Quan Shao's new wife

Chapter 551 This Affection (3)
"You are right. Based on this, you should support me." Xu Nuo looked at Fang Jinghua, smiled and said, "You have practiced for decades for the perfect performance on stage. ; We tried every means to invite you to do this shoot, also in order to express your creativity perfectly.”

"I always think that creativity is a simple thing, so when I first started working, I told my boss that I only do creativity, and I don't care about fighting for resources and dealing with people. It won't be pure anymore."

"I have been doing this for about two years. I think that the creative business atmosphere I do is the weakest, and the market response has not been weakened by the weak commercial atmosphere. Therefore, I have always been proud of my persistence in this pure .”

"Until now, in addition to being creative, I had to fight for orders by myself. I tried to combine creativity with business. At the beginning, I was also disappointed and doubtful. Am I still a pure creative person?"

"But, there really wasn't much time for me to think about it, and I had to keep going, or I wouldn't survive — because your client won't pay for an idea that isn't satisfactory."

"Actually, you should understand better than me that the principle of seeking survival first and then development. I am now creating ideas and running orders at the same time, but I always believe that one day I will be able to create freely without any constraints. But The premise is to let the people introduced by the advertisement know me and recognize me."

"I want more people to know and like opera. With such a carrier, why not use it?" Seeing Fang Jinghua's seemingly indifferent expression, Xu Nuo couldn't help secretly anxious, but he didn't dare to show it.

"Well, that makes sense, it's hard for you to have this understanding at such a young age." Fang Jinghua was still calm, frowning slightly as if he was thinking about something.

"Because of my young age, I especially hope that someone will recognize the things I make. Before I came here, I was quite confident. I thought that I would stay in Sanya and not go home for the New Year. I would have a high fever for three days and three nights. It's worth the recognition." Xu Nuo lowered his head and smiled softly, his eye circles were slightly red, and stopped talking for a while.

Fang Jinghua looked at her with a smile, and suddenly said after a long while: "It's been a long time since anyone came to chat with an old woman like me, and today is still in the new year, how about having a drink or two with Ms. Xu?"

Xu Nuo's eyes jumped secretly, he looked up at Fang Jinghua and nodded with a forced smile.

Fang Jinghua asked the helper at home to bring a blue and white porcelain wine bottle and two porcelain cups, which looked ancient and exquisite.

"This wine can't be bought outside. The brewing method passed down by our Fang family ancestors has a long mouthfeel and a sweet taste. It is suitable for women to drink." Fang Jinghua took the porcelain cup and poured a glass for Xu Nuo.

Between the two of them pushing cups and changing cups, they didn't mention creativity and promotion.

In the excitement of drinking, Fang Jinghua told some interesting stories about being an apprentice, falling in love, and taking care of apprentices when she was young. In those long and ancient memories, the old man in his fifties in front of him had a charming youthful face. , There is another charm after years of precipitation.

Unknowingly, there were more promises - about my sister, about surrogacy, about Gu Zixi, and Gu Zinuo, for so many years, some things that Xu Yan didn't even say, were all said.

"Mr. Fang, I don't know if my decision is right or not, but one thing I know is that my son is very happy during the five years without me."

"I also know that their family will never accept a woman like me. What's the use of love? Why should I let him fight against the family because of me?"

"Besides, if my son finds out, he will definitely look down on me, Teacher Fang, don't you think so?"

Holding the wine glass, Xu Nuo's eye circles turned red one after another, but he couldn't bear to cry.

"Of course, we women can't have stains in this life, otherwise others will look down on you. When you love you, you are good for everything; when you don't love you, he can use this stain to make you feel ashamed." Fang Jinghua reached out and patted Patted her on the head, and sang softly in a Beijing accent: "Beautiful beauty before she gets old..."

"Teacher Fang is right, I'll toast you again." Xu Nuo grinned, raised his glass coquettishly, touched Fang Jinghua vigorously, and drank it down with his head raised.

"Sometimes I just think, in fact, love is not important to me. I still have to make money to do surgery for my sister. How can I have time to think about love and love. I still have a lot of important things to do, he What is Gu Zixi?" Xu Nuo said to himself, took the wine bottle from Fang Jinghua, poured himself another glass, and drank it with a sigh without clinking glasses.

The old and the young, talking, laughing, and crying, drank the bottle of wine in a daze. Xu Nuo only felt that the emotions and hesitation that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart seemed to be lost after being drunk. All the hesitation is just a fantasy about the future; all the hesitation is just a reluctance to part with this love.

But in reality, all her strength will be used to fight against Xu Yan's illness, so how can she still have the strength to fight for the so-called love?

"Mr. Fang, thank you for your wine."

"Do you still like it?"

"kindness."

"Then I'll give you another bottle."

"Thank you, Teacher Fang."

Holding the wine given by Teacher Fang, Xu Nuo walked slowly on the streets of City B.

Compared with Shengzhen or Sanya, the buildings here are thick and heavy; the weather here is a bit unreasonable; the sky here also has a gray and oppressive feeling.

"Oh, this is really not a good place." Xu Nuo slowly wandered, humming a few lines that Teacher Fang had hummed, and there seemed to be a kind of sadness in this sparsely populated street.

"Promise, when will the work in hand end? Will you come back before the bid?" Morian's voice was on the other side of the phone, saying that he would come to see her in the New Year, but it was inconvenient to meet her because of a competitor. But did not take place.

"Not over, not coming back." Xu Nuo said vaguely.

"Did you drink? Where are you now?" On the phone, Morian couldn't help being surprised, but more worried.

"Drink it. Teacher Fang made the wine himself. Come here and I'll buy you a drink." Xu Nuo replied subconsciously.

"Okay, buy me a drink and tell me where you are now?" Morian coaxed in a low voice.

"Me, City B." Xu Nuo looked up at the square street, and said softly, "It's not good here, it's so cold."

"What are you going to do in city B in winter?" Morian scolded lightly, but worried that something would happen to her if she was outside alone, so she lowered her voice and coaxed her softly: "Promise, city B is so cold, who did you go with?" ? Why are you alone now?"

"Women want to be independent, why can't they be alone?" Xu Nuo said angrily.

(End of this chapter)