Mrs. President is very low-key

Chapter 323 Real Despair

I put on my coat and walked in the snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow. The vast expanse of snow made me feel that the world is so beautiful?

It's like a translucent glazed palace. I felt like I had walked for a long time to reach the main building. I said, "I didn't realize that the Lu family is so big? How much is this house worth?"

Su Niang said: "The area of ​​the three buildings is almost [-] square meters, plus the parking lot, garden, and promenade, whoever calculated carefully, the area surrounded by the wall is at least [-] square meters. , This is a house I bought a long time ago, counting the foundation, it is worth a lot of money."

"You said, there are only a few people in our family. Why do we need such a big house? How many people live in this city, and they may not be able to buy an apartment in Nancheng after working hard all their lives, but we occupy such a large apartment. Area? It’s a waste to leave it empty.”

"Hey, how do you say that? A person has his own destiny. Children born in wealthy families have a high starting point since they were young, so they will naturally run fast.

The three generations of the Lu family are more prosperous than the previous generation. You feel that living in such a big house is a waste. Do you know that this is also the foundation that the Lu family's ancestors have worked hard for generations. They don't think it is a waste. It is the accumulation of generations. The accumulated wealth is nothing more than the predecessors planting trees and the descendants enjoying the shade. "

There are fewer people, the weather is cold, and the house looks deserted.

I walked into Tianya's room, which had been unoccupied for a long time, and there was an "empty" smell.

"Are all her things still there?"

"Yes, the young master said, don't move anything, and send someone to clean it every day, no dust is allowed, or it will be like the third lady is still there, look at this bead curtain, she strung it up by herself, how much is it?" Beautiful?"

Su Niang picked up a clay figurine and said, "And this one, she made it with plasticine, and she painted it little by little. It's a pity that our third lady is too delicate, otherwise, she will become an artist in the future." of."

I went to the exhibition cabinet in her room, and there were all her works, some of which were strung with beads, some of which were wound with wire, some of which were cloth art, some of which were made of clay, and some of which were carved in wood.

All sorts of things, and if I hadn't been told she made them all herself, I'd have thought she was a collector of crafts.

I opened it, and there was a complete glass box with a model inside. Su Niang said: "This is made according to the original photo."

"photo?"

"Do you still remember the time when the master and his wife remarried? Didn't they take a lot of photos? This is the scene of that day. It's just that some irrelevant people were kicked out."

Yes, I took a closer look, and it was indeed the scene that day. The house was very lively, from the beautiful chandeliers, to the red wine placed in a row, the red wine glasses stacked high, all kinds of beautifully placed Fruit plates, desserts, etc., showed the joy at that time.

However, there are only family members, including Lu Zheng, Du Qingluo, Lu Tianyu, Shen Xiurong, Chen Xi, Fang Ziqing, Fang Ziyi, He Ruxi, Lu Tianqi, and me too.

These people should be relatives in her heart, right?

I also saw a semi-finished product, which is a work integrating wood carving, cloth art, beads, iron wire and other crafts.

A blindfolded woman, wearing a white robe, wearing a gold crown, holding a balance scale in her left hand, and a sword in her right hand, is not yet fully finished and does not look so delicate.

Su Niang said: "I don't know what this thing is? I don't know when she made it? The young master found it when he was packing up the relics, so he put it here together with the finished product."

I said dumbly, "It's the Lady Justice."

Is it Lady Justice?Is it the Lady Justice I once told her about?
Actually, that's what I said at the time?If this is bought as a decoration, no matter how good its meaning is, it is impossible for a man to regard it as a token of love?

She actually took it seriously?And made it by hand?
I arrived at Tian Qi's residence, Qiao Yu lives here now, she is about to give birth, she is listening to prenatal education music in the living room.

"Second sister-in-law, why are you here?" She was very happy to see me and wanted to get up from the sofa, so I hurriedly stopped her and asked, "Didn't I bother you?"

"No, how are you today?"

I didn't answer, just stared at her stomach, she grabbed my hand and put it on her stomach and said, "He's fine, alive and kicking, don't worry, his surname is Lu, no matter what the woman surnamed Chu says What, his surname is Lu, he is Tian Qi's child, the Lu family's child, my child, and your child."

Minister Chu was still persistent in thinking that the child in Qiao Yu's womb would grow up in Qiao's parents and be named Qiao.

"Tian Qi will be very happy to know, and Dad will be very happy to know."

"Dad?" Qiao Yu was startled, and then said, "Yes, Dad will be very happy to know."

It's not that I'm not sad, I dare not be sad.

Because, whenever I was sad, Mo Yiyi would blame himself extremely, why did he choose the venue of the birthday party at "Hongtian Building"?Why didn't he arrange things and get everyone out of that fire?Why didn't Yinger be protected?

Qiao Yu would also blame herself and say why she didn't let Yinger get on the escape helicopter at that time. They all had a heavy sense of guilt, and they were deeply self-satisfied for the consequences of the fire that no one could predict. Responsible.

The dead are already dead, and what else can I do to bring them back to life?

Therefore, I concealed my sadness, concealed my yearning and guilt for Yinger, and I could persevere through it, but I found it was not so easy.

Just like the situation of Shen Xiurong's mother after losing her husband, she struggled for a while, but finally couldn't hold on anymore.

I couldn't hold it anymore, I went back to the main building, I asked Su Niang to make me ginseng tea, ginseng tea can refresh me, and I really feel soft recently.

Su Niang turned and went to the kitchen, and told me: "I see you are tired too, sit down and have a rest."

I turned on the TV in the living room. The invisible TV set in the wall still contained information about the fire in the "Hongtian Building"?

The fire is extinguished, but there is still a lot of follow-up work.

Two police officers pinned down the suspect wearing a black hood. His name was Hu Mingliang, 33 years old, from Tianmen County, Nancheng City, and he was a board-making worker in a clothing design company. The board-making studio of the clothing company was on the 28th floor.

Because the boss defaulted on wages, he premeditatedly set fire to vent his anger.

His original plan was to burn down the board room, which was full of flammable materials, and what he never expected was that the next door to the board room was the kitchen of a Chinese restaurant, which immediately caused a gas explosion, and the fire spread quickly. Up to 29 floors.

The part on the 29th floor is a library. Not far from the library is the second central control room of the whole building, which is full of computers. Next door is the engine room. The continuous explosion spread the fire and made the fire even worse. become more serious.

And because the explosion blasted the floor baffle, the fire actually developed upwards, and the death rate on the 28th floor was lower than that on the 29th and 30th floors.

It was around 08:30 in the evening, and there were still many people in the building, some working overtime, eating, holding banquets like ours, entertaining, and so on.

That night has become a "night of death", how many people are lucky that they didn't go to Hongtian Building that night?How many people are rejoicing that although they went, they didn't go to which floors?

Of course, as I resentfully think, it would have been nice if I hadn't been to the scene of the incident at that point in time, which seems to be the call of death.

I don't know how I got up to the top floor?Maybe I want to see the condescending snow scene?

Like a ghost, I stood upstairs, and the world became very bright and bright.

The cold wind was blowing, I thought of that winter, Ying Er was standing upstairs like this, standing there motionless, she must have been very scared at the time, but she may be too young to know how to be afraid.

I don't know what the price will be if she falls?
There is still wind here, I opened my arms, and I also want to fly in the air like snowflakes, I think that feeling must be very free and refreshing.

I seem to see people from another world waving to me, including my mother, my daughter, my confidant Qiao Chu, my good friend, Tianqi, Tianya and so on.

When a person dies, there will be no pain. If it is said that life is for experiencing calamity, then my calamity should be over.

"Nanfeng, what are you doing?"

At the moment when I wanted to let myself go, I heard the voice of Mo Yilu. He ran towards here in a hurry, and even fell in the snow, and the family members were in chaos.

They guard day and night, guard against everything, and I seem to have come to this dead end after all.

I can't take it anymore, I really can't take it anymore.

Mo Yiyi said: "Death is not a relief, it will only make the living more painful. You lost Yinger, and I lost Yinger. If you leave too, what should I do? What should I do? Are you still alive?" There is me, and I...and I, only you, only you...".

do i have it
If I don't have children, can I forgive him so easily for hurting me?Can I still love him so persistently?

I have no idea!

I took a step forward. For a person like me, even if he is alive, he is only harmful. It is better to die. All the right and wrong should be annihilated with my disappearance.

"Don't you even want me? I'm Mo Yilu, the man you once pursued with the greatest enthusiasm. Why don't you even want me?"

I felt that he was crying. Liang Daiqing jumped from this place before, and landed at his feet, with blood splashing all over his face.

Yes, I don’t want it anymore, I can’t afford it anymore, I used to chase him hard, then I loved him hard, and then I hated him hard.

I don't want to work so hard on myself, my feet take another step forward, and I feel like I'm going to fly.

"Xu Nanfeng..." At this moment, I felt someone calling me. Before I could react, Chen Xi grabbed me with one hand, and slapped me with the backhand.

She pointed at me and said, "Your uncle is still lying in the hospital. How dare you seek death for me? How many seriously injured people are in the hospital cooperating with doctors' treatment and struggling to survive. How dare you seek death? If you want to die so much, When the fire comes, don't you run away?

Are you feeling hopeless?Do you know what real despair is?

Desperation is when you watched your father beat your mother until you were young. In the end, your mother killed your father by mistake, and she committed suicide because of a mental breakdown. A ten-year-old girl became an orphan like this;
Desperation is when you fall in love with the son of the benefactor who donated to you to grow up. Knowing the disparity in status, you can only look at him from a distance, and feel that you are satisfied with this. exploit.

Despair is when you think that you have gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, tasted ups and downs, and your true destiny has finally come to your world like a cloud. When you think happiness is coming, a disaster makes him lie in bed. In the intensive care ward..."

(End of this chapter)