The Lost Heart of the Five Parts

Chapter 80 The Shocking Secret (2)
"Not everything is out of my control."

There was a trace of guilt in Xue Wan's eyes. She admitted that she was selfish in thinking like this, but her abilities were limited in the first place, and she had only one purpose.

There seemed to be some blur in front of him, Chen Lianqiu reluctantly went to sit in front of the sofa, his head hurt so much, and his heart hurt even more...

"You're okay?"

"Don't worry, I will be fine until Xiao Shenglian fails."

I don't know if it's because of physical discomfort, or because of all the changes that happened at this time, Chen Lianqiu's face was pale and bloodless, but his expression was unusually calm, looking at Xue Wan without any waves, Chen Lianqiu seemed to be I wanted to see what would happen to Xue Wan after hearing what she said.

Unexpectedly, Xue Wan did not lose her temper like before, it seemed that she had expected it a long time ago, Chen Lianqiu would definitely say so.

Xue Wan looked at Chen Lianqiu silently, looking at those clear eyes, Chen Lianqiu suddenly felt that all this was his hallucination?But the sober reason didn't move away at the moment when he had doubts, but just told him silently that such things as hallucinations don't exist, and everything is so real.

Xue Wan, conspiracy, trap...

Everything that happened to him was true, whether he wanted to believe it or not, whether he could accept it or not.

Thinking of Xue Wan's goal of approaching him, Chen Lianqiu smiled wryly, but there was a touch of irony in the bitterness, but this thorn pierced into his heart. From the very beginning, Chen Lianqiu noticed Xue Wan's weirdness, but He regarded those as his own illusions, stubbornly thinking that time would give him the best answer, and now time gave him an answer as he expected, but the answer was very different from what he expected.

Chen Lianqiu looked at Xue Wan, she hadn't changed, never had, but he didn't see clearly, did he trust her too much?Or do you believe your own lies too much?

"You should also come back with Xiao Shenglian this time, right?"

After a long time, Chen Lianqiu calmly broke the peaceful atmosphere, but his trembling voice was so subtle that it was not easy to detect that he still had no real peace in his heart.

"Yes, he's back, and I have no reason to stay anywhere else."

Although Xiao Shenglian didn't want Xue Wan to come back to take risks with him at the beginning, he was also worried about leaving Xue Wan alone in a foreign country.

no reason...to stay anywhere else...

She left for him, and her return was also for him. Chen Lianqiu suddenly envied Xiao Shenglian a little bit, because there was such a person by his side, no matter what happened, no matter how many changes happened, he was so uncomplaining and regretless stay with him.

"Since you have already returned, why did you wait until now to show up?"

If they wanted to help Xiao Shenglian, wouldn't it be easier to be by their side, unless there was some secondary reason for them to give up this practice.

"Because...because at that time, I still have to...pretend to be An Xiaoyu."

The water glass in his hand fell off as if by magic, and the sound of the glass breaking echoed in the empty living room, but what Chen Lianqiu heard was Xue Wan's words that she wanted to pretend to be An Xiaoyu.

Xue Wan seemed to be frightened by Chen Lianqiu's reaction, but soon, she regained her composure, because this situation had been expected.

"I think you should remember..."

Chen Lianqiu stopped what Xue Wan wanted to say next, yes, he remembered, he remembered very clearly, from the mysterious figure who appeared in his office and took away the confidential documents, to the ambiguous video that appeared inexplicably, and the one at the banquet After the end, An Xiaoyu who practiced with Xiao Sheng...all the unreasonable things now became reasonable.

That's right, from the very beginning, An Xiaoyu had nothing to do with Xiao Shenglian. Xue Wan's brief sentence explained all the doubts that Chen Lianqiu had had all along.

"Why?"

Xiao Shenglian deliberately wanted to target himself, Chen Lianqiu could understand and accept it, but Xiao Shenglian and An Xiaoyu had nothing to do with each other, let alone any festivals, why did Xiao Shenglian go to such great lengths to frame An Xiaoyu?
"Because of hatred, it will make a person lose his mind, and it can also make a person's calm and sharp mind become confused."

So that's the case... Chen Lianqiu sneered, it turned out to be the case, because Xiao Shenglian knew that he hated An Xiaoyu, that's why he wanted to do this, let himself keep deepening his hatred for An Xiaoyu, so as to disturb his thinking.

"Xiao Shenglian's method is as vicious as ever."

After a long time, Chen Lianqiu just said a word lightly, but this sentence contained all of Chen Lianqiu's mood at this time, accident, hatred, as well as the shock and anger after being deceived.

Listening to Chen Lianqiu's evaluation, Xue Wan was neither surprised nor refuted. I believe that if Xiao Shenglian heard this sentence himself, he would not be angry, but would be happy because Chen Lianqiu could say such helpless words.

The atmosphere became quiet again, but there was a hint of danger in the tranquility. Xue Wan felt the danger around her, but she didn't have the slightest fear. She seemed to be absolutely sure that she would not be in danger, or, even if she was It doesn't matter if it's dangerous.

The darkness rolled in the bottom of his eyes, as if he was going to drown the whole world. Xue Wan had never seen Chen Lianqiu like this before, so he couldn't help being a little surprised, why Chen Lianqiu could face so many changes calmly, but at this moment he No way to continue to keep yourself calm?Although it's a disguise, is it because it has something to do with An Xiaoyu?
With a faint smile, it is true.

"Lianqiu, do you feel that you owe An Xiaoyu too much now? Her trust in you has become a sharp edge for you to hurt her, and your hatred for her has become her disaster. An Xiaoyu is indeed very pitiful."

Xue Wan really sympathized with An Xiaoyu, from the first time she saw her, from the first time she saw her innocent eyes, if it wasn't for the conflict between Xiao Shenglian and Chen Lianqiu, Xue Wan believed that she would never hurt such a person , but it is too late now, the harm to An Xiaoyu has become an irreversible fact, fortunately, An Xiaoyu has left here safely, but...

Xue Wan looked at Chen Lianqiu. An Xiaoyu's departure meant that Chen Lianqiu might not even have the chance to make up for it. Even if An Xiaoyu would come back here one day, everything would be impossible From the beginning, it is impossible for An Xiaoyu, who was completely injured by Chen Lianqiu, to have any illusions about Chen Lianqiu as before. If An Xiaoyu still has a little illusion about Chen Lianqiu, then An Xiaoyu will not go.

"What about you? An Xiaoyu has never hurt you. Don't you feel any guilt if you do this?"

"For her, I have, but I am still different from you, because An Xiaoyu has never trusted me, even if she knows this, for her, the harm I caused her is still not as deep as you. Qiu, I think you should know that being deceived is neither terrible nor painful, what is really painful is being deceived by someone you trust."

That's right, once An Xiaoyu put all her trust in Chen Lianqiu, so even though she was humiliated at the wedding and suffered all the grievances after marriage, An Xiaoyu still firmly believed that all of this was temporary. One day Lianqiu will return to the way it was before, but all these fantasies were ruined by Chen Lianqiu himself. The lost child became a wound in An Xiaoyu's heart that could never heal, but at that time, An Xiaoyu did not There is no complete despair, at least Chen Lianqiu's concern for Wan'er proves that he is not really ruthless, although it is not for An Xiaoyu, but in An Xiaoyu's eyes, it can still be used to comfort herself, even though it is far-fetched .

But the moment Wan'er appeared, An Xiaoyu's dream was completely wiped out, without leaving her any time to react or to continue, it just disappeared in an instant.

From being moved by Chen Lianqiu's tenderness at the beginning to being hurt by Chen Lianqiu's ruthlessness in the end, what An Xiaoyu endured was being deceived and hurt by the person she trusted the most, and these were brought to her by Chen Lianqiu, including The reason why Xue Wan pretended to be An Xiaoyu was entirely because of Chen Lianqiu. Of course, An Xiaoyu may not know it now, but it cannot change the fact.

(End of this chapter)