Quan Shao's new wife

Chapter 334 The Red Dress’s Past (5)
The only time was when he turned around after he said: I took over your future, she subconsciously opened her eyes slightly, and in the backlight of the morning, his facial features were clearly defined, but she turned and left in an instant.

The meeting at that glance was so similar to him like this.

"What's the matter?" Gu Zixi asked her in a low voice.

"I'll accompany you for a drink." She responded softly——he who spoke, lost that feeling again.

I have been suppressed for many years, but I finally let go. I still feel a little uneasy in my heart-how much will a person's promise be?After five years, she did not dare to forget easily.

How much should a woman cherish her body?Even though he knew it was just a transaction, he still couldn't forget the man he had such close contact with.

Promise, don't think about it, just love Gu Zixi hard, work hard enough to make him accept all of you.

"Okay." Gu Zixi nodded, hugged her and walked to the next wine cabinet to sit down, took a bottle of wine and poured two glasses, then handed her a glass: "Sit with me, don't drink if you want too much."

"Okay." Xu Nuo nodded, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

Gu Zixi raised her glass and took a big sip, looked at Xu Nuo and said, "Actually, I'm not sad or reluctant, it's just that I'm not used to it."

Said that she took another big sip, and then continued: "I haven't been with her for five years. But legally, she is still my wife. The responsibility on her body and the concern in her heart are always in my heart. of."

"From separation to divorce, although it has been decided long ago, I don't think there will be any difference in life between me and her. She is still the first to think of me when she has something to do; I will still be the most nervous and anxious when she has something to do , Hurry over as soon as possible."

"Promise, it's true, it's not love, it's a habit, a habit extended from the relationship between husband and wife."

"Promise, love and marriage are different. If there is no marriage, love is gone, break up when you say break up, and leave when you say leave. But with marriage, love is gone, and you will find that you can't let her go. After so many years, you are used to taking care of her. Suddenly let go: I still worry that she will not get used to life without me; worry about whether she will have health problems in the days without me to take care of her; worry that she will not be able to find me when she encounters problems When, what should I do?"

"Until I took this divorce certificate in my hand, I suddenly realized: she will no longer be my responsibility, and I can no longer have the habit of taking care of her. All the entanglements between us, with this certificate, are completely s difference."

"Promise, don't you think it's strange that people's feelings and habits are controlled by such a lifeless and emotionless little book."

Speaking of which, Gu Zixi had already had five glasses of wine, but the eyes he looked at Xu Nuo were still clear and bright; he didn't need her answer to the question he asked Xu Nuo.

At this moment, what he wants is just to be alone by his side, to accompany him to sort out this past relationship, and to accompany him to overcome this feeling.

"Promise, she is wearing the red dress I gave you today. That night, we were together for the first time, each other's first time. In fact, I don't remember the situation clearly at that time, but today she suddenly wore this dress." The skirt reminds me of our once young and innocent love."

"At that time, I was thinking, if everything was the same as before, she would still be that simple and pure girl; I would still be that young man who worked hard under pressure." Gu Zixi narrowed her eyes slightly, as if recalling the past between him and her, but Immediately opened his eyes again, and turned to look at Xu Nuo: "It's just that, apart from the memory of the red dress, all I have of her are actually only her crying and my exhaustion."

"Promise, no matter how hard I try, I can't remember what we thought was the best memory."

"Promise, time is really cruel. After the past, if you don't love, you don't even have memories."

"Promise, you see, a dress will buy out all the memories between me and her; a divorce certificate will change all the habits and responsibilities between me and her."

"Our self-righteous love, self-righteous responsibilities and commitments are so fragile, and they have changed in an instant."

"And, willingly."

Gu Zixi raised her head, drank the wine in the glass, and then filled another glass - as he said, the end of a relationship seems to require a ceremony: like her red dress, like his drunkenness.

Xu Nuo looked at him with squinted eyes, occasionally when he raised his glass, he took a sip of the wine in the glass, and felt a little drunk—or, is it because everyone gets drunk when he is not drunk?

What he said, self-righteous love, self-righteous responsibility and commitment, are actually so fragile-about the tenderness of that man, the commitment to that man, isn't she too self-righteous?
In fact, when she was lying alone in the hospital after giving birth, it was already doomed.

As long as he loves the baby, it's fine, as long as he loves the baby, don't have too many extravagant expectations for a deal.

"Zixi, you're drunk." Xu Nuo looked at Gu Zixi and said softly.

"A little bit." Gu Zixi nodded.

"Zi Xi, tell me, don't we have a future?" Xu Nuo asked softly, shaking the wine in his glass.

"Yes." Gu Zixi grabbed her hand and said in a low voice: "Promise, we will get married and have a few children. No sons, only daughters, okay?"

"Why?" Xu Nuo looked up at his drunken face.

"Because..." Gu Zixi turned her eyes to look at the wine in the glass, shook her head slightly and drank it down, then looked at the empty glass and said in a low voice, "Zinuo, it's different."

"What if I can't give birth to a daughter?" Xu Nuo's heart ached slightly - Zi Nuo is different, is it because Ai Mier risked her life to give birth to him?He said that time changed everything, he said that the divorce certificate cut off their relationship, in his heart, is she still so important?
"Can't give birth?" Gu Zixi was taken aback, as if she hadn't thought about this question.

"Gu Zixi, rest, I'm going to work." Xu Nuo put down his glass and stood up, looking at the almost empty bottle in his hand, knowing that he couldn't blame him for his mood.

It's just that her emotions also need to be resolved.

"Promise, if you can't have a daughter, then let's have a son. I like what you have." Gu Zixi suddenly reached out and grabbed her: "Don't go, stay with me."

"Who gave birth to you, you talk to yourself, you are really thick-skinned." Xu Nuo blushed slightly, pulled his hand away forcefully, and growled softly: "Quickly let go, this is the office. Going to work."

(End of this chapter)