Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 268 Keep looking at her...

She was still worried about what to do if she went to the police station to make a record?It's embarrassing to think about her selfishness?

Assuming she didn't get an informant to report it, and she didn't break the CCTV, how could things get so troublesome?

The same is true for Tianya, if you don't want to say you don't want to, why do you have to make so many things?
Could it be that Lu Zheng, the father, would still persecute her?

Where did a girl raised in a deep boudoir get such nasty things as drugs?
We were discussing all of a sudden, when we heard the doorbell, Xiao Le said anxiously, "It must be Qiao Chu, what should I do? What should I do? Keep it secret! Help me..."

My own affairs are all messed up here, what can I do to help her?Help her lie to Mr. Chu that she doesn't know anything about that night?

If the members of the Lin family don't withdraw the case, they will always investigate the results?
Mr. Chu has been here before, so he didn't even open the door, and he just came in when Xiao Le and I hadn't adjusted well?
Seeing the mess in the room, he was startled, but when he saw that we were all there, he was not so frightened.

"You are all here, why is no one taking care of me?" He seemed to be relieved, and came over and said, "Nanfeng, why are you like this? Your parents, mother and uncle are all in a hurry, and they have been looking for you all the way. , Don't you have to deal with the big things slowly? What kind of thing is hiding?"

Xiao Le's worry didn't seem to happen, because after Qiao Chu entered the door, she kept talking about me and seemed to have forgotten her existence?

In fact, I can feel that she likes Mr. Chu, but she refuses to admit it, so I think maybe my feeling is wrong?

Xiao Le asked, "What's the matter? Because Mo Yiyi divorced her?"

"No! Auntie said, of course Nanfeng's child did not die, but was given away by her. But, not long after, didn't Auntie get into a car accident? Now that so many years have passed, there is no longer a natural That person? The child doesn't know where he went?"

"what……"

If Qiao Chu doesn't mention it, I seem to have forgotten about it?

As soon as I think about it, I want to smoke. I look for cigarettes and lighters. I also want to drink. I look for wine glasses and wine, but I can't find them for a while.

"Still drinking?" I managed to find a wine bottle, and before I had time to find a glass to pour it out, Xiao Le stopped me?
She said: "This is a good thing! Don't you still hope that your child is gone? Since the child is still there, shouldn't we get the child back?"

get back?Easier said than done?
I haven't cared about her for so many years?Will she recognize me?
What should I do if I find her?How can I face a daughter who is already seven or eight years old?
I want to be a mother, I want to be pregnant in October, I want to hold her in my arms, I want to breastfeed her, I want to watch her grow up little by little, and I want to participate in her growth every day of life inside.

Help her take the first step in life, and hear her call her mother for the first time in her life?Didn't it suddenly appear in front of me now?Can walk, move, talk, and even have their own thoughts?

Qiao Chu said: "Yes, Nanfeng, let's find the child together. Auntie said that it was a couple who had undergone several artificial operations in the hospital but failed to conceive a child. Although, Auntie I don't know who the couple are? But the hospital must have files, and we will definitely be able to find them, and we have already checked the information along the way."

I panicked and asked, "He already knows?"

"Auntie thought you would go to him, so she told him everything. I was so stupid. I thought that if Xiao Le was not at home, you would not be able to come to her. Why didn't I expect you to hide here alone?"

I don't even know what to do?At this time, what would happen if Mo Yilu found out about this matter?
My whole body is in a mess, I don't know what to do?
I said, "I want you to look for it, but if I don't... just treat her as dead, as if she is already dead."

She has been raised for so many years?You must already have feelings, and it must be very sad to know that you are not your biological child?
And we found her, is she willing to come back with us?came back?Can we give her a complete home?It's not allowed to let her live peacefully with her adoptive parents!
"What are you talking about?" Xiao Le was surprised by my attitude at this time? "The child is still there, why don't you go find her? Are you still a mother?"

Whatever they say, I just don't want to look for it?
Xiao Le scolded me and said, "You have been cramped again, right? You are almost 30 years old now, you should be responsible for your actions, you gave birth to the child, no matter what happened in the past, you have Obliged to find the child back? What do you look like now?"

Yes, what she said is right, my current state seems to be cramped, I have no strength, and my whole body is limp.

I don't think about anything, I just stay alone, but I don't even have a place of my own?

The villa and apartment that Lu Zheng gave me was just a document, and I didn't have time to see it anywhere!
Qiao Chu said: "Forget it, forget it! Nanfeng, then you go home first! Don't let your parents worry?"

I don't want to go home either, I don't want to see them, not a single one.

Qiao Chu said to Xiao Le: "Xiao Le, why don't you let Nan Feng stay here? You help take care of it. I'll go back and tell my aunt and them not to worry too much."

"I asked for two weeks' leave. Mr. Song has called me so many times. I need to go to the company now!"

yes!What Xiao Le said is right, it's because I'm too free that I cause so many troubles?

But, I don't have the mind to do anything else at all now, I feel that I am now the legendary "walking dead", I have no energy to do anything, I can't even think.

Qiao Chu had no choice but to say: "Well, that Nanfeng, why don't you go and live in your father's farm for a while! Calm down your mood, shall we go find the child?
Dad has always regarded you as his daughter-in-law. He doesn't know these things. If he had known, he wouldn't have made you so helpless and made you suffer so much... "

I think this idea is not bad, at least it can stay away from the difficulties I am facing now?
I need to find such a peaceful place to calm my mind.

Xiao Le said with a smile: "I even forgot, this child is the flesh and blood of your Qiao family!"

I felt a trace of sarcasm in Xiao Le's words, I looked up at her, I don't know why I felt she had a trace of disgust for me?
I almost forgot about this too?My daughter has blood from the Qiao family.

I feel like I'm dead?
I feel that I like to give up all this and go to a place where no one knows me. Like Tian Qi, let go of everything, like Lin Tong, forget everything that happened.

I went to the shady farm in the far suburbs. Mr. Joe was gone, and there were only a few people looking at the farm. It was also autumn at this time, just like the last time I came here, it was also autumn.

The autumn clothes here are very thick, but it doesn't feel like the artistic conception I came last time.

I am here every day, reading books, trees, and fallen leaves.

The leaves are yellow, the leaves are falling, and the ginkgo leaves are floating in the air like small golden umbrellas. I seem to see "poetry".

I haven't written for a long time?
Words are occasionally like water. Water can wash away the dirt on clothes, but words can wash the soul.

I found that I can free myself without alcohol or tobacco.

However, even so, in the eyes of the servant who took care of me, I was still abnormal, because I was still day and night, and I basically slept in Mr. Qiao's study.

Mr. Qiao's study room was empty, leaving only a few rare books, replaced by some world famous books.

In fact, I have read most of these books. I read a lot when I was in college, but it doesn’t matter if I read them again now.

A masterpiece is a label of an era, and the words in it are the sublimation of a creator's thoughts.

There are comedies and tragedies. I didn't cry when I saw tragedies, and I didn't laugh when I saw comedies.

I feel that my emotions have been paralyzed. I am neither happy nor sad, nor happy nor sad.

These books that once made me "bloom youth" have become meaningless in my eyes now?What I read is not a book, but the sadness of this literature and art.

Winter in the suburbs comes earlier than in the city, and it is winter in a blink of an eye. The first snow fell that day, and the snow-covered scenery can bring a visual impact to people.

I don't know if I'm loving life or avoiding difficulties. I have someone burn a stove for me. I want to imitate the old man and be arty.

The green bamboo is like spring all the year round, but unexpectedly it turned white because of the snow worship.

I took the snow on the green bamboo to make tea, and then admired the beauty and tranquility of the first snow, while tasting the tea made by the first snow, to see if I could find inspiration for creation.

Knowing how to appreciate every scene in life makes me feel that I am still a literati and that I am still alive.

The servant told me that the best tea is in the master's room.

Qiao Chu doesn't come here often, and the layout of his room is also very simple, the gray-blue quilt gives people a very gentle and tender feeling.

Like Mo Yiyi, he loves cleanliness and tidiness. I searched in the locker, but found no tea.

The servant was busy lighting the stove for me and couldn't leave, so he shouted loudly in the corridor of the yard: "Look for it in the bedside table..."

Actually, I don't believe that Qiao Chu would put the tea in the bedside table, because if it were me, I definitely wouldn't put it in the bedside table.

As for the tea, naturally it should be kept in the tea room, but maybe his tea is too expensive.

There is also a small bookshelf on the bedside table, separated by several novels by Zhang Ailing, and a lamp.

I opened the first drawer but didn't find it, then opened the second drawer, and sure enough there were a few expensive-looking boxes.

It's like seeing the box and smelling the tea. I'm a little happy because of the tea, or because I finally found it?
I took the tea and wanted to leave, but my eyes fell on a little red for some reason?

There is a red sign under the tea box. This sign looks familiar, so I couldn't help picking it up to have a look.

It said: I hope that after ten years, Yiyi and I will still be good friends, and Yiyi and Nanfeng will still be in love, so that I can always look at Nanfeng.

(End of this chapter)