Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 301
She begged me so eagerly, asking me to return Qiao Chu to her?

But when did Qiao Chu belong to her?
Without me, Qiao Chu isn't hers either?

Isn't excessive attachment self-torture?I am, Fang Ziqing is, Qiao Chu and Mi Xiaole may not be different.

Regardless of whether the news of Tianya's death is true or not, but she broke it out at this time with an impure purpose.

First, to cover up the news that Fang Ziqing was under investigation; what about the second?What about the third?
I dare not think deeply, we used to be such good friends, at this moment, it seems that we have finally come to an end?
Time has changed us. Looking at her appearance at this time, I am completely different from the cheerful and lively Mi Xiaole who used to be on campus.

At the same time, I also compared myself. It seems that Xu Nanfeng in the past can only find a trace of "similarity" in the novel "The First Boyfriend".

When a person has experienced too many things, he becomes more silent and unwilling to speak. He is his best friend. Is there no one else who understands me and is loyal to me like myself?

"Xiao Le, without me, do you think Qiao Chu would fall in love with you?"

"Yes! I feel that he has fallen in love with me, but he doesn't know it himself."

"Then why don't you confess? Why don't you tell him your long and passionate love for him?"

"I'm afraid..." She was confused.

"What are you afraid of? Are you afraid of being rejected? You have at least 50% hope of confessing. If you don't confess, you will always be able to hide behind his back and play tricks. You are so eager to be his girlfriend, but you are willing to be his fake Girlfriend? Why bother?
You don't need to consider their family's situation at all, and you don't need to consider Minister Chu's opinion. If you have the same heart and love each other, everything else will be fine.

Today, you asked me to return Qiao Chu to you, what right do I have to say that I can return it?He is not mine either? "

"But why do you accept his intentions? Is it just to get revenge on me? If so, how despicable are you?"

I said coldly: "You are not qualified to question my personality in a noble tone here, I know what I am doing better than you?
Instead of begging me to give him back to you here, how about facing him with your truest self?
Keep talking about him as a friend, listening to his thoughts as a friend, but actually scoffing at his thoughts in his heart?How is such behavior different from a liar? "

She seemed to be moved by what I said, and she came back to her senses and asked me, "Then tell me, what should you do?"

"I don't know either! Wait!"

"Wait for what?"

"The stone fell into the water, and the ripples on the surface of the water returned to calm."

I looked at the time and felt more and more depressed. The child must have not received it, otherwise, Qiao Chu would have come here early, and Mrs. Huang might not have seen it, otherwise he would have at least called me.

Xiao Le parted her hair and said, "Okay, I'll wait! I'll wait!"

The nurse came in and added painkiller to my drip, asking me how I feel?
I said, "It's okay! But when can I be discharged from the hospital?"

"Don't worry, your condition is not so serious. The doctor said you should stay in the hospital for a few more days for observation! After the operation, your immunity is weak, and your depression will also have a great impact. The last thing you should worry about is getting sick. "

But why don't I worry?

Such a big thing, how can I stay in the hospital?Lu Zheng entrusted Tianya to me before he became a monk?Now that it has become like this, how should I explain to him?

What happened between Tianya and Tianya is vivid in our minds, from sister-in-law to sister, from sister-in-law to sister, we don't seem to be able to react to the change of roles?

Why on earth did she commit suicide?Isn't everything what she wants?Didn't the brother she cared most about accompany her to where she wanted to go?

What happened to them in Dali?
The loss of human life is always sad, no matter who it is?

I thought that there would be no such person in the world from now on, so I couldn't help but feel more uncomfortable than when she confronted tit-for-tat in the past?
I seem to understand Mo's feelings for Tianya all the way, and understand why he can leave everything behind and take her on a trip to Dali?

As long as you are alive, there are countless possibilities, but if your life is gone, all possibilities are gone.

If I knew she would "disappear" so quickly, why should I be patient?
Is the pampas grass tough as silk, but the rock does not transfer?
I looked at the pendant on the phone, and thought of what Qiao Chu said. He said that Tian Ya is actually a person with a very rich and beautiful inner world?
I think of her happy appearance, that always looks like a girl?
No matter how old she is, she always seems to be a child, and I have been fussing over a child for so long?
I twitched in my heart, wishing that time could go back to two months ago, I should let the two of them go on a trip generously, so maybe she would be happier.

However, it was too late.

At night, Chen Xi handed me a letter. The milky white envelope was stamped with stamps. It had been mailed to Lu's house a week ago, but I moved to Fang's house at that time, but I didn't receive it, and no one opened it for me.

That juanjuan font is like a slim girl, who say that seeing words is like seeing people. I seem to have never understood Tianya.

On the letter paper, there is a stereotyped beginning of a TV series letter.

I don't know why, tears are already dripping on the letter paper, I don't dare to read it, I don't know what she will write?Is it resentment or hatred?

[When you read this letter, I think I am no longer in this world.

In fact, I have always lived with a grateful heart. From the moment I was born, I was judged by the doctor to be a person who has to rely on drugs for a long time to survive.

Every day I live, I think it is a gift from God to me.

I have never been afraid of death, but I am afraid of being alone.

People who love me, love me, and care about me are leaving one after another, making me feel like fluttering in the wind, with nowhere to rest.

My brother is the only hope I can grasp, so even if you hate me, I still choose to pester him, even if I know that what he gives me is only sympathy and pity, I will ignore it.

Because, for me, there is nothing more terrifying than loneliness.

I have never dreamed of love and marriage, because I don't believe that my appearance can be favored and loved by men, and I don't want to drag others down.

Life is to me, just like my increasingly crippled body, which is already overwhelmed, and death to me is the best relief.

I want to let my brother lose me before I lose my brother, at least, so that my life will not be nothing.

I want to die while I am still awake. I am afraid of lingering and dying in a serious illness, and I am afraid of dying in a lonely and cold ward.

I want to die in my most youthful and splendid years, keep my most beautiful face, I am afraid of wrinkles crawling on my face.

I know very well that my real brother is no longer here, but I would rather be confused, at least his face is still my brother's.

When I saw him, I could still feel how my parents and brother loved me?

That day, I wanted to have a good talk with you. I hope you can lend him to me for a while. I want him to accompany me to see the distant scenery and experience a different life.

I also want to apologize to you, I didn't mean to hurt Yinger, but when I heard you and your friends discussing whether I have cancer, I couldn't say anything.

I know I don't have cancer, but this seems like an excuse to allow my brother to accompany me on the trip for granted.

The scenery in Dali is very beautiful, and my brother met all my requirements as much as possible along the way, accompanied me to do all the things I wanted to do, and took every photo of me so beautifully.

However, I know that he still can't let you go, he always pays attention to your lawsuit and the situation of your children, and he always looks unhappy.

I can deceive myself and pretend to be happy, but I can't control his mood, he will only be happy because of you, I think this is the love that I have never met in my life!
I know I have caused you a lot of trouble, and I don't ask your forgiveness.

Just take it as a test on your love journey!With my death, let the wind disperse your hatred and disgust towards me!
No matter what, you are my sister, and I believe you won't care about someone who passed away like me.

Give that person a chance to get you back. He has endured no less suffering and pressure than you, but he has kept it in his heart, and you choose to burst out.

That day, I tried to call him brother-in-law, and I found that it was easy to pronounce.

I really want to call you sister, but, if I call you sister, will you respond?
I don't know, and I don't have a chance to know.

I am looking forward to now, where will I go after I leave this world?

Heaven or hell?do they exist?I don't know, but I'll know when I leave.

Fate will not treat anyone kindly. The road of life is full of thorns. Some people endured the pain and walked through it, and some people couldn't help it and ended early.

I was born as a weakling, it is not easy to go so far, I feel tired.

There are still many beautiful places in this world, but I have no ability to move forward.

I specially wrote a letter to say goodbye to you. You are the only person I feel guilty about in this life. If I can get your forgiveness, I will never owe anyone in my life.

I think I can go to heaven for sure, and I think there is no disease in heaven. 】

How long would she need to write two pages of letter paper?Is she saying goodbye to me, or is she saying goodbye to the world?

Her every word seems to hurt my heart?
His name "Lu Tianya" was written at the end of the envelope. It is always more beautiful to write your own name than other characters.

I didn't expect her to write her own name so beautifully, just like a dancing ballet dancer, beautiful and noble.

"I thought this matter could be kept a secret for a while, but I didn't expect that now everyone would know about it, and the master also knew about it in Qianling Temple, but he didn't intend to come down.

The body was also cremated in Dali according to Tianya's wishes. The Lu family is now in the process of funerals. I'm sorry that they were not allowed to enter the Lu family's gates, not according to your wishes. "

I asked, "Why did you hide it for a while?"

"Because of you, because you lost the child, because Mrs. Huang suddenly appeared, and because we don't want to believe that Tian Ya just left us.

Because we hope that she just wants to see the world, and she will come back after a while, because Tian Qi has not been found yet, there are many, many reasons. "

Chen Xi seemed a little annoyed, and said: "Also, because Tianya's suicide incident was suddenly exposed by the BBC, Mo Yilu temporarily canceled the meeting with Mrs. Huang, and your child is still missing..."

(End of this chapter)