents won't be too busy earning money to take care of me, and I won't make the mistake of 'birth out of wedlock'... ".

After I finished speaking, I ran out, and my uncle hurried over to chase me and said, "Xu Nanfeng, don't push yourself too hard! Do you know how much your words hurt my sister? Du Qingluo ruined her life, you say it here, you Do you want to be Du Qingluo's daughter and call her your mother?"

Today, I was hurt once by Mo Yilu and once by Lin Tong. I thought I could find some comfort when I got home, but in the end I was hurt and there was nothing left.

I said, "I don't know, and I don't want to know."

The world is so big, but there seems to be no place for me?

I'm driving and don't know where to go?

In the end, I went to Xiao Le's house, said my name "Xu Nanfeng", and the door opened, and she hasn't come back yet?The room was empty, it was newly renovated, and everything inside was brand new.

She envied me very much, and I envied her very much.

She envied me from having nothing to become a wealthy young mistress, and I can also become a young mistress to become a big lady. I also envied her step by step from a monthly salary of a few thousand to an annual salary of a million.

She envies me that I can live in a mansion like the Lu family, and I also envy that she can live alone in such a high-end apartment.

She has alcohol and cigarettes here... I can drink and smoke now.

I used to hate drinking and smoking. Even if I wanted to drink, it was red wine. Occasionally, I drank a few glasses of wine elegantly for the sake of mood and taste, not to mention cigarettes. I hate the smell of smoke the most.

However, now I gradually understand, why do men smoke?
Because in this hazy smog, it is really possible to decompress. Of course, there are many ways to decompress, but this one is the most convenient.

Is it any wonder that when people experience major setbacks in TV dramas, they will degenerate, be depressed, and dream of dying. So, only in this way can the pain be relieved?

A sip of wine, a puff of cigarettes, is better than a living god?
I feel that I have lost everything. So even the closest relatives will lie to me?
Who is my child for?Alive or dead now?What kind of person do you live?Poor or rich?happy or sad?

Are the foster parents healthy?Is it good for her?Does it hurt her?When she cries, will her adoptive parents beat her?

Does she know that she is not her own child?If the adoptive parents had a second child, would it be bad for her?

There are hundreds of possibilities in my mind. When I thought of these countless possibilities, I thought, if I had known this, it would be better if she died as soon as she was born.

In case one day, I find her, she asks me why I don't want her?How should I answer her?
I told all the way that the child died as soon as it was born?Now tell him that the child was given away by my mother as soon as he was born?Can he accept it?

Suppose, she lives well in her adoptive parents' house, but what if she doesn't recognize us?
Suppose, she is not doing well in her adoptive parents' house, what should she do if she hates us?
She must be seven or eight years old now, right?Is she a little girl as old as Ying Er?

"Nanfeng..." I don't know how many days I've been in Xiaole in such a daze?I feel like someone is kicking me.

"Nanfeng, you bastard, why did you make my place such a mess? My wine, these are all good wines, I can't bear to drink them myself. Damn, when did you learn to smoke? Nanfeng... ...Wake up, wake up...how much did you drink? Are you dead?"

Xiao Le helped me up from the ground, and exclaimed: "My carpet, do you eat, drink, and scatter all over it? The high-end carpet I bought for [-]..."

I don't know if I'm drunk or sleepy, in short, I'm just in a daze.

When I saw it was Xiao Le, I felt relieved, and I said, "You're finally back? Where have you been?"

"Where can I go? I thought it was you, it doesn't matter if you do or not? You can sleep until you want? I go to work?

I've only been gone for two weeks, what happened?I also heard that you divorced Lu Tianyu?seriously? "

I laughed and said, "Of course it's true? Isn't this the result you want? If your informant hadn't reported this matter, who would have known that Mo Yilu and Lin Tong were lying on the same bed?"

Xiao Le asked a little confusedly: "What are you talking about? I don't understand..."

"You have been away for two weeks. There are so many things you don't know? The police station asked me to inform you. When you come back, you will go to the police station to make a record. The case is not closed yet?"

Xiao Le pretended to be confused and smiled and said, "What case?"

I want to stand up, but I don't feel like I have the strength to stand up.

I staggered and said: "For the poisoning case, Lin Tong called the police and confirmed them, oh no, there was drug in the wine we drank that night, which can make people unconscious, and the surveillance was also deliberately manipulated." It’s bad, this is a vicious poisoning incident, it’s a criminal case….”

(End of this chapter)