Luan and Phoenix Tribulation: A Concubine Becomes a Phoenix

Chapter 157 Are you afraid that I will disappear?

The dream condensed into ice, and in my mind, it was like a flat mirror was broken, and then scattered into tiny ice crystal dust.Feng Shi Jin Zhou was cold, his throat seemed to be blocked by a ball of water-soaked cotton, unable to move up or down.

"Feng Shijin...Wake up for me...I won't be able to bear it because of this, I won't let you have trouble..."

Feng Shijin felt more and more uncomfortable in his throat and buzzing in his head, and finally couldn't help it. He raised his head to the side and spit out a big mouthful of water, and suddenly felt that his breathing became smoother.Feng Shijin felt very tired, too lazy to open her eyes, but her consciousness gradually recovered, and she still felt that someone was still not giving up, pinching her nose to make her open her mouth, and continuing to adjust her breathing.

When she finally realized something and opened her eyes suddenly, Su Guyan's face came into her eyes.The curvature of his lips was tightly pressed, and there was a deep and deep look in his eyes that couldn't be melted away.He was very embarrassed, there were drops of water on his face and hair, dripping onto Feng Shijin's cheek.

The moment Feng Shijin opened his eyes, he stopped his movements, gasped slightly, leaned over Feng Shijin's body, and remained motionless.Those eyes were full of complex expressions, as if he didn't dare to disturb Feng Shijin, afraid that her waking up was just a hallucination.

Feng Shijin trembled his eyelids, tiny drops of water hung on his eyelashes, and looked at Su Guyan's face carefully.When she raised her hand and lightly touched Su Guyan's skin with her cold fingers, Su Guyan paused, but her eyes were red, she opened her mouth, and clear tears fell down the corners of her eyes, all the past and the past poured into her eyes. In his mind, he said, "Su Guyan, are you afraid?"

Su Guyan's voice was low, and he spat out from his throat: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid I'm really gone."

Su Guyan's eyes deepened.Is he afraid?He was not afraid, but why did he jump down desperately, why did he give her artificial respiration and insist on waiting until she opened her eyes?If she can no longer open her eyes, can no longer speak... Why does he have such a distraught feeling?

Su Guyan didn't answer.Feng Shijin suddenly sat up from the grass, put his arms around Su Guyan's neck, and hugged him, his voice was hoarse and choked with sobs: "I remember, you are Su Guyan, I have always forgotten The person in question is you, Su Guyan..."

Su Guyan remained motionless stiffly.Let Feng Shijin hug him and say some random words that don't make sense.At first he always thought that Feng Shijin was coming back for revenge, that she would hurt Feng Shining.

It's a pity that he was wrong, Feng Shijin didn't remember who he was at all, so he thought she was just pretending, she just didn't remember on purpose, she was very cunning, once she saw the right time, she would take revenge on him and Shi Ning.But he was wrong again, and it was only later that he was really convinced that Feng Shijin had forgotten him.

Is this good or bad for Feng Shijin?Maybe she can live a better life because of it...

But Su Guyan couldn't figure it out. At night, when the people next to him were asleep, he still couldn't sleep when he thought of Feng Shijin. How can a person who keeps saying he loves him and making a big fuss about his wedding forget about what he loves so easily?

It's not so much that I can't figure it out, it's better to say that I'm not reconciled.It is because people have an unexplained sense of superiority and a sense of comparison. Even if they are not the person they like, they will praise themselves to the sky one moment and put themselves in hell the next moment, and they will also feel lost.

Su Guyan is also a mortal, so it is unavoidable.He could only comfort himself like this.

When Feng Shijin no longer cared about him and no longer revolved around him in everything, when Feng Shijin looked at him with sparse and normal eyes full of impatience and disdain, his sight and attention were gradually attracted Now, following her indistinctly, it makes people feel that he is the one who is entangled and lingering.

However, when Feng Shijin looked at him crying and came to hug him drenched, Su Guyan tried hard to gather himself, and vaguely felt his heart throbbing to the point of pain.

Now, even if he deceives the world, he can no longer deceive himself.He had to admit that he cared about it in his heart.For so long, if he didn't care, how could he not see Feng Shijin being hurt, how could he be thankful that he was the one who arrived in time during the fire that night, how could he be ignorant of the people and things Feng Shijin hates Feel disgusted?
Married to Feng Shining for three years, they have always lived a life of respecting each other as guests and as peaceful as water.Feng Shining is a gentle and virtuous wife, as the rumors from the outside world say, they have always been very affectionate.

But thinking back carefully, he still clearly remembered the scene when Feng Shijin broke into the wedding hall three years ago.She was riding a horse, rushing into his eyes with a rebellious posture as if entering a wedding hall. The blue-gray robe was half wet, and the girl's long hair was tied up with wooden hairpins immaturely. Instead, it was draped under a coir raincoat and a bamboo hat, covered with rain threads like spider silk.

She left the bamboo hat on the tall plaque, and he often thought of every word she said with her red eyes staring at him and Feng Shining.

Three years is enough for a person to grow up in complete silence.Probably Jun Qianji's resistance to him getting close to Feng Shijin was because he was afraid that she would think of everything about him.

For a moment, Su Guyan really wanted to hug Feng Shijin back. The past can't be changed, so what if he comforted her for a while?He lowered his eyes to see his hands froze in mid-air, looked at the thin figure embracing him in his arms, and really wanted to put his hands on her shoulders and waist, so that he could take her into his arms logically.

In the past, she was not wrong at all, was she?At such a young age, she had to bear so much by herself, not only her own share, but also Feng Shining's share. It was him and Feng Shining who pushed her into that situation, wasn't it?

What's wrong with her?
After all, he and Feng Shining were selfish.It was he who made the two sisters switch identities in order to favor the current Feng Shining!
Su Guyan bent his fingers, and leaned towards Feng Shijin little by little.In the end, he grasped her shoulders with both hands, his fingers tightened slightly, his face was hesitating and struggling, his lips were tightly pressed together, and he forcibly suppressed the urge to pull her into his arms, and actually pulled her out of his arms little by little. come out.

Feng Shijin sat there in a daze.

(End of this chapter)