Pillow Devil: Mr. President, he is poisonous

Chapter 111 The Difficulty Is the First Time

Shan Hongyu stopped Li Tianhao from asking, and he also started to ask himself, did she ever love him?
After thinking about it carefully, he seemed to be able to feel her heart, and occasionally she was jealous, but if she was in love, why would he introduce An Jingjing to him?And today's Zhou Jingyun.

If it was him, he would never allow other men to do anything to her, even if he said a word more, as long as he just thinks about it now, he will feel uncomfortable and don't mention anything else.

Now, no matter what Li Tianhao thinks, he can't come to a conclusion, and he himself doesn't know whether she has loved him or not, or if she loved him, and now she doesn't.He's not sure about any of this.

Li Tianhao didn't speak, Shan Hongyu continued: "I think no matter what it was before, you should try to let her know your heart now, otherwise if you continue like this...it's not good." In fact, he wanted to say What's more, if they continue like this, they will hurt each other sooner or later.

While drinking, Li Tianhao stopped talking, he didn't say anything, and Shan Hongyu didn't say anything, he felt that it was best for him to figure out some things by himself.

Li Tianhao's heart was in a mess right now, he had never been in such a mess before, no matter how hard he tried to calm himself down, he couldn't do it.

Falling in love with Shi Xinyu, he admitted it, but it was too heavy for him to tell him his love, let alone when he still didn't know her heart...

Li Tianhao was suddenly at a loss. He felt that he was inferior to a young man who had just fallen in love at the age of seventeen or eighteen. If it was in the mall, he would definitely be a decisive and brave player, but now when facing love, he is so timid that he even himself I don't even recognize it.

What are you afraid of?Li Tianhao asked himself.

Maybe it was an injury!When she was a child, her mother often washed her face with tears for the love she spoke of, but now that she was herself, she finally admitted her love, but it also hurt her heart.

The more it hurts, the more he wants to escape, the more he escapes, the more pain he suffers, is this the so-called love?

Seeing Li Tianhao's depressed mood, Shan Hongyu knew that if he didn't persuade him well, he wouldn't understand.

Shan Hongyu stood up and patted Li Tianhao on the shoulder to show his comfort as a friend. He went to get a cigarette, turned around and sat down again, smoked one and handed it to him, and lit it for him. He said: " You once said that no matter what happens, the most difficult thing is the first time, if you don’t start at the first time, then when you see someone else’s last time in the future, you will regret it.”

Li Tianhao exhaled smoke rings, listened, and didn't speak.

"The same is true for love. You have lived for more than 30 years, and it is time to take this first step. The result is nothing more than either you go back to the past, or you get eternal happiness." Shan Hongyu took the initiative and remained silent again. Li Tianhao clinked glasses, he drank slowly, as a friend, he had already said what he should say, the rest was up to him to think and do.

Li Tianhao, who was indifferent on the surface, just moved his heart, and he felt a little relieved. Shan Hongyu was right, if he didn't take this first step, if she left one day, he would definitely regret it.

Thinking of the possibility of her leaving, Li Tianhao's heart became more determined, he could no longer hesitate, that was too unlike Li Tianhao's style.

With a decision in his heart, Li Tianhao couldn't sit still any longer. He stubbed out the cigarette butt, drank the wine in his hand, poured himself some more, and drank again. He felt that he was almost done before giving up.

He drank himself like this, and he just wanted to rely on the courage brought to him by the wine to find Shi Xinyu later, express his heart to her, and then see how she treated herself who spoke the truth after drinking.

Li Tianhao stood up abruptly, shaking his body, it seems that this strong foreign wine is getting up very quickly, although he can't drink well, it's not too bad, now he really feels a little drunk.

Li Tianhao tried his best to smile at Shan Hongyu: "Thank you brother. I'll go back first." He walked towards the door with unsteady steps.

Shan Hongyu looked at Li Tianhao's unsteady gait and drunken eyes, he stopped him worriedly and said: "It's so late, why don't you rest here tonight!"

"No, I went to her to confess my love so that I wouldn't get drunk with you in the future and act like a crying ghost." In a rare way, Li Tianhao made a joke of himself.

Having said that, Shan Hongyu no longer forced Li Tianhao, he sent her downstairs until he got into the car, he said: "I said you should stop driving, now that the drunk driving investigation is so serious, I I don't want to go to the number to see you." He said very seriously, he was really worried about him, these days, he was afraid of ten thousand if not just in case.

Li Tianhao waved at him: "It's okay, I... I'll drive slowly." He was anxious to find Shi Xinyu, but he didn't care too much.

Even though he said that, Shan Hongyu still didn't follow him, and he absolutely couldn't follow him in this matter. In case something happened, it would be too late. He opened the driver's door: "Get down, and I'll take you there."

Li Tianhao opened his eyes, definitely a little dizzy, he was really drunk, so he gave up driving by himself, but he still refused: "I drank, and you drank too, it's the same for drunk driving. I'll take a taxi."

Shan Hongyu closed his eyes, pretending to be annoyed, he was only thinking about him, but forgot that he was also drinking.

"Okay then! I'll drive your car to the company tomorrow."

Li Tianhao got out of the car and gave him the key: "Okay, I'm leaving."

Turning around, Li Tianhao walked out with heavy steps. Shan Hongyu saw that he had drunk a lot, so he followed behind him, and he followed him until he left the community to see him get into the car, and then he turned back back home.

Shi Xinyu was really tired from walking. When she couldn't walk anymore, she found that she had reached the People's Square unknowingly. She still didn't want to go back, so she sat down on a bench by the side of the square.

Looking at the people in twos and threes, Shi Xinyu felt a emptiness in her heart and a emptiness in her head. She didn't think about anything and just sat there for an unknown how long when the phone in her bag rang suddenly.

Slowly took out the phone from her bag, she didn't know why Li Tianhao called at this time, she hesitated to check it, but still picked it up.

"Hello." Her voice was also cool and indifferent, she suddenly tightened her arms, and only then did she feel that this autumn night was really cold.

"You will open the door for me later, I..." He hiccupped before saying, "I'll come to you."

Shi Xinyu frowned slightly, why is he drinking again when he has nothing to do?Are you unhappy again?Confused, she asked him, "Did you drink a lot?"

(End of this chapter)