Luan and Phoenix Tribulation: A Concubine Becomes a Phoenix

Chapter 441
The dim light seemed to be concentrated on him alone, difficult to detect, yet easy to detect.When Feng Shijin came in, he didn't respond at all.

Feng Shijin put all the meals on the table, looked back at him indifferently, and said, "I heard that you haven't eaten for a long time, come over and have some."

Su Guyan paused for a moment without any answer.

Feng Shijin didn't linger in the room too long, turned around and wanted to leave the study.She is a person who has already fallen into the abyss, and she is not suitable for comforting anyone.

Just turning around, Su Guyan behind him said coldly: "Shi Jin."

Feng Shijin paused, and turned her head slightly. The bridge of her nose and lips were the dividing line of the outline. The lines were clear and perfect. She made a nasal sound faintly: "Huh?"

Su Guyan said, "Stay with me."

Feng Shijin raised his chin slightly, then let out an inaudible breath, and said, "You're not a child." But he turned his feet and walked towards him step by step.

Maybe it's sympathy, pity, or guilt for him.

One day, when Su Guyan finds out, he will definitely not want to need her comfort like now.The reason why she kept ignoring him was that she didn't want that day to come, and at this moment her comfort became his regret and burden.

Feng Shijin walked up to him, he bowed his head, and as soon as he raised his arms, he rolled her into his arms and hugged her fiercely, as if wishing to rub her into his own flesh and blood, it was so tight and painful that it made her Feng Shijin could hardly breathe.

Su Guyan rubbed her neck and murmured, "Shi Jin, I will only have you and Mu'er from now on."

Feng Shijin patted his shoulder and said softly: "I heard that the murderer queen who killed your mother and concubine has been ordered to die by the emperor."

"She is dead, can my mother and concubine come back?"

Feng Shijin said: "This path was chosen by you at the beginning, do you want to continue walking now?"

She waited for a long time before she heard Su Guyan's answer, with incomparable certainty: "Of course, I will make those who hurt my concubine and you pay a hundred times and a thousand times the price."

Feng Shijin smiled wordlessly, and said: "Then you won't have extra time to grieve and remember. Your mother and concubine are all for your own good, and before she died, she didn't forget to ask the emperor to make you king Then you should prepare well and accept the emperor's canonization soon, and then go to the fiefdom. Gu Yan, you are the first prince conferred by the Great Jin Dynasty."

Su Guyan came to her, supported her shoulders, looked into her eyes that were too calm, and asked, "What about you, will you walk with me?"

Feng Shijin said: "If I leave with you, how can you return to Beijing to be crowned the throne in the future? I can't go with you. You still have a lot of things to do after you leave Beijing, including contacting Xi Yu, to unify the northwest. In the past, the emperor could borrow troops from Xiyu in order to unify the Jin Dynasty, but now you have half of Xiyu's blood, which is even more possible."

Su Guyan was speechless for a long time.He held the back of Feng Shijin's head with his hand, and pressed his forehead against his.

Feng Shijin said softly again: "You remember to take Amu and leave with you, settle him down, and take good care of him. He is the only son of sister and you. I think he can't call me a mother forever, When he grows up in the future and can accept the cruel truth, tell him about his mother."

I don't know why, what Feng Shijin said always makes Su Guyan feel uneasy, as if this parting, I don't know when we will see each other again.

He moved closer, rubbed the tip of Feng Shijin's cool nose, and said, "Why not? What's wrong with letting him call your mother for the rest of his life? He needs a mother like you, and sometimes he lives in It's not a happy thing to be in a beautiful lie, so why do you have to expose it?"

Feng Shijin lowered her head halfway, curled the corners of her lips and smiled faintly, and said, "Don't you think it's too unfair to sister? Gu Yan, we can't be so selfish in life."

Su Guyan said: "I know it's selfish to do this, but if Shi Ning knows, she must wish Amu well, wish you well, wish me well. Shi Jin, you and I are both people who have lost, and we know the pain of loss , why can't we open our hearts and be honest with each other? For the rest of my life, I will be by your side, protect you, and take care of you, so why do you refuse?"

Feng Shijin tilted his head, pushed Su Guyan's shoulder with a smile that was not a smile, and said: "It seems that we have missed the point. Let's talk about the future things later. What you should prepare for is the present. Are you hungry? Hungry?" Get up and eat first, or it will be cold in a while."

Perhaps Feng Shijin possessed some kind of irresistible magic power to Su Guyan.Only she can temporarily heal the pain in his heart.The road ahead must continue to go forward, he cannot stop here.

After tidying up his own things, Su Guyan wore black sleeves that kept filial piety under the arms of his white clothes, which was extremely conspicuous. He cheered up and did his own duties, and turned up and down on time.

When the queen's funeral was completed, the emperor kept his promise to the virtuous concubine, and made the fourth prince Su Guyan the Xiaowang.As for where the fief should be, the emperor thought over and over again, not only to guard against Su Guyan getting too close to Xiyu, but also not wanting to give him a too fertile and comfortable fief so that he could grow rapidly as a prince. In the end, the emperor decided to place the fief in the southwest The direction is precisely Huizhou.

Although it is located in the west, it is surrounded by high mountains. Even if you want to contact Xiyu Kingdom, the transportation is extremely inconvenient. Moreover, the land is barren and the people are poor. Su Guyan has no money or manpower even if he wants to do something there. .

So Su Guyan seemed to have received a reward, but in fact it was more like a reprimand.

But he readily accepted without complaint.As long as he can be released from Beijing, he will be regarded as free.The sky is high and the land is wide outside, one day he will grow wings and fly back.

It's just a pain for Ah Mu, he has lived with Feng Shijin for several years, how could he get used to the life without her.So after knowing that Feng Shijin didn't go to Huizhou with them, Amu cried a lot.

It was time to leave Beijing the next day, and Feng Shijin managed to coax Amu to sleep the night before, and when he fell asleep, there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and he held onto Feng Shijin's sleeves tightly.

After hearing a knock on the door in the room, Feng Shijin lightly pulled the corner of his sleeve out of A Mu's hand, got up and opened the door.

Su Guyan stood outside the door.He looked like he had drunk, and drank a lot, his body was full of alcohol, and his eyes looking at Feng Shijin were also blurred.With the experience of getting drunk last time, Feng Shijin became vigilant, and immediately took two steps back.

Su Guyan smiled lightly, leaning against the door, his eyes sparkling slightly, and said: "Are you reacting like this, are you afraid of me or want to invite me in?"

(End of this chapter)