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Chapter 270 Let the Storm Come Even More Violently
I don't know if I'm going to collapse, I can't hold it anymore!Why are there so many cruel things in my life?

Why can't you let me live in peace?I don't want to bother with those things anymore?But why hasn't God let me go?

I was wondering if this was my retribution?
But what did I do wrong?Why should he be punished like this?

Is it really harmful for Fang Ziyi to become like this?If I don't go to the beach, Tian Qi can really live there peacefully. Forget that he used to be the chairman of the Lu Group, the second young master of the Lu family?

He has lived so many rich and prosperous days, spent his life, and called the wind and rain, can he really return to the poor days before?
On the way to comfort me, Qiao Chu answered a phone call. Listening to his tone, he looked very bad. After he hung up the phone, his face became even more ugly.

I asked with a mocking smile: "Did something bad happen again? Hurry up and tell me, let the storm come more violently!"
In short, I have fallen to the bottom, there is nothing I can't bear, no matter how bad it is, but one life, can't I die?Rather than living like this, it would be better to die cleanly. "

Qiao Chu looked at me, and I could tell from her eyes that he was worried that I would be sad after hearing the news?
I said, "It's okay. I can bear it. I've lived all these years. What kind of blows haven't I encountered? I'm very strong. I'm Xu Nanfeng. I'm very strong, very strong. I'm Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death."

You make me depressed for the last second, I want to cheer up, I want to find my child, the ends of the earth, I want to find her back... "

I didn't drink, but I was drunk.

Qiao Chuhong said to me with eyes wide open, "It's your uncle who called. He said, said, your mother, she, she committed suicide..."

I feel guilty because, when I was young and ignorant, I conceived in October in a daze, gave birth to a child, and before I had time to see her, my mother gave her away without my consent.

After so many years, she actually told me that when she was two years old, she was carried away by a stranger at a Lantern Festival in Suzhou?

I feel sorry for this poor daughter of mine who came here because of the love of her parents, but since she was born, as parents, we have not cared about her for a day. Can you be calm?How not to blame yourself?
However, the person who caused all these tragedies, her grandmother, couldn't be calmer and blamed herself even more, because the person she was sorry for was not only the granddaughter she gave away with her own hands, but also her daughter.

Therefore, she used suicide to free herself?After she came out of the hospital, she still needed to take medicine to maintain her body's basic nutrition, so she mixed several medicines together and ate them in large quantities. In the end, she died of an overdose?
I don't even know how I got back from the shade farm to the hospital in the urban area. When I woke up, I only felt pain in my hand. I looked up and saw that my right hand was covered with gauze.

I seem to be a bit disconnected, I forget what happened before I entered the hospital?
The memory was pulled back little by little. I heard the news, and I couldn't stand up. I fell to the ground directly, and my hand was directly burned on the fire that was overturned before. My right palm was burnt. Extensive burns.

The door of the ward was pushed open, and the person who walked in was Qiao Chu. He twisted the incubator and saw that I had woken up. He was a little happy and asked, "Nanfeng, are you awake? How do you feel?"

how do i feelHow else can I feel?

I feel cold!Because it's cold.

I really hope that I can continue to be disconnected all the time, but why do I think of those sad things so quickly?
I said, "I'm fine! Can I get out of the hospital now?"

He nodded and said, "The doctor said, you just passed out due to overwhelmed grief. There is nothing serious about it. What's wrong is your hand. The burn is serious. The doctor told you to take care of it carefully, otherwise it will leave scars."

I got up and tried to get out of bed, thinking, my mother is dead, would I still suggest a scar on my hand?
He said: "I know you want to go to your mother's funeral, but don't worry, you have been in a coma for a day and a night, you should eat something first!"

I don't have the energy to care about people, I just walked out of the ward, Qiao Chu chased me out with a coat, put it on me and said: "Your uncle brought your mother to Anyang, and he said that he would give it to me in his hometown. Your mother is attending the funeral.

I went all the way with Yinger and your father, and told me all the way, when you wake up, I will drive you there, don't worry, change your clothes, I will take you there, okay? "

I visited the graves of my grandparents when I came back last time, but is the house in my hometown still usable?That is the adobe brick house. No one has lived in it for so many years. When I came last time, I found that part of it had collapsed.

There are not many families left in the village. Is this the home where our Xu family lived when they were most impoverished?
And all of this was caused by Lu Zheng and Du Qingluo?
If it weren't for Lu Zheng's derailment in marriage, Du Qingluo wouldn't have persecuted her mother and grandfather like that?Wouldn't the Xu family become like this?
There are cement roads in this countryside, but the roads are very narrow, because the Lu family is a bad person, so there are cars all over the road, and Qiao Chu's car can't drive in, so we got off at the intersection.

I saw Lu Zheng standing there, looking left and right, and sighed: "So Nanfeng grew up here when he was a child? What crime have I done? I have so much wealth, but let my four children They all live so unsatisfactorily, the short-lived ones, the sick ones, Tianqi and Nanfeng both suffered so much when they were young?"

I hated him, always hated him.

It's just that I was moved by his kindness for so long?

When I heard his exclamation, I found it extremely ironic, and I asked coldly, "Don't you know what evil you have done yourself?"

I demonstrated a bunch of chain reactions to him, assuming he hadn't cheated in marriage and turned my mother into a third party, the Xu family wouldn't have become a well-off family and came to this remote mountain;

Assuming he didn't let my mother get pregnant out of wedlock, my mother's life wouldn't be ruined, and she wouldn't think that my child ruined my life, so she wouldn't give the child away?

Assuming she doesn't give away the baby?Today she would not commit suicide because of guilt.

I pointed to Lu Zheng and said: "So, my mother was killed by you, you still have the face to come here? You get lost... I don't recognize you, I will never recognize you again, and I will never spend money on you again." For a penny of the Lu family, I, Xu Nanfeng, have nothing to do with your surname Lu?"

It's like a ghost is on me, so many people seem to be unable to hold me back, I seem to want to swallow Lu Zheng in one gulp?
Uncle came out from inside, grabbed me and shouted: "Xu Nanfeng, wake me up, your mother is gone, you still have the mind to mess around here?

You're looking for who killed her, right?Then let me tell you, the person who killed your mother was either someone else or yourself. She did everything for your own good, but you didn't understand her at all? "

She almost dragged me into the inner mourning hall. My mother has not put the coffin in, but is lying on a mahogany bed. I can still see her. She seems to be just asleep, not dead?
I burst into tears all of a sudden, I hugged her, called her, I begged her to wake up, but is she really gone?
I used to work so hard just to earn medical expenses for her, and I just didn't want her to leave me. Why, when she finally woke up, she wanted to commit suicide?

How can she be so selfish?She only knows the guilt in her heart. Didn't she think that if she left like this, I would feel so guilty that I would want to die?
I don't know how long I have been crying. Mo went all the way to find a white mourning dress for me to put on. He didn't say anything, but I know he is as sad as me?
I felt like I saw him in the old days, he was always my guiding light in life, I looked at him with longing eyes and asked, "My mother died, what should I do?"

He wiped my tears and said: "It's okay, you still have me, you still have uncle, I will always be there, my mother can't survive, but I will definitely find the child back, don't worry, there is me , I'm Mo Lulu, your Mo Lulu.

Do you forget it?As I said, no matter what difficulties you encounter, I will help you solve them. As you said, if you are with me, you will not be afraid of the sky falling, because I am tall enough to withstand it, but I cannot overwhelm you. "

"really?"

I was very skeptical, he nodded and said: "Really! Miss Lin has recovered her memory, I will not marry her, and Mr. Lin also promised me that he will not pursue that matter any more.

You see how good I am, I can solve so many difficulties by myself, so don't worry, I will protect you, I will always protect you, just like before, so I will not let people bully my girlfriend? "

I said it so honestly, it made me feel very safe.

However, I still kept crying and said, "But, my mother is still dead...she won't wake up again?"

I have experienced three funerals, one was He Ruxi's, I saw Lu Tianqi's sadness, I felt his sadness, and I understand him very well.

One time was Du Qingluo, I saw Lu Tianya's sadness, I saw her crying so hard, I felt a little sympathy and pity for her.

But now it's my mother's turn?I, I just realized that in this world, there is no one who can empathize with your pain?
When the needle is pricked on one's own body, others cannot feel the pain.

People can't be resurrected after death?I am sorry for your loss?

We always comfort the family members who have lost their loved ones like this, but we never really feel the grief of the family members?
(End of this chapter)